[fanxing] actor

The night is as cold as water, and after the dramatic reunion after a long absence, the opposite is speechless. Both of them are suppressing pain and endless words in their hearts, and they both look calm and calm on the surface, as if nothing had happened.

After a long time, after Luhan drank water like wine, he pulled the corners of his mouth reluctantly, and smiled awkwardly, "How are you all these years?"

"It's okay!" Zhang Yixing just laughed it off, replied simply, paused, and then asked, "What about you?"

"Me? It's okay." Lu Han was slightly taken aback, and smiled bitterly.

"En." Zhang Yixing nodded.

After that, fell into a dead silence.

"You..." The two said in unison.

"You talk first." Lu Han smiled dryly and swallowed the words.

Zhang Yixing raised his eyes, his eyes were full of pleading and worry, "Can you let Wu Yifan go."

Hearing Wu Yifan's three words, Luhan frowned for a moment, then disappeared quickly, raised his hand a little rudely and poured himself a cup of tea, and said shyly, "Is this the only thing you have?"

"I don't have anything else to ask, I just ask you to let him go. Now that you are a high-ranking official, this is definitely not difficult for you. Besides, this incident was all caused by me. If you want to arrest him, you will also arrest me. It is a violation of the law. It was me who did it, and it has nothing to do with Wu Yifan, so... please let Wu Yifan go."

Zhang Yixing's lips trembled, and he finished speaking with great emotion.

He looked so anxious that he saw Luhan's eyes deeply, and felt that his every move and every word was quite ironic to Luhan, so he sneered in his heart and said lightly, "I'm sorry, I can't Let him go."

"Why, I said that this matter has nothing to do with him, why did you arrest him?" Zhang Yixing suddenly got up and grabbed Lu Han's arm, his tone mixed with anger.

Luhan looked down at the hand that was tightly gripping his arm. It was so strong that it really hurt a little. Just saying "don't let it go" could make him lose control of his emotions and be full of anger. If Luhan said If he killed Wu Yifan, Zhang Yixing would pay for it with his life.

"It's a big taboo for him to exceed his official position. He has already reported to the top and is no longer under my jurisdiction."

Knowing that he lost his composure, Zhang Yixing withdrew his hand, calmed down his emotions, and continued, "Xiao Lu, please."

Lu Han took a deep breath, the smile on his face remained undiminished, "Okay, I'll think of a way."

"Really?" Zhang Yixing was surprised.

Lu Han nodded, "Yeah."

Lu Han smiled and said, "Tell me about how you have lived these years, where have you been?"

Zhang Yixing smiled faintly, "It's been a long time, I've forgotten about it, it's plain and busy, and there's nothing to say."

Lu Han gave a shy smile, and didn't continue to ask, but just nodded and said nothing else.

Xin said: I just want you to talk about the situation of these years, and I just want to know how you live, are you too lazy to tell me.

Zhang Yixing asked with a smile, "Tell me about you, when did you come back, you are amazing, you became a major."

Luhan said, "I've been back for more than two years."

Zhang Yixing froze for a moment, then nodded.

"When your master passed away, I happened to be fighting in the Northeast, so I didn't go to his funeral... However, I ordered someone to send a wreath, and I have my name." Have you seen it? remember me.

Zhang Yixing was stunned for a moment. At that time, when the master was encoffined, he hadn't bothered to take care of these things, and no one mentioned it to him afterwards, so he didn't remember who delivered the wreaths. The masters never mentioned Lu Han's matter, but I never asked myself.

Thinking of this, I couldn't help but feel guilty, and I haven't given him any news for many years, and I didn't send him a letter when I left Peiping, and I didn't leave a word.

At that time, I only thought that he would have a bright future in the future, but I was always just a singer, too much involvement would only make others gossip, so why not take advantage of the moment and cut off everything that needs to be done.

Zhang Yixing said awkwardly, "I was..."

Luhan smiled and said, "I know, it's okay, you must have been sad at that time." But I didn't accompany you when you were sad.

Zhang Yixing smiled faintly, "Birth, old age, sickness and death are common things for people, just like what is said in the opera, drama is the life of an actor, and an actor's life is like an opera."

