[Main tutor] Senior, don't abandon me!

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"Hmm..." The eyelashes of the person lying on the bed trembled, and slowly opened a pair of light blue eyes.

Due to the long-term deep sleep, there is still a trace of mist in the blue eyes, and the hazy glass looks like a pure crystal that is about to drip.Yuzu blinked and tried to clear her eyes, and the fluffy brown hair jumped into the eyes first.

"Tsuna...?" The originally soft voice was hoarse, as if it contained countless grains of sand, Yuzu herself was taken aback.

Tsuna, who opened her eyes as soon as the girl woke up, quickly ran to the side and brought over the warm water, sat on the edge of the bed and carefully held the pomelo in her arms, and lowered her head to pass the water glass to her. On the lips, the boy's soft hair brushed Yuzu's cheeks, a little itchy, "You drink some water first."

His voice sounded tired and deep, was it... from training?Yuzu was puzzled, but still obediently leaned in his arms and drank the water.The warm chest and the warm sunshine outside the window greatly relieved her aches and pains.

The temperature of the water delivered to the mouth was just right, it seemed that it was poured not long ago, and it immediately moistened the dry coughing throat when it was poured into the throat.

As the glass bottomed out, Tsuna put a pillow on her back to make Yuzu more comfortable to lean on, then got up and went to the side to get a cup of boiling hot water and put it on the counter to dry.

He sat up with these movements very smoothly, as if he had repeated them many times. Youzi sat on the bed and watched all of this quietly, and his heart flashed with surprise—I always felt that... Gang Ji seemed to have changed, it seemed that he was a little different from before up.

"Gang...?" She tilted her head, her pale cheeks were bloodless, and asked what she wanted to ask just now, "How long have I been asleep?"

Gang Ji, who had already sat on the stool next to her bed, thought for a while, "Three or four days... I can't remember."

He smiled a little embarrassedly, and his big brown eyes seemed to be shining brightly under the sun.The young man's clear and clean smile was exceptionally beautiful and warm under the sunlight, Yuzu felt his cheeks heat up for a moment.

It must be the sun, she thought.

"Are you tired just after waking up? Do you want to take a rest?" Seeing that Yuzu didn't speak for a while, Gang Ji asked with some concern. He was still worried about the gauze wrapped around his hands, and Yuzu's blood would always pop out from time to time.

He is always uneasy.

"I'm not very tired, but...three or four days..." She repeated in a murmur, she actually slept for so long, no wonder she always felt dizzy when she woke up.

"Well," Gang Ji stepped forward to tuck her quilt, and his tone paused, "but... Fortunately, you woke up."

Fortunately...he hasn't lost her yet.

Fortunately...he still has a chance to make amends.

"Great." Thinking like this, the next second he held the girl's hand, and placed a feather-light kiss on her forehead, his voice trembling slightly, "...you didn't leave me."

Accepting the young man's gentle kiss in a daze, Yuzu had a silent question in her heart.

Gangji... this is, what's wrong?

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"PTSD?" Sawada Tsunayoshi was puzzled, looking at Biyangqi with a little more doubt in his eyes, "What is that?"

Originally, Biyangqi was still hesitating whether to tell him, but after meeting Reborn's gaze, she had no choice but to nod, "Well, it's a kind of...mental disease." It took a lot of effort to say the last word, and she didn't expect it Seeing Tsunayoshi Sawada's complexion changed for a moment, but she didn't stop because of it but continued to explain.

"PTSD patients receive sudden psychological trauma, which may be a sudden mental stimulation, as well as physical damage. Unconscious self-mutilation and repeated experience of traumatic situations can be counted as one of the symptoms, that is to say... She paused, turned her gaze to Tsunayoshi, who was pale, and her eyes became meaningful, "Sawada Tsunayoshi, she unconsciously locked herself up like this because she had been treated like this before... Do you know why? "

Do you know why

Do you know why

Do you know why

He closed his eyes, and there were many scenes in his mind like a movie, there were many, many... Yuzu was imprisoned in the room by himself, Yuzu was locked up by himself, Yuzu's feet were frozen by himself, Yuzu hid behind him In her arms... She looked at herself, the tears flowing from those eyes were full of biting despair, and finally she cried.

Please...don't make me hate you any more.

