I was pierced by the white moonlight soul of the male god!

That night, I floated to the small garden on the top floor platform, turned around for a while, and landed gently on the swing beside the small pond.

This swing was not included in the original design, but I bought it on purpose and put it here.When I was a child, I lived in one of the relatives’ houses, and there was a swing in the nearby park.The little kids in the neighborhood like to swing on the swings, and they formed a small gang, firmly occupying the right to use the swings.

I've always acted like I'm not interested in swings, and I don't even glance at them when I pass by.In fact, I know how envious I am when I see those little kids pushing each other back and forth, swinging high and screaming together.

But I know better that I am an outsider and they will not accept me.

Once, when I passed the swing, I found no one around, so I sneaked past.Swinging requires certain skills. I slowly explored it by myself. Although I didn't have anyone to help push it, I played pretty well.

Just when I found a little way and was about to swing out of the sky, a force suddenly came from behind.The force was so great that my hands couldn't hold onto the rope, and I was pushed down in a jiffy, plummeting into the bunker below.

It was a kid who pushed me, the little ringleader of the "Swing-Trap Gang."I got up silently, feeling my face hurt.At that time, I was actually a little afraid that he would call someone to beat me up, so I just stared at him and kept silent.

He didn't hit me. After pushing me away, he jumped on the swing and waved vigorously into the distance.I saw a couple walking over, the woman reached out to touch his head, and the man pushed the swing for him.

He laughed so happily, so harshly, it was so ugly.

I stood aside and watched for a while, then patted the dirt on my body, and walked back by myself.

Now I am different from the past. I have money, and I can buy a swing by myself without having to compete with others.As long as you master the skills well, you can swing very high by yourself without being pushed by others.The process of swinging is very pure. No matter what mood you are in, you will be happy after playing for a while.

It's a pity that I'm in the state of a soul now, and I can't play, so I have to sit on it in a posture.

The moonlight is fine today, but the lights in the city are even brighter.Even at this time, there are still many windows of the distant building showing light.Orange, white, deep and shallow, some people have not yet fallen asleep, I don't know if they are waiting for someone to return.

Every light that lights up is a home.And here I have no lights, only an empty swing.

"Little Anfei, do you need me to push you?"

Depend on!I was so scared that I floated a little higher, and when I looked back, it was Gu Huai.He walked across the soft grass and stopped behind me.Hold the back of the swing chair with both hands and shake it gently.

I was expressionless, letting the swing shuttle back and forth in my body.

"Oh, it's so easy for me to show kindness, and you don't cooperate."

"Stupid," I said.I can't touch the swing, so is it possible that I have to float around by myself?It's so tiring and not fun at all.

Gu Huai walked around the swing and sat down next to me. His image gradually overlapped with the "Swing Occupation Gang", it was utterly hateful.

What's even worse is that he not only occupied the swing, but also my body, Qiu Yicheng, and... my home.

Everything I owned was taken away by him.

"Why, it's rare to see you like this, uncomfortable?" Gu Huai asked.

I told him angrily: "Go away. I'm thinking."

Gu Huai pretended to be surprised and dragged on: "Thinking—sorry, sorry, it turns out that Young Master An is still a philosopher."

I rolled his eyes at him, not in the mood to get angry at him, and just asked: "Have you recorded your will?"

Gu Huai smiled: "It's rare for you to make a request, how dare I neglect it? Leader, do you want to review it and give some advice?"

"You send a copy to An Yundong." I said, "If he really wanted to kill me, after reading this, he wouldn't act rashly. If it wasn't for him..." I paused, curling my lips unwillingly: "He would Protect yours."

Gu Huai slightly pondered, raised his eyebrows, and asked: "An Fei, tell me this, do you want to make arrangements for me and plan to go away by yourself?"

I was startled, can this guy read minds?

"how do you know?!"

Gu Huai stretched out a finger, poked my cheek - of course he didn't touch it - and said, "Whatever you think is clearly written on your face."

"Stop talking nonsense." I won't be fooled by him casually, and I hid back, "My face is with you. This is my soul."

Gu Huai smiled and shook his head.There was a wind on the top floor, and the bushes were rustling. The moonlight shone on him, and his whole body shone like silver.

"Your body is here, where are you going to float?" Gu Huai asked.

I looked at him, feeling jealous, envious, and unwilling.

Why am I not him?

It would be great if I became Gu Huai.He is talented, has acting skills, smiles every day, and seems to have nothing to worry about, no matter what emergencies he encounters, he is confident and does not panic at all.He is much more popular than me. Qiu Yicheng likes him, and An Yundong will talk to him nicely, and even slap mosquitoes for him himself.

What I can't ask for, is like getting something out of a pocket for him.He will naturally be favored by everyone. I struggled for half my life, but I only got hated by Qiu Yicheng and hated by An Yundong.

"There is no place for me here anymore." I said slowly, "Gu Huai, you will be An Fei. From now on, I will be called... well, I will be called An Fei, right?"

"puff."

——At this kind of sad farewell moment, I was so sad that I wrinkled into a ball, but Gu Huai, Gu Huai, a bastard who had no sympathy at all, actually laughed out loud!