"Axing..."

Lu Han looked at him with a frown, he hadn't seen him for many years, he had indeed matured a lot, the young Zhang Yixing was much more sensible than himself, maybe he had gone through too many trials and hardships before he felt like an elder and spoke calmly.

"Xiaolu, are you married?" Zhang Yixing suddenly changed the subject, joking with a smile.

"No." Luhan returned

Zhang Yixing joked, "It's time to get married, Mr. Lu and Mrs. Lu must be urging you. Is there someone you like? I'm sorry to say, if you come, take me to see what this wife looks like." Beautiful Tianxiang."

"I don't have one." Lu Han said word by word again

Zhang Yixing paused, then nodded, "Oh, you are the guardian envoy of Nanjing now, why don't I introduce you to one..."

Luhan said, "I don't need it."

Zhang Yixing said with a smile, "Why don't you need it? People have to get married. Many high-ranking officials who come to listen to the show have beautiful ladies in their families. I still know a few..."

"I don't need it." Lu Han said word by word, with a gloomy expression.

Seeing that he seemed a little angry, Zhang Yixing hurriedly shut up, and asked tentatively, "Could it be that you really have a girl you like, I'm sorry to say?"

"Ah Xing...I..." Lu Han suddenly put his hands on Zhang Yixing's shoulders, hesitant to speak.

Zhang Yixing raised his head, looking into his eyes, looking forward to waiting for him to speak.

Seeing him in a daze wanting to hear himself continue to say 'Which girl', as if listening to a story, Luhan burst into anger, gritted his teeth, let go, and sat on the stool, wanting to drink some tea , Naihe was drunk by himself, ran out the door angrily and called the buddy to ask for a jar of wine.

His sudden and inexplicable behavior provoked Zhang Yixing's Zhanger's monk, who couldn't figure it out, so he could only smile and say, "Xiao Lu, don't call me a buddy, it's getting late, I have to go too, Xiao Sier is at home alone, I don't worry , is a child after all.”

Lu Han was taken aback, child?Could it be that he is already married, has a wife, and has a child, but when he came here, he inquired that Zhang Yixing was still single, so he and Wu Yifan didn't have that kind of relationship?

Zhang Yixing waved his hands in front of his eyes, and called softly, "Xiaolu?"

Luhan came back to his senses and picked up his military uniform and cap, "I'll see you off."

"Okay." He didn't refuse, he couldn't figure it out, thinking about Wu Yifan arguing about sending him off before, he rejected them one by one, but how could that dude listen to him and really refuse to send him off, no matter how hard he tried, he still had to give it off brazenly He can't go home.

Thinking of this, there is a hint of joy on his lips, but his every move, every frown and smile can be seen in Lu Han's eyes.

The car was driving very steadily, and the two of them talked a lot about their childhood fun along the way.

When he arrived at the door, Xiao Sier rubbed his eyes and waited in the yard. When he saw the master came back, he ran out like a wild horse that had lost its stiffness, and threw himself into Zhang Yixing's arms.

"Master, you are back. Little Si'er is going to starve to death, and his spine is going to stick to his stomach."

"It's Master's fault, I won't do it again." Zhang Yixing stroked Xiaosi'er's head, his eyes full of doting, and he couldn't help but feel guilty. Fortunately, he brought some food from the restaurant on the way here, so he knew that the child must be hungry belly.

Lu Han suddenly realized that this child is Ah Xing's apprentice, he couldn't help but secretly heaved a sigh of relief, and said with a smile, "Little Sier? Here, here it is for you."

Little Si'er turned to look at Lu Han, and hurriedly asked, "Master, who is he?"

"It's Master's friend." Zhang Yixing said.

"It's a good friend who played since childhood." Lu Han corrected again.

"Why is he wearing a military uniform again? It's so annoying." With a sour nose, Xiao Si'er cast a glance at Lu Han.

"Why, do you know other people in military uniform?" Lu Han asked knowingly, of course he knew who Xiao Si'er was talking about.

Xiao Si'er pinched his waist with both hands, filled with righteous indignation, "Of course, that forgetfulness caused my master to suffer so much, I hate him to death."

