The wind was getting stronger and stronger, rolling in dark clouds, which were about to overwhelm the world.
Hua Yi is like a tired fish running through things, walking aimlessly on the street.Under the shade of willows, amidst the sound of oars, and at the head of the bridge, the bustling crowd quickened their pace. The vendors packed their bags, the shopkeepers closed their doors, and the tourists left quickly. They all had homes to return to, in order to avoid the coming heavy rain. .
He didn't recognize them, and they didn't recognize him. One negative rumor after another connected them. They feared him, and maybe some people hoped that he would die early and be reborn early, that's all.
Everything in front of me is full of fireworks, gathering all kinds of flavors in the world.Hua Yi suddenly became a bit hypocritical. He felt that all of this had nothing to do with him. He had no father, no mother, and no lover. An unattainable luxury.
Gradually, on this bustling street, Hua Yi no longer sees a single figure, only him, only him in the whole world, with dark clouds unscrupulously pressing on his shoulders, it is difficult to distinguish the feeling in his heart.
The thunder was loud, the wind and cloud were treacherous, and the silver lightning split the sky.
When Song Tan woke up, there was a heavy rain outside the window, it was daytime but it was as dark as dusk, he sat up and stared out the window, the wind and cloud made his mind restless.
Tao Jinnian opened the door without knocking and walked in. His expression was in stark contrast to Song Tan's. Tao Jinnian had a huge smile on his face. He walked up to Song Tan and helped him get out of bed. , "It's not easy for you to come here once, brother has to give you a welcome feast."
Song Tan smiled at him, and obediently let him caress him to go out.
A five-foot-square round table was placed under the corridor, and all kinds of fresh food ingredients had been placed on the table. The charcoal fire was extremely hot, and the two-color base material in the copper pot was already boiling and bubbling.
Listening to the rain hitting plantains and eating refreshing hot pot, it should be considered a pleasant thing.
When Chen Jingze saw them coming out, he quickly stood up, put the dishes and chopsticks in their positions, and asked Song Tan earnestly whether he would eat the clear pot or the spicy pot.
Tao Jinnian and Song Tan took their seats, and before Song Tan could speak, Tao Jinnian said to Chen Jingze: "He is not in good health, just let him eat some light food, and the two of us can eat spicy pot."
Chen Jingze was slightly taken aback, he felt sad for a moment, Tao Jinnian didn't know that he didn't eat spicy food, he couldn't eat anything.With this small awkwardness, he didn't say his taste, but put a lot of ingredients into the spicy pot.
In fact, Song Tan didn't have any appetite, but he didn't want to say it outright for fear of offending Tao Jinnian's kindness.He glanced around the table, pretending to be relaxed and said, "Brother, I want to eat meat."
Tao Jinnian immediately turned into Song Tan's caring "big padded jacket", picked up a few slices of yellow beef with chopsticks and put them into the clear pot, then ordered this ingredient with chopsticks, and then asked Song Tan over and over again Eat this, eat that?
Song Tan was very sensible, and seriously asked Tao Jinnian what he wanted to eat.
Chen Jingze silently picked up the cooked ingredients from the spicy pot, put them in Tao Jinnian's dishes, and picked up another cabbage from the spicy pot by himself, gnawing on it in anger.
Tao Jinnian saw that he only cared about eating by himself, and thought how could this child be so rude. He kicked Chen Jingze under the table calmly, and indicated with his eyes that today's protagonist was the depressed Song Tan. Something should be said to set the mood.
Chen Jingze also had to learn to be sensible, he didn't want his sweetheart to bore him, he swallowed the cabbage in a few mouthfuls indiscriminately, his throat was stimulated by the spicy, burning pain.
He was doing what Tao Jinnian wanted him to do. He looked at the dense rain curtain beside him and said, "It was really a good rain."
Song Tan paused for a moment. Hua Yi also said this. At that time, although he was drowned, people were very happy, and things were also happy, unlike now...
Before they were aware of their strangeness, Song Tan calmed down, and he greeted him: "Yes, it was a good rain."
