Those Years In Quest Of Honor Mine

With a glimmer of hope in mind, Zhong Wan bit the bullet and asked, "How long did Little Prince Yu... stay in this room yesterday?"

Steward Feng cleared his throat, "Two or two hours."

two hours...

There is so much that can be done.

Zhong Wan tried her best to recall, but couldn't remember anything.

The only impression I have is that between half asleep and half awake, I vaguely feel that someone is sitting by the bed and looking at me.

That person seemed to be Yu She.

What did he do? !

Zhong Wanhong felt it with her ears, and felt that there was no discomfort all over her body, but...

Did Yu She really just sit there for two hours?

Isn't he tired?

Stay up in the middle of the night and stare at yourself for two hours?It's scary to think about it.

Zhong Wan picked up her coat, and her heart beat a little faster.

If it was just sitting for two hours, how did it come off?

It's so annoying! ! !

Zhong Wan tried her best to ignore Steward Feng's probing eyes, and tried her best to calm down while putting on her clothes: "Where is Little Prince Yu? I have something to ask him."

Steward Feng glanced at Zhong Wan in embarrassment, and said in a low voice, "Your Majesty ordered that if you wake up, I will send you back to Qian'an Palace."

"What?" Zhong Wan almost thought he heard it wrong, "Let me go now? He... won't give me an explanation?"

Steward Feng shook his head, he also felt that Yu She did not behave properly, and said with a guilty conscience: "The prince said he didn't want to see you, and told you to leave when you wake up."

Don't want to see yourself?

Zhong Wan was so shocked that he couldn't speak for a long time.

"Your residence..." Zhong Wan said with difficulty, "Even if you invite a singer to stay overnight, you will get some hard money, a few rewards, right? Little prince Yu won't let me eat this early, let me go ?”

Butler Feng hurriedly comforted him, "How can Young Master Zhong compare with those actors?"

"I'm worse than an actor!" Zhong Wan said angrily, "How much money does Yu Ziyou usually spend calling an actor! Go and get it to me!"

Steward Feng was in trouble: "Our son has never been called an actor, how do I know how much money I will use?"

Zhong Wan paused, tried her best to suppress the corners of her mouth that were about to twitch upwards, and said, "Is that so..."

"Of course, our sons and daughters will never touch those dirty people." Feng Butler thought for a moment, and said, "Master Zhong is hungry? If you are hungry, I will order someone to prepare it, but... you eat If you get there sooner, you really have to go."

Zhong Wan said feebly: "I'm not hungry... No, I didn't come here by myself, I was also kidnapped yesterday, why is it like I rushed to find him, but was thrown out instead? "

Steward Feng followed Yu She's instructions before, bowed his head and explained: "The prince said, yesterday, the fifth prince was going to kidnap you... I don't know what to do with you."

Zhong Wan didn't understand how Steward Feng mentioned this, so she nodded blankly.

Steward Feng said calmly: "Isn't that right? You were going to be kidnapped again yesterday, not the prince, but someone else. Since the prince blocked the Fifth Highness for you, naturally...you can be kidnapped."

Zhong Wan: "..."

Thinking about it carefully, there is a bit of fucking truth in this!

Zhong Wan took a deep breath, and refused to follow Yu She's lunatic's thoughts, and asked back under pressure: "Tomorrow if someone wants to stab me with a knife, and Young Lord Yu blocks it for me, can he stab me at any time? I'm going to be stabbed anyway!"

Steward Feng thought for a while, and said cautiously: "According to Shizi, it is so."

Zhong Wan swallowed the words "The day after tomorrow, if someone suddenly misses me" and nodded: "Okay... I admit it, you go and get someone to set up a car, I'm leaving."

Butler Feng hurriedly went to give instructions, and the servants of Prince Yu's Mansion handled things quickly, and sent Zhong Wan away politely in a short while.

Zhong Wanyun was abducted in a foggy state, and then sent away in a daze.

After Hao Sheng sent Zhong Wan away, Steward Feng came to talk to Yu She.

Yu She was lying on the imperial concubine's couch with his eyes half closed.

He didn't sleep all night last night, and now his eyes are slightly blue.

When Yu She heard Steward Feng's footsteps, he didn't open his eyes, "Send it away?"

