[Main tutor] Senior, don't abandon me!

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The days become extraordinarily long, as if a small section of time is infinitely extended, Yuzu suddenly has a lot of free time.The physical pain needs to recover, and in order to take care of her conveniently, Yukimura arranges her in a ward very close to him without authorization.First, he needs to be hospitalized for a long time and it is inconvenient to go out. Second, Mizuno Taro is still abroad and has not come back. He is not at ease if no one takes care of Yuzu.

However, despite his best efforts, there was still no way for Yuzu to fully recover.

Physical injuries are easy to heal, but what about mental injuries?

He didn't know how long it would take, and he didn't know if he could recover. He could only try his best to play the role Yuzu once played in front of him.That's all he can do.

"Ayou, are you awake?" Yukimura knocked on the door, opened the door and walked in until there was a faint voice from inside, with a gentle smile on his face, "Akaya and the others just came over and wanted to eat apples Is it?"

When Yuzi, who was lying on the bed and reading a book, saw the boy, a gentle smile appeared on his pale face, "They came to see you?"

"Yukimura." Yukimura sat by her bed, his body in hospital gown was extremely slender, he didn't look like a 15-year-old boy at all, "But I kept it a secret, Akaya and the others didn't know you lived here .So rest assured."

After speaking, he showed a mischievous smile, like a child who succeeded in pranking.

"Thank you, Jingshi." Amused by him, Yuzu put down the book in her hand and sat herself upright, "How is the recent reconstruction, is it very hard?"

"Well, it's not very hard, you know that reconstruction has always been like this," he smiled at the worry in Yuzu's eyes, "I've made up my mind a long time ago."

"Hmm..." In response, Yuzu turned her eyes to the lush window, and Yukimura didn't know what to say for a while.

Since he was sent that day, he didn't ask her anything about being imprisoned, and he still took care of her as usual, even making her suspect that the previous few days were just a dream of her own.

The dream woke up, and the people fell apart.

After a short silence, Yukimura spoke first.

"I'll go back first, call me if you need anything, okay?" His voice sounded very comfortable, like countless cotton wool floating in the blue sky, soft and clean.

Youzi raised his head and bumped into the unfathomable blue, hesitated for a while and nodded.

"Ah."

Looking out of the window from the hospital bed, you can see the dark green beyond the horizon, covering the sky and the sun so much that the narrow window is covered.Bits of broken light fell into her eyelids from the gaps, and a small shadow was attached under the trembling eyelashes, like a butterfly wing about to fly.

She fell into a deep sleep, dreaming of many things in a trance.

The tutoring under the light, the caress in the night, the perseverance in the battle, and... countless night or day kisses, his temperature spread from his mouth to her body, like a gentle ocean.

She sinks.

She suffers.

But she couldn't help being infatuated with it.

"What should I do... Tsunayoshi-kun, I miss you so much...I like you so much...So painful, desperate..."

"loving You……"

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For a long time, Sawada Tsunayoshi's mental state has been extremely poor. Even if they don't say anything about it, he can still see his worry about himself from the faces of several teenagers.Including many times when Nana Sawada looked at herself as if she wanted to say something, but she hesitated to take it back, her tolerant eyes were full of worry.

It's impossible for reborn to tell him where Mizuno Yuzu went, and if they really met... I'm afraid she wouldn't want to see herself either.Being treated so cruelly by myself, no matter how you look at it, it seems that you have ruined this relationship with your own hands.

He thought to himself mockingly, and never brought up the matter again.

There are more and more subjects that need to be tutored. He doesn't bother to look at Yuzu's absence. He simply piles them up on the desk. Quickly refuse.

The subconscious mind wants to keep those mistakes, and he doesn't know why.

In addition to the less compact training time, he would occasionally find time to look through the books Yuzu left for him before. He didn’t know if he didn’t read it, but after reading it, he realized that his learning ability compared with Yuzu’s was really different. .

Most of those books are about some program code research and some small data curve analysis... All in all, just looking at the titles of those books gave him a headache, let alone the content.In addition, there are all kinds of literary history books staring at him like mocking.

