everyone knows i love you

Qiao Tong lowered her head and grabbed the sheet under her body with both hands. Her long black hair hung down and fell quietly in front of her eyes, covering her eyes.The light is bright white, shining on the wooden floor, it will dazzle your eyes if you look directly at it for a long time.

The stripes on the board were distorted under this long-term gaze, and an invisible wavy line fluttered in front of Qiao Tong's eyes, like ripples emitted by a drop of water seeping into the center of the lake.

In the center of that lake appeared a brightly lit Tower Bridge. She had been there a few years ago, and together with Ji Weibai, she had a specific impression in her mind.Looking to the side from the suspended footbridge, the night view is beautiful, but the people around you are not so beautiful.

Ji Weibai held her hand and let her walk inside, while the other hand protected her at all times, he was so gentle that he was not like a real person, he almost never lost his temper, he said yes to everything, accepted everything, she would never I can't guess what she is thinking, and it is too tiring to talk about love.

That day, they quarreled on the bridge.

"Did I do something wrong? You tell me, I won't do it again next time."

"You are fine everywhere."

"Then why are you angry?"

"I am not angry."

"Okay, okay, you're not angry, let's go back, shall we?"

"not going back."

"Then listen to you, if you don't go back, it's fine if you don't get angry."

"Ji Weibai, aren't you tired of being so humble every day? Don't you have any feelings yourself?!"

"..."

The two broke up in the middle of the bridge.Qiao Tong didn't allow her to chase, and told her to stand still, but she really didn't dare to catch up. Qiao Tong took a taxi, bought new clothes, changed from one side of the bridge to the other, Looking across at her.The phone in her pocket rang again and again, and people came and went on the bridge. Qiao Tong wiped away her tears and picked up the call when her phone was about to turn off.

"You didn't say you can't call your cell phone." Ji Weibai ran over from the bridge, both eyes were red, like a pet abandoned by its owner, and held her hand carefully.

"I didn't say anything, so you beat my phone until it shut down automatically." Qiao Tong's mouth twitched as a joke.

"Why don't you worry if I can't find you? Does your answering my call prove that you are not angry anymore?"

"Well, I lost my temper, sorry."

"It's okay." Ji Weibai stretched out his arms and hugged her into his arms. He didn't say a word of reproach for her unreasonable trouble. Qiao Tong rested her chin on her shoulder, her face was expressionless, her mouth opened and closed silently, and she spoke gently with Ji Weibai. The words overlapped, "You can do anything to me."

The Tower Bridge collapsed without warning, and the familiar face was like a wind that had never been caught before.

The scene in front of him was destroyed and reshaped, and the next moment Qiao Tong found himself in the center of the London neighborhood, wearing a bright orange trench coat, and the coffee shop called "oneday" was in front of him. The wind chime at the door sent the first day of the day. For 100 guests, the owner gave a snack for free.

In the innermost part of the coffee shop, a woman with long chestnut curly hair was sitting. A silver notebook was placed in front of her, blocking her beautifully curved chin. Through the top of the notebook, she could be seen typing on the keyboard intently. It was a milky white coffee cup decorated with cartoons, and I was too busy to take a sip.

That person sat in the coffee shop all morning, and Qiao Tong watched her quietly all morning.

Until the man closed the notebook, walked over, and put his hands on the table in front of her: "I've been watching me for so long, you can't be in vain, you have to pay something, how about this, invite me to dinner at noon, I choose the location."

Qiao Tong didn't know why, but she smiled naturally: "Okay."

I picked a Chinese restaurant and ordered one each of Sichuan, Shandong, Cantonese, and Huaiyang dishes, and then ordered a soup. The man closed the menu: "Just these few." She turned to Qiao Tong and said, "I know you If you don’t choose, I’ll order for you, good boy.”

Qiao Tong felt that the person in front of her was inexplicably familiar and kind, but she couldn't remember where she had seen her before. She only knew that she was very happy now.

The man said: "Why are you in a daze? Let me tell you, beauty is not something to eat. Did you just drink coffee and not eat in the morning? You are prone to stomach problems. I should have known that I would stare at you after breakfast before coming out."

Qiao Tong pointed at herself and said confusedly, "Are you staring at me for breakfast?"

