save you to save yourself

In the evening, Ji Mingyi was making Yao Mi's favorite braised pork, but Yao Mi entered the kitchen with Ji Mingyi's cell phone. With the meat covered in oil, she looked at Yao Mi and smiled, Yao Mi answered the phone knowingly and put it in Ji Mingyi's ear.The skin on Ji Mingyi's face became soft when his fingers inevitably touched, and Yao Mi moved his hand closer to Ji Mingyi's ear, and his fingers could caress his face inadvertently.

"Hi, hello, I'm Ji Mingyi, who are you?"

"Hello, Xiaoyi!" There was a woman's voice on the other end of the phone. The woman's voice was a bit rough and deep, and it sounded very nervous. For a while, Ji Mingyi always felt that the voice was a little familiar, but he couldn't remember it.

"Xiaoyi, I'm mother!" The female voice on the other end said happily and a little excitedly when she heard Ji Mingyi's reply just now.

Yao Mi saw the expression on Ji Mingyi's face after hearing the reply on the other end, as if frozen in an instant. Yao Mi had never seen such a terrifying expression on Ji Mingyi before, so he couldn't help but pay attention to the voice on the other end of the receiver. At this moment, Ji Mingyi asked coldly, "Are you okay?"

"Xiao Yi, mom is worried about you. I haven't heard from you for a long time. I just want to see how you are. I can't get in from the downstairs of your house, so I'm waiting in the guard room. Why haven't you come back so late? "

"You're downstairs at my house? How did you find it here?" Ji Mingyi's tone became more severe, as if someone had violated him.

"It was the one called Shan Jun who told me. Can you come back? I came here with great difficulty!" The woman's rough voice and the choked up sounds really pitiful. Only Ji Mingyi knows it's all fake of.

"Just wait!" After finishing speaking, she turned her head and continued to cut meat, Yao Mi also wisely hung up the phone and went to watch TV without any curiosity.

After finishing the meal, Ji Mingyi returned home with a gloomy face, and Yao Tao also came back just after Ji Mingyi left.Seeing that the food had been set but Ji Mingyi was not around, Yao Tao changed his shoes and was about to enter the kitchen.

Seeing his brother's appearance, Yao Mi took the initiative to help him and said: "Don't look for it, go home, it seems that someone is looking for him, after he answered the phone, it seemed like he wanted to kill someone, and he just went back after cooking. gone."

Yao Tao knew that Ji Mingyi had no acquaintance here and no friends, so who would look for him and make Ji Mingyi so angry.

Momo's younger brother's head Yao Tao said: "You can eat at home first, I'll go and see him!"

"Well, let's go!" Yao Mi is not unhappy this time, he knows that Ji Mingyi usually looks like a very gentle person, and he smiles very sunny and is also very careful when taking care of himself, but today he saw Ji Mingyi The cold look on Mingyi's face made Yao Mi realize that Ji Mingyi was different from what he knew.

Yao Tao saw that his younger brother didn't have to worry about it, so he quickly put on the warm shoes and went out again.

Ji Mingyi walked home slowly, although it was only 10 minutes away, but Ji Mingyi didn't want to finish walking. In the guard room of the community, Ji Mingyi saw his 'mother' whom he hadn't seen for seven or eight years.The woman is too old. Ji Mingyi looked at the guard room for a while before he was sure that this was the woman. The woman was so happy when she saw him that she was about to step forward and wanted to grab his hand, but Ji Mingyi avoided him.

"Let's go!" After finishing speaking, he left the guard room first, and the woman also grabbed her small bag and followed behind him.

When we arrived at the gazebo downstairs, Ji Mingyi sat down and looked at the woman in front of him and asked, "What's wrong? What can you do with me?"

The woman looked a little embarrassed, looked at her son and said cautiously: "Xiao Yi, let's talk at home!"

"Just say it here." Ji Mingyi's cool tone made his mother feel nervous.

The woman seemed to muster up her courage before she finally sat down and looked at Ji Mingyi and said, "Xiaoyi, I didn't expect you to go to college. Your old Ji's family has never had a college student. You are the first one. Really promising."

Ji Mingyi looked at the woman impatiently and said, "Let's talk about the main thing!"

The woman didn't feel embarrassed when she heard it and said with a smile: "Mom is happy, Mom just misses you." After she finished speaking, her son looked at her without any reaction, and consciously withdrew her smile and said, "I haven't heard from you recently. I called and asked the person whose surname is Shan, but the person said that he has nothing to do with you, I am very worried! I just asked for your phone number and address."

"and then?"