Chen Jingze really didn't have any warm-up talent, and the atmosphere suddenly became quiet again.Tao Jinnian couldn't hold it back, and while serving Song Tan some food, he yelled at him cursingly: "Didn't the little brat go to school, why can't he speak so much?"
Chen Jingze was also very wronged, he was not a social butterfly in the first place, he put down his chopsticks and looked directly at Tao Jinnian, "Then you can't let me get a few poems out now, right?"
Song Tan's bowls and dishes had already been piled up into a hill from Tao Jinnian's feeding, and Tao Jinnian sat down with satisfaction. He tapped his chopsticks and said, looking at Chen Jingze as a matter of course: "It's okay, then memorize it." .”
Chen Jingze was speechless, "Tao Tao, the last time I was asked to perform reciting poems was at the family banquet when I was seven years old."
Tao Jinnian threw a piece of meat into his mouth to chew, and said disapprovingly, "We will accompany you to reminisce about your childhood, right Tan Tan." Tao Jinnian nudged Song Tan with his elbow.
Listening to what they said, Song Tan slowly felt a bit of joy. He smiled sincerely, nodded, and said to Chen Jingze: "I am happy to accompany you to recall your youth."
Chen Jingze knew that he couldn't escape, so he recited a few words, "Good rain knows the season, hang the southeast branch by yourself."
Tao Jinnian became angry when he heard it, what was he reciting?He is his brother-in-law, and he is his parent. Since ancient times, parents who checked their children's knowledge and found that they did not finish well would beat them up, so Tao Jinnian searched around for rattan canes.
Song Tan saw what he was thinking, and poured Tao Jinnian a cup of wheat tea as if watching a show, "Brother Tao, hit me lightly later."
Chen Jingze was confused, he didn't realize that there was something wrong with his recitation, he scratched his head and asked in doubt: "What's wrong?"
This side beats the child happily, but Hua Yi in the other side doesn't have such a good time.
He let the raindrops cover him, covered his head and face, and drenched his whole body completely, from head to toe, every part of his body was wrapped in cold and damp, and the cold rain made him feel the mighty force more clearly. A mighty sadness rushed towards him.
He opened his eyes slowly, the rain fell on his face, as if he was crying, and he continued to walk slowly and lifelessly.
Pessimism will give birth to more pessimism, he remembered many past events, silently flowing back in front of his eyes.
Everyone envied him that he was born as a high-ranking person, and that he could get riches and honors at his fingertips, but he only knew his sorrows and joys. His blessings were not long-lived. His parents died in front of him one after another, and he was forced to bear everything. Go to the battlefield, win military merits, return to the court, and be a courtier.
No one has ever asked him whether he is willing or not, he has to fulfill his responsibilities.It was hard to understand what love is, but when he turned around, there was no one around him to accompany him, and he thought it was his own fault.
Hua Yi is like a wandering soul, floating in the wind and rain.Suddenly he stopped, and he walked into a narrow alley.
He recognized this alley, and it was the last place Song Tan haunted after his disappearance that day. He had repeatedly investigated here, but found no clues.
There was a destiny in the dark, and the rain washed everything away, but some things were unforgettable——Song Tan began to suffer from this, and their relationship also changed because of this.
Hua Yi untied an object from his waist, it was the silver dagger.
He pulled the scabbard away, and the blade reflected a sharp and indifferent light, and he aimed it at himself.
The shocking scars Song Tan suffered at that time are all vivid in his mind, he should suffer the pain he has suffered...
What's more, he thought that he was a rotten person, so he deserved to suffer some hardships to pay for his past mistakes.So he fell the blade steadily on himself like self-punishment, and blood gushed out from his chest.
Under the neutralization of the rain, it was not so bright red, and a river gathered at his feet.
The rain was getting heavier and heavier, and the hot pot table was still full of laughter and laughter, covering up the sound of the rain and rain.
Song Tan suddenly had heart palpitations for no reason, and Tao Jinnian asked him what was wrong with concern.He shook his head and didn't say anything, he could only have a routine convulsion.
