save you to save yourself

After struggling in the nightmare for a long time, Ji Mingyi slowly opened his eyes. There were still traces left under the bed from last night, and the person next to him had long since disappeared. It seemed that he had gone out again.He got up, washed himself, changed his clothes and opened the bedroom door, only to see Shan Jun at home, who was leisurely reading the newspaper and drinking freshly brewed tea.

After breakfast, Ji Mingyi also sat next to Shan Jun. The man didn't respond and continued to read his newspaper.Ji Mingyi wants to ask something but he knows he can't, even if he asks Shan Jun, he won't tell him, what will happen?Will Shan Jun really let him disappear as Wang Haibo said?

The two sat in the living room like this for a long time, one reading the newspaper and the other watching TV. Ji Mingyi kept observing Shan Jun secretly and found that his expression was calm and good. It seems that he slept well last night. Of course, this is also his own credit.

Seeing Ji Mingyi falling asleep holding the remote control, she put him on the sofa, turned off the TV and went back to the room by herself.At noon, Ji Mingyi prepared meals early in the morning, which were all Shan Jun's favorites, and Shan Jun also ate a lot of everything for the sake of saving face, and even went for a walk downstairs with Ji Mingyi after the meal.Ji Mingyi thought this was a good start, so he went to the show together at night and Shan Jun didn't refuse, so he followed.Ji Mingyi knew that Shan Jun didn't like it because he always looked at his mobile phone frequently, and he was not interested in what was on stage, as if he was just to accompany Ji Mingyi.

Ji Mingyi thought that their family used to like to go out to watch movies, but Li Li was too busy, so sometimes Shan Jun would accompany him. At that time, although Shan Jun had an unhappy face, he always came with him every time.And every time he thinks of which movie is suitable for him, he will bring him here, and every time he just asks for it unscrupulously, Shan Jun will do it.That is, I only know that Shan Jun likes Li Li, so when I grow up, if I want to marry Li Li, I have to drive Shan Jun away, so I have never treated him as kindly as he treats his relatives, and now Shan Jun treats himself as he should. of.

In the evening, Ji Mingyi went to Shan Juan's bedroom early to watch him, and Shan Jun didn't feel disgusted as he let him lie on the bed and watch his every move. After looking at the computer for a long time, he went to bed peacefully.Seeing that Shan Juan didn't take the medicine, Ji Mingyi also fell asleep peacefully, but this time he chose to be closer to Shan Juan at night, wanting to lean against the warm body beside him.

When he opened his eyes in the morning, Ji Mingyi guessed that Shan Jun was really sleeping in his arms, and his face was not indifferent when he was asleep, and he looked like the first time he saw him when he was a child.If you are too close, you can see the arteries on the side of his neck beating powerfully under the white skin, and you can feel the pulse beat as if you are repelling your own fingers, just like its own. The master also hates his approach.

Gently got up, trying not to wake up the sleeping Shan Jun, got dressed and went to prepare breakfast, as if life should be like this.

After Ji Mingyi left, Shan Jun slowly opened his eyes and touched the place where he was touched just now, looking at the ceiling and listening to the slight noise in the kitchen thoughtfully.

After making a simple breakfast, she came to the room and saw that Shan Jun was still asleep. She lowered her head and pressed a kiss on his lips and said softly, "Shan Jun got up and had breakfast, and I will take you to a fun place later."

Shan Jun opened his eyes and got up to wash without saying anything, but when Ji Mingyi turned to go out, he also kissed him on the forehead.For a moment, both of them were a little embarrassed. Fortunately, Shan Jun had already gone to wash up, and Ji Mingyi hurried to the kitchen to serve porridge.

In the morning, Ji Mingyi brought Shan Jun to the fun place he said, and Shan Jun saw that this place was really fun - children's amusement park.

Ji Mingyi said with a smile: "You guys were too remiss in taking care of me before. I've never been to a children's amusement park. I just heard about it and saw it on TV."

"Yes, I was too busy in the past, and only cared about your studies." After finishing speaking, Shan Jun also stared at a big carousel in the distance, lost in thought.

Seeing Shan Jun in a trance, Ji Mingyi whispered in his ear: "Don't be afraid, I won't let you play this game with me, I'm too embarrassing as an adult, just come and see."

Shan Jun turned his head and looked at the face close at hand, breathing hot air and said, "You can play if you want, there's no shame in being recognized by no one."

"No, that's fine." After speaking, he led Shan Jun to sit in a seat where he could see the cheerful children playing.

The two of them just sat on the bench like this and watched others having fun, as if they were also satisfied. It wasn't someone watching them whispering and someone secretly taking pictures with their mobile phones. Ji Mingyi would give those girls who took pictures secretly a big Sunshine smiled, and Shan Jun turned his head into the camera even though he didn't smile and still had that flat, calm face.

In the end, Ji Mingyi asked the girl to transfer the photo to his mobile phone. When he came back, he sat there and looked at it for a long time. Shan Jun also raised his head to take a look, and said lightly, "You have a nice smile."

Ji Mingyi knows that this kind of smile is what Shan Jun likes, because he and Li Li look like him and always imitate Li Li's every move inadvertently, so his smile must be Shan Jun's favorite, not like Tian Tian and Yao Mi Ji Mingyi knew that he could only use this method to let Shan Jun know that he was the person most like Li Li.