The man said: "Otherwise? Not only am I staring at you, but I also have to feed you."

"You feed me?"

"Your hand cramps, I won't feed you, how can you eat?"

"My hand is cramping?"

The man put his hand on her forehead and asked in doubt: "I said what's wrong with you, why do you keep repeating what I said today, Qiao Qiao—"

jojo?

Qiao Tong was startled again.

A little spark flashed in her mind.The complicated circuits in her brain suddenly found their own way, and the nerves that should respond were continuously connected, and her memories were played back on the retina over and over again.

She blurted out a name: "Youxuan?"

The Chinese restaurant was also gone, and a dazzling light came over. Qiao Tong couldn't help closing her eyes, and tilted her head to avoid the sudden light in front of her eyes. Shang Youxuan still touched her forehead with an anxious expression on her face: "It's me. , what happened to you just now? How did you become so dazed?"

The person standing in front of Qiao Tong coincided with the person who was sitting with her in the restaurant just now.

Qiao Tong didn't say a word, wrapped her arms around her waist, and buried her face in her lower abdomen.

This is real.

……

"You mean you were caught in your own memories and hallucinations just now?"

After Qiao Tong recovered, she told Shang Youxuan what happened just now.

Shang Youxuan felt that this incident was simply too miraculous, and said: "Wait for me, first you dreamed that you were arguing with your ex-girlfriend, and then you dreamed that you met me in a coffee shop on the streets of London, but you didn't Recognize me? Later, when I recognized me, I came out of the hallucination."

Qiao Tong nodded.

Shang Youxuan looked excited: "Can you write such a good meme into a novel?"

Qiao Tong: "..."

Shouldn't normal people be jealous of their ex-girlfriend first, then be angry that they didn't recognize it, and finally express their concern?Her girlfriend is indeed a fake.

Qiao Tong looked at her resentfully: "I can't write it."

Shang Youxuan: "That's okay, you finish "The Lost Corpse" first, and then write this next one, I'm not in a hurry."

Qiao Tong: "..."

Did she agree to write it just now?

Shang Youxuan satisfied her own selfishness, then remembered to ask: "How long have you been in this situation?"

Qiao Tong's expression was a bit perplexed, he hesitated to speak.

With the help of a woman's sensitive rival radar, Shang Youxuan guessed the answer: "After the breakup?"

Qiao Tong buried her head very low, nodded, and then she raised her head and added, "It happened to me when I was a child, and it got better after I went abroad, but when I did it again..." The last voice was as thin as a mosquito, "After we broke up."

"It's been a while because of Hezi?"

Qiao Tong: "..." It's better not to supplement this supplement.

If you don't speak, you will acquiesce, and Shang Youxuan's face immediately shows a murderous look, wishing to grab Ji Weibai and fight him immediately, no, she is the one who beat him up unilaterally.

Ji Weibai, who was far away at home, sneezed, some water splashed out of the shower in his hand, and he poured a little more water.Ji's father paced past the balcony, rushed over, pointed at the precious potted plant, and snatched the watering pot over, with a distressed expression on his face: "I'll come, I'll come, you go and rest on the side."

Ji Weibai lowered his head and touched his nose, strolled with his hands behind his back and sat on the sofa.

Ji's mother was wearing glasses and was watching the financial news. She raised her eyes when she heard the words, winked at Ji Weibai first, then cleared her throat and said, "Professor Ji, watering your potted flowers won't kill them. Feed it all the water it didn't drink."

Ji's father immediately rushed to his darling, and when he saw it, he was heartbroken: "I said why it is so sluggish today, why do you say you have nothing to pour so much water on it?"

"I saw it was dry yesterday. I thought you might have forgotten to water it, so I did you a favor." Ji's mother looked guilty, "I'm sorry."

Papa Ji's mouth was deflated, and he carried his potted plant into the house, suppressing his sadness and said: "It's okay, I'll find a way to remedy it."

"Why is Professor Ji still so easy to deceive?" Seeing Ji's father enter the room, Ji Weibai turned around with a funny look on his face.

"Comrade Xiao Ji, you don't understand now, it's called the joy of life." Ji's mother hooked her finger on the bridge of her nose, her glasses half slid down, showing a bit sly eyes, "Professor Ji is an expert in botany, I can lie Got him?"