"Little Si, don't talk nonsense, who taught you these ignorant words." Zhang Yixing reprimanded.

Xiao Si'er was very wronged, "Master, it's the way it is. Since we met him, we two have had a hard time, and Master doesn't accompany Xiao Si'er anymore, and he doesn't teach Xiao Si'er how to sing."

Luhan knelt down, picked up Xiaosier, smiled and said, "You are right, that Wangbaduan is really hateful, your master will accompany you more in the future." Hearing him call Wu Yifan 'Wangbaduan', Luhan I am secretly happy in my heart, it turns out that this guy is not very flattering.

Xiao Si'er sneered for a while, "Who are you? You are also wearing a military uniform. You can tell that you are with that Wang Baduan at a glance."

Luhan said, "I'm not the same kind of person as him, I'm much better than him."

Little Si'er looked at Lu Han carefully, touched his head and said, "Well, you look pretty good-looking, at least you don't look annoying, but the play says that a man and a woman must be rich, you The family is rich."

One of his words seemed to be both positive and negative, Lu Han was quite surprised, and said with a smile, "You kid, you can still read faces."

Xiao Si'er said disgustedly, "Haven't you seen the play? Master's plays are sung in all of them. You should listen to them carefully in the future. There are many meanings in it."

"That is, I will never miss every scene of your master in the future, I will listen to it for a lifetime, and I will die when I hear it." He said it like an oath, and looked up at Zhang Yixing, his eyes were full of affection, hidden joy .

"It's so sour." Xiao Si'er pouted

Zhang Yixing's face flushed, he paused, and said, "The food is getting cold, let's go eat."

Xiao Si'er carried the dishes and went into the courtyard with the housekeeper first, because he was really hungry, and he was too unaccustomed to being in the Wu Mansion these days, so he might as well be comfortable at home, so he should have a good night's sleep tonight.

Lu Han asked Zhang Yixing to show him around his home, and the two walked in the yard, chatting without saying a word.

Xu Zhushi has been with opera for many years, and every part of Zhang Yixing's courtyard is antique and full of charm.

Zhang Yixing looked up at the sky, stopped in his tracks, "Xiaolu, it's really getting late, I'm going to issue an order to evict guests."

Lu Han was taken aback, it was indeed very late, Zhang Yixing couldn't be delayed from rest, he patted the back of his head, and said, "Well, then I'm leaving, you have a good rest, I'll come see you tomorrow."

"Xiaolu, you must let Wu Yifan out." Zhang Yixing frowned.

The originally good mood was shattered by this blunt sentence, as if someone had poured cold water on it, from the head to the toe, from the outside to the bottom of the heart, still smiling, "Okay."

Zhang Yixing's eyes were delighted, "I'll see you off."

"No need, you go to rest, I'll go by myself." Lu Han smiled and refused.

Seeing Zhang Yixing's rock-like firm eyes, he forced a smile, turned and left.

After walking for an unknown number of steps, I heard the person calling from behind, "Xiaolu, thank you."

Luhan didn't look back, just left, no one saw him in military uniform, his hands hidden in his sleeves were tightly clenched, his nails sank into his flesh, he didn't feel any pain at all, it was the pain in his heart that overwhelmed the pain in his body stop.

It's so difficult to move your feet like a thousand gold irons are tied to your feet, but you can't wait to put on your wings and escape here quickly, otherwise those red and sour eyes will really shed damn tears.

He was extremely contradictory in his heart, he wanted to turn around, wanted to see more of the person he had missed for eight years, but he didn't dare to look back, he didn't dare to stay, for fear that he would say something about others again.

Eight years of missing him, being unable to sleep at night, and living days like years have already damaged his body and mind. Even if he leaves for a while, it will be separation and pain for him, not to mention that the person and him have long been at odds and are full of love. Pretending to be others.

The author has something to say:

Wangbaduan: This is a common curse word.In ancient times, "Ba Duan" refers to "filial piety, fraternity, loyalty, faith, propriety, righteousness, honesty, and shame". It is fundamental to be a human being.

Dear relatives can be understood as "bastard", "bad boy"