I heard that his love rival fled to the street

Let Xi be taken aback for a moment, her nose a little sore.

For so many days, Yan Qingzhi finished a complete sentence, not a single-word response, but a complete sentence, without confusion, with a complete subject-verb-object structure, and a normal tone.

"Well, it doesn't look at others, it only looks at you." He tugged at the corner of Yan Qingzhi's clothes, his hands trembling slightly.

"I don't like you to praise others either." Yan Qingzhi kissed Rangxi's head lightly, greedily sucking in the faint lemon scent that he liked so much that he couldn't help himself.

"I don't praise others, I only praise you. Our Yan Cuihua is the best."

"Only like me." Yan Qingzhi swears domineeringly, "You are mine."

"Well, I only like you, it's yours." Rang He complied with Yan Qingzhi's words and satisfied all Yan Qingzhi's demands.

Yan Qingzhi tightly hugged the trembling lover in his arms, and comforted him, "Go away, it doesn't hurt, I'm back."

Jean He finally couldn't hold back and cried out.

For such a long time, the fear of losing Yan Qingzhi, carrying all the grievances alone, and pretending to be strong, all fell apart in Yan Qing's words, I am back, and melted in tears.

Yan Qingzhi caressed Rang He's back lightly, and switched positions. A while ago, Rang He was still comforting him, but now he has comforted Rang He in reverse.

He knew that his Gun Gun was wronged, he could hear him all the time, but he was trapped in the shell, not only in depression, but also in the chaotic memories of two lifetimes.So he can't say it, and he can't express it.

But his Gun Gun didn't give up on him.

His Gun Gun is the same as in his previous life, soft and warm.

Yan Qingzhi thought that he would probably never tell her that he had the memories of two lifetimes.

In his previous life, he loved Rang He, guarded him and watched him, and suppressed himself, until he died, he didn't tell Rang He that he liked him.

But he is not reconciled, as long as he thinks that she will be with others, and spend the rest of her life holding hands and kissing with others, he will be so heartbroken that he can't breathe. He doesn't want to just disappear in Jean's life without leaving a trace .

So in his previous life, he left the little gourd jade to Rang He, so he asked Tong Wan to tell Rang He that he liked him.

But when he died, Yan Qingzhi still regretted it. He regretted that he didn't tell Rang He himself, regretted that he didn't hold Rang He firmly in his hand, and regretted that he couldn't stand beside Rang He openly.

He regretted that he should have killed Rang Xi before committing suicide.

This makes it impossible for her to live in a place he cannot see, nor to have a future without him.

Yan Qingzhi admits that he is dirty and hypocritical, disgusting and bloodthirsty. The thing he did not regret the most in his previous life was not letting his dirty self get involved in his wife's life, but the one thing he regretted most in his previous life was also Failed to step into Jean's life.

But God gave him a chance to start again.

In this life, Yan Qingzhi no longer suppresses himself, he wants to be let go, he wants to hold the whole person in his hands step by step, let this person be tainted with his own flavor from the inside to the outside, and completely become his person.

He was impatient, but he didn't dare to be too anxious, he was afraid of scaring her.

Who knew that one day his Gun Gun would actually ask himself if he liked him, Yan Qingzhi was scared at that time, the two were so close, so close that he could hold Rang He into his arms with his hand, but he was still scared.

Letting you ask more than once, he even asked a second time.

Yan Qingzhi admitted that he was upset, and he didn't want to hide it. He admitted that he liked Ren, not just liking, he loved Ren, and he wanted Gun Gun to be his person, with only him in his eyes and in his heart.

What happened later became a matter of course, so that she really became his person, he relied on him, liked him, this is what Yan Qingzhi wanted for two lifetimes, and he got it in this life.

Although some things in this life are going differently from the previous life, Yan Qingzhi doesn't care, as long as Xi is by his side, he doesn't care what happens in this life.

What's more, his Gun Gun is so innocent and stupid, and he won't hide it. He knew that Rang Xi, like him, was born again. He didn't expose it, so why did he expose it?

In his previous life, Gun Gun must have known that he was dead, and he must have known that he loved him. He must be full of guilt towards him, right?

As long as you make good use of these, your feelings for him will only deepen. Yan Qingzhi knows that he is mean and shameless, but he doesn't care, as long as you are by his side, he doesn't care about anything.

But depression was something he couldn't control.

Yan Qingzhi couldn't fight against natural disasters and man-made disasters. He always felt that he was a sinner, his atonement, so depression was the punishment given to him by God, and it still existed after rebirth.

In addition, there is a monster living in Yan Qingzhi's body. This monster was raised by Sister Bai's man. He wants to kill people and drink blood every day. Yu replaced Sister Bai.

Until Han Xu broke the piece of jade.

The monster broke free from the shackles and escaped from the cage, dragging Yan Qingzhi to death step by step together with depression.

The memories of the two lives were mixed together, Yan Qingzhi's mental state fell to the bottom, he couldn't get up, and the depression excavated the most fearful memory in his heart, the death of Xiaobai, the death of Sister Bai, the death of a man , and the back view of Rang who he feared the most in his previous life.

Let her back.

In his previous life, Yan Qingzhi watched it for three and a half years, until he closed his eyes, the figure from behind would appear, he would not look back, he would not see him, he would just go farther and farther until he walked out of his world.

That was simply Yan Qingzhi's nightmare.

A nightmare that I don't want to think about for two lifetimes.

But depression put these things bloody in front of him, delaying him over and over again.

After the memory was confused, Yan Qingzhi was finally defeated.

He thought he was happiest that he didn't die, he survived.

So he waited until his roll came to save him.

He could feel that she was talking, that she was touching him, and that she was kissing him, but depression locked him in a shell, he could only watch and listen, he was eager to talk, But he couldn't tell.

Jean You didn't give up on him, he stayed with him all the time.

Yan Qingzhi tried hard to crawl out of the shell, and asked Xi to drill a hole the size of a fingernail in the shell for him outside. He could finally talk to Jean through that hole, but there were too many things he wanted to say. Too small, the sound can only spread a little.

Until today, he heard about Jean's grievances.

Yan Qingzhi didn't even know that he had caused that bright young man to suffer so much. He wanted to protect this person, but he unintentionally caused him so much harm.

His rolling must be so scary.

Yan Qingzhi didn't want him to be afraid, didn't want him to be wronged, and didn't want him to look at others.

So Yan Qingzhi used all his strength, he smashed his hands and body, and finally broke half of the thick shell. Although his hands were bleeding and his body was injured, he was finally able to poke his head out of the shell and stretch out. She reached out to hug his roll.

Even though his lower body is still inside the shell, as long as he can hold his rolling, he will be able to get rid of this shell completely one day sooner or later.

Sooner or later, he will become Gun Gun's backing again, for him to rely on.

Sooner or later, in this precarious world, he will become a safe and warm haven where he can rest.

[The author has something to say]: Third watch!

This foreshadowing was finally written, and no one guessed that the little pervert was also reborn.I have reminded you before that his name is Rang Ye Gun Gun, but only Sister Hua has the nickname of Gun Gun.Sister Hua had never been to school before, how did he know?Damn, you didn't guess it!

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