Ji Weibai shrank his neck: "Just to discuss, can you not call me Xiao Ji? It sounds like you are calling me a chicken."

"Then what do I call you? Xiaowei?" Ji's mother said in a voice, "Xiaowei, do you know that I love you, and I will take you to the sky. How about Xiaobai? Although your mother is fifty , but he is not an internet novice."

Well, there is no good name.

Ji Weibai admitted: "It's done, I will answer whatever you like to call."

"That's it, Xiao Ji, look at you for delaying me for 2 minutes, tens of millions are gone."

"Mom, you are totally unreasonable, you are obviously watching the news!"

"You reminded me, if I see an important news in 2 minutes and make a decision ahead of my competitors, a new real estate will cost more than tens of millions." Ji's mother said angrily, "Ignorant child, you have missed me."

Ji Weibai: "...Mom, the play is over."

"Have I passed?" Ji's mother was a little disbelieving.

"pass."

"Then I won't act," Ji's mother simply threw the Ipad away, "Now is the time for our mother and daughter to talk. How is it? Are you still used to it when you return to China?"

Ji Weibai shrugged: "I come back every year, what's wrong with me?"

Ji's mother looked at her, raised her eyebrows slightly: "Who said that you didn't come back last year, and left after staying for two days the year before last. Is there something wrong with your relationship?"

Ji Weibai's smile froze for a moment, he lowered his head to get the apple on the table, and said softly: "No." Immediately, he curled up on the sofa, took a big bite, and his cheeks were bulging.

"broke up?"

"..." The apple bites loudly.

"It's good, you're also relieved." Ji's mother sighed softly, "That child is not your good match."

The apple was eaten, and there was a core left, which was thrown into the trash can.

Ji Weibai raised his red eyes to look at her, unable to tell if he was angry or sad.

"Come." Ji's mother sat up straight and waved to her.

Ji Weibai stood up from the sofa, walked over barefoot, half knelt down, and lay on Ji's mother's lap.

Ji's mother gently touched the top of her head: "When did you share it?"

"Two years ago."

"Why did you lie to me for so long?"

"I made an oath to you, and I slapped myself not long after I swore, what a shame."

"Oh, you didn't feel ashamed when you pissed on me when you were a child? When I changed your diaper, wouldn't it be embarrassing if all the poop and ass were facing me?"

Ji Weibai was in great embarrassment: "Mom! Don't shit and shit at every turn, I'm too old."

"Even at the age of 80, you still have poop and fart. When you were young, you ran away from home and said you would never come back. When you were a teenager, you quarreled with me so many times. Do you think I am angry?"

"I know you won't be angry with me, but I can't open my mouth."

Ji's mother was silent for a long time, and asked, "Are you tired?"

Ji Weibai's pretended calm was easily punctured by his mother's gentle words, and suddenly he couldn't hold back anymore, tears poured down instantly, and he cried on his mother's lap: "I still like her so much, but she has fallen in love with someone else .”

"I've loved her for so many years, how can she be so unfeeling, and she won't want me if she says she doesn't want me."

"Where did I treat her badly? I follow her in everything, and I rely on her in everything. I almost dug out my heart and knelt in front of her to worship her. No one loves her more than me. Why doesn't she want me? "

"How could she do this?" Ji Weibai sobbed softly.

Her voice was kept very low, and she didn't disturb Ji's father in the room at all. She put her forehead on Ji's mother's knee, closed her eyes, and said tiredly: "I'm really tired, Mom, I didn't tell you, so many years I've been very tired."

Ji's mother looked up at the ceiling of the living room, swallowed back the sigh that was about to come out, and her eyes were red: "I didn't teach you well."

"Mother?"

"I only taught you how to control your emotions, but I forgot to tell you that sometimes you need to vent. You are like a perfectly built machine, with bearings and gears running step by step. You were obviously angry or even resentful just now. You should cry out hysterically and ask, why suppress yourself?"

Ji Weibai was startled, and subconsciously retorted: "I didn't."

"You have." Ji's mother wiped the corner of her eyes and said, "Your tears have dried up, and you won't even cry for more than half a minute."

Ji's mother said: "I've heard you call that child before. You put yourself too low and obeyed your words. I've never seen you blushing with her. How can anyone fall in love like this? To put it nicely, it's called gentleness. To put it bluntly, it is called foreign."