"Huh?" The woman looked at her son in confusion.

"I asked you and then what? You saw that I was fine, then what?" Ji Mingyi looked at her with his arms crossed.

"It's not my son. I'm really worried that you're not doing well. I heard that the woman who raised you died, and now that man says he has nothing to do with you. I'm afraid that he will suffer after driving you out. "The woman looked at her son with a wrinkled brow and looked really worried.

"I'm not suffering now, at least it's better than being with you. You can go if you have nothing to do." Ji Mingyi put down his hands and was about to leave.

The woman became anxious when she saw it, and quickly said, "Xiao Yi, isn't mom worried that you will be plotted against? You said that the woman who raised you is dead now. Is she so rich being taken over by that man with the surname single?"

As soon as Ji Mingyi heard the woman say this, she turned her head and looked at her. The tall shadow blocked the light next to her and the woman took a step back unconsciously. She was a little afraid of this son whom she hadn't seen in several years.

"Oh? How do you say it? Did you guess it?"

"Since you went to school in the county, I went to see you once, and the surname Shan gave me money every month to tell me not to see you, and said it was for you and hoped that I could cooperate, but since half a year ago I haven’t sent any money, people said that when the woman died half a year ago, don’t you think he took all the property? Now that the woman is dead, he doesn’t have to worry about sending money to me.” Woman Can't see clearly his son's increasingly gloomy face is still talking to himself.

With a sneer, Ji Mingyi took a step towards the woman in front of him, "It's still for money!"

The woman said confidently: "No one lives for money, and no one can live without money. I said earlier that people's hearts are separated from the belly!"

Ji Mingyi felt that he couldn't control his rage, looked at his mother and gritted his teeth and said, "Don't tell me 'separate belly', I said that you and I are not separated by belly, but you abandoned me and let me fend for myself. I raised me without any reason, what right do you have to slander them, huh?" The last word was shouted by Ji Mingyi with all his strength, this woman gave birth to him so he can't do anything to her, He could only look at her ugly face again and again and endure her harassment.

The woman was really frightened and looked back at her son, not knowing how to explain it. The old man and old lady walking by were still pointing at her.

Just as Yao Tao was about to go upstairs, he heard Ji Mingyi's voice roaring from the pavilion next to him. He hurried over and saw a vulgarly dressed middle-aged woman in front of him, looking at him timidly. The anxious face was sweating.

"Xiaoyi, what's the matter? Go home and talk about it?" Yao Tao ran over and grabbed Ji Mingyi's arm, feeling that he was shaking.

Looking at the woman Yao Tao in front of him, he guessed that it might be Ji Mingyi's mother from the words he heard when he came here just now, looking at the nervous woman Yao Tao smiled and said: "Auntie, come upstairs with me, isn't this The place to talk." After speaking, he grabbed Ji Mingyi and walked ahead.

Ji Mingyi didn't want to open the door, so Yao Tao took out the key in his trouser pocket and opened the door, looked back at the woman and said, "Auntie, come in."

When Ji Mingyi entered the door, he sat on the sofa and looked at the woman with sharp eyes. Yao Tao arranged the woman on the sofa and went to the kitchen.He has never been to Ji Mingyi's house before and only knows the address. When Yao Tao entered the room, he felt that the house was really clean. A few pieces of furniture necessary for daily life were neatly arranged without any extra decorations, just like No one has ever lived the same life and all the lights in his house are voice-activated, and all the lights in the house will light up with a little sound.I found water in the refrigerator in the kitchen and took it out to Xiaoyi's mother. Xiaoyi's mother squeezed out a stiff smile and said, "Thank you!"

The woman's smile was like a steel needle that hurt Ji Mingyi. He looked at the woman and said, "So you came to me this time for money, because Shan Jun didn't send you money, so you only remembered me. If Shan Jun If you keep making money, you will never remember me for the rest of your life, right?"

The woman took a sip of water and put down the water in her hand and glanced at Yao Tao. Yao Tao turned around and found a room, then went in and closed the door.

"Mom is really worried about you. I'm afraid that you will be kicked out and have a bad life. Besides, the woman only has you as an adopted son. You can't take advantage of that man." The woman still wanted to convince this silly boy.

"How much money we have has nothing to do with you. All the money is earned by Shan Jun and Li Li and has nothing to do with me. Don't worry this time, I won't starve to death now. Tell the truth!" Ji Mingyi really Feel tired of entangled with her, heart tired!

