save you to save yourself

When I woke up again, it was already dark outside, and Ji Mingyi touched the pinhole on his neck, still hurting, stood up and hurried to see the room where Yao Mi slept, and sure enough, the urns of Shan Jun and Li Li were gone. are gone.Ji Mingyi tried to calm himself down. Now that Shan Jun knew that the police in his hometown were arresting him, he would not wait to be arrested, so where would he take Yao Mi?Where else could he go and whom could he trust?Suddenly Ji Mingyi remembered what Liangzi said a few days ago. He said that Li Li said that he could go to him no matter what. If Shan Jun wanted to take Li Li's organs to Liangzi, he would definitely accept him.That mining area was the last place Shan Jun wanted to go to. There was a past he couldn't forget, and it was also the place he chose to die.

Yao Tao had already made countless calls anxiously, but Ji Mingyi didn't dare to answer, so he quickly charged his phone and called Liangzi, but no one answered, so he called Yao Tao back and told him not to rush over here first.I went to the garage to find the off-road vehicle that Li Li used to drive, hoping to catch up with Shan Jun. Shan Jun must have driven to the mining area and took Yao Mi with him. It would not be too fast. I only hoped that Yao Mi would be in a coma these few hours. Don't get hurt.

Ji Mingyi, who hadn't eaten or drank all day, drove seven hours non-stop before seeing the coal mines in the mining area from a distance. Since he was sent out of the mining area by Li Li when he was 12 years old, he never set foot here again. Will the house where he lived with Shan Jun and Li Li when they were young still be there?It was still dark in the mining area, but the light above the wellhead illuminated the compound in front of the wellhead. The compound was almost the same as before, still full of soot everywhere, and there were abandoned houses in a dilapidated mess in the distance.After driving forward four or five wells, I saw the one closest to their small house. Many small two-story buildings and flashing colored light boxes were also built on the road behind.

Get out of the car and take advantage of the lights in the distance. Ji Mingyi walked slowly towards the small house with one deep foot and one shallow foot. Standing in front of the courtyard door, he looked at the house, which hadn't changed at all. From the door, you can see Shan Jun and Li Li sitting on the small kang.Li Li always holds a book and reads it seriously with frown, while Shan Jun always sits on the small table opposite her to settle accounts.The afternoon sun shining through the window sprinkled on the two of them. At that time, they were the beauty that Ji Mingyi never dared to get close to in his life.

Ji Mingyi didn't dare to open the rusted iron door. He was afraid of seeing the Shan Jun whom he didn't know or understand. He was afraid of seeing the boy he loved so much with injuries. Even if he died, he wouldn't be able to compensate Yao Tao at all. any point.

He vaguely heard light footsteps coming from behind the door, through the thick door Ji Mingyi could clearly hear that it was not Shan Jun's, Shan Jun always walked very calmly, not this kind of forceful footsteps that dragged the ground.He hurriedly opened the door and saw that Liangzi was holding a bowl in the corridor and was about to open the door of the east room. When he saw Ji Mingyi, he glanced at him and opened the door without any panic.

Ji Mingyi knew that he had to face this moment, the Shan Jun who made him helpless, and the innocent child who made him feel guilty.The bright and soft lights in the room looked the same as usual, Ji Mingyi walked to the door in a few steps and looked at the several people who were confronting each other in the room.

Liangzi handed the bowl she brought over to Shan Jun. Shan Jun took the bowl and flipped the steaming porridge inside with a spoon, blowing carefully. Yao Mi, who was sitting on the kang opposite, looked at Shan Jun's face with a pale face. move.When he saw Ji Mingyi standing at the door, flames of hope burst out in his eyes, and it hurt Ji Mingyi's heart to see such dazzling light under the night lights.Shan Jun also glanced back at Ji Mingyi as if he saw a shadow, and turned his head to watch Yao Mi continue to turn the porridge in the bowl.

Passing the cold porridge to Yao Mi, Shan Jun said softly, "Eat it, you don't need to think about anything and don't need to be afraid after eating."

Yao Mi still stared at Ji Mingyi, his eyes slowly turned cold and disappointed, looking at Shan Jun, who was smiling nicely but made people feel gloomy, trembling with fear.

"What are you looking at him for? His coming can't change anything." He still used a spoon to feed Yao Mi's purple lips with a mouthful of porridge.

Ji Mingyi knows that he can't do anything now, Shan Jun is too close to Yao Mi now, as long as he makes any movement, he can strangle Yao Mi with one hand, judging by the current situation, Liang Zi doesn't seem to want to dissuade Shan Jun at all, if it is true If there is any conflict, Ryoko will definitely stand by Shan Jun.After all, he only lived here for less than half a year and then left and never came back. The relationship between Liang Zi and Shan Jun is naturally not comparable to him.But what now?Do you want to watch Shan Jun imprison Yao Mi?

