hold peck

This postscript was originally only 6.26 words, and it was written on [-], the International Anti-Drug Day, the second day after the manuscript was deposited.

But now there are more than 4000 words.

There is a lot of nonsense, mainly written to myself.

1.

This article is wild and full of blood, and the stories of the previous generation are written in a rather obscure and one-sided manner. I originally wanted to make a timeline, but I am so lazy.

I originally said that I would no longer write stories about adults, but I like He Jin and Feng Sikai so much. I wrote a little bit of it on Weibo before the college entrance examination. , or read the new article next door for Fanwai, the chapter "Homework".

Whether I will write again in the future is uncertain, just let it happen, Weibo and Changpei will be updated simultaneously.

To add a little more, Xu Wenyan is actually a very good anti-narcotics policeman.

For many years after he left, his wife, younger brother, and son had nowhere to visit his grave.But later, when his photo was finally able to see the light of day again, He Zhi and Xu Peck went to He Jin's small glass lattice to see them together.

Afraid of being embarrassed by adults, He Zhi turned his head and whispered to Yuanyuan, "Our dad is really handsome."

2.

Ah, one more thing.

He was cremated.The boss let him go as he wished, and the pinch in his heart was put into a small bottle by He Jin and worn around his neck for many years, and finally became the same ashes with her.

I seem to have always liked men with only a few lines written on the side.

The last favorite was Gu Chenxing's father, and now He Zhi's father.

#Guardian the world's best Feng Sikai#

3.

I can't remember how this article suddenly jumped in line. I was going to enter the entertainment circle!

It seems that I suddenly want to go retro, be more old-fashioned, write about a little bastard, and then write about a little pitiful.

But I really didn't expect that the little pitiful was just pretending to be pitiful, and the little gangster was a nympho.

Especially He Zhi, a good-for-nothing, when I put the "strong" tag on, it was you who made me feel weaker!

There was one interruption in the middle, which is more than two months for you, but it takes longer for me.

At the beginning, after writing 10,000+ words in one breath, I suddenly felt that I couldn't write smoothly, so I stopped.

After a break, I re-updated. I was worried that the writing of their characters would go astray, but after writing it and re-checking it, at least I passed this test, and I was relieved.

Fortunately, you have grown into impressive plump appearance.

4.

The cps in this book have one thing in common.

Unlike Shuai, they are all pretty boys.

I am so happy.

5.

I don't know if anyone likes Qin Zheng.

I like.sorry.

Probably because he's the only good-looking one.

From a rich second generation who doesn't even have a name and who is simply a sb, to the second young master who makes me feel a little bit reluctant after offline, the transformation seems to be expected.

I also thought for a second or two, if Xu Si hadn't had any accidents when he was a child, and Qin Zheng's rebellious period hadn't been so evil, then he and Xu Peck would have completely different endings.

But after a second or two, the idea was automatically abandoned.

When I watched it before, when I encountered a villain with a slightly more complicated personality who seemed to like the protagonist, I couldn't help but stand up to the cult for a while.And if the author will really write such a side story, I will be very surprised.

But when it's your turn to write, think about it or forget it.

It's different, my fairy tale has only one ending, no matter how many times I repeat it, Xu Peck and He Zhi will always be the only one destined for each other.

And even if I ask Qin Zheng now if he wants to be reborn with his memories to the moment when he pinched Xiao Xu's face and made fun of him when he was a child, he will probably just sneer and be too lazy to talk to me.

(So ​​fuck off you rich asshole!)

About whether the handsome guy fell in love with someone after he grew up, and whether he never forgot anyone is his own business, so I won’t write about it.

Who made him so rich, we poor people from another world have no ability to understand.

But I will wish him a good life. At an age when he is no longer rebellious and has the ability to make decisions that he will not regret, he will fall in love with someone who is not the shadow of anyone, but only comes for him.

6.

The copywriting of this article is currently my favorite four-line character. At first, I was still hesitating whether to write this kind of subject matter. After all, my self-positioning is a happy typewriter.

But after writing these four lines, I feel sorry for such an educated typewriter if I don't write them

I don’t know if I will have the opportunity to surpass myself in the future, and it doesn’t matter if I don’t, after all, I really love you, my little friends.

will always love.

7.

Thanks so much for all the favorites, all the comments, all the responses.

Writing is a lonely thing.