"Hahahaha." He laughed very, very excessively, the more he laughed, the harder he laughed, "Anfei, you, haha, you are a little pistachio!"

"You're a nuisance!" I was annoyed.

"Okay, okay, my fault, it's all my fault for not holding back." Gu Huai raised his hand in surrender, "Master Anfei, who offended you? Tell me and make me happy again."

I stared at him: "When you were young, you must have been the kind of kid who was surrounded by everyone and played on the swings together."

"Swing?" Gu Huai was taken aback.

"I am the one watching from a distance." I continued, "Thinking about it carefully, in fact, Qiu Yicheng, no, love, friendship and family affection are all this swing for me. No, now I spent money to buy it and put it here beautifully, but it’s different from the one I wanted to play the most when I was a child.”

Gu Huai frowned, the smile on his face gradually faded, and he listened to me seriously.

He put on this listening posture, making it really hard to resist the desire to talk.Besides, my words can only be said to him alone, so I don’t care whether the messy words in my head can be understood by others, so I just continued on my own: "When I was young, I had no father or mother, and no one cared. I taught me. I thought that if I behaved better, people would praise me and like me. But it's not like that. I'm not their kid. No matter how I behave, they don't care.

"Later, when I arrived at An's house, every move I made made people laugh. My father was in the hospital. Every other month, I could see him through the glass. Only An Yundong was willing to talk to me, so I worked hard. I tried to curry favor with him, gave him all the things I liked, and made excuses to talk to him every day. But gradually, he ignored me.

"Later, I met Qiu Yicheng—you know what happened afterwards. I chased him for four years, and he didn't show any sign of being tempted.

"It's like you are born to be lovable, and I am born to be annoying. Even now, there are people who hate me so much that they want to kill me. How can I be so useless? There are countless shortcomings, stupid, slow to do things, No talent, bad temper, offending people as soon as you open your mouth... You see, I can't even find a single advantage."

"Don't say that, you look good." Gu Huai opened his mouth and said an advantage.

"This advantage belongs to you now." I sadly pointed out the fact.

"You are still very kind." Gu Huai added, "If you hadn't reminded me today, I would have died."

"I remind you because you use my body." I said, "I'm so handsome, so I don't want to be smashed into a lump of meat sauce."

"Uh, okay. Before that, the money I spent in the hospital, the medicine I bought, the nurses I hired... didn't all depend on your help." Gu Huai continued to give examples, "I remember that you clearly hated me at first. I killed other people, but I am not as kind as you. Maybe you will take advantage of my illness and kill me. "

"That's because I'm timid and dare not kill people. Besides, why would I want your life?" I think his idea is inexplicable, "Even if I kill you, Qiu Yicheng won't like me because of it. If I kill someone How dare I, I might as well kill An Yundong and take all his property."

"Why do you suddenly become smart at a time like this..." Gu Huai muttered.

I squinted at him.

"I mean, you are already smarter than most people if you can analyze yourself severely." Gu Huai said seriously, "Have you ever heard a word from Qian Zhongshu?"

"I didn't hear what book, "I don't read much, I like playing games. "

"... Forget it, there are no books." Gu Huai's expression was still serious, but he didn't know why it was a little distorted, "Anfei, you have many advantages in you, but you haven't discovered them yet."

"Then you found out?"

Gu Huai raised his head and thought for a while, then shook his head regretfully, and said, "I accidentally discovered another shortcoming of yours just now."

Depend on!

"Haha, just teasing you. Anfei, you are very good. You have many, many beautiful things about you, and you are very, very pleasing. It's just that you don't want to believe it. Even if I show you one by one now, you will only cover it up." Close your ears and eyes and refuse to admit it. But if you are willing to give me and yourself some time, and trust me a little more, we can discover them together." Gu Huai, no, my eyes are so beautiful, like moonlight A stream of amber-colored clear springs glowed softly.

He looked at me with such eyes, and said to me with a voice as soft as petals: "Stay here, Anfei."

This is the first time someone said "you are fine" to me; it was also the first time someone said so many words, not to drive me away, but to let me "stay".

Although this is a very annoying guy, but maybe he will tell a little truth now and then.

I calculated in my heart, considering how true or false what this guy said, and considering how intense pain I would bear when I saw him get along with Qiu Yicheng in the future.

The balance in my heart is gradually swinging.I couldn't help laughing at myself.What a good-for-nothing guy, anyone who waved at me, I was like a pug, I couldn't help but want to run towards that person.

"I, I think..." I said.

"Beer, so cold! Beer, so cold!"

This is my voice, but it's not what I'm saying now, and it sounds very funny.I looked at Gu Huai suspiciously, the voice seemed to come from him.

Under my gaze, Gu Huai calmly reached out his hand and took out his mobile phone from his pocket, and took a look: "Oh, there's a call."

This bastard! ! !

I don't believe any of his words anymore!He actually took my lines and cut a ghost audio!And frantically used it as a mobile phone ringtone!

One end of the balance in my heart instantly sank to the bottom.I made a decisive decision not to leave. From now on, I will whisper in his ear every day. I want to stay here and annoy him to death!

I glared at Gu Huai viciously, Gu Huai looked innocent, and raised the phone to signal: "It's your brother."