waiting in time

Seeing Li Yue coming back alone, Feng Qin's angry expression faded slightly, and asked, "He left?"

Li Yue didn't answer, but asked, "Mom, how do you feel?"

"Break up with him, immediately," Feng Qin said firmly.

"Mom, let's not talk about this, you just finished the operation, you should have a good rest," Li Yue said.

"Do you agree?" Feng Qin said.

"Mom..." Li Yue looked at Feng Qin pleadingly.

Feng Qin looked at Li Yue firmly, Li Yue did not let go, but insisted.

"Since you don't want to break up, go out for me." Feng Qin said coldly, with deep disappointment in her voice.

Li Yue panicked and cried out, "Mom, I love him, don't force me"

"You're forcing me," Feng Qin said sadly, "Mom, please break up. What's the point of two men being together? They have no children, they can't carry on the family line, and they can't marry. You can persist for a few years, and when you are old, who will take care of you and die, do you want to be alone for the rest of your life?"

"Corning, will live with me forever," Li Yue said.

"Don't mention this person in front of me, it's disgusting." Feng Qin's face suddenly changed, and his face was full of disgust that couldn't be concealed.

Li Yue looked at his mother in surprise and distress, and said, "Mom, we really love each other."

"Tell me now, do you want to break up?" Feng Qin said.

"Mom" Li Yue continued to be in a dilemma.

"Okay, since you chose him, let's go, just pretend that I never gave birth to your son." Feng Qin turned her head away from looking at Li Yue.

Li Yue knelt down in an ordinary way and said, "Mom, please, don't be like this, okay, how do you let me choose, one side is the person who gave birth to me and the other side is the person I love, how do you let me choose, the palm of the hand and the back of the hand It's all meat"

"Li Yue, I told you since I was a child that there is gold under a man's knees, don't kneel down and pray to others casually, it will degrade the dignity of a man, if you get up, I can't stand your kneeling"

"Mom, I beg you." Li Yue couldn't get up and said beggingly.

"For a man, you kneel down, that's how I educate you," Feng Qin said angrily.

"Mom, please forgive me and accept us," Li Yue said.

"Impossible, unless I die," Feng Qin said firmly.

Li Yue's heart fell into hell, and he wanted to cry in an instant, knowing that his mother would do what she said, and that her mother was such a decisive person. When she was young, she found out that her father had a family, so she resolutely took her away and let her father How to stay, never let go, Li Zhenguo pursued Feng Qin for more than 20 years, Feng Qin never agreed to Li Zhenguo's request to get back together, the two of them have been lingering until now, Li Zhenguo still can't ask for it.Feng Qin has made a decision all her life, and she will never change what she decides.

Li Yue had no choice but to serve Feng Qin carefully every day. Feng Qin was very disappointed seeing Li Yue not let go, and was in a bad mood, showing a hopeless expression, and did not cooperate with the doctor's treatment. Li Yue was very anxious, but there was nothing he could do. There was nothing I could do, and after a few days, I became much haggard.

Since Kang Ning went back that day, he called Li Yue for several days and asked how Feng Qin was doing. Li Yue said that he was not recovering well. Kang Ning didn't dare to ask Li Yue, what would he do if his mother couldn't accept the relationship between them?Kang Ning pondered over and over in his heart, the more he thought about it, the more afraid he was, and he dared not say it. This sentence could only be pressed in his heart, torturing him. He waited at home day by day, as if waiting for the final judgment of a punishment.

The two didn't say a few words, the doctor told Li Yue to come over, Li Yue hung up the phone in a hurry, went to find the doctor, the doctor said worriedly, "Your mother's recovery is not good, and the indicators of the physical examination are very low, now her bile duct The stones inside are about to block the bile duct, so we need to do surgery quickly, otherwise the condition will get worse.”