Butler Feng bowed: "Send it off."

Yu She's lips moved, as if he wanted to ask something, but he didn't.

Steward Feng pondered Yu She's thoughts, and took the initiative to say: "Young Master Zhong got up in the morning and was startled. After asking for a long time, he asked if the prince went to look for him yesterday and how long he stayed in his room. The old slave told the truth. Master Zhong...was quite shocked."

Yu She seemed not to hear.

Steward Feng hesitated, "It's thanks to Young Master Zhong's good temper, he doesn't take anything to heart, if you are narrow-minded, you will be really angry if you kidnap people and send them away like this."

Yu She said indifferently: "If you get angry, you will get angry."

Butler Feng really didn't understand: "The son obviously cares about Master Zhong, why is he always so close? Master Zhong will return to the back cover with King Qian'an someday, if you continue like this..."

"Go down." Yu She turned his head impatiently, "I'm sleepy."

Steward Feng sighed, covered Yu She with a blanket, and withdrew.

After a while, Yu She slowly opened his eyes, and pressed his temples very uncomfortable.

First he had a quarrel with Xuan Qiong in the palace, and then sat by Zhong Wan's bed all night when he came back, he was really sleepy.

Yu She didn't want to do anything at first, he just wanted to see Zhong Wan, but that lifeless thing just screamed in his dream, Yu She couldn't help it, so...

Yu She closed his eyes and calmed down.

Yu She looked at Zhong Wan last night, and suddenly thought of seven years ago, the night before Zhong Wan left.

At that time Xuanrui took over the throne of King Ning and had already taken his younger siblings to the Qian'an fiefdom. After Zhong Wan got the news, he was restless day and night, and his mind was in a trance. The young Yu She knew that he couldn't keep him.

Looking at Zhong Wan at that moment, Yu She felt uncomfortable, knowing in his heart that his father had cheated him, and he shouldn't force him to stay by his side, but he couldn't bear it.

The young Yu She himself couldn't tell whether he was reluctant to let Zhong Wan go to the fiefdom to suffer, or whether he was reluctant to let this person go.

There are some words in my heart that I want to say, but I don't know how to say them.

The two played Tai Chi with each other for several days, Yu She remembered that Zhong Wan suddenly said to him one day: "Ziyou, last time I messed up your marriage, I feel very sorry."

The young Zhong Wan talked about him, and stammered: "But now that you think about it, the granddaughter of Wen Guogong is also very good. In the future...you have to find a better little Princess Yu, otherwise I will be too sorry for you. I know your marriage is unsatisfactory, and I'm not at ease."

Yu She also stuttered, "Okay, I... I will definitely find a better one, so you won't miss it."

The young Zhong Wan was quiet for a long time after hearing the words, then lowered his head and smiled, and said softly: "If that's the case, I'll feel at ease."

Yu She vaguely felt that Zhong Wan's expression was not right, and he didn't know how to speak if he wanted to ask him in detail, the two of them had been neither embarrassed nor embarrassed for several days, and they always talked like this without thinking.

Yu She couldn't guess when Zhong Wan was going to leave, and was worried that it would be unsafe for him to go to Qian'an alone, so he wanted to ask him if he wanted to send someone to see him off, but he didn't want to take the initiative to bring it up.

What if Zhong Wan doesn't want to leave?

What if Zhong Wan is only worried about Xuanrui, and after a few days, it will be the same again?

Yu She had hope in his heart, but he still put a few banknotes in Zhong Wan's room, afraid that Zhong Wan would not see them, so he put them on the kang table in a bright light.

Southern Xinjiang is far away, and it takes a few months to go there, so there must be some money, right?

If he wanted to go out of the city, he was a slave, so he would naturally need paperwork. Yu She was cruel and found Zhong Wan's deed of sale, and he wrote a paper to explain the situation. Stacked together, a corner was exposed, and it was pressed under the paperweight of Zhong Wan's writing case.

Yu She placed these things so conspicuously that Zhong Wan could see them.

A day later, Yu She went to Zhong Wan's house to check, and sure enough the banknotes and the deeds of selling their lives had been collected.

Yu She couldn't tell what it was like in his heart, he only knew that Zhong Wan was really leaving.

