[Rebirth] An attack who swallowed his breath

A large-scale rainfall began in the imperial capital, and the weather forecast said that typhoons were even blowing in remote areas.

Zuo Yi turned off the webpage on the phone, tilted his head absently to watch the raindrops falling on the car window, and thought of Wang Yi's tears that he almost held back.

At this moment, Zuo Yi had only one sad thought in his mind: Wang Yichen had completely turned into a funny and ironic tragedy.

It's not good who you like, you like Lin Haoran, if you like him, you don't like it earlier, you have to wait for someone next to him before you like him!

Zuo Yi was suddenly a little angry again, his five fingers clenched into fists stiffly.

"Why don't you ask anything?" Zuo Yi said softly, looking at the rain outside the window.

"I know." Xun said in a low voice.

"You...before you killed them, what was their life like?" When Zuo Yi asked this question, it felt like a scar on the skin was being torn open, which made him feel a secret pain somewhere.

Xun said lightly: "I don't really remember, anyway, they are not together."

Zuo Yi's eyes were like fog, mixed with a layer of sadness. When he heard Wang Yi's words "Leave me alone", he knew that this was not an emotion he aroused casually. The huge emotion that could not be concealed in Wang Yi's eyes was It was accumulated bit by bit when I didn't know it in the past—but Lin Haoran didn't like him at all!If you can't get people, you can't get your heart. If things go on like this, there will always be a day of letting go, right?

But Xun said, "Not necessarily."

The left wing is silent, yes, it’s not necessarily true, people’s emotions are fluid, some people can’t hold on to the love in their hearts and stick to it for a lifetime, while others can.

But what about Wang Yi—life is so long, so bleak.

Except for Xun, Zuo Yi's heart is all maintained in this small circle. When he got home, he lay tired on the bed, feeling as if an iceberg was pressing on his heart, which made him out of breath.

He turned his head and looked at the silver magnesium-aluminum alloy suitcase beside the bed for a while, then said hoarsely, "It's better not to travel."

"What's the matter, haven't you always wanted to go?" Xun put his hands beside his head, lowered his head and kissed him, and looked at him calmly.

"Wang Yi is like this, I can't have fun when I go out to play, so I can play games with him during the summer vacation."

Xunxu pressed on him, then wrapped him in his arms with both hands, Zuo Yi buried his face in his neck, the two hugged quietly.Until Zuo Yi's cell phone rang, and the caller ID was Wang Yi.

"Master Zuo, I... seem to have gotten into trouble..."

【an hour ago】

Lin Haoran succeeded in waking Wang Yi up when he thumped the steering wheel and cursed, "Why don't the traffic in the imperial capital die?"

Wang Yi jumped like a fish caught on the shore, "Why are you driving!" Then he quickly fell down, "I must be dreaming!"

"Cut, my technique is first-rate, okay?" Lin Haoran couldn't bear to be stuck on the road for more than ten minutes and rushed down the elevated highway, going to Wang's family first.

"Pull it down! No matter how first-rate you are, you're worthless!" Wang Yi just got up, feeling a little dizzy for a moment, and stretched out his hand to cover his forehead, feeling that the breath he exhaled was mixed with a strong smell of alcohol.

"I think you are sober." Lin Haoran glanced at him from the rearview mirror.

Wang Yi snorted, saying he was awake but not sober, he turned his head and saw Qin Xiaonan who was sleeping soundly on the seat next to him, then turned over, staring blankly at the rain curtain outside the window.

"Hey, do you still remember the forest park that the three of us used to go to when we were in junior high?" Lin Haoran asked suddenly.

Wang Yi said sarcastically, "You mean that piece of grass that dares to be called a forest park with only a few small saplings growing there?"

"That's right, I went there a few days ago. The saplings have grown up, and the grass has bloomed a lot of flowers. The place is quite beautiful." Lin Haoran said.

"What are you doing there?" Wang Yi asked casually.

Lin Haoran smiled and said: "Isn't this the choice of an engagement venue? What do you think of that place? When the three of us were lying there basking in the sun, I thought, we must get married here in the future."

Wang Yi felt twitching in his heart, so he could only hold back: "Can you go to the same place when you're engaged and married?"

"That's not going to work. Now that I think about it, getting married there is really simple. I'm afraid of wronging Xiao Nan, so I can use it there for engagement." Lin Haoran said.

