Those Years In Quest Of Honor Mine

Zhong Wan hadn't recovered from a serious illness, his mental strength was exhausted, and after a few ups and downs, he couldn't hold on anymore. He closed his eyes and rested for a while, and when he opened his eyes again, he saw Yu She had walked into the cubicle.

Yu She put the blood book aside, seeing Zhong Wan's expression was wrong, he frowned, "Uncomfortable?"

"No..." Zhong Wan guessed that his complexion was not very good-looking, so he laughed at himself, "I'm surprised...I'm laughing at you."

"Anyway, he is someone who has studied with Taifu Shi for several years." Yu She said with a calm expression, "Even if he is not as good as you, he will not commit treasonous things."

Zhong Wan lowered her eyes and said in a low voice, "What happened in northern Xinjiang...how are you going to deal with it?"

Yu She didn't answer, but asked instead: "What exactly King Beidi wants to do, can you guess it?"

Zhong Wan felt a little pain in his heart. He was afraid that Yu She would notice it, so he didn't dare to rub it. He pretended to think about it and adjusted his breathing secretly. After a while, he said: "I guess he sent someone to look for you, not only because he wanted to have an extra layer of protection."

Yu She frowned slightly, "Say it."

"Both of you know his plan, and whoever goes to the northern border will be more prepared. It will not be so easy to implement this plan, so..." Zhong Wan looked at Yu She, "There are two possibilities First, both you and Xuan Qiong want to borrow swords to kill people through the war in northern Xinjiang, and both want the other party to go out with the army. In this way, the two forces in the DPRK and China will check and balance each other, but it will be difficult to send troops. In this way, King Beidi will have enough time to stand in northern Xinjiang. Keep your feet on the ground, when he captures enough food, grass and prisoners on our border, he will have the strength to fight against his brothers. At that time, he will pat his ass and leave, just relying on the fact that the court is not in charge of the war now. The current situation... probably won't care about the little things he plundered, and let him go."

Yu She listened quietly, and said, "The second possibility?"

"The second possibility, of course, is to send troops." Zhong Wandao, "It's unlikely to be one of you. It is very likely that after you and Xuan Qiong have been fighting openly and secretly for a long time, you find a stalemate twice, and then retreat for the next best thing." , and pushed Xuan Jing out."

"This is even easier. King Beidi not only has enough soldiers and horses, but also can cooperate with one or even two of you at the same time, and work together to get rid of Xuan Jing. In this way, King Beidi has another future emperor in his hands." It is just around the corner to return to the hinterland of the grassland.” Zhong Wan said, “The new King of Beidi is very clear about the trend of our court, and his lifeline is very stable, and he also understands that Xuan Jing’s power is the weakest among the three of you. The smallest possible bit, so..."

There was a bit of humor in Zhong Wan's eyes, "He only didn't give this blood book to Xuan Jing, do you believe it or not?"

The corners of Yu She's lips twitched slightly when he heard this, and he said in a low voice, "If Xuan Jing knew that she was under the watchful eye, she would probably be blown away..."

Zhong Wan smiled softly, and said: "Of course, this is just my guess... Perhaps the only thing Beidi King didn't expect was that you would ignore him at all, son, the envoy has been beheaded by you, and the second route has been cut off. How are you going?"

Yu She didn't answer.

Zhong Wan didn't rush, just waited quietly.

After a while, Yu She held back his nausea and frowned, "I invite you to go out."

Zhong Wan was stunned, without waiting for him to speak, Yu She said: "Otherwise, how can I make the emperor recognize me in a legitimate way?"

"You..." Zhong Wan considered his tone, "Really...would you like to be recognized by the emperor?"

Yu She said, "I don't want to."

"But there is no choice."

"No matter who Xuan Jing and Xuan Qiong succeed to the throne, they will not tolerate me." Yu She seemed to be talking about other people's affairs, with a relaxed tone, "If I want to survive, I must seize power. How? Use this position of the son of the world? "

Zhong Wan struggled, "I just think...you hate the emperor in your heart and don't want to follow his wishes."

