little fox's boyfriend

Zhang Yujin smiled lightly, "A person like me has a future?"

After she spoke several words in succession, her pronunciation gradually returned to normal, and she spoke much more fluently.

Jing Li didn't want to provoke her, so he followed her and said, "Yes, everyone has it. Yu Jin, I know you must hate me, but do you really want my life? If there is no Without me, can you really get the happiness you want?"

The people behind did not answer, Jing Li said softly: "If you think that after I die, all conflicts can be resolved, and you can also get relief, then you can do it, I won't resist."

This is actually said with eight points of sincerity.Jing Li thought, I am really tired from living.If one knife goes down, everyone can be freed...

He also knows that this kind of thinking is too naive, and he is irresponsible to himself and others, but he has experienced too many things in the short six months, and he really doesn't want to live more vigorously.

He slowly closed his eyes, and then he heard someone shout: "Zhang Yujin!" followed by a loud "bang".When he opened his eyes, he saw Kong Jialuo leaping to his side, embracing him in panic, while Zhang Yujin was slapped on the face by him, and fell heavily to the ground.The knife in her hand was also thrown far away on the ground, Jing Li only then realized that it was a very small folding knife.

At this time, a large group of people suddenly rushed into the small private room.Xiao Nan and A'Zhu rushed over with many guests. A young girl with ponytails and who seemed to be a nursing home nurse squeezed through the crowd and ran to Zhang Yujin's side, helping her from the ground Standing up, he asked nervously, "Miss Zhang, why are you here? How are you doing?"

Jing Li immediately reached out to touch his neck, there was no wound or blood.In a trance, he raised his head and looked at Kong Jialuo, feeling as if he was dreaming.

Kong Jialuo held him tightly in his arms, and Jing Li felt that his whole body was shaking, so he hurriedly said, "Don't worry, I'm fine."

"Ok!"

Jing Li glanced at the pale Zhang Yujin, and said to him: "She won't really do anything to me, she's just joking with me, don't worry."

Kong Jialuo nodded hurriedly, and said "um" again, not only did not let go, but hugged him even tighter.

Zhang Yujin shook off the young nurse's hand, first stood there for a while, limped, and walked slowly towards the door.Kong Jialuo hurriedly asked, "Yu Jin. You...where are you going?"

Zhang Yujin turned her head slightly and looked at him. His gaze was unfamiliar to Kong Jialuo, which made him flustered suddenly, and his heart beat almost uncontrollably.

"You ask me? Why do you ask me? Does my life have anything to do with you?"

Kong Jialuo opened his mouth in surprise.

"Kong Jialuo, ask yourself? What do you think of me these years? Do you think of me as a person? Whenever you tell me, you don't love me, you don't like me, you don't need me, you are with me We are not happy together at all, but if you are willing to say a word! Am I shameless? Am I not proud? Am I placing all my hopes on you? You don’t! You just want to be a good person, a model boyfriend and a model husband, A good model man. And I am a homeless, useless woman! What you give me is always sympathy, pity, all I have to do is wait to be taken care of by you, taken in by you, and arranged by you Go anywhere."

"Yu Jin!" Kong Jialuo couldn't help trembling, and looked at her in disbelief, "You...why do you think so, have I treated you badly for so many years? All my hopes I want you to live well..."

"You want me to live?" Zhang Yujin sneered, "Why do you let me live instead of me wanting to live? Is it up to you whether my life will continue or end? I am dead Still alive, shouldn’t I be the one to decide? Yes, you are great, you think the world is so beautiful, so you saved me! But no one helped me through the rest of the miserable days, life would be better than death, the result I became a weak and incompetent patient who wanted to die, and you became a hero of justice? Is that what you thought, did you do this?"

Kong Jialuo stared at her blankly.Everyone present looked at each other in blank dismay, speechless.

Zhang Yujin suddenly let out a series of long laughs, and swayed from side to side for a while.She raised her head slowly, and swept over everyone's faces, seeing everyone's surprised and disgusted expressions, she couldn't help feeling even more amused.

"I know what you are thinking. This woman is crazy. She doesn't know what to do. She doesn't know how to cherish everything in front of her. She doesn't understand the sacrifices made by others. But, did I say that I need it? Whether it is marriage Divorce is not what I need!" She turned her head again, looked at Kong Jialuo and Jing Li, and said, "I do need love, but what I want is love that is willing. It's not pity, it's not sympathy. I, Zhang Yu In this life, Jin will never need to be handed over by others."

"Kong Jialuo, from now on, whether I live or die has nothing to do with you."

She walked towards the door, and everyone involuntarily made way for her.Of course, most of them were intimidated by her.Everyone knows that this is a crazy woman, if you push her, she will kill someone.

Jing Li watched silently as she gradually drifted away and disappeared without a trace.Suddenly, his arm sank, but Kong Jialuo, who had been hugging him, suddenly lost his legs and knelt on the floor.Everyone exclaimed and leaned forward, but saw that his face was pale, like a dead man, his eyes were closed tightly, and he had lost consciousness.

When Kong Jialuo woke up faintly, he found himself lying on the hospital bed.He stared at the ceiling with a blank mind for a full 10 minutes before slowly turning his head and looking towards the bed.

Jing Li was sitting next to him, and when he saw him wake up, he quickly bent down and held his hand.

"What about her?"

"Xiao Nan has asked a friend to look for it, but there is no news yet."

The two looked at each other, looking at each other.After a while, Kong Jialuo finally couldn't help crying.

"Why is this happening! Jingli, why? I can't figure it out! I treat her better than myself. I don't want her to die. I almost desperately tried to save her, but she still Blame me? Could it be, is it wrong for me to save people?"

"Jialuo," Jing Li sighed softly, "what's wrong with you? You're right. But, do you know? A gentleman doesn't eat what comes at him! For her, a life without dignity is worse than death .”

Kong Jialuo stared at him blankly, then suddenly buried his head in Jing Li's arms, and then burst into tears.Jing Li lowered his eyes and put his arms around his trembling shoulders.

"It's okay, don't be sad, her life is up to her. If she wants to live, she will do everything she can to live. If she wants to die, you can save it once, not twice, three times, one hundred time."

"Jia Luo. Everyone has his own choice. Let's let others go and let ourselves go."

Kong Jialuo raised his eyes and looked at him, then slowly stretched out his hand and hugged him tightly.

"Jing Li, thank God, you are still here."

"I'll always be here."

——END