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Shang Youxuan put the vegetables into the drainer basket, reached out and turned off the faucet, without showing the slightest surprise: "As expected, you all knew about it a long time ago."

Mu Xiaoqing gave a soft "hmm".

Shang Youxuan said: "Why didn't you tell me before?"

It's not that she didn't tell her at all. When she came back from talking about Qiao Tong's kidnapping that night, Mu Xiaoqing once said something inexplicable: "If you find her acting strange, just tell us, don't impulse."

So the so-called strange behavior refers to the dual personality?

Mu Xiaoqing sighed: "We thought she was already cured. This disease is not considered a disease, so there is no need to tell you. Whose parents will expose their children's faults."

"Then why is she..."

"Things are a bit complicated, listen to me and tell you slowly."

Mu Xiaoqing washed two carrots, put them on the cutting board, and sliced ​​them down one by one.

"After she was rescued, she was recuperating in the hospital for a long time, and when she was almost recovered, we found a particularly serious problem." Mu Xiaoqing said, "She locked herself in the room and shrank every day. In the corner, without saying a word. Her dad and I took her to see a doctor, but the doctor couldn’t do anything about it. She took her medicine and ate meals on time, but she didn’t speak, and there was no problem with checking her vocal cords.”

This Shang Youxuan knows a little bit. What Zhao Fengmin and Shang Xiaorou told her was that Qiao Tong had a serious illness and stayed at home for several months. Parents, Qiao and mother don't let people go in to disturb her.

Mu Xiaoqing put the chopped carrots on the plate: "My father and I were in a hurry, but the doctors couldn't help us, and we had nothing to do. We could only wait more and more anxiously every day. Until that day, when the After a turning point, she took the initiative to open the door and came out of the room, saying that she wanted to eat sugar man."

Shang Youxuan: "Wen Xiange?"

"Yeah." Mu Xiaoqing nodded and recalled, "At that time, she was holding the doll on her bed, wearing black trousers and a short vest, and she came out very neatly, opening her mouth and saying, 'Mom and Dad, I want to eat sugar man , can you?' She took the initiative to ask, her dad and I were so excited like that, her dad wiped away tears at that time, drove her to the snack street to buy sugar people, and brought a bunch of snacks after eating, all piled up In the room, in the living room, it is convenient for her to take it."

Shang Youxuan was startled: "You said Miss Wen also called you parents?"

Mu Xiaoqing said: "That's not true, so we didn't find anything wrong at the time, even though she changed the little skirt she was wearing when she came out."

Shang Youxuan waited for her to continue.

"It was noon when she came out, and it was five or six in the afternoon when she came back after eating. She ate snacks in the living room for a while, and then went back to her room. She asked her to come out for dinner, but she ignored it. I thought it was because she had eaten too many snacks I couldn’t eat, and I didn’t force her. I went into the room and saw that she was sleeping on the bed. She slept all night, and the next day we called her to have breakfast. She came out to eat, and was silent at the dinner table as usual. After eating, she went back to squat in the corner Her dad and I looked at each other, we didn’t understand what was going on, we asked her, but she didn’t say anything, I gave her snacks, but she didn’t pick it up. Everything was beaten back to its original shape, and her dad and I had an instant I'm desperate."

"That is to say, she changed back to the main personality after sleeping?"

"No, this day she became Xiaowen at night. After watching Chibi Maruko all night, she woke up the next day as Xiaowen. Her father was going on a business trip, so I went to the door to see him off, and Tongtong came back Sitting on the sofa, staring blankly at the TV that was not turned on at all. This went on and on for about three or four days, sometimes good and sometimes broken, and her father and I thought: It’s broken, something must have happened .”

Mu Xiaoqing said again: "We consulted a psychiatrist, and the psychiatrist said that it might be because of a severe mental trauma, the body's self-protection mechanism worked to split another personality to help her bear the pressure, but we asked the doctor why it split On the contrary, his personality is more cheerful, and the doctor can’t answer it. Dual personality is still controversial in psychology, let alone more than ten years ago. It’s a step to cross the river by feeling the stones. The psychiatrist said that if you are traumatized At that time, psychological counseling was useful, but Xiaowen had already appeared, so she couldn’t get rid of it. The only way to suppress the appearance of secondary personality was by taking medicine, but we didn’t give her any.”

Shang Youxuan thought for a while and asked, "Is it because you can't bear Miss Wen?"