I was prepared to be forgotten when I came back after such a long break, but when I saw that there are really so many treasures still waiting, I was very surprised and moved.

I really like that some sisters said, "It is written like a fairy tale", and I feel very, very happy to see it.

I like realistic group portraits with a sense of picture, and I also like montage love short films that do not seek logic. From the upper part of Xue Jiayin's extravaganza to test the water, this article often belongs to the latter.

Personally, I said that the writing was very cool, and sometimes I even felt like I was dreaming after writing.

But the disadvantage is that it seems to be a bit too stream-conscious. I haven't even written a tenth of the lives of the supporting characters. It seems that there are quite a lot of sisters who are too vague to understand, but let's just let it go.

Take Xu Ji'an for example, although I wrote about him, I actually don't know him very well, and I don't want to know him in depth.

I just record them as a bystander.

The word "sickness" seems to be quite suitable for most people in this article, but my original intention of writing this story is not to write about a group of mental patients hurting each other.

——What I want to write is a group of weird people who get together to keep each other warm.

The ending with a wedding probably fulfilled my original intention of Kamijou, and also conformed to the retro and old-fashioned in the original idea.

But I like this kind of thing very much, after all, life is tacky.

Like watching a movie, there are thousands of personal aesthetics. Many people like David Fincher, but not everyone who likes them can understand his expressions, but everyone still likes him.

I am very envious, but I have to admit that if I want to continue to be non-mainstream and be able to be non-mainstream with ease, I still need to go through a long period of tempering.

As far as the immature style of writing is concerned, it is probably more like the kind of fake literary film that occasionally has a few clips that catch people, but there are always people who can't help but leave in the middle of the film for various reasons.

——It's the kind of pretentious movies that the bad movie reader He Zhi hates the most.

——It's a pity that I was invited to star in this kind of pretentious movie.

It seems to be quite interesting (I won’t change the finished one anyway haha

It's over.It seems that even the epilogue has begun to have a stream of consciousness after writing this.I shut up.

I don't know the style of the next article, but since it's a scumbag with no abuse and double learning, it's probably happier.

Read it as it is written, anyway, the future will be long.

8.

The earliest names for this story were "Xu Si" and "Cheng Jiao".

When I create characters, I have always been very casual, no outline, purely based on the mood of the moment.

It was decided that the little bastard x little pitiful were the protagonists. When I was looking through the memo, I saw these two names that I could not find in my memory.

I don't know if some people think that Cheng Yao and Si Si's love is inexplicable.

In fact, in my original setting, their first encounter will be more complicated and longer, but every time I write, I always feel that I will fall into a cliché that even I can't bear, so I still delete it.

Just when love occasionally looks like an unreasonable wind.

Cheng Jiao fell in love with Xu Si because of love at first sight, pity, and a menacing tornado.

And Xu Si's love for Cheng Jiao came from the monsoon that occasionally sent the fragrance of distant flowers in the lonely end of winter.

9.

Speaking of which, Xu Peck still took his younger brother's surname.

10.

He Zhi, Xu Peck.Hold pecks.

It's not a very good name, and I can't remember how it was settled. I just remember that I seemed to change it back and forth many times, and finally I seemed to slap my head and type these words.

But I think you two should think it's not bad, right? (rebuttal invalid)

Plus, ha.

The name of Supor was decided when I looked up and saw the "Supor" packing box in the corner of my house when I wrote about him.

The name of Suning was decided when I went to the home appliance city and found that Suning and Supor were very close.

In the future, if I have the opportunity, I will buy a pair of treasures in my own home.

11.

I really like the linkage of characters, and every time I write a little bit around the bush.

Except for Li Musen, Director Peng, Qiu Ran, Nie Ziyu, and Yang Youting, who intersect with the protagonists of the two men's literature, the men who are doctors all work in the same hospital for the three completed books (including the small brain romance).

Then, everyone who has read "Love Letter" should not have noticed that the light source imaging studio is on the 17th floor of Zhengxing Building A, and Xingsu is on the 6th floor of Zhengxing Plaza in Building B.

Ji Wanxuan and He Zhi work in the same area in the central area of ​​Yancheng, but I don't know if they have met or not. After all, they don't know each other, and they are passers-by when they rub shoulders.

But their roots actually go deeper.