"You should discuss it with Qin Xiaonan, what are you asking me for?" Wang Yi was very irritable.

Lin Haoran didn't realize it, and beeped: "I don't agree with Xiao Nan, she wants to invite all her friends in the Heath banquet hall, I think it's on the lawn, invite both parents and a few of you. "

"You're going against the bride-to-be's intentions before you're married, and you don't want to sleep on the bed in the future, right?" Wang Yi said, "Why are you so attached to that piece of grass? Mr. Zuo and I have long forgotten."

Lin Haoran smiled lightly, that kind of gentle smile was overly handsome in the vague sound of rain, "I'm used to you two being heartless, but I'll always remember that, you used to take one bite at a time What's the name of the secret base?"

"Who doesn't have a black history, why don't you make it up like this." Wang Yiyan said.

Lin Haoran said: "I remember that you still have the photos you took at that time in your computer, I will make a copy later."

Wang Yi hummed casually, and Lin Haoran said to himself, "I have to fix the date quickly, Mr. Zuo is going to travel soon... Speaking of which, if Mr. Zuo's identity wasn't so eye-catching, he might as well book it with the elder brother." Got it."

"Brother has proposed to him a long time ago. Haven't you seen the rings hanging around his and brother's necks? It was designed by a famous French designer, and there is only one of them in the world." Wang Yi said.

"If Mr. Zuo announces this relationship one day, there will probably be another sensation on the Internet." Lin Haoran said casually.

Wang Yi said: "Not necessarily. At most, it's a matter of popular expectations. Haven't you seen how loud the big brother's voice is on the Internet? When Mr. Zuo really announces that he is going to marry his big brother, there will probably be a lot of cheers."

A dark shadow slowly rose in the dark cabin, Qin Xiaonan sat up like a female ghost, and said in a serious tone, "What did you say?"

Wang Yi was taken aback by her.

The two people looked at each other in the rearview mirror at the same time, and then said in unison: "Please, sister, don't tell the chairman."

Qin Xiaonan was dumbfounded.

Lin Haoran said: "Didn't you fall asleep?"

Qin Xiaonan grunted and said expressionlessly: "You all know that I'm asleep, and I'm not dead. Who wouldn't be able to wake up listening to you chatting like killing a pig?" Focusing on the point, he said: "Young master Zuo and big brother... Is what you said just now true?"

The two nodded slowly, Qin Xiaonan was stunned for a long time, and then said bluntly: "Then... what about Lan Lan?"

"Don't ask me if I don't know, I'm still drunk." Wang Yi closed his eyes and pretended to be asleep.

Lin Haoran said: "Don't talk to me, the master taught you to concentrate on driving."

Qin Xiaonan didn't speak anymore, leaned on the car window in a daze, and was stunned for a long time, then suddenly screamed happily: "That's great! I've long felt that something is going on between Big Brother and Mr. Zuo!"

"Are you not worried about the chairman anymore?" Wang Yi said not afraid of death.

Qin Xiaonan rolled his eyes at him, shrugged and said, "Why should I worry? It's very free to like this kind of thing. It's good to be happy with each other, but wishful thinking is not necessarily a bad thing. At least the chairman likes the left wing. When she thinks of the left wing, the feeling in her heart This kind of happiness cannot be given by others.”

Wang Yi was silent for a while, and said in a low voice: "How big is the heart to feel happiness when you can't love it. You have read too many romance novels."

Qin Xiaonan blinked her big eyes and looked at him, "What's wrong, Mr. Wang? Today is weird."

"He's drunk." Lin Haoran said.

Lin Haoran got out of the car under an umbrella, helped Wang Yi down, and the servants of Wang's family came out to open the door.

In the hall, Mrs. Wang was making a facial mask and practicing yoga, and the faint fragrance of incense floated leisurely in the air.She heard the movement and slowly opened her eyes, saw Lin Haoran walking in with Wang Yi on her side, and asked, "Dasha is drunk again?"

Lin Haoran didn't know whether to laugh or cry, so he could only nod his head and said, "Yes, I drank too much. Auntie, why don't you go to bed so late."

Mrs. Wang continued to do stretching movements calmly, and was about to say something, Wang Yi seemed to have found an opportunity for revenge, and said: "When people get old, their sleep will decline. You see, my mother has to do exercises every day to sleep. If I don’t make a mask before going to bed, my face will look like a loofah when I wake up tomorrow morning, which scares my dad so much that he hasn’t come back yet.”