Two days later, Zhong Wan suddenly wanted to drink one night, and dragged Yu She to chat with him endlessly, Yu She knew in his heart that it was today.

Yu She was overwhelmed with alcohol, but he still managed to drink a lot with Zhong Wan. He remembered that the young Zhong Wan looked at him with complicated eyes, and whispered: "Ziyou, if you are from my family, it will be fine."

Yu She raised his head and poured a cup of wine, said in a deep voice, "My surname is Yu, how can I be from your family?"

Zhong Wan smiled freely, "Yes."

Zhong Wan directly poured himself half a bowl of wine, and gulped down.

In the middle, Zhong Wan complained of dizziness, and asked Yu She to put out the burning incense in the incense burner. Yu She went away, and when he came back, Yu She realized that his wine had been disturbed.

The young man Yu She had mixed feelings in his heart, pretended not to know, and swallowed the wine.

At that time, Yu She even thought angrily in his heart, even if he poisoned me, I would admit it.

But it's not poison, it's just a little sweat medicine.

The Mongolian sweat medicine that Zhong Wan put was too little, and Yu She started to feel sleepy after a stick of incense. He couldn't bear to look at Zhong Wan, thinking that it would be hard to travel at night, so I'll go to sleep, so that you can feel at ease earlier Walk.

The young Yu She took advantage of his drunkenness, got up and shook twice, then fell down, and was helped onto the couch by Zhong Wan.

Yu She clearly remembered that Zhong Wan's hands supporting him were shaking.

Yu She leaned on the head of the bed pretending to be asleep, and felt Zhong Wan half-kneeling in front of him, looking at him for a long time.

It took a long time until the potion of the Mongolian sweat medicine fully came up, and Zhong Wan moved, stood up, and groped around Yu She's waist lightly.

Half asleep and half awake, Yu She's chest was beating like a drum, thinking... Does Zhong Wan want to do something before leaving?

The young Yu She didn't know what he was looking forward to, he closed his eyes tightly, for fear that Zhong Wan would find out that he was still asleep.

After a while, Yu She felt that Zhong Wan started to fumble for his sleeve again.

Yu She held on to the strength of the medicine, thinking to himself, didn't he just want to untie my belt?Why haven't you unlocked it yet?Why did you start touching your sleeves again?

When Yu She heard a soft ding-dong, he couldn't help it, and wanted to know what Zhong Wan was doing, so he opened his eyes a little...

Young Zhong Wan used a tablecloth as a package, spread it out on the couch, quickly removed all the valuable accessories from Yu She's body, and put them back together one by one.

The young man Yu She was so angry that he almost couldn't pretend anymore.

Are these banknotes not enough? !This person... really doesn't suffer a bit.

Yu She let Zhong Wan search for it, and after a while, all the money bags, jade pendants, fan rings, etc. on his body were taken clean, Yu She secretly regretted... The jade pendants worn today are not very precious, not as valuable as the complete set.

After being groped for a while by Zhong Wanxi, the potion of Menghan medicine had completely increased, and Yu She couldn't hold on any longer. Before falling asleep, Yu She felt that Zhong Wan was getting closer, but he didn't remember anything below.

When he woke up the next day, Zhong Wan had already left.

Steward Feng was so anxious that he searched the big mansion several times, and searched and searched where Zhong Wan had hidden before, but he couldn't find anything.

Zhong Wan really left.

Yu She let Steward Feng search around, he was not in a hurry, and no one was allowed to go out to check.

Yu She closed the door and searched twice in his room.

But nothing was found.

Zhong Wan didn't leave him a single letter.

Young Yu She touched his empty waist and felt a little angry, even if he... just left a few words!

How about engraving a trip here on the table? !

Unwilling to give up, Yu She went to Zhong Wan's room to search again, searched all the small bedside cabinets, but found nothing.

Zhong Wan left him nothing.

He came cleanly and left neatly.

Yu She sat in front of Zhong Wan's desk for a long time, when he got up, his wide sleeves brushed over a book, and the book fell to the ground, Yu She looked down and was speechless for a long time.

It was a book of songs, and the book of songs was spread out on the page of "Zheng Feng", several bank notes, deeds of sale, and road guides were neatly stacked together.

Xiao Zhongwan didn't take anything.

