I was irritated by his sharp words and indifferent tone, and blurted out without thinking: "Anyone is just a handful of dust in the eyes of others before they become famous! Don't you ever give up everything and start from scratch?" When come again?"

I originally expected that turning over the old score would trigger Leilage's anger and counterattack, but unexpectedly he just smiled kindly, looked at me kindly, and said in a good voice: "Yes, I have After that time."

I froze for a moment, I didn't expect him to admit it so simply.But Leilage is definitely not the kind of person who is willing to suffer. His pleasant mask suddenly disappeared, his face sank, and his tone became extremely serious.

"I was doing it for love at that time... and what about you? Delelle, what are you doing for it?"

I was startled and couldn't help turning my head to look at Fan Dan who had been silent for a long time.

His arms were still wrapped around my shoulders, but now they had lost their protective strength.His blue eyes were covered with a layer of mist and became a little dim.Sensing my gaze, he paused for a moment, then slowly took his hands away from my shoulders, and his eyes only fell on Tieru and Leilag who were opposite him, but did not look at me.

This reaction stabbed my heart.I gritted my teeth and stopped hesitating.

"I want to find myself. If someone loves me or hates me, wants to protect me or kill me, I hope that all the emotions are directed at me, not at some demon lord or elf Ranger... I am Luna. I don't want to bear Jezebeth's crimes, nor Delelle's life. Both of their lives are over, and what I did was to forcefully extend a period of time. Hypocritical life... But now it's all over, the Demon King was banished, Byara was killed, the demon forces were seriously injured, and Ashan returned to peace..."

I've had one of the best game runs I've ever played.I passed the level, although I was not unharmed, but I finally stood on the winning side.It's one of the best games I've ever played, and now no matter where I go, I'm going back to who I am.No more hypocrisy, no more pretense, I don't know Mei Ji's "seduction" skill, let alone the "swarm nuisance" of the queen of bees.

I cry when I'm sad, and laugh when I'm happy.I struggled through the quagmire, and I was true to my little principles, which were perhaps ridiculous.I work hard to live every day of my life. I follow my beliefs, obey my destiny, and know how to work hard and be flexible.However, I believe that I have never lost myself. Even though those bees are extremely affectionate to me, obedient to my control, and brought me the title of "Queen of the Hive" as I wished, I still cannot lose the deepest part of my heart fear of them.No matter how long I've been Jezebeth, I always yearn for the light.

I took a step forward and straightened my body.

"I am Luna. I am not afraid that I have to start from scratch and live my life again. Although all the abilities, levels, magic, and achievements I once had are gone, the character, friendship, and virtues I have are still there. And , I don't believe that those memories will disappear with Delelle. I shaped her life, and I feel honored for it. But now I want to be myself. What I want to manage most is always my own life. I can live well, take everything and everyone seriously, without the notoriety of a demon lord and the responsibilities of an elf ranger..."

I just want to stand upright in the sun, with my original face and identity.

There is no doubt, however, that Findan could not understand my subtext.He even couldn't understand why I insisted on kicking off the identity of "Queen of the Bee Swarm" Delaire, who was above level [-], and started anew from the zero-level cannon fodder Luna who had nothing.

And, apparently, he has his own interpretation of it.

My impassioned speech just now did not bring back his kind gaze.

Fortunately, Leilage still gave me face.He smiled and clapped his hands, and said, "Wow, Delelle, you can be regarded as a real diplomat. I have to admire such eloquence."

This black-bellied man is actually praising me?I stared at him suspiciously.

Of course, it would be wishful thinking to imagine that he could stop there.

Leilag continued to say with a smile: "I transformed to get closer to the one I love...and what about you? Delelle, do you want to transform to complicate everything? You abandoned the identity and honor of the elves, doesn't that mean you plan to leave? If you want to be a member of the human race, what better place to start over than your hometown?..."

I was taken aback, I didn't expect that he could distort my intentions like this!I frowned and slashed at him fiercely.

Leilage didn't care, especially when Fan Dan spoke out suddenly.

Fandan's voice sounded so far away to me, so peaceful, with a hint of coldness, like a gust of wind that occasionally blows in the darkest corner of the underground world.

"Then, Delelle, in your eyes, is our entire world illusory? Are we people... also non-existent? We tried our best to defeat the undead and demons. In your eyes, those Hard work and great sacrifice, all a joke? So you leave, you want to revert to Luna, to go back to your original homeland... because only there is real to you? "

I was greatly taken aback. "Why do you think so...!?"

But Findan suddenly became more aggressive than ever before.He didn't pay attention to my weak argument, and continued to ask: "In your eyes, everything about Ashan... including me, is it just a dream, a phantom? That's why you are eager to recover Your original appearance, go back to your hometown?..." His tone suddenly turned sharply, his face darkened, and there was even a trace of heaviness and sigh in his tone.

"Don't I exist for you?"

I was speechless and stared at him blankly, the string called intuition in my brain suddenly rang the alarm.

I made a decisive decision and said bluntly to the souls of Leilage and Tieru: "I think we need some private time to deal with this issue... If the two of you don't mind, please allow me to excuse me for a moment."

Those two people were very knowledgeable and interesting, and they both nodded in agreement, so I took a step forward, grabbed Fan Dan's wrist, and dragged him behind a big tree not far away without any explanation.

The most indispensable thing in Iroland is all kinds of towering giant trees.The tree I have chosen right now has a trunk that can only be surrounded by seven or eight people hugging each other. It is enough to cover the two of us. It is really the best place for a temporary showdown.

Fandan was dragged all the way by me in such a silent manner.Even though he has been very cooperative, I am still out of breath due to excessive force.

Bending my waist, I managed to catch my breath. I stood up straight and faced him. The first sentence I said was: "I will never kiss a phantom, nor will I hug someone who doesn't exist in my imagination. Could it be?" Do you think I'm crazy?!"

Fandan was slightly taken aback, as if he didn't expect me to be so straightforward.Maybe he remembered some fragments in his memory, but his complexion suddenly fluctuated from red to blue.

I made up my mind to correct his wild thoughts in one fell swoop.Although I'm also a bit reluctant to part with this elven vest that is beyond level [-] and bears the title of "Queen of the Bee Swarm" and the title of the real countess, but it's not me after all.Even if Fandan loves me, how can I be sure that he loves not Delelle or Jezebeth, but me?

Thinking of this, I can't help but feel a little sad.The momentum fell silent.I said softly: "Fantan, I have never understood...do you love Delelle, or me?"

Fandan stared at me in amazement, "What are you talking about! Aren't you just Delelle..."

"No, I'm not." I quickly cut off his words.The many questions accumulated in my chest for a long time, mixed with pain and melancholy, made it difficult for me to breathe.

The author has something to say: Update on September 6:

The tangled plot will continue for a few more days. . .Put the lid on the pot. . .

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