"..." Lin Haoran said in his heart that if you want to die, wait until I leave!

Mrs. Wang was calm and composed, and said leisurely: "Well, what a fool, I saw a white high-rise apartment on the road when I was shopping today, not to mention how beautiful it is, I plan to buy it, but you also know that your dad works hard in business , You can see that you have been away on business for a week and haven't come back, so you will first lend me your pocket money for the next few years, ah."

"Mom, I was wrong." Wang Yi raised his hands in surrender.

Mrs. Wang tore off the mask, took the hot handkerchief handed over by the servant, wiped her face, and beckoned with a gentle smile, "Come here and sit, what are you doing standing up, Kitty, go get the pudding."

The servant responded and went down to prepare.

As soon as Wang Yi walked over, Mrs. Wang twisted her nose and whispered, "Oh, I called Xiao Nan and who called you, why are you so shameless! You smell like you've been soaking in the toilet for a week. It stinks! Go up and wash it!"

Wang Yi felt that one day he would be pissed off by his mother, so he staggered upstairs, and Lin Haoran also suppressed a smile and went up with him.

Qin Xiaonan sat next to Mrs. Wang and snickered, "Auntie, you are really skilled."

Mrs. Wang said: "This child has been bullied by me since he was a child, and he has learned to resist..."

The sound of Wang Yi closing the door upstairs was extremely loud.

Lin Haoran turned on Wang Yi's computer, turned around and saw Wang Yi, who was lying on the carpet, and kicked him unceremoniously, "You want to sleep on the bed, but you didn't hear your mother calling you to take a bath!"

"Shut up!" Wang Yi got up in a muffled voice, walked to the computer desk and opened a folder, "You can find it yourself, the photos from so many years are there."

Lin Haoran flipped through the photos inside, all of which were selfies taken by the three boys on various occasions, Wang Yi was always making faces, Zuo Yi was always comparing scissorhands, and he was always the one who was squeezed in the middle and held up his mobile phone.There are also some formal occasions where the camera was taken. From junior high school to high school, Cheng Lanlan gradually appeared in the photos. There was a picture of Wang Yi pulling her ponytail and was photographed by the left wing, but later Wang Yi was beaten by Cheng Lanlan. Miserably.Lin Haoran couldn't help laughing while flipping through the pages. He suddenly found a photo of Jiang Ling. In the picture, Jiang Ling with cute neat bangs was sitting on a bench with a drink and smiling at the camera. , he was looking somewhere else with an absent-minded look.

"Why do you still keep it?" Lin Haoran said displeased.

"What?" Wang Yi leaned over and took a look. He kept it because the left wing in the photo was not Jiang Ling. It was obvious that Lin Haoran had misunderstood, but he didn't bother to explain. He stepped back on the bed and said indifferently: "Ex-girlfriend, don't delete it, I will turn against you if you delete it."

Lin Haoran turned a blind eye to it, and immediately right-clicked to delete it.

Wang Yi said angrily: "Jiang Ling is my ex-girlfriend, not yours! You are afraid that Qin Xiaonan will see it!"

"You can't let her go, can you?" Lin Haoran frowned and said, "Is it because of Jiang Ling that you have been distracted a while ago?"

Wang Yi became surprisingly angry: "It's none of your business! Just take care of yourself, and it's not your turn to take care of my affairs!"

"Are you drunk?" Lin Haoran was taken aback by his choking, then poured a glass of water and poured it on him.

"Lin Haoran, you are sick!" Wang Yiteng got up, shook his hair, and wiped the water on his face.

"Are you awake?" Lin Haoran looked at him coldly.

Wang Yi grabbed Lin Haoran by the collar and pushed him against the wall, and said coldly: "I'm thinking about who wants to date whom, what right do you have to control! Who are you!"

Lin Haoran stared into his eyes, "Anyone can do it, only that girl Jiang Ling can't do it!"

"Anyone can?" Wang Yi raised his eyebrows and sneered: "You can too?"

Lin Haoran frowned.

Wang paused, with an inaudible hoarseness in his voice, and he whispered, "Do you still remember, on Mr. Zuo's birthday two years ago, didn't you say that if I let a woman dump me again, you would give me the money?" Am I a woman, does your words still count?"