Chapter 30 The son is full of vigor, how can he hold on when he suddenly sees someone sleeping without taking off his coat? !

Yu She couldn't imagine how Zhong Wan went to Qian'an all the way through wind and rain.

No entanglements, no guides, how much hardship did he suffer during those few months?

Young Yu She was able to comfort himself at first, Zhong Wan at least took some of his personal belongings, and those things could still be exchanged for some money, but year after year, those things were sent back one by one.

Untouched.

Just like the relationship between him and Zhong Wan, they have always been clean and have nothing to do with each other.

Yu She started to have a headache again, he turned over very uncomfortably, and let out a long breath of relief.

Butler Feng has been guarding outside. He heard Yu She turned over and fell asleep unsteadily. He entered the room lightly, and said in a low voice, "Your Highness, Your Highness, are you having nightmares again?"

"No." Yu She said coldly, "I haven't fallen asleep yet."

Butler Feng was worried about what Yu She would do because he was unhappy, so he asked, "How about some benzoin?"

Yu She was impatient, "You think I'm him?"

Butler Feng smiled: "Yes, Young Master Zhong really can't stand the medicine, every time, he can't be shaken by falling asleep with a little incense."

Yu She looked out of the window with long-distance eyes, as if recalling something from the past.

Yu She hesitated whether to really use some incense, he really didn't want Zhong Wan in his mind to annoy him anymore, so he said irritably, "Don't stare at me, I don't have the energy to do anything else right now."

This is true, every time Yu She makes a fuss about something, he will be stable for a period of time, he just had a fight with Xuan Qiong in the palace, at least within half a month, he will no longer have the interest to seek death.

Steward Feng was secretly anxious, he could sense that Yu She didn't want to be like this either.

Okay, who would be so hard on himself?

It's just that my heart is too bitter, and after a while, it seems that I can't bear it anymore, and I want to find some accidents to vent.

Steward Feng stepped forward to pull the blanket up for Yu She, saw that his eyes were still open, and said softly: "The people who sent Master Zhong off have returned, and they have sent greetings to King Qian'an on behalf of the son, and the steward of the Palace of Qian'an said, King Qian'an is getting sicker."

Yu She closed his eyes: "It's probably just an act."

Butler Feng laughed dryly: "Not necessarily."

"He is in a hurry to return to Qian'an." Yu She frowned, "I entered the palace yesterday because I wanted to ask the emperor to resign for Xuan Rui."

Yu She sneered: "Speaking of which, Xuan Rui's fate is better than that. Such a waste has survived until now."

Butler Feng keenly smelled a scent that was half-sour and not bitter. He felt that there was something in his heart, and said softly: "Actually, the son could have prevented Master Zhong from leaving."

Yu She was most annoyed to hear this, and frowned upon hearing this, "How many times have I said this, I can't keep it."

Butler Feng saw the needles, "But it's not necessarily the case now! Can't you stay now?"

Yu She didn't speak again.

It took him a long time before he whispered, "If you can keep it, you can't keep it."

Steward Feng felt uncomfortable for a while, and said anxiously: "Your Majesty, do you think you won't live long?"

Yu She said indifferently: "Yes."

Steward Feng wished he could fight Yu She.

After Yu She said the words, he felt more at ease. He put his arms behind his head, and slowly said: "And... I hate him in my heart, and I keep him by my side. I don't know when I will get sick and strangle him to death. .”

Butler Feng was at a loss: "Why do you hate him? Hate him for arranging your affairs over the years?"

"No." Yu She squinted his eyes, "I hate him for being able to live a life of peace and ruthlessness, yet he treats everyone with sincerity."

Butler Feng laughed: "Isn't this the benefit of Young Master Zhong?"

"Yes, that's why I can't keep it." Yu She took a deep breath, "If he didn't have such a temperament, I would..."

Steward Feng felt that he had heard Guan Qiao, and hurriedly asked: "How was last night?!"

A flash of hatred flashed in Yu She's eyes: "I did him last night."

As soon as Butler Feng gets angry, then you do it! ! !

Steward Feng hated iron for being weak, "Then last night for two hours, the prince...in the end..."

"I didn't touch him, no..." Yu She frowned, hesitantly said, "I did too."

