I heard that his love rival fled to the street

"He didn't delay me." Yan Qingzhi opened his mouth.

His Gun Gun should be smiling heartlessly, instead of standing here with his head down and a sad look on his face.

"Teacher, I think I have the most say in this matter." Before Yan Qingzhi had time to explain, Zhou Dong, who was standing beside him, spoke. His voice was hoarse, but firm.

"Zhou Dong!" Ask Xi to stop him. If this incident really breaks out, it will not have the slightest impact on Zhou Dong.

"Brother Rang is fine," Zhou Dong smiled, "I can't live in the shadows all my life, right? This time I was lucky to have you protecting me, what about next time? I can't always be so lucky. People have to learn Hold up the weight yourself."

"Besides, the matter started because of me, and I can't let you be wronged." Zhou Dong is timid and cowardly. He has never done anything out of the ordinary since he was born, and his sense of existence is very low. Especially after knowing that he likes men, he can't wait to get low in the dust.

But flowers can also bloom in the dust, Zhou Dong has endured it long enough, and he doesn't want to bear it anymore.

The thing is actually quite simple.

Zhou Dong not only likes men, just as I guessed, he also likes women's clothing.

He lives in a mixed dormitory and likes to write a diary. There is a set of skirts in the closet. Xie Peng's friend lives in the same dormitory with him. When Xie Peng came to find his friend, he accidentally broke everything.

After that, he has always harbored malice towards Zhou Dong.

Then, intentionally or unintentionally, he began to make trouble for Zhou Dong.

In the last monthly exam, Zhou Dong didn't accidentally fall down the stairs, it was Xie Peng who pushed him down.

This boy, who is not yet an adult, used all despicable means and full of words to hurt Zhou Dong. He didn't think about the consequences at all, he just kept saying that Zhou Dong was disgusting, that Zhou Dong was a pervert who liked men, that Zhou Dong She still wears a skirt, saying that Zhou Dong is a fake mother.

He is unscrupulous.

But what can Zhou Dong do?

He has always been cowardly and timid, and he likes men's and women's clothing, which is probably the most outrageous thing he has done in his life.

But even the most outrageous things, he carefully kept them in his heart and never caused trouble to others.

He himself didn't dare to take what was said outside, and he himself felt as if he had done something wrong, so someone took it out and used it as a knife to cut his heart one by one.

Zhou Dong is a person, a real person.

He has flesh and blood, and it hurts and feels uncomfortable when he is hurt, but because he likes the same sex and women's clothes, he dare not even show the pain, he can only endure those hurtful words over and over again.

You like men, you're gay, you're disgusting, why don't you die.

When it came to the end, Zhou Dong's eyes were already red, he gritted his teeth, and didn't let himself cry.

He took a deep breath, looked at Lao Hu and Lao Wu, his voice was trembling, "Teacher, is it because I like men that I am really heinous? Is it because I like women's clothing that I really deserve to die?"

"Just because I like these, am I deprived of the right to live?"

Zhou Dong's accusation seemed to be filled with blood, overwhelming the people present.

"I knew that I liked the same sex since I was ten years old. I was also afraid at that time. I thought it was abnormal, and I was afraid that others would think I was abnormal. I guarded this secret carefully. I never thought of telling others, and never I didn't think about letting others know. I didn't even think about influencing anyone because of this."

"Teacher, the book says that all men are born equal. In the past, men thought women were inferior. Now, is it because I like the same sex that I am inferior to others?"

"I didn't hurt the sky or make any sense. I just like boys and women's clothing. How could I become a sinner?"

"Teacher, tell me, am I really wrong? Am I... really dead, that's fine?"

After the words fell, Zhou Dong's tears rolled down from his eyes.

He touched his face in a daze, finally squatted on the ground slowly, buried his head in his arms and began to cry.

Those thoughts that had been hidden for many years were finally exposed to the sun at this moment. He put his most secret self on the bright side and waited for others to pronounce his sentence on him.

The boy was probably used to suffering, and he didn't dare to cry out loud after being wronged so much.

Those soft and subdued sobs are like a stone pressing on the heart, heavy.

The Academic Affairs Office was so quiet that a needle could be heard, only the sound of Zhou Dong crying was left in the air for a while.

"It's only natural for men to like women. Isn't it strange that you like men? No matter how you look at it, it feels disgusting to poke your ass." Xie Peng's voice rang out first, and he didn't feel that he had done anything wrong from the beginning to the end.

"Shut up for me!" The fire that let Xie subside suddenly flared up again. If Yan Qingzhi hadn't pulled him, he would have knocked Xie Peng to the ground.

Let me wonder why there are so many scumbags in this world, and the evil words hurt people invisible, but deadly.

There is always a class of people who regard themselves as noble, feel that they are superior to others, and think that what they think is right is right, and what is wrong is wrong.

This kind of person is arrogant and arrogant, but he never thought about the impact it would have on others.

Let Xixin get used to it, he has always been open-minded, even if he knew that he liked a man, he just accepted it calmly.

It's just that he likes someone of the same sex, and he doesn't do anything wrong, so why should he be afraid?