Li Yue was impatient when he heard this. He also knew that his mother was in a bad mood. She didn't say a word all day long, just lay on the bed blankly, and didn't get out of bed. Her operation was very small, and most people would recover in a few days, but The mother's recovery has not been good, Li Yue anxiously tried to persuade him repeatedly, but Feng Qin never listened, and looked at him indifferently, forcing Li Yue to make a choice with a decisive attitude of risking her life.

Li Yue was silent, pretending that nothing happened, taking care of Feng Qin patiently and meticulously, praying for Feng Qin's health to recover, but since yesterday, Feng Qin's right side of the abdomen hurts badly, after tossing all night, Li Yue I couldn't sleep either.

"Can my mother's current physical condition withstand gallstone surgery? Will there be any accidents?" Li Yue asked anxiously.

"I can't tell you this. The most important thing now is that your mother must have an operation immediately, but your mother does not agree with the operation, and her attitude is very firm. You can persuade your mother to adjust her mentality. No matter who you are angry with, but you can't Joking about her own life, I hope she can undergo the operation sooner, because if the patient does not cooperate during the operation, accidents will easily happen," the doctor said.

Li Yue understood that all the crux of the problem was on her own body, and her mother was using her own life to force her to give up Kang Ning. Li Yue said "I know, I will persuade my mother" and went out. On the corridor, feeling sad in his heart, his mother's life, and Kang Ning's feelings, alternately struggled fiercely in his mind, like two ends of a balance, showing the importance of one side in the fierce struggle, Li Yue thought desperately " What should I do, what should I do, what should I do" He couldn't make a decision, and his life would no longer be complete if he lost anyone.

Li Yue walked into the ward pretending to be calm, and seeing his mother's pale face, covering her stomach with her hands, Li Yue hurriedly asked, "Mom, I committed another crime."

Feng Qin was in so much pain that she couldn't speak, Li Yue hurried out and called the nurse, who came in, and Li Yue wrote, "My mother is in pain, what can you do?"

The nurse seemed to be used to this kind of situation, and said lightly, "You can ask the doctor in charge to prescribe some Demerol, and give it to me. I will push one for her, which can relieve the pain temporarily. However, gallstone pain is normal. Talk to the doctor Discuss about arranging surgery sooner.”

"Thank you" Li Yue said, ran out, bought some Dolantin, and handed them to the nurse, who immediately came over and pushed one in for Feng Qin, after a while Feng Qin's pain eased, and her face returned to normal, Li Yue mentioned Feeling relieved, she looked at Feng Qin and said, "Mom, please, don't be angry with me, we have done the operation"

Feng Qin looked at Li Yue coldly, turned over and carried Li Yue on his back.Li Yue looked at his mother helplessly and sadly, "Mom, your gallstones are about to block the bile duct, let's have an operation right away, shall we?"

"Break up with him, I'll do it." Feng Qin turned over, looked at Li Yue and said.

"Mom, don't force me with your life, you and Kang Ning are the most important people in my life," Li Yue prayed.

"You can only choose between me and him. If there is me, there will be no him. I absolutely cannot tolerate my own son loving a man," Feng Qin said.

"Mom, I beg you" Li Yue was about to cry.

"I beg you, Li Yue," Feng Qin said, looking at Li Yue.

The two looked at each other, for a long time Li Yue looked away, and lowered his head sadly, Feng Qin turned his eyes and looked at the ceiling.

Feng Qin had a fever at night, and Li Yue hurriedly got up to call the nurse on duty. The nurse was so angry that Li Yue asked anxiously, "Why did my mother have a fever?"

"How much?" the nurse asked.

"39 degrees" Li Yue said.

The nurse wrote it down in the night book, saying, "The stones in the bile duct block the bile duct, so you will naturally have a fever."

"What should I do?" Li Yue asked anxiously.

"Go to the supermarket below and buy a bottle of wine and wipe her off," the nurse said.