In the past, when she was doing tutoring for herself, when she was idle and bored, she would always move a large number of books to his room.After reading one after another, she will not remember to take it back. Over time, there is a small space on the bookshelf dedicated to storing her books.

"Yu...you really like reading books..." With a pair of glasses on the bridge of his nose, Tsunayoshi Sawada stared at the "Thick Black Studies" in his hand and rubbed his head helplessly.

This pair of glasses was made by Yuzi one day, saying that he had to accompany him to match it.It is said that it is to prepare for reading a lot of books in the future. In fact, he knows very well that the other party just wants to see himself wearing glasses.

"Well... because I always feel that when Tsunade wears glasses..." At that time, Yuzu tilted her head with her chin in one hand and thought about it, with a faint sly look on her face, "There is an air of gentle scum, right?" ~"

"...What kind of description is that..." Tsuna was sweating profusely, and suddenly didn't want to wear glasses.

Yuzu reads a wide range of books. Apart from those science books he can't understand, she seems to be very concerned about literary works. There is a thick Chinese literature in the third box from the left on the bookshelf. He remembers it is called Red Mansion or Brothel or something, in short, he can't understand Chinese and can't understand the connotation.

"Snow?" Tsunaji, who was lying on the table, tilted his head, looked sideways at Yuzu, who was holding "Dream of Red Mansions" researching, and asked in puzzlement, "It's very common in Japan, what's wrong?"

At that time, Yuzi smiled lightly, sighing half regretfully and half helplessly, "But in the place where I stayed a long time ago, snow is very rare...sometimes I only see it once every few years."

"Um... you mean Italy?"

"It's not Italy... Well, it doesn't matter anyway... But look..." The melancholy flashed in her eyes, and she happily pointed out a small line of words in the book, "This sentence is my favorite. It's gone."

"Hmm... what's that?" Tsuna squinted her eyes, and moved her head closer.

"It's like throwing all the devoured birds into the forest, leaving a piece of white land, it's so clean."

A very strange language came out of the girl's mouth. When she said this, she was at a loss and helpless that Tsuna Ji couldn't understand. There were emotions that he couldn't understand in her eyes that had never had any emotional ups and downs. not far away.

But I don't know why Tsunayoshi felt a strong sadness from her in an instant, but this sadness has a strange and gentle lingering, which made Sawada Tsunayoshi so gentle that he almost shed tears.

"Pomelo, pomelo... are you okay?" He stood up and walked over to her, squatting in front of her, not knowing how to comfort Yuzu who suddenly developed negative emotions, he could only put his hand on her lap in a dumb manner, Covering the girl's soft palm.

Youzi blinked, trying to suppress the turbulent emotions in her heart and smiled lightly again, "It's okay, I just feel..."

"It's a little lonely..."

It snowed heavily, and everything returned to zero.

She and the heroine and heroine who fell in love in her storybook experienced countless ups and downs and finally became separated from Yin and Yang. She also said that it was a kind of relief for those two people.

Tsuna doesn't understand, why is it a relief to love each other and not be together?But Yuzu just looked at him with a faint smile, then tapped his forehead lightly,

"Isn't it a kind of happiness to return to the most primitive pure white? There are few people in this world who can maintain the original innocence. Rather than watching themselves step by step degenerate and become the existence they hate the most, it is better to be in the youth of life." The most brilliant moment chooses to disappear, or to leave. At least, everything left is a beautiful existence." She murmured something that Tsunayoshi Sawada couldn't understand, and smiled like a smile when he couldn't see it. It's like crying.

But Gang Ji still doesn't understand, for him, liking means liking, disliking means disliking, since he likes it, he should be together, that's what he thinks and does.

It wasn't until now that he looked at his hands that he suddenly realized that he had been chasing her and possessing her domineeringly, but in the end he couldn't get anything, nor could he protect her.

How about happiness.

Moving his gaze upwards, he found that on the top shelf of the bookshelf there was also a copy of "Introduction to Italian", which she brought to his room after he kissed her for the first time in the hospital. For a while, he thought Yuzu would definitely If you get angry, you will definitely hate yourself like that.The stubborn cold war lasted for a long time, but one day she still came to her home to give her tutoring. Although she said that reborn forced her to do so, he still felt Yuzu's heart with his super intuitive sense.