Sawada Tsunayoshi suddenly wanted to laugh, and suddenly felt that all this was so ironic.He was obviously someone who wanted to be cared for in the palm of his hand, but in the end he was driven to despair step by step because of his own possessiveness and dominance.

That's why she wanted to punish him, so she punished him in such an extreme way, even trying to make herself fall into the abyss of eternal doom.

But he can't do it...

Facing her covered in blood, Gangji almost heard the sound of cardiac arrest, he could not turn a blind eye to these, he could no longer be self-willed with hesitation, he even felt at that moment that if he left himself If you can be happy, then leave...as long as you can watch her happy from afar.

As long as she is still alive, as long as she is still in the world, it doesn't matter even if he dies alone.

With this humble thought in his bones, his hands holding the grapefruit trembled uncontrollably, like a shaking sieve.

At that time, he suddenly realized how the so-called love exists. In the past, he always felt that as long as he liked Yuzu and Yuzi liked him, then they would definitely stay together. She is by her side.

He willfully tried to make Yuzu cut off his thoughts about everyone except him, but he never thought about how his vacillating attitude towards feelings would deal a blow to her.

He only thinks about his own happiness, his own happiness, everything about himself... But he forgot that feelings are never a matter of one person.

When Yuzu fell into his arms completely like a broken doll, he seemed to hear countless mournful cries revolving in his heart, making him almost collapse.

If she's going to leave, if she's really going to go... well, let it go.

He thought like this, and stayed by the sleeping girl's side day and night.Only then did he realize that her mental state had already reached an extremely bad state, and repeated nightmares and fears tormented her almost all the time.She panicked, feared, restless... Every time she struggled from the nightmare.In order to prevent Yuzu from happening in the middle of the night, Gangji simply slept on the narrow chair at night, holding her fingertips tightly.

He had heard Yuzu screaming and waking up from a dream many times, sometimes in the middle of the night, sometimes during the day, she stared straight at the ceiling with frightened eyes, but there was no focus in her light blue eyes, she Sometimes she just shed tears in a daze, sometimes she suddenly yelled to let her go, sometimes she closed her eyes and said she hated her... He didn't know what to do, he couldn't even let Biyangqi come in to see what happened to Yuzu However, he also couldn't let the girl who was in deep pain look at him.

She can't see herself who is more painful than her, nor can she see herself who is more desperate than her.

Gang Ji could only helplessly hug the girl who was struggling in the nightmare tightly, and pressed her cheek tightly to her forehead. The fine cold sweat on the forehead of the man in his arms soaked into his skin, icy cold to the bone.

It's not that he doesn't know what is in Yuzu's dream, it's nothing more than chains, ice cubes, secret rooms...and his face.

That's why he suffered even more. He couldn't wake up the struggling girl in his arms, and could only try to give her a little warmth by hugging her.

Sawada Tsunayoshi was afraid that Yuzu would not like him and leave him, but he was even more afraid... the girl who woke up from the nightmare would really collapse when she saw herself as the culprit of all this.

she will die.

He must die too.

In this way, the two of them endured the torment both physically and mentally in the repeated torment. If Yuzu didn't wake up, he would almost collapse along with him.

But... Fortunately, Yuzu woke up.

Fortunately... she is still alive.

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"It's not a big problem anymore." Biyangqi smiled in her eyes, both the elegant corners of her eyes and the gorgeous red lips are naturally charming, Yuzu thinks it's no wonder that Reborn chose her as his lover, after all, she is really very beautiful.

"Let's take a good rest for a few days to recover, I think they are also worried." After finishing speaking, Yuzu followed her gaze to the door, where three young girls full of youthful vigor were standing at the door, a little uneasy Looking here, Yiping at Jingzi's feet was eating a steamed bun with a very cute appearance.

Yuzu smiled, and waved with a gentle arc on the corner of her mouth, and several girls ran in immediately.

"Great, Yuzu-senpai finally woke up."

"Hay~Xiaochun just said Yuzu will be fine!"

"Hmm... Sister Yuzu..."

"Hello, Yuzu."

Biyangqi watched a group of people chattering around the girl sitting on the bed, and walked out of the ward with a silent smile. As soon as she went out, she happened to see the brown-haired boy standing at the door and looking in.

