waiting in time

Zhang Jing was pregnant, she was a little surprised, she didn't expect that she was pregnant after that night, Li Yue knew it, and his expression looked sad for a moment, without any joy of being a father for the first time, instead, there was a kind of sadness and despair of falling apart, he He locked himself in the room and let Zhang Jing knock, but there was no response. Li Yue went to work early the next day, and he didn't come back for a long time. Zhang Jing asked Li Yue why he didn't go home. Li Yue just He said lightly that there were many things in the company, and he hated being busy.Zhang Jing felt disappointed, and Li Yue didn't like the arrival of this child.Feng Qin was very happy when she found out that Zhang Jing was pregnant, and excitedly prepared for their wedding. Li Yue didn't care about the wedding at all. He was like an outsider, watching Feng Qin and Zhang Jing enthusiastically preparing for the wedding. Clothes, bed sheets and quilt covers for the wedding, and various red and festive items at home. He often sleeps in the company, and occasionally comes back to pick up some changes of clothes, and then leaves in a hurry.

Three months later, the two held a grand wedding ceremony at the Lido Hotel. Li Yue didn't invite a single friend, but Zhang Jing invited all of her friends. She didn't expect Lin Yanfei to be there. Lin Yanfei was a little surprised that Li Yue got married Why didn't I see Kang Ning? The relationship between the two is so good. How could Kang Ning not come when Li Yue got married? He looked around and found that none of Li Yue's friends came. , smiling happily, Li Yue was wearing an expensive suit, but he looked thin and haggard, his expression was gloomy and sad, without any trace of wedding joy, Lin Yanfei was full of doubts.

Li Yue came over to toast, and he had a drink with everyone he knew and didn't know. After drinking, the others made a fuss and asked the bride to have a drink too. I'm pregnant" "Congratulations" People said one after another, and they didn't bother Li Yue and Zhang Jing. Li Yue simply said, "Eat slowly", turned and left, and went to respect the next table.Lin Yanfei looked at Li Yue in surprise. When did Li Yue drink so well? After drinking with so many people, Li Yue was still conscious. It seemed that he would continue to drink. Since the last meeting, Li Yue The change was so great that he couldn't even recognize it.

After the wedding was over, Lin Yanfei saw in the crowd that Li Yue was lying on the table drunk and fell asleep, his eyes were tightly closed, and his long eyelashes were like a delicate fan. With a sad and sad expression, he is so unhappy.

Lin Yanfei called Kang Ning and wanted to ask why Li Yue didn't invite all his friends when he got married. He just got through the call and told Kang Ning the news that Li Yue got married today and the bride was pregnant. Lin Yanfei couldn't figure out what happened to these two people. He couldn't figure it out, and he didn't think about it anymore. Let things take their course, everyone has their own destiny, and he can't help much.

Zhang Jing helped Li Yue, who was drunk, onto the bed in the wedding room reserved by the hotel. As soon as Li Yue touched the pillow, he fell into a drowsy sleep. Under the red light, Li Yue fell into a deep sleep, unconscious. Zhang Jing took off her wedding toast clothes and make-up, and sat on the table covered with red dates, peanuts, On the bed of longan and lotus seeds, warm joy was rippling in her heart. She looked at the sleeping Li Yue, and thought in her heart that she had finally become his wife, and she would be the happiest woman in the world. She and Li Yue had a sweet and beautiful life, and they nestled happily in Li Yue's arms. Li Yue suddenly hugged her, murmuring something vaguely in his mouth, but Zhang Jing didn't hear clearly, so she didn't care. Exhausted and tired, I fell asleep.

Zhang Jing woke up the next morning, the bed was empty and there was no one there, she went into the bathroom, but there was no one, Li Yue left, on the second day of the wedding, Li Yue left her alone and left, Zhang Jing's heart skipped a beat The child fell into the ice from the incomparably sweet happiness, and his whole body was cold.

Li Yue didn't come back for a week, Zhang Jing couldn't stand it anymore, she went to Li Yue's company angrily, she wanted to know what Li Yue was busy with, after getting married, she never saw anyone, Li Yue was sleeping in his office, Zhang Jing walked over , pushed Li Yue to wake him up, and said unhappily, "Why don't you go home?"

Li Yue did a night of programming last night and fell asleep at dawn. He just fell asleep when he saw Zhang Jing, and his face was filled with impatience, "I'm very busy. If you have nothing to do, go back. I'll be back when you're done."

"When will you finish your work? We just got married, and you left me alone at home. You love your job, so why don't you marry your job?" Zhang Jing couldn't help shouting.

"Zhang Jing, I'm sleepy. If you have anything to say, you'll talk about it later." Li Yue was so sleepy that he couldn't open his eyes, his mind was muddled.