"I don't want to, but we have to distinguish between the serious and the serious." Yu She said, "After so many years of wantonness, it's not so easy to temporarily turn the steering wheel now. You have to do something against your will, otherwise..."

Yu She looked at Zhong Wan, and swallowed the following words.

Otherwise, how would we survive?

Yu She wanted to hear the nasty and sour words, he continued: "The emperor knows Xuan Jing's qualifications, from the beginning to the end, he never thought of letting him succeed, and he doesn't like Xuan Qiong relying too much on King Yu. He relies heavily on King Yu and is on guard against him, and he doesn't want to hand over the power to King Yu after a hundred years, so...now he puts more emphasis on me, naturally, it has nothing to do with my aptitude, but I happen to be the most suitable person now."

Zhong Wan was silent for a moment, "What about after being recognized? You... really want to march north?"

"Of course not." Yu She shook his head, "The Emperor's health is not very good...I can't leave Beijing."

"Then you..." Zhong Wan was taken aback, he looked at the blood book on the table, and instantly understood, "Before going out, you will send this blood book to the emperor... The emperor will naturally not let you go. "

Yu She smiled lightly.

Zhong Wan thought about it for a while, then nodded: "It's possible, Xuan Qiong didn't know that King Beidi also contacted you, and I'm afraid it will help the emperor recognize you back."

Yu She took a deep breath, "That's it, it's perfect."

Yu She got up, "There is no time to delay, I will go to the palace to pay my respects...to show the emperor some sincerity in recognizing and returning to the ancestors."

Knowing that Yu She was not willing, Zhong Wan felt bitter and hesitated, "How about... I go with you?"

Zhong Wan suddenly felt that it was feasible, got up and said, "Let me go with you, so that you don't have to say anything, I will replace you, and I told the emperor that you have always regarded him as your father in your heart for many years, just because the villain is in the middle." It's the misunderstanding between the two of you, I'll come, I'll beg him, I'll beg on my knees and beg and beg! Anyway, he knows it in his heart, he understands that it's just that he needs someone to give in, I'll come..."

The more Zhong Wan thought about it, the more she felt it was appropriate, "I'm going to change clothes..."

"Stop making trouble." Yu She laughed, "Are you going to talk?"

Zhong Wan nodded, "Yes, I am shameless!"

"But I want to." Yu She frowned, "I wish you didn't know about this at all, and let you watch? Bow your head to him in front of you...it's impossible."

Without waiting for Zhong Wan to argue again, Yu She said again: "And in what capacity are you talking to him? Slave status? Advanced scholar? Or... Shizifei?"

Zhong Wan was stunned for a moment, his ears were slightly red, and the corners of his mouth couldn't help but twitched upwards. He tried his best to keep his face straight, and focused on business first, "Believe me, I say that I am definitely much stronger than you, and this kind of thing I'm used to it, really, even the ninth-rank petty officials in the frontier land can flatter me, I..."

"You are used to this kind of thing." Yu She said lightly, "It's not the reason why I can abuse you like this."

Zhong Wan was startled.

"Now that you have cut off your past and come to my house instead, you have to follow the rules of my house." Yu She got up, "I don't want to waste time, I won't be entangled with you anymore, you should think about it carefully, should you take it again?" Deal with me the same way you deal with Xuanrui."

Yu She left after saying that, Zhong Wan stood where she was, unable to react for a long time.

Are you not a strategist?

Humiliated things, unbearable things, despicable things... Shouldn't you do it yourself?

"And..." Zhong Wan was in a daze, "Why did he say that like I remarried..."

It was the first time for Zhong Wan to take on the mess and was rejected, so she couldn't get used to it, and went back to Yu She's bedroom blankly for a long time.

It's been a long time since someone hurt, but Zhong Wan is not used to it. He walked up and down the room, and didn't wait for Yu She to come back after dinner. He lay on Yu She's bed, tossing and turning, unable to fall asleep.