"Son, mother's life is hard. I have been with this person for a few years and he was diagnosed with diabetes. Now it is getting worse. Now the family depends on me. Now you have a younger brother to support. It is really difficult." .In the past, the person surnamed Shan sent me money and said it was from your adoptive mother, but now he doesn’t give any money and says it has nothing to do with you. How do you think our family will live in the future?”

"Hehe," a sneer. After hearing the truth, Ji Mingyi felt much better. If this woman was really worried about him, Ji Mingyi really didn't know what to do. Hearing these things now, Ji Mingyi is not surprised or not. very happy.

"It seems that you and this man still have a little more affection than my dad. My dad didn't know until his death that you would leave his ten-year-old son in a place like the mining area, and go alone with other men. Many years later, you will still rely on selling your son to earn money to support your own man and child. You really have a lot of my son! Now let me say one last time that I will pay for the day when you are old and need support Yes, now please leave and don't appear near my house again. Let's go!"

The woman hurriedly stood up in a hurry, "Xiao Yi, you must have saved a lot of money with them over the years. Now your uncle needs money to see a doctor and your brother needs money to go to school. You can't ignore your brother, right?"

"I'm an orphan! It was ten years ago. I have no mother or younger brother. Don't force me!" After speaking, she watched the woman stand up.

The woman also stood up and grabbed her small bag, "Xiao Yi, why can't you tell who is near and who is far?"

"Get out!" Ji Mingyi slammed his fist on the small cabinet next to it, causing a vase on it to fall and shatter.

Yao Tao could hear the conversation in the living room from the room, but now he came out when he heard the sound, opened the door of the living room, looked at the woman and said, "Auntie, you can go, Xiao Yi is fine now, don't worry, I will take care of him, You go first!"

The woman wanted to say something, but when she saw Ji Mingyi's bloodshot eyes, she left resentfully.

Yao Tao looked at Ji Mingyi and didn't know what to say to comfort him, so he packed up the fragments of the vase on the ground and sat quietly with him on the sofa.

After sitting for a while, Ji Mingyi suddenly got up, picked up a rag and began to clean frantically. He wiped every place that the woman touched since she entered the door countless times. Yao Tao even felt that if the floor and the sofa were conscious, he would cry in pain. .Yao Tao just watched him kneeling on the ground sweating all over, seeing that he couldn't get his hands in, he quickly stood in a place that was not so obstructive.Watching Ji Mingyi wipe the floor, change the sofa cover, and finally throw the floor mat at the door into the trash can, Yao Tao regretted that he shouldn't have led the woman in on his own initiative, and of course he shouldn't have come in either.

During the whole process, Ji Mingyi didn't say a word. Yao Tao felt that this might be his way of venting his emotions. Everyone has a different way of venting when they are under too much pressure.After throwing away the last thing, Ji Mingyi stood there gasping for breath, his face was covered with sweat, and his face became paler. He stood there and looked at it, as if he was satisfied, he went straight to the bathroom.

Listening to the sound of water in the bathroom, Yao Tao guessed that he should be taking a bath, after all he was covered in sweat, but he didn't see Ji Mingyi come out after waiting for a long time.After hesitating at the bathroom door for a while, Yao Tao still knocked on the door, but no one answered, only the constant sound of water.Yao Tao was hesitant to go in, but the door opened inside, and Ji Mingyi came out with a towel around his waist, and smiled when he saw Yao Tao at the door.Looking at his smile, Yao Tao always felt that his smile was really dazzling, and if he was crying now, maybe he would feel better.After Ji Mingyi left, Yao Tao wanted to close the door of the bathroom to prevent the moisture from coming out. He saw that the bathroom was also cleaned very clean, but found something abnormal in the bathroom. What is wrong?Yao Tao suddenly found that there was no mist in the bathroom, so he should have washed it with cold water, and it was only the beginning of summer. It's nothing but torturing myself in another way.

Ji Mingyi went directly to his room and changed his clothes. Yao Tao looked at the thin bare back and the two slender straight legs. Suddenly, for no reason, he felt a palpitation in his heart, startled him, and quickly sat on the sofa. I took a sip of water.

After a while, Ji Mingyi changed into a set of light yellow home clothes and sat next to Yao Tao. Yao Tao recalled the bathroom without a little fog and raised his hand to touch the half of Ji Mingyi's arm exposed by the rolled up cuff. Sure enough, the touch of the palm was cold, and his fiery palm didn't heat up that piece of skin. He just held that still firm and smooth arm like this, feeling distressed and unbearable in his heart.

Seeing Yao Tao lowering his head and grabbing his arm, Ji Mingyi slowly withdrew his arm, looked at Yao Tao and said with a smile, "What's wrong?"