Tao Jinnian was forcing Chen Jingze to perform some kind of talent again, but Chen Jingze would rather die than obey, arguing with him: "Our family does not have the gene to be good at singing and dancing, Tao Tao, please let me go."
Song Tan was taken aback for a moment. Didn't this indirectly mention Tao Jinnian's dead wife? He quickly observed Tao Jinnian's emotions.
However, Tao Jinnian was the same, instead he nodded in agreement, "That's right, your sister was singing with five-tone insufficiency, dancing like an orangutan beating a dog."
Chen Jingze said with a smile: "You dare to say such things. With my sister's temperament, she will definitely give you dreams in the middle of the night and beat you up in your dreams."
Tao Jinnian was not afraid, but instead said, "Then I can't ask for it."
There are six words in total, full of nostalgia.Chen Jingze shut up, and started to eat the vegetables in the spicy pot again.
Song Tan was thoughtful, did Tao Jinnian put it down? No.Did he let go, and no.
But when he saw Tao Jinnian like this, everything became clear. It turned out that not every relationship has to be together for a lifetime. For a long time, a person's life is nothing but a flash.Why care about the size of a moment?
Hua Yi leaned against the rough wall, his whole body collapsed, and he fell to the ground.
No matter how many times Song Tan was hit, he stabbed himself with the heart of punishment.
As the blood loss intensified, the real world in front of him receded into the background, and he had hallucinations as if he could not resist. He saw himself when he was a child, and saw his loving parents. That was the happiest time in his life. .
Then he saw Song Tan again, and sure enough, as Tao Jinnian said, he wanted to see Song Tan in his youth like Shui Cong.
The little boy smiled at him and intertwined with the image of the adult Song Tan. Hua Yi knew that everything was fake, and only heard the phantom Song Tan say: "I can die for you, can you?"
The author has something to say:
Brother Menghua dog started to punish himself
He really knows his attitude is wrong
The chasing wife crematorium is here, it's really coming
If you have any insights, you must say it. I really care about the feedback of the comments.
When I saw the number of words today, I was shocked that there were so many (compared with other authors), but I didn’t even think that I could stick to it until now.
It is also reading everyone’s comments every day that encourages me to move forward.
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Hua Yi is like a tired fish running through things, walking aimlessly on the street.Under the shade of willows, amidst the sound of oars, and at the head of the bridge, the bustling crowd quickened their pace. The vendors packed their bags, the shopkeepers closed their doors, and the tourists left quickly. They all had homes to return to, in order to avoid the coming heavy rain. .
He didn't recognize them, and they didn't recognize him. One negative rumor after another connected them. They feared him, and maybe some people hoped that he would die early and be reborn early, that's all.
Everything in front of me is full of fireworks, gathering all kinds of flavors in the world.Hua Yi suddenly became a bit hypocritical. He felt that all of this had nothing to do with him. He had no father, no mother, and no lover. An unattainable luxury.
Gradually, on this bustling street, Hua Yi no longer sees a single figure, only him, only him in the whole world, with dark clouds unscrupulously pressing on his shoulders, it is difficult to distinguish the feeling in his heart.
The thunder was loud, the wind and cloud were treacherous, and the silver lightning split the sky.
When Song Tan woke up, there was a heavy rain outside the window, it was daytime but it was as dark as dusk, he sat up and stared out the window, the wind and cloud made his mind restless.
Tao Jinnian opened the door without knocking and walked in. His expression was in stark contrast to Song Tan's. Tao Jinnian had a huge smile on his face. He walked up to Song Tan and helped him get out of bed. , "It's not easy for you to come here once, brother has to give you a welcome feast."
Song Tan smiled at him, and obediently let him caress him to go out.
A five-foot-square round table was placed under the corridor, and all kinds of fresh food ingredients had been placed on the table. The charcoal fire was extremely hot, and the two-color base material in the copper pot was already boiling and bubbling.
Listening to the rain hitting plantains and eating refreshing hot pot, it should be considered a pleasant thing.
When Chen Jingze saw them coming out, he quickly stood up, put the dishes and chopsticks in their positions, and asked Song Tan earnestly whether he would eat the clear pot or the spicy pot.
