After talking nonsense with Xiao Nan, Kong Jialuo lay on the bed, ready to fall asleep.

What are you trying to figure out?

Kong Jialuo hadn't thought about it.He was convinced that he was not gay, and although he hadn't had any serious love affairs over the years, there were still quite a few ambiguous objects.He is handsome, has a good temper, has a sweet mouth, and his grades belong to the kind that doesn't go up or down, so there is no pressure to get along with him at all.He knows how to joke, knows how to measure, and always takes care of girls' face. Regardless of middle school or university, there are quite a few people who chase after him overtly or secretly.There are also a few of them that I like, but the chats have not been discussed in depth, the relationship is not deep, and there is no deep impression on each other.

He has never questioned his sexuality at all.

If it wasn't for Jing Li who disguised himself as a woman, I wouldn't have any interest in him.After all, I am a color control.

It's human nature to like to make friends with beautiful people.

And according to my own observation in the past two days, Jing Li has a good personality, quiet and calm, warm-hearted and kind-hearted, quite likable.With many friends and many paths, Kong Jialuo is still happy in his heart.

For half a month, Kong Jialuo ran to the second floor of the library of S University every afternoon without warning, even more diligently than the students of the school.His fictitious thesis of [-] words has already been written.When Jing Li showed him the final draft, he was really apologetic in his heart.

When he invited Jing Li to dinner, Jing Li chose a Sichuan restaurant and ordered two dishes and one soup, and he kindly avoided the explosively spicy dishes, while explaining that he is from Sichuan and has always had a strong taste, I'm afraid he won't like it.

In fact, Kong Jialuo can eat spicy food very well. Hearing Jing Li seriously explain this to himself, he felt happier, and hurriedly waved his hand and said, "Don't worry, I can eat spicy food."

Jing Li looked at him for a while, then smiled.

He often laughs, but most of them are polite, but at this moment, Kong Jialuo thinks he is really happy.

During the meal, Kong Jialuo asked him if he could drink. When he was surprised, Jing Li said that beer and white wine are fine.So the two ordered six bottles and drank them all.

If it weren't for the consideration of going to the library to read at night, Kong Jialuo would not mind drinking more.His drinking capacity is average. The last time he drank with Xiao Nan and his group, he started to faint after drinking about a pinch. Fortunately, he just wanted to sleep and could do nothing when he was drunk.After all, he was not that familiar with Jingli, so he didn't dare to be aggressive.

The kongjalo served at this meal was pleasing to the eye.When he was drunk, he looked at the person opposite, and found that his cheeks were a little rosy, and his eyes were watery, which was even more attractive than looking at him in the daylight.

He couldn't help sighing again: What kind of fairy beauty is this.ah!

Jing Li didn't know what he was thinking, he looked at the time while eating, then raised his head and asked, "It's already 07:30, shall we still go to the library?"

Kong Jialuo smiled, "You have the final say."

Jing Li tilted his head and bit his chopsticks.Kong Jialuo discovered that he likes to bite something in his mouth when he is meditating, the pen when writing, the chopsticks when eating, and the case of his mobile phone when he has neither.If this action is done by others, it will look very girly.The problem is that Jing Li's small and natural movements make him extraordinarily cute.

His teeth are very white and neat.His mouth was faintly red and slightly upturned.

Kong Jialuo couldn't help laughing. "Or, let's go for a run on the playground!"

Jing Li nodded, "Okay! But let's go back to the dormitory and change into some convenient pants and shoes, right?"

Kong Jialuo was taken aback for a moment, and then he realized that Jing Li didn't even know that he was not a student of S University.For a moment, he really wanted to tell the truth, but he felt weird again.If you are not from our school, why do you come to take public classes, why do you come to the library to read every night, and you can see ninety o'clock just by looking at it?

There is no way to explain it.

He looked down at his trousers. Fortunately, the trousers were not tight, and the shoes were also sneakers, which was convenient.

"I'm not going to change, my suit is suitable. Do you want to change? I'll wait for you downstairs."

Jing Li gave a "hmm" and said, "Okay."

The playground of S University is not too big, with a lap of 400 meters and a plastic bottom. There are more people running at night than expected.The two of them ran slowly in circles for a while, and walked for a while.Jing Li suddenly said, "Kong Jialuo, is your WeChat name Xinnian Jiajia?"

"Ah."

"Sorry, I don't use WeChat very often, I just saw it last night."

"Ah."

"Thank you for reading books with me in the library every day. People in my dormitory form a group to play games every night. I thought it was too noisy, so I had to hide out. In fact, I know that reading all the time is boring. So, thank you."

"No thanks!" Kong Jialuo felt joy in his heart, "I really like reading." He thought to himself, it's no wonder.

Jing Li was silent for a while, and said: "Actually, writing a thesis is quite simple for me. You don't have to thank me all the time. Xiao Nan told me that you never go to the library. Kind of place, too boring."