Steward Feng was so anxious that he was about to die, and he was afraid that he would annoy Yu She with questions, so he could only ask slowly, "What did you touch?"

Yu She was silent for a long time, "Kiss me."

Steward Feng was secretly surprised and impatient, "Just... a kiss?"

Yu She looked away: "He asked for it."

Butler Feng was completely confused, "You asked for it?"

Zhong Wan was sound asleep, how could she ask for it?

Yu She said annoyedly: "I just took off his coat for him! He just assumed that self-respecting form, and... called my name."

Butler Feng: "..."

Steward Feng wanted Zhong Wan to die clearly, so he carefully asked Zhong Wan: "How is that... not self-respecting?"

Yu She frowned and looked at Steward Feng, "What are you doing asking about this?"

Steward Feng was taken aback, and laughed dryly, "I just can't figure out how self-respecting a person like Young Master Zhong can be."

Yu She wanted to say, but held back, "In short...it's a very disgraceful form."

Recalling the last time when Zhong Wanxing asked Master Zhong Wanxing for his guilt, Yu She's throat was dry and he moved his body uncomfortably, "I was just going to see him, but he insisted on provoking me... he deserved it. "

"You deserve it, you deserve it too much, you don't respect yourself, you don't love yourself!" Feng Butler agreed with a bitter face, thinking that he deserved it so much, but you just kissed him!

Butler Feng hesitated again and again, fearing that Yu She would do something wrong, he paid attention to Yu She's expression, and said softly: "Speaking of which, the eldest son is not young anymore. In the past few years, the eldest princess asked the old slave whether it should be given to me. The prince has arranged a few people in the house, and the old servant guessed that the prince would not want the princess, so he resigned for the prince, now thinking about it, should we find some proper and older girls..."

Yu She looked at Steward Feng in surprise, "I don't need someone to teach me, I know what it's like."

"Yes, yes." Steward Feng was terrified, "Of course the son knows."

Yu She looked at Steward Feng inexplicably: "What are you thinking all day long? I am different from ordinary people, but it's not that I don't even understand this. I understood it when I was a teenager."

Butler Feng coaxed: "Understand, understand."

"Don't bring any weird people into my room." Yu She looked at him vigilantly, "I don't want women, and I don't want to keep blood, if I suddenly see someone in the room that I shouldn't see... ...I would have strangled her in no time."

Steward Feng's heart skipped a beat, "That man..."

Without even thinking about it, Yu She said, "Of course not."

Butler Feng hesitated to speak: "The son is very clear to Master Zhong..."

Yu She frowned: "I kissed him because he doesn't love himself!"

Steward Feng was almost persuaded by Yu She again.

Butler Feng muttered to himself: "Yes, it was Young Master Zhong himself who was frivolous in his dream. Well, he actually called the son's name in his dream? Isn't this frivolity? What is it? The son is young, when has he seen such a thing?" ? Must be confused by him! If he dares to call this in his dream, it is obvious that he is asking the prince to do something!"

Yu She felt that it was reasonable and felt a little better.

Steward Feng has nothing to love, "So he let the prince take advantage of it, and he deserves it!"

Yu She was disturbed by this incident, and now he thought about it completely, and closed his eyes: "Exactly."

Steward Feng wanted to beat Yu She for a while, gritted his teeth and said: "Then since he is so unbearable, why don't you just...just..."

Yu She irritatedly said: "He's unbearable, so I have to be unbearable together? And...after that, he calmed down a lot, lying in my arms, sleeping very peacefully."

Young Prince Yu was clearly rewarded and punished, but Steward Feng had nothing to say.

Yu She explained himself with this meticulous analysis, he felt much more comfortable, and covered himself with a blanket: "I'm sleepy, you go."

Butler Feng withdrew.

Butler Feng felt that this was not the way to go.

He wrote another letter to Zhong Wan.

In Qian'an Palace, Zhong Wan retreated from the crowd and was talking to Xuan Congxin.

Zhong Wan didn't return all night, Xuan Cong was very worried and kept asking him what happened.

"Yesterday... I won't talk about it, it was a mess." Zhong Wan laughed, "I have something serious to tell you."

Xuan Congxin almost stayed up all night, she gave Zhong Wan a reproachful look, and said patiently, "Say it."