Very happy, so happy that I almost hugged her and walked around the room, but finally had to give up because of Reborn's presence.

That day's tutoring was also going on as usual, and when he was distracted, he turned his head and glanced at Yuzu quietly. The girl's dark blue hair was not tied up and scattered softly on her shoulders, adding a feminine beauty.She sat on the floor and read the book carefully with her glasses on. He glanced at the cover of the book—"Introduction to Italian".

"Sister...are you planning to learn Italian?" He sat up straight and looked at her with puzzled eyes.

Yuzu raised her eyelids and gave him a sideways look with no expression, "I just think you'll probably use it in the future, so I can take a look at it when I'm bored. I don't mind learning another language."

"Eh? How could I need to use Italian!" He denied it in a panic, and almost fell to the floor because of his instability.

Reborn, who had watched the show for thousands of years, said, with a hint of schadenfreude, as a matter of course, "That is inevitable, anyway, you are also the leader of the mafia..."

"Stop, stop!" he yelled, and quickly waved at Reborn, "I don't want to hear about any mafia bosses, and besides, I've rejected you a long time ago!"

Reborn turned a deaf ear, and thanked Mizuno Yuzu in a serious manner, to the effect that it was really troublesome to think about Izuna so early.

In exchange for Yuzu's indifferent sentence, "It's okay. It should be."

Thinking about it, he chuckled lightly, different from the pure smile in the past with a hint of sadness, he read this obscure book seriously for the first time.

In the end, he was still so stupid, and after trying to read it for a long time, he could only speak a few sentences.

One is "Ciao"

One is "Tiamo"

--Hello.

--I love you.

There was also a pair of blue-rimmed glasses on the table. He tried to wear the glasses several times, but found that his vision was blurry after wearing them, not to mention dizzy, and he almost fell to the ground. Reborn told him that it was because the prescription did not match the prescription. As a result, he realized that he had never known that Mizuno Yuzu had myopia.

She almost never wears glasses in normal times, but she often meets her who wears glasses when tutoring, including in school.The big frame almost covered half of her small face, and many times when he saw Yuzu's blinking eyes showing a confused expression from behind the glasses, he couldn't help rushing over to hug her—naturally most of the time at home, Or when reborn is not in the house.

Thinking of the previous scene, he almost felt that Yuzu's face overlapped with the memory in front of his eyes, but he shook his head only to realize that it was his own illusion.

With a self-deprecating chuckle, he picked up the pair of glasses and put them on, and then looked at the text in the book in his hand, only to find that no matter how hard he tried, he could only see a blurred text and dizziness accompanied by vomiting.He thought that the prescription of these glasses and his own was extremely unsuitable, and they were not as easy to use as the pair that Yuzu gave him.

But he didn't take it off.

Until he didn't know how long he sat there, the contents of the book never entered his mind again, when the sunlight outside the window fell to the horizon inch by inch, Sawada Nana's voice sounded, he took off his glasses and wobbled against the wall He went out quickly, but was taken aback by the coldness on his face.

——It turns out that the blurred vision is not due to the inconsistency of the prescription of the glasses.

——It was because he was crying.

I don't know when the tear stains spread freely on his face without any sign of stopping. He took off his glasses with trembling hands, trying to wipe off the water stains on them, but he couldn't wipe them off for a long time. In the end, even the light blue The colored glasses were blurred in his vision, he finally couldn't help but squatted down and cried out, the glasses in his hands were tightly clenched and almost deformed.

"Woo... woo... ah..."

He was afraid that everyone downstairs would hear his cry, so he tried his best to suppress the pain, but the choked sobs that came out of his throat couldn't stop, like a helpless little beast screaming in despair while clutching its wound.

No one can help him, no one can help him.

Reborn hated what he used to do, his mother didn't know what to say to him, and even the grapefruit left him.

He regrets everything in the past, and he hates everything in the past.

"... woo... woo woo... ah...!"

What he is most desperate for is that he can never go back to the present.

Now that there is no citron.

"...I miss you so much...you...uh...please...come back..."

"I really... miss you so much... woo... please..."