Liangzi saw that the little boy was no longer going to eat, so she stopped looking at Shan Jun's haggard and nervous look, and he felt anxious, his heart throbbing with pain.Looking at Ji Mingyi who was stiff at the door, he said, "Come out!" and dragged him to close the door of the east room.

The east room and the west room are facing each other. After closing the door of the east room, Liang Zi dragged Ji Mingyi into the west room. After a closer look, Ji Mingyi realized that Liang Zi was really old, and her temples were frost-white, and the corners of her eyes had faded. They are all deeply wrinkled, and the skin is not the healthy bronze color of the past, but has become the sallow yellow of the vicissitudes of life.The Westinghouse where Liangzi lives, Ji Mingyi seldom came here when she was a child, but now it looks the same as she remembers when she was a child, even the leather mat on the heated kang is still the same color, and she used to laugh at Liangzi when she was a child. The Kang mats in the house are pink, but Liang Zi said at that time that the house was a bit pink and beautiful, and Shan Jun also smiled and said that there must be someone in the house who has a girly heart and can't be like Li Li at all.

Sitting on the edge of the kang, Liangzi picked up the cigarette case and lit a cigarette. The two fingers that often hold cigarettes have turned yellow. It seems that Liangzi is addicted to cigarettes. I don’t know what to worry about. .

"Xiao Yi, you shouldn't have come!" Liang Zi said in a hoarse voice after exhaling a long puff of smoke.

"Why shouldn't I come? He brought my best friend's brother, and I am the only one who can control him now. You say why I shouldn't come, and you? You have watched him imprisoned for so many years His child, do you know that he is adding to the crime?" Now Ji Mingyi can no longer treat this big brother who used to take good care of him calmly. "Brother Liang, that child has a bad heart and can't stand such trouble His parents are gone, only his brother and this child are left, if something happens to him here, how will you let his brother live, can Shan Jun and I really pay off this debt?"

"I know, Shan Jun said that the child's heart is Li Li's!" Liang Zi said while looking sideways at the east wall, as if she could see the beating heart through the wall.

"I knew it, I knew it, he wouldn't really want to come to me." As if muttering to himself, Ji Mingyi lowered his head and felt that he wanted to get away. What's not important now is important The ones who are alive.Looking up at Liang Zi, he said, "Brother Liang, you can't do this for Shan Jun. His brother has already called the police. Shan Jun has been ill since Li Li left. Are you also confused?"

"What's so confusing? We all know that Shan Jun is not sick. I understand him when he does this. I don't want Li Li to die without a whole body. I won't be able to be a human again in the next life." The smoke from his mouth covered With his eyes closed, Ji Mingyi couldn't see the despair in his eyes.

"There is no next life!" Ji Mingyi felt that he was exhausted physically and mentally. Why are the people around him such paranoid people? Why are such beautiful people like Li Li surrounded by these people? Ji Mingyi thought of what Shan Jun said at that time She said, "Ji Mingyi, she's gone, we don't have to pretend to be who she likes anymore." Now they don't pretend anymore, this is their original paranoid and crazy look.

"Yes, in the next life! I just hope that she can live a happy life in the next life, and don't have to live for others all her life." Liangzi stared at Ji Mingyi with a pair of eyes, as if he was the sinner who prevented Li Li from reincarnating.

"Brother Liang, death is like a lamp going out, and there is nothing left. Now she still has a heart left in the world to continue beating, isn't it good? Isn't this what she decided before she was alive? Now you and Shan Jun want to change her heart." A last wish? If you really believe in the afterlife, then releasing that child and saving his life is considered a good deed for Li Li."

Liangzi sneered and looked at Ji Mingyi as if laughing at his innocence, "Giving virtue? Can I let her live a better life after accumulating virtue? Xiaoyi! Li Li treats you so well that's why you don't know that the world is hard. , how do you think you can survive in such a smoky mining area? How can a little girl like her let you live the life of a young master in the city? We all have lives in our hands, and I can do whatever I want after I die , I don’t care! But Li Li is different. She has suffered enough in her life. I can’t protect her whole body. Now, let Shan Jun do whatever he wants, he is the most pitiful one. Shan Jun is no less kind to you than Li Li, and you should love him too!"

Ji Mingyi has always felt that he was excluded by them. Although Li Li always smiled when he was with him before, Ji Mingyi just felt that there was a thick fog behind that smile, which he could not understand. Li Li would never let him understand.All the pain and sorrow behind this thick fog can only be understood by people like Shan Jun and Liangzi. He will always be "different" in their eyes. He hates this kind of difference, and hates this kind of person who is the farthest away from the person he cares about the most. a feeling of.

Liang Zi was still smoking one cigarette after another, and the expression of the person opposite could not be seen clearly in a small room, Ji Mingyi didn't know what to do, what would Li Li want her to do?Will Shan Jun go with him?Ji Mingyi knew that the person standing in front of Shan Jun would never be able to match Li Li's heart.