"Yesterday I was going to ask for your brother's resignation, but I was disturbed by other things. Now the fifth prince Xuan Qiong has been fed with water, and I don't know what happened. The emperor must not have the energy to care about our affairs. Zhong Wan said, "Another prince had an accident. Let's ask for resignation again and again. I'm afraid it will backfire and make the emperor suspicious. I mean..."

Zhong Wan paused for a moment, then discussed: "I made a note in the name of Xuan Yu, saying that Xuan Rui is really not well, so I want him to... go back first."

Xuan Congxin frowned: "Just let my elder brother go back?"

"The Wanshou Festival has not yet arrived, and there have been accidents in Beijing and China. It is too eye-catching for us to go together. The emperor is suspicious. I am worried that he thinks that our Qian'an Palace is causing trouble." Zhong Wan said helplessly, "At that time, we will really leave alone. It's gone."

Xuan Cong thought that he didn't quite understand what was going on inside, but he still nodded hesitantly.

"The emperor won't lay hands on children." Zhong Wan comforted softly, "You're a girl, so it's safer."

Xuan Congxin was not very happy when he heard this, and bowed his head and said, "I know that."

Zhong Wan said: "With me here, I will definitely protect you, so let your elder brother go back first, okay?"

Xuan Congxin smiled: "What did you swear to me? Your arrangement must be the most comprehensive and the best for us. I just listen to you, but..."

Zhong Wan and Xuan Congxin said in unison: "There is no need to tell Xuan Yu."

The two laughed.

Xuan Congxin sighed: "I'm also useless."

"It's enough that you don't have the slightest suspicion of me." Zhong Wan smiled, "Your brother is leaving right now, don't get angry with him these two days, let the fox fur make it for him."

Xuan Congxin nodded, and suddenly said: "Otherwise, you can go back to Qian'an with him. You also said that the emperor will not do anything to us. After the Longevity Festival, I will take Xuanyu back."

"Where can I go." Zhong Wan didn't even think about it, and laughed, "My lord has a spirit in the sky, knowing that I left you two children here, a thunder fell in the middle of the night and struck me."

Xuan Cong felt uncomfortable for a while. She knew that she couldn't support the family, so she stopped talking, and deliberately smiled: "That's right, you haven't married that girl yet. Speaking of it...how is it? After so many days, you can't get married." Nothing happened."

Speaking of this, Zhong Wan felt a headache, "I'm afraid...it's not going well, it's very difficult."

Xuan Cong was dissatisfied and said, "What's wrong with her?!"

"Don't blame him." Zhong Wan smiled wryly, "He... probably suffered a lot when he was young, but now he has a bad temper, so I need to pay more attention."

Xuan Cong thought for a while, then nodded understandingly: "She is old and has a burly figure, so she is more sensitive than others. Since you like her so much, please be patient."

Zhong Wan smiled, someone knocked on the door outside, and Zhong Wan let someone in.

Feng Butler's letter.

Zhong Wan took it and tore it down in front of Xuan Congxin. After reading it, his face changed a few times, and he almost swears in front of Xuan Congxin.

Xuan Congxin carefully looked at Zhong Wan's face, and asked tentatively, "Is it... a letter from that girl?"

Zhong Wan nodded with difficulty.

Xuan Congxin secretly thought that this girl is bold, "What did she say?"

Zhong Wan's heart was haggard, "He thinks I'm a prodigal."

Xuan Cong turned pale with shock.

Zhong Wan waved his hand, asking Xuan Congxin to go back to his yard first, Xuan Congxin marveled at the civility in Beijing, and left in amazement.

After Xuan Congxin was discharged from the hospital, Zhong Wan picked up the letter. He didn't believe in evil, and felt that his eyes were dazzled just now. He shook his hands and read it carefully...

"The prince said that the young master is very unselfish."

"The prince said, the young master doesn't take off his coat at night when he sleeps. This is obviously to seduce a man and ask the prince to take it off for you."

"My son is full of blood, and suddenly sees someone sleeping without taking off his coat, how can he hold it?!"

Zhong Wan was dazzled by the tinnitus of anger, he took a sip of tea, and continued to look down——

"The son didn't notice for a while, so... I kissed you."