After walking around for a day, I also ate outside at noon. When I got home, both of them were very tired, but they both fell asleep quickly after tossing around.

This kind of life goes by too fast, and such a warm life seems to have grown wings, making Ji Mingyi feel unreal every day like being in the clouds. A year ago, he thought that he could marry Li Li after returning to China, but now every day What I saw when I opened my eyes was the face I hated the most before. Only when this face appeared in front of me every day could I feel at ease.Ji Mingyi has not forgotten those people who are still looking for Shan Jun all over the world. Even if Wang Haibo doesn't report on Shan Jun, there will still be some people who will slowly find some clues and finally find Shan Jun.The life between him and Shan Jun should have continued like this, but such a seemingly stable life was placed on a bomb.

At night, Ji Mingyi took the initiative to throw Shan Jun on the bed. He thought that he should try the saying that a man is the best coaxer on the bed, so when Shan Jun looked at him, he said with a smile: "Shan Jun, let's go Let’s go to Tibet, didn’t we always want to see the place closest to the sky?”

While tearing off his clothes, he said unhurriedly: "You are closest to the sky when you are flying. Let's fly back and forth by plane."

Ji Mingyi stared into his eyes and said, "That's also the closest place to the Buddha. I want to ask the Buddha to keep you safe forever."

Looking at his slightly desolate eyes, Shan Jun's eyes dimmed for a moment, he lowered his head and kissed him and said, "You can arrange it!"

It was decided to go to Tibet, and there was nothing to prepare. The two big men are in good health, as long as they have warm clothes and first aid medicines, I searched the Internet for what should be prepared, and found a reliable website. The travel friend introduced a very good small hotel opened by the Zangmin family. Ji Mingyi and Shan Jun planned to live here, so they contacted the Zangmin to make a reservation in advance.During this period, Shan Jun just looked at his computer and mobile phone when he was free and didn't express his opinion. When Ji Mingyi asked him to accompany him to go shopping, he asked him to try on clothes and he cooperated.

The train ticket has been booked for the day after tomorrow. Ji Mingyi took out his mobile phone and called Yao Tao to tell him that he and Shan Jun had decided to leave. Yao Tao only said that he wanted to see each other again when he received the call.

On the same day, Yao Tao brought Yao Mi back, and Yao Tao invited Ji Mingyi to a cafe in front of their school. That was the first time Yao Tao met Ji Mingyi, not in the school.

Ji Mingyi always thought that he and Yao Tao met in the studio. In fact, Yao Tao saw Ji Mingyi who was in a daze here more than once in this cafe, because he always sat in the corner and drank alone. with the purest coffee.

Sure enough, Yao Tao found him in the innermost quiet corner. After not seeing him for half a month, Ji Mingyi looked even more haggard in Yao Tao's eyes.

"Xiao Yi, how are you doing recently?" Sitting across from him and looking at him, he asked with a chuckle.

Ji Mingyi raised his head and saw Yao Tao showing a big smile that Yao Tao had never seen before, and said, "It's okay, how is Xiaomi resting?"

"Xiaomi is fine. It's been almost a year since the operation, and he hasn't had any serious discomfort. It seems that he can get through the past few years safely. How long will you go this time?"

"We probably won't come back. I have already withdrawn from school, and the house will be handed over to you in the future. You can figure it out! I want to take Shan Jun out of here as soon as possible, and we may not see each other in the future. I'm sorry for this time !"

Yao Tao kept staring into his eyes and asked, "Why didn't you come back? Is it because of Xiaomi, so you have to hide away with Shan Jun, or is it because you don't want to see me anymore?"

Ji Mingyi smiled lightly and said relaxedly: "No, you are my best friend. I just want to take Shan Jun out to have a look. He needs someone to take care of him wholeheartedly. Fortunately, he still cares about me now. Good ending."

"Xiao Yi, your feelings are neither love nor family affection, but your self-blame and guilt and the responsibilities you imposed on yourself. Do you want to live like this for the rest of your life? I can take you and Xiaomi to a place we like I know you like me, and I love you too." Holding Ji Mingyi's cold and thin hand, looking at the darkness in his eyes, he still wanted to struggle.

"Yao Tao, you don't have to choose between me and Xiaomi, but you have to choose between you and Shan Jun, and I can only choose Shan Jun." Let him hold it, this is the last point he can give warm up.

"Xiao Yi, I hope you can come back one day after you've made up your mind." After speaking, he turned around and didn't dare to look at the face that he thought about day and night.

When I came home from the cafe and saw that Shan Jun was not in the room, Ji Mingyi became inexplicably flustered. The harmony and stability between the two of them made Ji Mingyi uneasy these days, but now he saw that he was by his side every day. Shan Jun was even more afraid when he disappeared a while after he went out.He looked at every room and went to the small garden and square downstairs, but there was no one there, and there was no one in the supermarket and vegetable market that Shan Jun often went to, and the phone was turned off after calling countless times.This bad premonition ended with a phone call from Yao Tao, because Yao Tao said that Yao Mi had disappeared and did not know where he was.