But let me forget that in this world, homosexuals are a disadvantaged group. Many of them dare not reveal their sexual orientation in their entire lives. Leaving aside the dross of fraudulent marriages, many of them ended their lives in the dark.

It was only when Zhou Dong's matter broke out that she realized this.

What about Yan Qingzhi, when he knew he liked a man, was he the same as Zhou Dong?

In her previous life, the scene of Yan Qingzhi lying on the hospital bed became a haunting image in her heart, as long as she thought of Yan Qingzhi begging herself to love him in that humble tone, it would make her feel very uncomfortable.

"Zhou Dong, listen to the teacher, you are right." For a heart-wrenching child, especially a child who has begun to be full of self-denial and even thinking of death, Lao Hu embraces understanding and distress.

He knelt down and hugged the crying child, comforting him word by word.

"Living in this world, people have the right to like anything. As long as your liking does not harm the interests of others, it is reasonable and legal. There is nothing wrong with liking the same sex, and there is nothing wrong with liking women's clothing. You have done nothing wrong."

"The teacher thinks you are very brave. There are many people like you in this world, but they dare not admit it. They are afraid of other people's strange eyes. But in order to protect Jean, and to prevent him from being misunderstood, you tell him about it. everyone."

"The teacher doesn't think you are inferior. On the contrary, the teacher thinks that you are kind and strong, and you have advantages that others don't have. They look down on you and insult you. It's their fault. You don't need to use other people's mistakes to punish yourself and deny yourself. "

"In the eyes of the teacher, you are better than them."

Being recognized by someone for the first time in more than ten years, Zhou Dong was stunned for a moment, then reached out and grabbed Lao Hu's clothes, crying loudly in Lao Hu's arms.

This incident ended with Xie Peng being punished with a demerit and Rang Xi and Yan Qingzhi giving verbal warnings.

Because Zhou Dong had a fever in the afternoon after soaking in cold water for too long, Lao Hu notified his parents and took him home.

Of course, everyone tacitly kept the little secret about Zhou Dong silent.

After all these things were dealt with, it was already two o'clock in the afternoon. After the break, the sports meeting would start immediately, but she had no intention of going back to the track and field.

During the fight with Xie Peng, Xie's face was cut, Yan Qingzhi took him to the infirmary to treat the wound, and then took him back to the dormitory.

"The 5000-meter race doesn't start until four o'clock. I told Luo Bing to call me in advance and sleep for a while?" Yan Qingzhi gently touched the gauze on Jean's face, his eyes hard to hide his distress.

He shook his head and nodded again.

Yan Qingzhi was amused by him, "Sleep or not?"

Ask Xi to push Yan Qingzhi into the chair, ride on his legs, and then reach out and hug Yan Qingzhi's neck.

He just buried his face in Yan Qingzhi's shoulder and neck, neither crying nor laughing nor speaking.

Yan Qingzhi didn't ask again, he put his arms around Rang He's waist with one hand, and stroked Rang He's back with the other, from top to bottom, again and again, full of comfort.

It took a long time for a slightly hoarse voice to appear in Yan Qingzhi's ears, "Are you afraid?"

Yan Qing is so smart, when he thought about Zhou Dong's matter, he immediately understood what she wanted to express, "What are you afraid of? Are you afraid of liking men or afraid of being judged by others?"

"Those are not important to me. First, I don't like men, I only like you. Second, other people's pointers are not worth mentioning to me, and they can't affect me."

"The only thing I care about is you."

What would Yan Qingzhi be afraid of? He is not even afraid of killing people, so how could he be afraid of those meaningless remarks, which are just an illusion used by some courageous people to whitewash the fact that they are incompetent.

If you really hate it so much, why don't you just do it directly, and just hide in a dark corner and babble like trash, pitiful and ridiculous.

Yan Qingzhi looked down on this kind of person, and he didn't like it, let alone take it to heart.

Just a bunch of poor bugs.

The only thing he was afraid of was that she would not like him, that she would hate him, that after she knew what kind of person he was, she would disgust him and stay away from him.

After all, sometimes, he himself hates himself.

"I'm not afraid either." Yan Qingzhi didn't ask him, but Rang Xi gave the answer on his own.He likes Yan Qingzhi, and he was reborn to be with Yan Qingzhi, so a little gossip is nothing.

In his previous life, he had no freedom and could not see the future. In this life, he just wanted to be happy.

But he was still a little scared, he was afraid that he would see Yan Qingzhi who was as boring as his previous life again in this life.

"Boyfriend, I want to kiss you." Yan Qingzhi was tickled by Rang Xi's soft confession, he liked this person in his arms so much, and from the moment he said he wanted to protect himself, he fell completely.

Or in other words, since a long, long time ago, in his last life, he has been deeply rooted in love.

So fuck off, love me.

Love me more.

Love me a little more.

Love so much that even if you know what a dirty person I am, you won't leave me.

How much I want to pull you into my swamp, how much I want to see you dyed in my color.

But I don't want to destroy you.

So from these, I hope you can pull me out.

do you know?

Did you hear it?

Billowing.

I love you.

So redeem me.

If you can't redeem.

Then let me pull you into the abyss.

[The author has something to say]: Poor little pervert

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