Tao Jinnian and Song Tan took their seats, and before Song Tan could speak, Tao Jinnian said to Chen Jingze: "He is not in good health, just let him eat some light food, and the two of us can eat spicy pot."
Chen Jingze was slightly taken aback, he felt sad for a moment, Tao Jinnian didn't know that he didn't eat spicy food, he couldn't eat anything.With this small awkwardness, he didn't say his taste, but put a lot of ingredients into the spicy pot.
In fact, Song Tan didn't have any appetite, but he didn't want to say it outright for fear of offending Tao Jinnian's kindness.He glanced around the table, pretending to be relaxed and said, "Brother, I want to eat meat."
Tao Jinnian immediately turned into Song Tan's caring "big padded jacket", picked up a few slices of yellow beef with chopsticks and put them into the clear pot, then ordered this ingredient with chopsticks, and then asked Song Tan over and over again Eat this, eat that?
Song Tan was very sensible, and seriously asked Tao Jinnian what he wanted to eat.
Chen Jingze silently picked up the cooked ingredients from the spicy pot, put them in Tao Jinnian's dishes, and picked up another cabbage from the spicy pot by himself, gnawing on it in anger.
Tao Jinnian saw that he only cared about eating by himself, and thought how could this child be so rude. He kicked Chen Jingze under the table calmly, and indicated with his eyes that today's protagonist was the depressed Song Tan. Something should be said to set the mood.
Chen Jingze also had to learn to be sensible, he didn't want his sweetheart to bore him, he swallowed the cabbage in a few mouthfuls indiscriminately, his throat was stimulated by the spicy, burning pain.
He was doing what Tao Jinnian wanted him to do. He looked at the dense rain curtain beside him and said, "It was really a good rain."
Song Tan paused for a moment. Hua Yi also said this. At that time, although he was drowned, people were very happy, and things were also happy, unlike now...
Before they were aware of their strangeness, Song Tan calmed down, and he greeted him: "Yes, it was a good rain."
Chen Jingze really didn't have any warm-up talent, and the atmosphere suddenly became quiet again.Tao Jinnian couldn't hold it back, and while serving Song Tan some food, he yelled at him cursingly: "Didn't the little brat go to school, why can't he speak so much?"
Chen Jingze was also very wronged, he was not a social butterfly in the first place, he put down his chopsticks and looked directly at Tao Jinnian, "Then you can't let me get a few poems out now, right?"
Song Tan's bowls and dishes had already been piled up into a hill from Tao Jinnian's feeding, and Tao Jinnian sat down with satisfaction. He tapped his chopsticks and said, looking at Chen Jingze as a matter of course: "It's okay, then memorize it." .”
Chen Jingze was speechless, "Tao Tao, the last time I was asked to perform reciting poems was at the family banquet when I was seven years old."
Tao Jinnian threw a piece of meat into his mouth to chew, and said disapprovingly, "We will accompany you to reminisce about your childhood, right Tan Tan." Tao Jinnian nudged Song Tan with his elbow.
Listening to what they said, Song Tan slowly felt a bit of joy. He smiled sincerely, nodded, and said to Chen Jingze: "I am happy to accompany you to recall your youth."
Chen Jingze knew that he couldn't escape, so he recited a few words, "Good rain knows the season, hang the southeast branch by yourself."
Tao Jinnian became angry when he heard it, what was he reciting?He is his brother-in-law, and he is his parent. Since ancient times, parents who checked their children's knowledge and found that they did not finish well would beat them up, so Tao Jinnian searched around for rattan canes.
Song Tan saw what he was thinking, and poured Tao Jinnian a cup of wheat tea as if watching a show, "Brother Tao, hit me lightly later."
Chen Jingze was confused, he didn't realize that there was something wrong with his recitation, he scratched his head and asked in doubt: "What's wrong?"
This side beats the child happily, but Hua Yi in the other side doesn't have such a good time.
He let the raindrops cover him, covered his head and face, and drenched his whole body completely, from head to toe, every part of his body was wrapped in cold and damp, and the cold rain made him feel the mighty force more clearly. A mighty sadness rushed towards him.