"I'm sorry, I don't know if I should let her in." Yao Tao didn't dare to look up at him, so he looked at the water glass opposite.

Ji Mingyi chuckled, "It's nothing, she won't let her in if she doesn't come in today, she won't give up until she knows where I live, because she will come to ask for money in the future. She is that kind of woman!"

When he chuckled out loud, Yao Tao looked up at his smile, it was a kind of disgust and contempt mixed with helplessness.

"I didn't know there were such mothers in the world, so I thought she should be really worried about you." Yao Tao really didn't understand, his parents loved him and Yao Mi very much when they were alive, for their family He also gave everything of himself, so now he has to take care of Yao Mi like his parents and love him well.

Ji Mingyi smiled again, this time looking at Yao Tao, with a clean smile, but Yao Tao still felt that there were too many things he didn't understand in that smile.

"There are many different women in this world. There are many great women and there are also many selfish women. I was born with that kind of woman, the kind of woman you just saw. When I see her, I think of her when I was a child. She always brings men back when my dad is at work, and my dad knows that going to work, sleeping and drinking is like a walking dead. She never cares about my life and only cares about fooling around with those people. I have to sleep in the daytime every day. □□ liquid. Until my father died, I finally didn’t have to see those anymore because she left me and ran away with others before my father was buried. I don’t have such a selfish woman I will meet them who are so selfless and great in the future." It seems that they are telling other people's stories while laughing lightly, looking sideways at the surprise and unbearable eyes of Yao Tao from time to time.

"Can't imagine it? Hehe, I'm different from you. I live in a remote mining area. It's not unusual for everything to happen there, so I don't blame her. People are selfish, Maybe one day I will do something that others can't understand. I am still very grateful to her womb for conceiving me, otherwise I would not have encountered everything in the future."

"Just look at it!" Yao Tao could only say this. He didn't know if Ji Mingyi really needed comfort. In his opinion, those were superfluous things.

"I've looked away a long time ago, and I've looked away from the chaotic ones. I didn't grow up around such people. It was God's compensation for me. After meeting me, Li Li and Shan Jun were God's preferential treatment to me." .hehe."

Both Yao Tao and Ji Mingyi glanced at each other and turned their heads without saying anything. Ji Mingyi took out his earphones, put them on and listened to the song, and slowly closed his eyes.Yao Tao was sitting next to him and watched him close his eyes and lean on the back of the sofa with his head up. Under the light, Ji Mingyi's light wheat-colored skin glowed a little, and his raised chin seemed to be pulling his neck a bit. The skin on the back tightly wraps this rounded Adam's apple.Yao Tao was watching in a daze, and suddenly his eyes went dark, and then he remembered that Ji Mingyi's house is full of voice-activated lights, and when he first entered the door, there was a little sound, and then the house was turned on, and now there are only two people's breathing and darkness in the whole room .

The two of them got used to this atmosphere when they were in the studio, and they just said a few words if they wanted to talk, and they just stayed together in such a comfortable and comfortable way. Yao Tao didn't make a sound and turned on the light, just sat by the sofa and listened carefully. Breathing more and more slowly, the music is not blurred from the earphones, it seems that he played it very loudly.

I don’t know how long he sat there. Yao Tao heard the person next to him fall asleep, so he stood up. He lightly snapped his fingers and the light came on. Cover him up.It was only when I wanted to go out that I realized that Ji Mingyi would catch a cold if he took a cold bath before going to bed?Raising his hand to test his body temperature, he remembered that his hands and feet were cold after sitting there for so long. Looking at his face, Yao Tao slowly lowered his head and closed his eyes, letting his thin eyelids stick to him. When it touched Ji Mingyi's forehead, the warmth and coolness on his forehead penetrated his eyelids in an instant and felt very comfortable.Yao Tao controlled his breathing for fear of waking him up, but Ji Mingyi's breath fell on Yao Tao's neck without dissipating heat. Yao Tao felt a little strange today and hurriedly left Ji Mingyi.After making sure that he was fine, he got up and left his house, and sat downstairs in the gazebo where they were talking just now before returning home.

Seeing her brother back, Yao Mi raised her head on the sofa and asked, "How is it?"

"It's nothing, why are you still up so late?" Yao Tao walked to his younger brother and stroked his soft hair.

"Well, I'm going to bed now, you should go to bed early too!" After speaking, she went back to her room and went to sleep.

Looking at his younger brother Yao Tao who turned and left, he felt that he might have suffered from insomnia when he saw the sky.