Master Rabbit

The cardinal, the high priest, the head of the Knights of Judgment...At first, these people came one by one to persuade Lantis not to be too sad because of a rabbit, and told him that the two people were newly promoted, and they were both young before entering the Holy See. The Lord Shengzi, who longed for the brilliance, couldn't accept that he did so many things that did not conform to his status for Gu Chang'an. He believed that Gu Chang'an was a demon who confused the world, and that's why he did such things.But when they noticed that Lantis seemed to be completely trapped in their own world, unable to hear any noise from the outside world, they could only leave with a sigh.The Pope also came once, but he didn't say anything, just stood there silently looking at Lantis' appearance at this time, stopped for a while and then left. Since then, no one has entered this temple bother him.

When believers confess their crimes to God, they have to kneel before God and repent for three days and three nights, because it is said that God’s Domain is very far away from this continent, and even devout believers need three full days to convey their will to the God of Light.That is to say, if God does not issue punishment after three days, it can be understood that the believer who made the confession has been forgiven and can leave naturally.

Lantis knelt in front of the altar for three days.

It was the morning of the third day, and the sunlight came in from the colored windows and sprinkled on the crystal pillar that symbolized the gods, which looked extraordinarily sacred and solemn.

It's been the third day, and his wish should be fulfilled by God soon, how should he apologize to Qiuqiu then?

As long as he thinks of his duplicity lover, he will always have the urge to smile, which reminds Lantis of his past life, because the sweet feeling of being immersed in love now is beyond his imagination in the past.

He has never experienced the feeling of an ordinary person growing up under the care of his parents, because he was connected to the Holy See from birth, and the people in the Holy See taught him only respect and love for God, as well as knowledge of all kinds of magic.In fact, he was very confused at the beginning, because all the adults around him said that they should believe in gods, but he didn't feel anything about it, and he didn't understand why he had to believe in a god who didn't know what he looked like.

In other words, he simply doesn't know what purpose he should have in this world.Such doubts should not appear to a child under ten years old, but Lantis really thought so at the time, because he had neither close friends nor anything he particularly liked, and life was just a daily routine for him. Studying and meditating day after day, or occasionally learning swordsmanship from the head of the Judgment Knights.

Later, he asked this question to the priest who taught magic. At that time, the priest gave him the answer: "People are born of love, and they are also strengthened by love. Love is the most wonderful thing in this world. It makes people feel the vitality of life." Value, if you get love, you will know how to cherish your life."

Such an answer was too abstract for Lantis when he was young. He still didn't understand what love was and how to get it. He only knew that if he had love, he should have the meaning of living.

"God loves the world. As long as you believe in the God of Light devoutly, you will surely receive God's love and protection. And everyone has the right to be loved, and also has the ability to give love."

He couldn't imagine what love was like, but after hearing such an explanation, he subconsciously expected and yearned for such a magical existence. Since then, he really began to seriously believe in the God of Light.

After growing up, Lantis realized that in other people's world, love is nothing unusual. It seems that everyone has their own love, whether it comes from parents, friends or lovers.

And the only thing he has is the love of God. Because he has never met his parents, people are frightened by his cold personality and special identity, so they have no friends, and his lover is even more illusory.Since love is the meaning of life, then the meaning of his life is probably only to believe in gods.

It sounds unbelievable, but Lantis spent decades like this until he met Gu Changan.

For a strange guy who suddenly appeared, at first he neither disliked nor appreciated it as usual, but was just wary of it.Gu Changan's background and abilities are too unusual, he can neither turn a blind eye nor kill him on the spot, which violates the teachings of God.So his only choice was to bring Gu Changan with him, so as to observe whether this person was threatening.

But this is too confusing a young man, his eyes will always be attracted by the other party, especially when the other party expresses concern for him unintentionally, his heart constricts as if it is about to stop beating.

If it's Gu Chang'an, maybe even he can give love, even if the other party doesn't give the same love, it doesn't matter.Lantis thinks so.

He wanted so much to get this beautiful boy and that fascinating love.

So he finally tasted the taste of love, and was even lucky enough to get Gu Changan's love.He is willing to pay any price for this beautiful and immature lover, and sincerely hopes that this love will be blessed by God.

If the identity of the envoy of the gods was just a cover for each other to keep silent, then now, Lantis truly believes that Gu Changan is definitely the envoy sent by God, without the slightest doubt.Perhaps only God can bestow such rich happiness and deep love on people.

So even if this situation happens due to his fault, it will be fine. All the faults are on him. Gu Changan should not pay any price for this. The wise and great god will definitely make everything return to the way it should be .

It must be like this.

Thinking of this, he couldn't help showing a gentle smile, looking forward to the moment when he heard Gu Changan's voice again—maybe Qiuqiu won't love himself anymore, but as long as he is still around him that he can see, it is good enough, even if there is no It's okay to love.

The noon bell was faintly heard in the distance, and the corpse that Lantis held in his hands and had been warmed with magic power to prevent it from rotting for three days still remained unchanged. As for the blood, it had already drained out. A small pool of dark brown marks formed in front of his face.

Nothing happened.

tick,

tick...

His vision was unknowingly blurred by tears, but he didn't realize that he was crying, and he still stubbornly stared at the bloody stump on his palm, among which the small, broken heart was particularly eye-catching.

God has done nothing, God will not do anything.

After realizing this, Lantis's hands that had remained motionless suddenly began to tremble. He was worried that he would accidentally drop the ball, so he carefully put the white rabbit carcass in his palm back into Gu Changan's usual pocket .

Then more tears poured out of his eyes, and finally there was an unbearable pain from his heart, he couldn't help but tightened his clothes on his chest, crying for the first time in his life, and also the first time he was distorted by pain expression.

The Holy Son, who was born bathed in light, knelt down in front of the altar, his body was stained with blood, he couldn't cry, and wailed in despair.

-God doesn't exist at all.

A god who didn't exist took away his real god.

The reality is still so cruel. Once the faith of 40 years collapsed and all the self-deceptions were shattered, Gu Changan was already dead, and died so miserably. How scared and painful would he be at that time?

And if he hadn't brought Qiuqiu back to the Holy See, none of this would have happened, and Qiuqiu would still be playing around with him now.

Lantis cried for a long time, as if all the coldness before had melted into tears at this moment, so he couldn't stop crying, even he couldn't control it.

After a long time, when the tears finally stopped dripping, Lantis stretched out his hand to the dried blood on the ground, not caring whether the ground was clean or not, wiped a little with his fingertips and put it in his mouth. The bloody smell spread on the tip of his tongue, making him frown uncontrollably.

Just as he had expected at the beginning, all things from Gu Chang'an, only the blood made him not like it, even though it was still full of the breath of Gu Chang'an that he was all too familiar with.Death turned out to be such a terrifying existence, it could shatter everything that was originally beautiful in an instant.

Then Lantis stood up from the ground. His knees, which had been kneeling for too long, were a little sore and painful when he got up, but there was no expression on his face, as if he had changed back to the previous person who would not be shaken by anything.

He turned and left the temple.

Walking in the familiar Holy See with a blank face, Lantis could still hear the deliberately suppressed voices of the congregation.

"Master Shengzi finally came out. I didn't expect the death of his pet to hit him so hard."

"Pray for an ordinary rabbit for three days, Lord Shengzi is really benevolent and kind, and he is indeed the one chosen by God..."

He completely ignored these words, and hurried on this road that he didn't usually step on as if he couldn't hear them.

The author has something to say: Tomorrow, I will send an extra New Year’s Eve episode, take a break in the middle of the blackening, and intervene in the greasy New Year’s Eve of the owner and Mr. Rabbit√