"Ah!" Kong Jialuo was taken aback, he didn't expect Xiao Nan to say this with such a big mouth, he was a little embarrassed and said, "When did he tell you?"

Jing Li smiled, "I will go to the studio every Saturday morning, and he and his girlfriend will also go. They talked to me about you, saying that you are very smart, and you can get good grades in the exam without studying dead books."

Hearing these words, Kong Jialuo was extremely embarrassed.He really didn't like studying back then, and his grades kept going up and down, and he didn't pass the S University.In terms of smartness or not, Xiao Nan and Zhu Lin are the ones.

He suddenly thought of Zhang Yujin again, she is the real smart person, smart and hardworking, if she didn't want to go to a university with him back then, even Qingbei would be no problem.Thinking of these old events, his heart was like a heavy hammer, a dull pain.

He is sorry for Zhang Yujin.But he didn't know what to do.

He fell silent and just ran forward slowly.When he doesn't speak, Jing Li is also very quiet.The two ran around the playground for four or ten minutes. They were tired and out of breath, so they stopped and walked slowly.It wasn't until nine o'clock that the two said goodbye to each other.

On the return bus, Jing Li sent the first WeChat message: Tomorrow, the library, are you still coming?

Thinking of Jiajia: Well, come on.

Mu Zijing: Well, old time.

Thinking of Jiajia: Well, good.

Thinking of Jiajia: By the way, what does your WeChat name mean?

Mu Zijing: My mother's surname is Li.

Thinking of Jiajia: Oh oh.That's it.

Thinking of Jiajia: (a small expression of patting the butt and saying that the baby is good)

Mu Zijing: Because she died.

Kong Jialuo suddenly took a breath.His fingers on WeChat were frozen in mid-air, not knowing what to say would be safer.He said that when he died was too sudden, although he couldn't see the other person's face, Kong Jialuo still felt that his tone didn't seem to have any ups and downs of emotion.

He didn't reply for a long time, and Jing Li didn't say anything again.

The next day in the library, when the two met, Jing Li came early and nodded slightly to him.The two of them didn't say anything else, they read quietly.

In order to be a perfect accompanying reader, Kong Jialuo finally changed his inertia of 20 years and began to calm down and read.At the beginning, he didn't know what he should read, so he couldn't help but observe what books Jing Li was reading, and found that the other party could read all kinds of books, including design, psychology, philosophy, history, Zen, and even romance. I read some martial arts and horror novels.He found more and more that the other party was a person he couldn't figure out, like a secluded deep spring, which looked clear and bright on the surface, but actually had no bottom.

The more he couldn't figure it out, the more excited Kong Jialuo became.

One day, Jing Li borrowed a thick book, put it on the seat, and went to the bathroom.Kong Jialuo poked his head out curiously to look, and saw that he himself had actually wrapped a cover with a word: "Forbidden". He felt amused for a while, and when he came back, he pointed to the book and asked, "What kind of book is this forbidden?" ?”

He was indeed joking, but Jing Li looked at him very solemnly, and said after a while, "You didn't turn it over, did you?"

Kong Jialuo was taken aback, then shook his head, "I won't just look at other people's stuff."

"No," Jing Li was a little embarrassed, "I didn't mean that. I was afraid of scaring you."

"Just kidding, what book would scare me?"

Jing Li was silent for a while, suddenly the corners of his mouth turned up, he smiled slightly, and said, "Really, aren't you afraid?"

When he said that, Kong Jialuo became very curious, and immediately stretched his neck, "No!"

Jing Li tapped the book twice with his fingers, and then slowly turned a page.Kong Jialuo glanced at it, and almost cried out, his stomach churned, and he almost spit out his dinner.

This is an "Illustrated Book of Corpse Changes". On the page that Jing Li opened, there was a large color photo printed on it, a half-decomposed skull with wriggling maggots crawling in its eye sockets.Although it was just a color picture, Kong Jialuo saw it and felt that the maggot was about to pop out of the book.

"Fuck!" Kong Jialuo couldn't help but swear in a low voice, "What kind of perverted taste do you have!"

Jing Li closed the book, glanced at him, saw Kong Jialuo frowning at him slightly, and said in a low voice: "You won't be afraid if you say so."

"Eh~" Kong Jialuo was a little speechless, after thinking for a long time, he asked again: "Why are you watching this?"

"No reason, just curiosity."

"..."

"When a person dies, he will slowly rot and lose all dignity. No matter how beautiful a person is, he is equally ugly after death. Therefore, it is best to live and cherish every day of life."

Jing Li said softly: "Compared with death, nothing is important. Fame and wealth are not important, money is not important, love and family affection are not important."

"But, if you don't even have these, is there any point in living?"

"some."

"What's the point?"

"Manage yourself well and don't cause trouble to anyone. This is the meaning of individual life."

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