Those Years In Quest Of Honor Mine

Zhong Wan half-kneeled beside Yu She, his forehead kept oozing blood, and the blood flowed down from between his brows, Zhong Wan ignored him, and asked in a hoarse voice, "You only ate this, you didn't take Hanshisan, did you? no?"

Yu She raised his head slightly, and glanced at Zhong Wan, he was delirious at the moment, and couldn't understand who the person in front of him was.

Zhong Wan gasped in distress, he carefully groped in Yu She's arms, but found nothing, and asked again: "I didn't take Hanshi powder, did I?"

Yu She carefully chewed the tea in his mouth and shook his head lightly.

Before Zhong Wan could relax, Yu She said to himself again, "Guiyuan won't let me eat."

Zhong Wan's hand holding Yu She's lapel froze in place.

Zhong Wan held back his tears, his throat was slightly choked, "Didn't you see the letter I left for you? Do you think I'm gone? Not coming back?"

Yu She frowned and looked at Zhong Wan, not understanding what the person in front of him was talking about.

"I..." Blood swirled on Zhong Wan's face. He was afraid of scaring Yu She, so he got up and took a cup of tea. He raised his head and poured the tea on his face. The tea stinged the wound on his forehead. Wan didn't care about management, wiped his face, turned around and whispered to Yu She, "First...get up first, I won't leave."

Yu She was pulled up by Zhong Wan, not forgetting to protect the tea bag in his hand, he wrapped the tea and put it back in the skirt of his clothes.

Zhong Wan pulled Yu She onto the bed, casually pulled a quilt to wrap him up, Yu She quietly followed Zhong Wan's movements, his eyes were lifeless, and he whispered, "Don't touch the things on my table..."

"What, what?" Zhong Wan glanced outside, and hurriedly said, "I didn't move, what? Imperial decree? Put it away for you?"

Yu She shook his head, "Don't touch it, it's a clay figurine I bought for Gui Yuan."

Zhong Wan's lips trembled slightly, her heart was about to burst from the pain.

Zhong Wan hugged Yu She through the quilt, her shoulders trembled violently, she lowered her head and buried her face deeply in the quilt.

"I……"

Zhong Wan didn't care whether Yu She could hear it or not, he hugged Yu She tightly, and said softly, "If the clay figurine breaks, it will break, it's okay, I don't like it much... I forced you to go there seven years ago. Buy it for me, because I was homesick at the time."

"The concubine has always pampered me. She has no children in front of her. When she took care of me... she was very used to it. The small traders all knew that the young master of Prince Ning's mansion was very profitable. At that time..." Zhong Wan paused and whispered Said, "They pinch the time, waiting for Lin Si and I to leave school, and they all gather in the alley outside the corner gate of Prince Ning's Mansion. As long as it is something for a child, the princess will let me buy it."

"What's more..." Zhong Wantong tremblingly said with red eyes, "I just teased you on purpose... The eldest princess watched over you too strictly. I feel that you had a boring life when you were young. I want you to go to the street too. Let's walk around..."

"At that time, I also pretended very much. If I had anything to say, I refused to say it directly..." Zhong Wan hugged Yu She, and said with difficulty, "I knew what I wanted at the time, but... everyone said it was your father. The king killed my father and King Ning, and there are a lot of things to say, so I can’t say anything.”

Zhong Wan murmured, "Later, I thought about it a lot. In my life... I have always owed Princess Ning's upbringing. I am ashamed to see them again. I am not afraid of retribution, but..."

Zhong Wan held back tears and looked at Yu She, and said softly, "But what about you?"

The ancestors of the Zhong family are in the sky, knowing that they are devoted to the son of Emperor Chong'an, will they be angry at Yu She?

In the daytime, after Yu She left, Zhong Wan breathed a sigh of relief, braced her sick body, left a handwritten letter, went out of the mansion, called a horse, and went to the Zhong family's ancestral grave.

Zhong Wan hasn't been there for seven or eight years.

Zhong Wan felt that he had insulted his ancestors, so he removed himself from the family tree and refused to set foot in the ancestral grave.

Now that I know the blood feud that year, I can't do it if I don't come.

Zhong Wan kowtowed in front of her parents' grave for several hours.

Zhong Wan didn't dare to justify his humiliation and ruin over the years, kowtowed countless heads, blood stained the stone steps, and only asked the parents and relatives underground to blame him alone, don't, don't, don't blame him any more His son is gone.

"I was the one who was tempted first, and I was the one who seduced you..." Zhong Wan wiped his face casually, "If you are really guilty, it is also mine..."

Yu She closed his eyes and fell asleep.

Zhong Wan turned sideways and asked Yu She to lie down, while she lay beside Yu She with her clothes on.

"Ziyou..." Zhong Wan put her head on Yu She's body and murmured, "I don't know whether the crimes you have suffered these years are due to the underground people collecting debts. I'm afraid they don't know, so I want to talk about it." "It's not you who did wrong, and it's not you who are guilty."

The blood and tears on Zhong Wan's face seeped into the quilt, silently.

After an unknown amount of time, he just fell asleep with Yu She in his arms.

When the sky dawned, Zhong Wan woke up.

Yu She is still asleep.

Zhong Wan sat up and touched Yu She's forehead, feeling nothing, bent down to touch Yu She's forehead, Zhong Wan was surprised, she was much hotter than Yu She.

Zhong Wan's whole body was sore, and his forehead hurt even more. Only now did he realize that he was having a fever. Zhong Wan exhaled lightly, and got off the bed lightly.