Lin Haoran slowly opened his eyes wide, as if a big hand was strangling his throat, preventing him from making a sound.

Wang Yiben stuck very close to him. Seeing that Lin Haoran didn't speak, he laughed at himself, pressed the back of his neck like this while still drunk, and then they bit their lips together.Lin Haoran didn't know whether it was because of fear or something else, he closed his eyes forcefully and let Wang Yi kiss him.

At this time, if Lin Haoran had a slight hesitation to push Wang Yi away, he would find Qin Xiaonan who was standing at the door with a small plate of blueberry cake in his hand with a pale face.

Until the crisp sound sounded, the plate fell to the floor and shattered into several pieces, Qin Xiaonan took a step back, and then fled.

Lin Haoran pushed Wang Yi away abruptly, wanting to chase him out with a gray face, but Wang Yi grabbed his hand from behind.

The indifferent look in his eyes when he turned his head at that moment made Wang Yi startled, he knew he would never forget Lin Haoran's look, it was obviously mixed with a trace of hatred, which made him feel dizzy and tinnitus in despair.

"I..." Wang Yi trembled, and then he let go of his hand, "I'm just kidding...you go after me! Go and explain to me! I'm really just kidding!"

"I see." Lin Haoran chased him out without looking back.

In the silence, he could vaguely hear the sound of him going down the stairs anxiously.

"Son?" Mrs. Wang walked into Wang Yi's bedroom not long after, and seeing him standing there in a daze, she walked over and patted his head lovingly, "What's the matter, son? Tell Mom about something."

Wang Yi looked up at her, then stretched out his hand to wrap his mother in his arms and patted her on the back, trying to make his voice full of calm: "It's okay, Mom, your son is broken in love again. Hurry up!" Go to sleep, or your face will really turn into a loofah when you wake up tomorrow morning."

So Mrs. Wang held her face and screamed "I almost missed my beauty sleep" while trotting out. Wang Yi smiled wearily. He didn't know that the moment the door closed, his mother appeared on her face. What a distressed expression.She whispered to the servant who was picking up the debris, "I'll clean it up tomorrow, don't disturb the young master's rest." Then she glanced at her son's closed door, sighed softly, and went back to her room.

The rain outside the window was wrapped in a faint cold air and hit the glass. Through the wet window, the faint light outside turned into an ugly oil paint.Wang Yi turned off the light, squatted down slowly, and curled up in a dark corner, quietly listening to the sound of rain outside the window, like dense drumbeats constantly beating on the glass, every time he was frightened and flustered, he had already Tired until he was on the verge of breath failure, he just curled up into a ball motionless, and two lines of hot tears flowed down quickly.

He felt exhausted and wanted something to lean on, but for the first time he found that the room was so big that there was no fulcrum for him to lean on.

He thought of Zuo Yi, so he took out his mobile phone tremblingly, dialed the person he was thinking of, and said to him tremblingly, "Young Master Zuo, I... seem to have gotten into trouble..."

When Zuo Yi arrived in the rain, what he saw was Wang Yi's bloodshot red eyes.

"I'm here." Zuo Yi said softly, not a false sentence like "Are you okay" or "Are you okay" that would undoubtedly make things worse for the person involved, he walked up to Wang Yi, and quietly stretched out his arms His shoulders and his coat were drenched from the heavy rain outside.

"Hi, dear." Wang Yi sat on the ground with his knees hugged and said in a hoarse voice.

Zuo Yi got up and went to the control panel to directly adjust the temperature of the room to ten degrees, then opened the cabinet and took out a blanket to cover himself, then walked back to Wang Yi, covered the other end of the blanket on Wang Yi, and followed him Nest together.Just like a long time ago, the three of them often turned off the air conditioner in the dormitory in winter, and then watched movies or played cards under the same quilt.

He listened carefully to Wang Yi's choked-up voice about the farce that happened not long ago, his almost collapsed remorse, and his apology to Qin Xiaonan, and he silently said nothing, he didn't need to speak, he knew Wang Yi just wanted someone to accompany him.Wang Yi rests on Zuo Yi's shoulder, and Zuo Yi rests on his head. They listen to music with the same pair of headphones, switching from song to song.

Zuo Yi secretly sent a text message: [I will accompany Wang Yi tonight, and I will take a taxi back tomorrow by myself, don't wait for me, go back to sleep, I love you. 】

Not long after, the car lights outside the window flickered, and the left wing knew that Xun was gone.