"It's not just that. The side effects of psychiatric drugs are very serious. If Xiao Wen's personality has anti-social tendencies or is particularly harmful, we must prevent her from appearing no matter what, but she is innocent and harmless, even annoying. People like it, and sacrificing Tongtong's health to suppress the emergence of secondary personality is not worth the loss." Mu Xiaoqing pondered for a moment, and said, "But you are right, we are really reluctant to gossip. Tongtong does this every day. Talking, her father and I are almost driven crazy by her. No matter whether Xiaowen is her split personality or not, she is our daughter after all. She not only saved us, but also saved Tongtong. If it wasn't for her, Tongtong would also It’s not going to gradually return to normal.”

"How to say?"

"In this way, the primary and secondary personalities were switched back and forth. After about two or three months, we found that Tongtong was willing to speak. Although there were not many, she was willing to communicate with us briefly. We hired a tutor for her. Taught her at home, and she learned quickly. Since she recovered, Xiaowen seldom came out, and even when she did, she didn’t talk often. She went to the piano room to practice guitar quietly, and would call us together Go listen. As time went on, maybe two years later, we never saw her again."

Shang Youxuan inexplicably heard a hint of something else in her words, and her expression froze: "How long has it been since she appeared again?"

"Three years later, when she graduated from junior high school." Mu Xiaoqing glanced at her and sighed, "She stayed at home until she was ten years old, and we sent her to a noble private middle school for junior high school. Within a few days, the mood suddenly became depressed, and we were worried that Xiaowen would come out, but she did come out. In those few days, the two of them took turns, and after about ten days, Tongtong said that she was going abroad. How could we Don't worry, her father and I are firmly opposed to it, but Tongtong insists on it, and her father and I have no choice but to send her abroad."

Shang Youxuan remembered that Qiao Tong once told her that when she graduated from junior high school, she felt very depressed and suspected that she had a mental illness.After reading her dark historical novel that abused her body and mind, she cried a lot in her room, and decided to go abroad the next day.The matter was vague, Shang Youxuan was not familiar with her at that time, so she didn't ask in detail, and she didn't think about it after they got together, but now thinking about it, she feels strange.

Shang Youxuan asked: "Did she suffer some kind of bullying at school?"

Mu Xiaoqing shook her head and said: "No, we were so worried about her at the time, and asked the school teachers to pay more attention to her, and although Tongtong doesn't talk much, she is very smart and knows how to buy people's hearts, and she is very popular among classmates , is another beautiful little girl, no one will bully her."

Shang Youxuan frowned, she didn't understand, since it wasn't about the school, could it be about the family?

"Did anything happen at home at that time?"

"No, those years were peaceful." Mu Xiaoqing recalled it carefully, still shaking her head, "We still don't know what caused her to go abroad so eagerly."

Shang Youxuan asked again: "Does Miss Wen know that she is Xiao Qiao's second personality?"

Mu Xiaoqing said: "She doesn't know. She knows that Qiao Heng and I are her parents, but she doesn't know that she is also Qiao Tong. She has a name of her own. After graduating from junior high school, she calls herself Wen Xiange. She is the same age as Qiao Tong. But not a birthday, she grew up playing the guitar, not the piano."

Mu Xiaoqing said: "Later Qiao Tong went abroad, graduated from high school and went to Princeton to study mathematics. Xiaowen also thought she was from the same university, but she studied in the music department and specialized in music. Guitar sells and sings everywhere to ask for living expenses, in fact, she is not short of money, she just likes this way of life."

Shang Youxuan's scalp went numb, and a thin layer of goose bumps appeared on her arms. Anyone who saw such a thing in real life would feel incredible.

"You mean, the two of them are independent of each other? So how did the missing memories of each other be made up?"

"The psychiatrist said that this cannot be completely answered in medicine. The only thing that is clear is that the memory of the two personalities will be incoherent, and there will be temporary amnesia, but there is no way to realize that it is caused by the appearance of another self. His memory is not coherent, but he will fill in the gaps in his memory through his usual behavior and language.”

"Wait a minute, wait a moment," Shang Youxuan hurriedly waved her hand to interrupt her, always feeling that something was wrong, she forced her rationality to analyze what she just heard, and after three seconds, she grasped the key point , with a dry throat, "You just said that Qiao Tong went abroad. After she went abroad, how did you know that Ms. Wen appeared again? Also, when I met Miss Wen last week, she clearly knew that she was the first to split. Two personalities, what is going on here?"

The author has something to say: [-]nd update, there is still a chapter above, don’t skip chapters, mua~ Otherwise, Pomegranate will cry, the whole chapter is not finished, let’s continue with the next chapter_(:зゝ∠) _

Xiao Qiao went abroad suddenly because she knew that she was not her own child, and also knew that she might be sick. On the one hand, she wanted to cut off the wrists of a strong man and be reborn completely, and on the other hand, she wanted to stay far away so that her parents could have another child.

Although I will answer later, why do I say it now, because I am afraid that I will forget this foreshadowing2333