"Not going in?" She asked, as if pointing.

Gangji shook his head, looked at Yuzu with a sense of loss, and the smile on the corner of his mouth became bitter, "Well... it's better... no need..."

Anyway, she may not be happy when she sees herself, so she just needs to watch from a distance.

"Then you..." Biyangqi was about to say something, but was interrupted by Sawada Tsunayoshi, "Well, I still have to go to training, so she'll be counting on you, bye!"

After speaking, the boy disappeared in a flash, leaving behind Biyangqi with an extremely complicated expression.

Gang Ji who ran to the training room did not start training immediately, but stared at the box in his hand and fell into deep thought.

He was thinking, if he faced Yuzu again next time, what should he say...Apologize?No, it's too late.

What's more... Will she really forgive herself?

"You look stupid, tsk." Reborn snorted coldly when he saw the ecstatic young man. Gang Ji saw the other party was a little surprised, and then quickly recovered, "Reborn, let's train quickly!"

Unexpectedly, the other party did not immediately respond to his request, but brought up another topic, "I heard that Mizuno is awake?"

... I know you still ask ==.

"Yeah." Gang Ji replied sullenly, looking at Reborn's calculating face, his scalp felt a little numb, "I have shown it to Bi Yangqi this morning, and she said that there is nothing serious about her body."

"Oh," Reborn nodded, and then took it for granted, "Then you should stay with her well, why are you suddenly interested in training?"

"..."

Reborn you definitely did it on purpose ==+.

After being silent for a while, the young man who was unable to fight wits and bravery with the big devil finally couldn't help but compromise, and said helplessly, "If she sees me, she will definitely not be happy. Xiaochun Jingzi and the others are all here, and if they are all with her, it will make Yuzu feel happy." Feel better."

Instead of showing such a complicated and uneasy look like seeing himself.Thinking of this, Tsuna put her eyes on the box again, with a thoughtful expression on her face, "Hey, reborn, I was wondering... Is it possible to make Natsu change into another form..."

Although the box weapon was successfully opened with Yuzu's "help", Tsuna always felt that Naz hadn't shown his true strength compared to others, which was why he had been puzzled these days.

what is it?

"Ah, Gang-kun, you are here~" Kyoko's voice interrupted him from outside, and also made Reborn, who was about to speak, stop. When Gangji turned his head, he saw the girl's smiling eyebrows, " Yuzu-senpai has just woken up, and everyone wants to celebrate, does Ah Gang-kun have any good ideas?"

celebrate?Gangji froze for a moment, then waved his hands with a forced smile, "Well... I've been a little busy in training recently, so I won't go..." His voice became a little lower, "You guys... go first."

"Eh?" Kyoko asked puzzledly, but still nodded, "Then... well, I'll tell Xiaochun and the others to cook something delicious first, Yuzu-senpai will definitely be very happy!"

"Ah, um...thank you, Kyoko." Tsuna kichi shyly scratched his head and showed a grateful smile.

Kyoko waved her hand with a smile, and left here without paying any attention.

Reborn watched the girl leave and glanced at someone who was lost in thought, "... decided to give up Kyoko?"

"What are you talking about, reborn," the brown-haired boy frowned dissatisfiedly, "I...have always liked 'her'...not Kyoko."

"But 'she' doesn't know." The big-headed baby blinked to catch Tsunayoshi's words, "Mizuno doesn't know, and Sasakawa Kyoko doesn't know either."

"..."

"Stupid Gang," Reborn looked at the sluggish young man with emotion, "some things are not as simple as you think."

"If you don't say a lot, others won't know."

"You just know that these things are there for granted, but you can't take it for granted that other people are the same."

And all the misunderstandings in the world come from this.

The author has something to say: Ah, thank you little angel for your concern

Originally it was just a cold, but the temperature has dropped a lot these days. After blue, you stupid authors forgot to bring thick clothes... o(╯□╰)o After blue, I had to call Ma Ma and ask her to pack and send it... Then some classmates came I wanted to be with you, but Aunt Jun came suddenly... I was drunk after a day of blood collapse... I will update it at night when I come back!Recovery day is even hotter from today!I love you guys~!

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Tsuna realized that he was wrong, so it was enough to guard silently, so guess...will he leave?

As for reborn, what effect will it have...?

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