Ji Weibai explained logically: "Because I love her, I've liked her for so long, and chased her for so long, how could I be willing to do so?"

Ji's mother stared: "yes, you are not willing to be angry with her, you are quite willing to be angry with yourself, and you can also anger dead things, you are quite capable. Don't think I don't know why the potted plants in your room died It's so fast, it hurts your dad, I said you can't put any delicate flowers in your room."

"Where do I have it?"

"Do you know it yourself?" Ji's mother said, "Have you ever thought about being unfair to others, why should you fall in love with her first, she has to accept your resignation with peace of mind, your cautiousness, your worry about gains and losses, you Always face people with that perfect face that looks like hypocrisy. How do people know what makes you happy? It's not easy for you for two years."

Ji Weibai couldn't hold back on his face: "Mom..."

"Call me grandma. I have to say it too. Zhang Ailing saw Hu Lancheng and put herself very low, trying to bloom flowers from the dust. What happened? Let me tell you, no flowers can grow from the dust, only dust returns to dust Returning to the soil, the flood is all over, if you don’t believe me, you can ask your father. He has grown into a towering tree long ago, but you are washed farther and farther by the water.”

Ji Weibai's face quickly turned pale, his mouth moved twice, but he didn't speak.

"I won't take it as an afterthought. Anyway, I'll tell you this. The road is made step by step. It doesn't matter if you made a mistake before. Let's learn from the lesson and keep going. The same is true for business. You can't fall down and put it on the ground." Lying down, cowering. When you fall in love again, you have to express your temper, say what you want, and scold people when you get angry. A person who has never seen you in your truest and worst People, how can I say I love you?"

Ji's mother leaned back on the sofa and plucked her soft long hair: "Xiao Ji, hurry up tomorrow, I'll enroll you in a training class on swearing, so you can vent it out."

"I won't go." Ji Weibai said with disgust.

"Swearing is a technical skill."

"I will."

"Then you scold me and I will listen."

Ji Weibai cast a curse: "Damn it."

Her mother—Ji's mother: "..."

Ji Weibai: "What's more, you son of a bitch."

Ji's mother: "hahaha, this style is what I want."

The two of them chatted up to this point, and the matter turned over, Ji Weibai suddenly raised his head, feeling surprised: "Mom, I seem to have really scolded someone last night."

——You mother poured me wine and you still have the face to cry?

——You are the only one crying!

——You're not fucking crying. What's in your eyes?

——My fucking eyes are all about you!

Ji's mother immediately lifted her from her lap and said excitedly: "Oh, the little rabbit can bite people too? Tell me quickly. What are you kneeling for? Sit on the sofa."

Ji Weibai: "..."

What are the words in her mother's vocabulary?

She declared in advance: "I told you not to be angry."

"Don't be angry, you will scold people, I am too late to be happy."

"I went out for a drink last night. I met a girl. I poured wine on her face, and she also poured wine on my face. We quarreled a few times. I won't tell you the specifics. I will scold you several times in a while. .”

Ji Weibai rubbed his hands, and took the opportunity to get closer to her: "Then what, Mom, do you think our real estate needs to be advertised recently? Or what kind of products do uncles and aunts need celebrity endorsements for? What about chocolates or clothing brands? You have to ensure that there are no quality problems. I heard that there are regulations on celebrity endorsements in China, and if there are problems, it will harm other celebrities."

"There's no rush to speak for you, I'll ask you tomorrow." Ji's mother rubbed her hands together, leaning against her shoulder, full of excitement, "Now I want to hear the specifics of last night."

Ji Weibai: "..."

The author has something to say: Ji Bai: To tell you the truth, I was raped last night and mistakenly thought I had sex with a woman, and that person was the best friend of my ex-girlfriend's current girlfriend :)

Ji's mother: stop, stop, wait for me to stroke.

Qin Er: I didn’t expect that I was attracted to people because of cursing. I thought I was very attractive, so I refused to act in the next scene :)

Note: How can a person who has never seen me in my truest and worst form say that he loves me? (From Weibo Feng Ruotan, although she can no longer change her original name to 2333, I don’t know if it’s original, anyway, I read it from Feng Dadao)