At twelve o'clock in the morning, Zuo Yi sneaked into the kitchen, and when he came back, he took back a box of heated egg tarts, and then ate them with Wang Yi, "Sorrow requires physical strength, so you can be sad after eating." He said.

"I thought you would at least comfort me." Wang Yi glared at him with red eyes, then picked up the egg tart and stuffed it into his mouth.

"The act of me being by your side is consolation. You want my verbal consolation? Come on, I can help you if you need a blow," Zuo Yi said.

Wang Yi couldn't help but laugh, then lay down and pillowed on the left wing's lap, and said softly: "Don't you blame me? Don't you think I'm too much? Or it would be more appropriate to be very cheap."

Zuo Yi shook his head: "Why do I blame you, I don't blame you for what you did, and I don't blame Haoran for the same thing." Because he is an atheist, Zuo Yi hates God in his heart.

Then Zuo Yi stroked Wang Yi's hair, and shared with Wang Yi the memory of secretly liking Xun in a very soft voice. When he mentioned the sixteenth night, he casually summed it up in ABC, and only said that the other party was an ordinary company. When he talked about the pain when he learned that Xun had a fiancée, he felt even more distressed for Wang Yi.

"But you are still together in the end." Wang Yi said.

Zuo Yi nodded, and then said: "So you have to believe that there must be your lover in this world, you just have to choose whether to fight for it or wait."

"Just fight for it." Wang Yi smiled weakly, "Qin Xiaonan's kind of pure and simple girl, if you pull a hair of her, you can be drowned by your own guilt, let alone trying to snatch her fiancé, and I can't grab it either."

"Then just wait." Zuo Yi bent down and covered Wang Yi's eyes with his hand, a warm tear dripped on the back of his hand, "You deserve better."

There is always a person in this world who will pass through the turbulent crowd, with heavy love hidden in his eyes, and repay your waiting.

The two talked nonchalantly all night, and fell asleep on the floor for no reason. Wang Yi was fine, at least he was lying down and had a certain pair of legs under his head to support him.Zuo Yi leaned against the wall and slept for several hours. When he woke up, his neck was so stiff that it almost broke.

When going downstairs, Zuo Yi rubbed his neck and greeted Mrs. Wang's unusually warm voice——

"Ah! When did Xiao Zuo come? Come and sit with Auntie."

"I came here last night. At that time, Auntie, you were already asleep, so you didn't bother me." Zuo Yi said with a smile.

Wang Yi came down from upstairs, hooked Zuo Yi's neck and dragged him to the dining room, "I haven't eaten yet, why should I sit?"

After breakfast, Zuo Yi went to the living room to chat casually with Mrs. Wang. Mrs. Wang had an appointment with a friend, and got up and left after a while. Zuo Yi then went to find Wang Yi.He was sitting on a rattan chair in the small garden downstairs, with a cup of potted plant-shaped cake by his hand.

The torrential rain is still falling endlessly, the sky is gloomy, and even in the morning, there is an illusion that night is coming.Wang Yi looked at the rain screen in a daze, his hair, eyelashes, even his clear pupils and slender fingers were all wrapped in deep shadows, as if he would melt into the rainstorm and disappear at any moment.There is a vast ocean of sadness in him, even if the left wing is still and motionless, he can detect it from his lonely eyes.

Maybe it wasn't such a good idea to stay.

So Zuo Yi walked over and patted him on the shoulder hard, "Hey, let's travel to Japan together."

In the following time, Zuo Yi began to call Lin Haoran over and over again, sometimes he got through with a rustling voice, and sometimes he couldn't get through at all, making Zuo Yi almost doubt whether his phone was broken.

It was several hours later when it was finally connected and there was a clear voice.

"My phone is almost out of battery!" Lin Haoran yelled into the phone breaking down in the howling wind.

"What are you doing!" Zuo Yi couldn't help roaring after finishing his lunch.

Lin Haoran shouted: "Xiao Nan came to Liuzhen...I'm here...to find her!"

"Fuck! Isn't there a typhoon blowing there! What is she doing there!" Zuo Yi jumped off the sofa emotionally, Wang Yi raised his head and looked at him inexplicably.

"I don't know... the signal here is not good!" Lin Haoran tried his best to fight against the wind, "We may not be able to contact you when we get inside! I'll come back... and then... contact you!"