What Zhang Jing heard was furious. He was married for seven days and Li Yue was away for seven days. Does he still have this family in his heart? "Li Yue, I'm divorcing you"

"Yes." Li Yue said lightly.

Zhang Jing was stunned, she just said it in a hurry, she didn't expect Li Yue to agree, "Li Yue, you don't want to marry me, what did you do, now I'm pregnant with you My child, you actually want to divorce me, do you have any conscience?" Zhang Jing cried and said, "I'll call your mother and ask her to come and see the good son she has raised."

Zhang Jing called Feng Qin and explained the matter clearly to Feng Qin. Feng Qin said that she would not come, and that her coming would only make things worse. She comforted Zhang Jing and said that Li Yue was just talking angry. Tell her not to get angry with Li Yue, come home and let Li Yue rest well, Zhang Jing is angry when she hears this, thinking that she just married into their family, and the son and mother unite to not treat her as a human being and look down on her , if she doesn't shock the mother and son this time, she will still have her say in this family in the future. Zhang Jing doesn't follow Feng Qin, she must come here. Many people in the house vaguely turned their eyes to this side, observing the development of the situation, and were angry with Zhang Jing. He had no city government, could not handle things, was spoiled by his parents, and Li Yue was humiliated in public.

Feng Qin walked in and saw Li Yue's tired expression, dozing off continuously, and said distressedly, "Li Yue, I stayed up late last night, and I told you many times that staying up late is bad for your health, why don't you always listen, wait You will suffer when you get older." Feng Qin complained lovingly to Li Yue, not looking at the angry Zhang Jing, after all, a son is more important than a daughter-in-law.

"Mom, you're here. Tell me about Li Yue. What did he do? Would you rather sleep in the company than go home?" Zhang Jing said.

"Zhang Jing, I don't want to talk about you anymore, you come home with me and let Li Yue have a good rest." Feng Qin stepped forward and said.

Zhang Jing thought that Feng Qin would turn to her. After all, what Li Yue did was wrong. She never expected that Feng Qin would settle the matter so lightly. Li Yue must give me an explanation, why doesn't he go home, he is already married, when he is not single, he can go back whenever he wants, and if he doesn't want to go back, he can make do with it for a night, we just got married, and he won't go home for seven days , what's more, I'm pregnant now and need someone to take care of me, Li Yue doesn't stay at home all day, so how can I do that?" Zhang Jing said dissatisfied.

"Zhang Jing, let's go back and tell him that everyone in his company is watching, so please do him a favor," Feng Qin said patiently.

"Mom, how can you talk like that, I give him face, who will give me face, I guard the empty house alone, who will be considerate of me?" Zhang Jing was very upset.

"Zhang Jing, listen to mom, shall we go back?" Feng Qin said softly.

"Mom, what do you ask her to do?" Li Yue said.

"Shut up, it's all your fault." Feng Qin glared at Li Yue.

Li Yue said a word, but it was like igniting a dynamite bag. Zhang Jing crackled and began to criticize Li Yue's various faults, saying that Li Yue didn't care about the house, that Li Yue drank too much, that Li Yue didn't know how to look at people, and that Li Yue drank it on his wedding day. She was so drunk that she couldn't lift her face in front of her natal family. Zhang Jing wanted to say something, but Li Yue suddenly interrupted Zhang Jing, "I'm not good in every way, you can find someone better."

Zhang Jing burst into tears, "Li Yue, do you have a conscience? We just got married and I'm still pregnant with your child. How could you say such a thing?"

Feng Qin said reproachfully, "How did I educate you to say such indecent words?"

"Mom, take her out of my company," Li Yue said in a deep voice.Ever since he was a child, no one dared to say anything wrong about him in front of him. Not only did Zhang Jing say it, but she also made him unable to step down in front of all the company people. Li Yue felt angry. Pressing every step of the way, when will it be the head?Li Yue thought gloomily, he had had enough of this kind of life, had had enough.

"Li Yue, you actually chased me away, okay, I'll go, you don't ask me to come back" Zhang Jing turned around and strode out, Feng Qin followed Zhang Jing out, looking at Li Yue's face full of forbearance, covered in The sadness of desolation, when his tall and proud son was worn down by life, his whole body was ruined, it was all helpless sorrow for life.Feng Qin felt distressed, but she could only insist that her son must not go on that road, she would not allow it.

Feng Qin chased Zhang Jing out, Zhang Jing ignored Feng Qin, directly stopped a taxi, and walked away. After a long time, Zhang Jing's mother called Feng Qin, saying that Zhang Jing had gone back, and she was relieved. Lightly said that Zhang Jing of their family was ignorant and made Li Yue feel ashamed. Feng Qin laughed along and said that it was Li Yue's fault, and she would scold Li Yue. Zhang Jing's mother said that Zhang Jing would stay at home for a few days. Asking Li Yue to pick it up, Feng Qin said with a smile that she would let Li Yue pick up Zhang Jing as soon as possible. How can I let her come back after leaving her mother's house?