On the small balcony of the black Internet cafe in the back street in the letter, on a snowy night long ago, a boy named Shen Fang was standing there lighting a cigarette, and saw two strange boys kissing on the street.

Later, another boy named "He Zhi" saw him and his boyfriend holding hands and kissing under the flickering street lights.

Later, He Zhi's little boyfriend Xu Peck became Shen Fang's college student in the same college.

At Shen Fang's graduation ceremony, He Zhi went to pick up Xu Peck, who was a volunteer, and happened to meet Ji Wanxuan who was asking Yuanyuan for directions.

The peacock man He Zhi didn't recognize this man at that time, but he had a strong sense of belief in opening his screen, no matter who the other party was, provocation first.

But later, when Xu Peck went to pick up Yuanyuan at the reunion of his college classmates, he ran into Ji Wanxuan who came to pick up Senior Shen again.

This time he seemed to remember something.

But He Zhi didn't say a word, but when they were waiting for someone on the side of the road together, he passed a cigarette to Mr. Ji who had successfully quit smoking for no reason, and thought lightly: "Thank you for the education of love back then."

He Zhi and Xu Pecking Chunri Internet Cafe met in the years when Ji Wanxuan and Shen Fang were unrecognizable, and the next book, the last part of the trilogy in the letter, takes place after both of them have grown up. The year when Director Peng became Principal Peng.

In fact, I didn't design it very deliberately, but after recording it like this, it seems that there is really a kind of feeling that the ordinary destiny of a small person is intertwined (and there are so many gays in Yancheng).

I'm sorry to have said so much, but these are just a little Easter eggs for myself and for you who believe in the real existence of this parallel world.

I don't mean to let everyone read every book. Every story is a complete independent story for me, and each of them is the absolute protagonist in their own story.

If there is a short period of youth that you like, I will be very happy.

Well, every little boy I've ever written about has the same (no) place in my heart! #Duanshui Artist Typewriter#

12.

It seems that there are not many songs in this article.

In the title of the chapter, "Tummy" was written by my beloved husband Ye Tiantian.

In the days before I started writing, I often went to the school’s mini KTV to sing with my good friends, and every time I clicked "A Game, A Dream" as the beginning and end.

"Summer Finale" belongs to New Pants, and it is also a Chinese translation of CallMeByYourName.

"Looking forward to the warm spring" is written by Hedgehog. It would be great if my writing skills can be half as good as Zijian, a programmer.

After growing up, He Zhi went to pick up Yuanyuan after the party, and the coffee shop downstairs was playing Qianxi's "The Long River of Doom".

On the rooftop, Cheng Jiao sang Wen Lan's "Summer Wind" to Xu Si, which was still out of tune.

At the wedding, He Zhi recorded Wu Bai's "Meeting Again" on the tape.

Teacher Wu Bai's voice is too unique, and He Zhi is completely different from him. The specific type is up to everyone to guess.

13.

It seems that the whole story has been written.

In the last book, I could still have the cheek to say that I was Ji Wan’s second aunt, and when I saw something big, I would think of what would happen if that group of people were there.

But for this book, I seem to be just a recorder from the beginning to the end, someone who has nothing to do and came to help them shoot the MV.

Hands are still shaking.

There is a little hazy and beautiful sense of distance...

Well, forget it, I might just be making excuses for not being able to think of anything to write about.

He Zhi has tattooed so many tricks for other people, maybe the fan side will write about his own tattoos, or about pulling out wisdom teeth, or about Cheng Jiao knitting sweaters (nonsense).

Comments are welcome at any time, hard-working people will write when they see inspiration.

14.

...Then, how about this first?

The plan to enter the sand sculpture entertainment circle will come again next time, and the next book will probably be the story of the bastard cool guy and the little idiot. By the way, I will pull out my beloved Chen Yiran to make a next-year deputy cp (not Eason Chan).

I really like writing campus essays, writing about the wanton youth of young people.But there are still many subjects that I want to write and try, so I will treat the next book as my last x puppy love literature (say it casually) and write it super seriously (speak seriously).

The name of the article has been changed many times, and finally a rock song is quoted, which is my favorite Houhai Big Shark.

I hope I can write a story as passionate as my name.

I am making an offer, and when the future is determined in September, I will start to save the new article + revise the published version of "Zhi Peck".

Finally, thank you for all your support and company, and hope to see you in the next story.

bow.