After waiting for another full hour, footsteps could be heard outside, Zhong Wan put on her clothes and got up, and it was indeed Yu She who had returned.

Yu She glanced at Zhong Wan, and said dissatisfiedly, "Didn't the imperial physician tell you to go to bed early?"

"Woke up after a nap." Zhong Wan opened his eyes and said nonsense, uneasy, "What's the matter?"

Yu She's face was not very good-looking, he took a sip of tea, "It's nothing, I didn't say it clearly, but he understood what I meant, it was quite a surprise, it's unavoidable...he taught me a few words, I knelt down and listened."

Zhong Wan glanced at Yu She up and down, but still couldn't recover, this...

In a short time, Yu She will become a prince?

Yu She turned to look at Zhong Wan: "What are you thinking about?"

"I..." Zhong Wan paused, and said, "Thinking...you won't march to the north in the future, so how will you deal with the matter in the northern border."

"There's nothing to deal with, it's just not as King Beidi wants." Yu She's eyes flashed a look of disgust, "To lure us into the Northern Expedition to subjugate his people in order to seize power, it's probably a lunatic..."

Zhong Wan couldn't help but smiled.

Zhong Wan looked deeply at Yu She, thinking about what he said just now, couldn't help but be lost in thought.

When he first came to Beijing, Lin Si and Zhong Wan said that Prince Yu's temperament has changed drastically.

After that, Zhong Wan and Yu She met a few times without embarrassment, and they were shocked a few times, but after a few years, Yu She changed his body and became a completely different person.

But even at that moment, Zhong Wan looked at the unrecognizable person in front of him, and still couldn't move his eyes away.

No matter how coldly Yu She said, Zhong Wan would not take it to heart, only a little bit sad.

They have been separated for far too long.

But no matter how much it becomes, that is still the person he has been thinking about since he was young.

Later, when he knew how Yu She was tortured step by step to become what he is now, Zhong Wan felt that no matter how unreasonable Yu She had become, no one could blame him, he was forced to this point alive.

But after a while, the closer she gets to him, the more Zhong Wan can feel Yu Ziyou hidden in his adult flesh and blood.

He is still the one who restrains himself and restores the courtesy, and he is the one who is free from benevolence.

Despite the ravages of wind and frost, wading through mountains of swords and seas of fire for eight thousand miles, even if the ups and downs of life are changed beyond recognition, the young man has his own integrity in his heart.

Whether it is facing the temptation of foreigners, or being with him every day and still being a perfect self, Yu She has his own rules and will not do anything unruly.

Even if I want it very much, and I want to be pregnant.

Speaking of which, why on earth is Yu She still unwilling to give himself a virgin?It's not easy for me to live through wind and rain all these years. How much more suffering and suffering will I have to suffer, so that when I get intimate with Yu She, I have the qualification and luck to move my tongue and put my hand to the hem of his shirt by the way? where?

The last time I just touched it with one hand, I was pulled out by Yu She angrily, and was scolded for wantonness.

Zhong Wan smiled half-sourly.

As soon as the news of the pregnancy got out, the words from Jiangnan and Jiangbei would be so beautiful, but those scholars who wrote the books, who would know their own situation?

Outsiders only think that they are living a glamorous life, but Hou Men's deep and deep suffering can only be understood by those who have really tasted it.

Seeing that Zhong Wan didn't speak for a long time, Yu She couldn't help being shocked, "What are you thinking?!"

Zhong Wanzi murmured bitterly, "When will you be able to fuck me..."

Yu She was shocked.

At the juncture of life and death, in front of the righteousness of the family and the country, this person...

"Just now..." Yu She said with great effort, "The emperor really asked you."

Zhong Wan regained consciousness, surprised: "Ask me what?"

Yu She gritted his teeth, "There are rumors in the palace that you and I have moved the gods with deep affection, and the gods manifested and gave me a son, which will be in your... belly."