Zhang Jing stayed at her natal home for 2 months, but Li Yue never went to pick her up. Feng Qin was hesitant to persuade Li Yue to pick her up, but she knew that Li Yue was forced to marry Zhang Jing, and out of reluctance she had sex with Zhang Jing. Zhang Jing embarrasses Li Yue in public, and Li Yue has no sympathy for Zhang Jing in his heart, so how could he be willing to go, but now two months have passed, and Zhang Jing will continue to stay at her mother’s house. Appropriate, Zhang Jing has also calmed down now, knowing that what she did that day was a bit too much, and she regretted it, Zhang Jing's mother called Feng Qin and asked her to persuade Li Yue, lower her head, and take Zhang Jing back, the couple reconciled Live with Meimei, don't be awkward, Feng Qin understands, and knows that Li Yue must be persuaded to compromise and bow his head.

Feng Qin called Li Yue and asked Li Yue to go home. Li Yue hung up the phone without saying anything. Curl yourself in a small world, only store him alone, heal quietly, recall the past quietly, and feel lonely alone.

When Li Yue came back in the evening, Feng Qin cooked Li Yue's favorite dish. Li Yue picked up a few chopsticks lightly, put them down, looked at Feng Qin and said, "Can you tell me something?"

Feng Qin looked at Li Yue's thin body, exhausted look, and impatient expression, and forced a smile and said, "Son, these are your favorite foods. Mom made them for you. Eat more."

"Mom, if you have nothing to do, I'll leave first, the company still has a lot of things waiting for me." Li Yue stood up impatiently and wanted to leave.

Feng Qin stood up and said, "Li Yue, you don't want to talk to your mother now, you're tired of me too, don't you?"

"Mom, if you have anything to do, just say it, don't say such things, how dare I get bored with you" Li Yue lowered his head and said helplessly.

"Li Yue, everything mom does is for your own good," Feng Qin said with a sob.

"Have you asked if I need it?" Li Yue said.

"You blame me for breaking you up?" Feng Qin said in disbelief. Li Yue blamed her, but Li Yue actually blamed him. For a man, she worked hard for more than 20 years, brought Li Yue up alone, and gave up herself for Li Yue. In the end, she ended up being blamed by her son, Feng Qin felt desolate.

Li Yue bowed her head and didn't speak, Feng Qin's tears came to her eyes, she tried her best to hold back the tears, she couldn't cry, what's the use of crying, it can't solve any problems.At that time she cried and begged Li Zhenguo to go with her, but Li Zhenguo refused, saying that he could not give up that family, and she left resolutely. From then on, she understood that tears could not solve any problems.

"Zhang Jing, what are you going to do?" Feng Qin tried to calm herself down and said.

"She likes to stay at her mother's house, so let her stay there forever," Li Yue said coldly.

"If you bring her back and stay at her mother's house, others will laugh at you," Feng Qin said.

"Did she let me still raise my head in front of people? Didn't she let me down in front of everyone in our company?" Li Yue said displeased.

"She has already realized her mistake, you give her a step and let her go down," Feng Qin said.

"She wants me to bow to her, it's impossible," Li Yue said.

"Li Yue, she is pregnant with your child, for the sake of the child, you will let her just once, okay?" Feng Qin said patiently.

"If I let her do it this time, she will compromise next time. These things will happen endlessly. Will she think that I, Li Yue, are a weak man who allows her to preach at will?" Li Yue said coldly.

"Li Yue, Zhang Jing didn't do it on purpose, she was so angry that she couldn't choose what to say," Feng Qin said.

"Mom, don't persuade me. In this life, the thing I hate the most is to compromise again and again. This time, you can figure out a way for yourself. I won't pick her up. If she wants to stay, let her stay." , I will send her the divorce agreement." Li Yue turned to leave.

"Li Yue, stop here!" Feng Qin called Li Yue from behind.

Li Yue turned around and looked at his mother. Feng Qin seemed to be old too. Her neatly combed hair was dyed black, but between her ears, her silver-white hair was showing shockingly. His mother eventually got old, and Li Yuejue felt sad.

"She is pregnant with your child, for the child's sake," Feng Qin said.

Li Yue looked at his mother pleadingly looking at him, his heart was soft and sour, he wanted to agree, but he knew he couldn't, he compromised too much, he got married, let a woman become pregnant, he lost all his life in this life The qualifications to be held in his arms confidently, compromise, compromise again and again, let him lose everything, he can't lose his only man's dignity, then what's the point of his life,

"I can't..." Li Yue uttered two words, turned around and left, without looking back at his mother's sad eyes, he was afraid that he would soften his heart.