He opened his eyes slowly, the rain fell on his face, as if he was crying, and he continued to walk slowly and lifelessly.
Pessimism will give birth to more pessimism, he remembered many past events, silently flowing back in front of his eyes.
Everyone envied him that he was born as a high-ranking person, and that he could get riches and honors at his fingertips, but he only knew his sorrows and joys. His blessings were not long-lived. His parents died in front of him one after another, and he was forced to bear everything. Go to the battlefield, win military merits, return to the court, and be a courtier.
No one has ever asked him whether he is willing or not, he has to fulfill his responsibilities.It was hard to understand what love is, but when he turned around, there was no one around him to accompany him, and he thought it was his own fault.
Hua Yi is like a wandering soul, floating in the wind and rain.Suddenly he stopped, and he walked into a narrow alley.
He recognized this alley, and it was the last place Song Tan haunted after his disappearance that day. He had repeatedly investigated here, but found no clues.
There was a destiny in the dark, and the rain washed everything away, but some things were unforgettable——Song Tan began to suffer from this, and their relationship also changed because of this.
Hua Yi untied an object from his waist, it was the silver dagger.
He pulled the scabbard away, and the blade reflected a sharp and indifferent light, and he aimed it at himself.
The shocking scars Song Tan suffered at that time are all vivid in his mind, he should suffer the pain he has suffered...
What's more, he thought that he was a rotten person, so he deserved to suffer some hardships to pay for his past mistakes.So he fell the blade steadily on himself like self-punishment, and blood gushed out from his chest.
Under the neutralization of the rain, it was not so bright red, and a river gathered at his feet.
The rain was getting heavier and heavier, and the hot pot table was still full of laughter and laughter, covering up the sound of the rain and rain.
Song Tan suddenly had heart palpitations for no reason, and Tao Jinnian asked him what was wrong with concern.He shook his head and didn't say anything, he could only have a routine convulsion.
Tao Jinnian was forcing Chen Jingze to perform some kind of talent again, but Chen Jingze would rather die than obey, arguing with him: "Our family does not have the gene to be good at singing and dancing, Tao Tao, please let me go."
Song Tan was taken aback for a moment. Didn't this indirectly mention Tao Jinnian's dead wife? He quickly observed Tao Jinnian's emotions.
However, Tao Jinnian was the same, instead he nodded in agreement, "That's right, your sister was singing with five-tone insufficiency, dancing like an orangutan beating a dog."
Chen Jingze said with a smile: "You dare to say such things. With my sister's temperament, she will definitely give you dreams in the middle of the night and beat you up in your dreams."
Tao Jinnian was not afraid, but instead said, "Then I can't ask for it."
There are six words in total, full of nostalgia.Chen Jingze shut up, and started to eat the vegetables in the spicy pot again.
Song Tan was thoughtful, did Tao Jinnian put it down? No.Did he let go, and no.
But when he saw Tao Jinnian like this, everything became clear. It turned out that not every relationship has to be together for a lifetime. For a long time, a person's life is nothing but a flash.Why care about the size of a moment?
Hua Yi leaned against the rough wall, his whole body collapsed, and he fell to the ground.
No matter how many times Song Tan was hit, he stabbed himself with the heart of punishment.
As the blood loss intensified, the real world in front of him receded into the background, and he had hallucinations as if he could not resist. He saw himself when he was a child, and saw his loving parents. That was the happiest time in his life. .
Then he saw Song Tan again, and sure enough, as Tao Jinnian said, he wanted to see Song Tan in his youth like Shui Cong.
The little boy smiled at him and intertwined with the image of the adult Song Tan. Hua Yi knew that everything was fake, and only heard the phantom Song Tan say: "I can die for you, can you?"
The author has something to say:
Brother Menghua dog started to punish himself
He really knows his attitude is wrong
The chasing wife crematorium is here, it's really coming
If you have any insights, you must say it. I really care about the feedback of the comments.
When I saw the number of words today, I was shocked that there were so many (compared with other authors), but I didn’t even think that I could stick to it until now.
It is also reading everyone’s comments every day that encourages me to move forward.
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