Zhong Wan didn't know whether he was wind-cold or what, he regretted that he shouldn't have collapsed with Yu She last night, and he didn't know if it was reported to Yu She, so he pulled off Yu She's robe and put it on, walked out of the bedroom, bent over Pick up the disfigured imperial decree that was torn from the ground.

Zhong Wan was secretly startled, there were actually a few tooth marks on the imperial decree.

Zhong Wan spelled out the imperial decree.

Emperor Chong'an was quite gentle, and the decree was not so earth-shattering. He only said that Yu She was born to a woman from a good family in the mansion of the eldest princess of Tong'an. Emperor Chong'an worried that the infant Yu She would suffer disaster, so he temporarily took away his imperial surname and raised him under the knees of King Yu and Princess An.

Emperor Chong'an didn't formally change Yu She's name in his will, he only said that he would add a prince title to Yu She on a certain day, and amnesty the world.

No surname, no mention of Li Chu.

Zhong Wan narrowed her eyes...

You can say whatever you want to say, although people in the court have already understood that Yu She is the son of Emperor Chong'an, but if you really want to admit it, you must do it step by step. Letting Yu She enter the cabinet is also to let Yu She have some political achievements, so that he can be rewarded gradually so that he can be more convincing to the public.

Thinking about it this way, Emperor Chong'an's arrangement was very appropriate.

But on the other hand, this is Emperor Chong'an's manipulation of Yu She.

Who is Emperor Chong'an, how could he really believe that Yu She suddenly regarded him as his father.

How many lives stand in the way, and the relationship between father and son has gradually drifted away over the years, how could it be possible to really return to the past.

If he really became a crown prince, with Yu She's current temperament, would he do something like killing his father and king?

Emperor Chong'an has seen all of Yu She's patience and humiliation these days, could he not have thought of this level?

Even if Yu She can't do anything, once the crown prince is formally established, will King Yu and Xuan Qiong jump over the wall in a hurry?

Emperor Chong'an was afraid on both sides.

Zhong Wan clutched the imperial edict, feeling that the next edict to establish a crown prince might not be so soon.

Have to think of a way.

Zhong Wan was a little dizzy, he was suffering from burning all over, he didn't dare to take it any further, put away the imperial decree, and went to find the imperial physician by himself.

Walking to the door, Zhong Wan hesitated for a while, afraid that Yu She on the bed would wake up in a while, and it would be the same as yesterday, and he would go crazy if he couldn't find himself for a while.

Zhong Wan really didn't want to see Yu She's sick appearance again.

Zhong Wan thought for a while, sighed, turned back, stood in front of Yu She's bed, lowered her head and smiled wryly, took off her outer robe, took off the inner garment of her coat, and put it by Yu She's hand.

Seeing such a private thing, this person should stop thinking about it, right?

Zhong Wan thought she had cooked well, so she put on her outer robe and went to find the imperial physician.

Half an hour later, the sky was bright, and Yu She woke up in a daze.

Every time after he fell ill, Yu She's memory would be very blurred. He sat on the bed, reflected for a while, and vaguely remembered what happened yesterday.

Yu She looked at the bed curtain sadly, and laughed at himself.

It's all over.

With Zhong Wan gone, everything is over.

Yu She originally thought that this was the worst situation, but when he sat up, he realized that the world is impermanent and his life is full of fate. Whenever he is desperate, there is always something more terrible waiting for him ahead.

Yu She's eyes trembled slightly, he looked at the messy bed, the bloodstains on the quilt, and an undershirt of unknown origin at hand, the blood faded from his face in an instant.

Yu She stood up in despair, looked down at his arms, chest...

Perfect, not even a wound.

If the bloodstain wasn't his, it could only be someone else's.

Yu She is a person who has read many scripts, and he knows exactly when the blood stains on the quilt will appear.

Yu She looked at the underwear on the bed with hatred, and said angrily, "Come here!!!"

Butler Feng from the outside rolled in.

"Who...who is it?" Yu She's lips were pale, he pointed at the underwear on the bed, suppressing his anger, "Which bitch does this belong to?"

Butler Feng was stunned for a moment, thinking that the two had a fight?

Steward Feng carefully prepared the soup and said, "What... what?"

Yu She doesn't remember what happened last night at all. He knows that he has this madness, so he doesn't dare to keep a girl in the mansion. He is afraid that someone will take advantage of him when he is sick, but he doesn't want to be on guard against everything. , It still didn't stop it.

If Zhong Wan found out, would she come back?

How do I explain myself?

Yu She was lost in thought, would Zhong Wan think she was dirty?

Feng Steward felt that Yu She's expression was really wrong, and he said frightenedly, "My son... what's wrong?"

"Can't you see?" Yu She's voice trembled, "The blood on the quilt, and the clothes of the bitch, can't you see? Who is it?!"

Steward Feng swallowed, and said softly, "I don't know how this happened, but I have to explain something to you..."

Butler Feng said softly: "From last night to now, only Young Master Zhong has been in this room."

Yu She froze in place as if struck by lightning.

The ambiguous blood stains on the bed instantly became less disgusting, and the underwear became more charming.

but……

Yu She lost his mind, "I hurt him so deeply, he didn't leave, he came back, came to me, I..."

Yu She broke down, "Then I did that kind of thing to him?"

With a glimmer of hope remaining, Yu She asked, "What about the others?"

"It's very bad. I woke up in the morning and said that I have a fever again, and my whole body hurts." Steward Feng said, "I went to the doctor."

Yu She: "..."

Yu She's face blushed slightly, he turned around and tidied the quilt by himself, Feng Steward hurriedly stepped forward to help, Yu She stood in front of the quilt, hesitantly said, "This, this is not what you should look at... this is Zhong Wan's sorority ...Forget it, anyway, I'll clean it up myself."