Li Yue agreed, went to the supermarket and bought two bottles of white wine, mixed it with boiled water, and wiped Feng Qin's cheeks, creaking holes, and the position of his feet. , in the early hours of the morning, Feng Qin's fever gradually subsided, and Li Yue fell asleep on the bedside tiredly. He was woken up by the nurse just after sleeping for a while. When he saw the attending doctor coming, he asked Li Yue how he was doing yesterday. Li Yue explained in detail, and the doctor said, "Come out with me."

Li Yue walked out with the doctor, and the doctor said solemnly, "We need to do the operation quickly, it's best to do it soon."

Li Yue said embarrassingly, "My mother still doesn't agree."

The doctor seemed to realize something. He patted Li Yue's hand and said, "Nothing is as important as life. Once you lose it, you will lose it forever. If you have to compromise, you must compromise."

Li Yue remained silent, the doctor left, Li Yue went back, the nurse had already infused Feng Qin with liquid, and Feng Qin woke up.

Li Yue sat beside Feng Qin and said, "Mom, let's have an operation, your body can't take it, if you keep dragging it on, your condition will get worse."

"Break up with him, I'll do it," Feng Qin said.

"Mom, let's not make this a condition, it's two different things," Li Yue said wearily.

"Me and Kang Ning, you choose one," Feng Qin said.

"Mom" Li Yue had tears in his eyes.

Feng Qin felt sorry for Li Yue when she saw it, but she had to let go of her son's idea, "You choose yourself, the choice is in your hands."

"Mom, do you want to make your son suffer for the rest of his life and have no joy in his life?" Li Yue cried, tears streaming down his face.

Feng Qin looked at Li Yue, her eyes suddenly turned red, and then she held back her tears and said, "You two are just in love for a while, there will be forever between the two men, for a lifetime, if you lose one, the other will not be able to live."

"I can live, but I live like a walking dead, with no interest in life. Mom, do you want me to live a sad and uncomfortable life?" Li Yue asked.

"Whoever wants you to live uncomfortably, who makes you unhappy, everything my mother does is for your own good," Feng Qin said.

"Mom, I don't want you to be good for me. I just want to be with Kang Ning. Mom, I beg you. Please help us," Li Yue said.

"Okay, I've been talking for a long time, I'm a villain, I'll tear you apart, okay, okay, Li Yue, you go, you find your Kang Ning, live the life of your gods and couples, love each other, be happy and worry-free, you Don't worry about me, I'm dead, don't even look back at me," Feng Qin said resolutely.

"Mom..." Li Yue was crying so hard.

"Let's go, why are you crying?" Feng Qin sat up suddenly and pushed away Li Yue who was sitting beside her. Seeing Li Yue crying sadly, Feng Qin couldn't hold back the tears. She was strong all her life, even in the most difficult time, She gritted her teeth and survived without shedding a single tear. Now, she was crying, crying very sadly.

"Mom" Li Yue came over and wiped Feng Qin's tears.

Feng Qin pushed away fiercely, crying silently.

Li Yue watched Feng Qin cry, feeling hopeless and helpless. His hope, his happiness, his Kang Ning, poor Kang Ning, and his lovely Kang Ning were all lost, and his life was no longer happy.

Li Yue hugged his mother sadly, tears flowed down his cheeks, dripping down, wet the skirt of his clothes,

"Mom, you have an operation, I agree to break up," Li Yue said.

After saying these words, Li Yue's heart suddenly sank into hell, the place was dark and dull, he didn't struggle, he didn't ask for help, he would stay here for the rest of his life, praying silently, if there was a next life, if there was a next life Li Yue thought, he hurt Kang Ning in this life, and in the next life, let Kang Ning find someone who truly loves him. He just needs to be with him, watch him, protect him well, and not let anyone hurt him. Be happy, if you want him to be happy, if there is no trace of sadness in his life, that is enough. In this life, Kang Ning is doomed to be lonely and wandering, and he owes him.