save you to save yourself

A plane full of passengers swooped down from an altitude of several thousand meters, and landed on the hard, dry and hot runway with the vibration and neighing of the air. The cabin opened and all kinds of passengers got off the plane with different expressions. .The cities in the north are not as cool as they used to be, which makes the travelers who got off the plane feel a little disappointed.Ji Mingyi, who had squeezed in front early and walked hurriedly, went straight to the exit with a whole body of exhaustion, which made the girl beside him who was paying attention to him all the time also frown. Her emotions let her know that it was not a good time to flirt, and she looked at the tall and sunny boy leaving in a hurry.

After getting off the plane, the person has already landed, but his heart is still hanging at a height of several thousand meters. Ji Mingyi somehow lifted his brainless foot and walked out.It’s been almost a month since there’s been no news from home. Li Li still answered his calls half a year after he first went abroad as an exchange student, and then he got busy too. Li Li also said that she had a new project to invest in, so the calls became more and more Li Li's voice became more and more tired, and in the second half of the year, Li Li just sent him emails.The last month was very busy and Ji Mingyi found out that there was no mail and no phone calls. Shan Jun used to mail things to China every month, but recently there were nothing. This made him have a bad feeling in his heart. He immediately decided to drop everything and return home.

Standing at the door of his own house, unable to enter through the thick anti-theft door, Shan Jun and Li Li's mobile phones were still turned off after calling countless times.Ji Mingyi had no choice but to find the property in the community and got the spare keys of the residents. Fortunately, he hadn't been back for almost a year. The manager and security of the property didn't change, but he knew him.

Opening the door, the scene at home made his heart feel as if someone had squeezed his heart tightly. In the living room, thick curtains were drawn, and the damp smell mixed with various unpleasant smells filled the room. The dim living room was no longer as warm as usual. The coffee table was covered with all kinds of paper garbage and clothes, and the dust and mud footprints at the door continued into Li Li's room.Ji Mingyi followed her footprints to Li Li's room. All her favorite things were placed on the bed. The soil under the bed seemed to have a thick layer. I searched the whole house without Li Li or a single. Jun's shadow.

Ji Mingyi panicked, just like many years ago when he stood outside the door of his dilapidated small earthen house, he was panicked and afraid to go in for some reason, and when he finally went in, he saw his real father's ashes and stiff corpse.

He asked around anxiously and finally saw a man holding an urn on the school bench behind the community.

Looking at the man from a distance, Ji Mingyi thought it was him but it didn't seem to be him. It was a desolate and lonely silhouette with a slightly bent body, long messy hair and clothes full of folds and stains. This was not the man in his heart. A calm and handsome man, but the silhouette of that body made him too familiar. The dark brown suit was also chosen by Li Li for him before, and that was Shan Jun!Just wondering what happened during his absence?Ji Mingyi told himself to calm down that Shan Jun must be there with Li Li. The moment he saw Li Li's photo on the urn, Ji Mingyi felt dizzy, and stood there for a long time, looking at Li Li's photo over and over again, convinced himself Really not wrong.

He shook the man in front of him crazily, and beat him crazily, but the man just refused to let go of the box in his hand.

Ji Mingyi knelt down in front of her urn in despair and asked him, "Why? Why didn't you let me come back and let me know?"

Both men's tears dripped on the small box, and it was hard to tell whose was saltier.

Ji Mingyi looked at the haggard and inhuman man on the opposite side who slowly raised his head, a pair of empty eyes seemed to have been sucked out of his soul on his sallow and pale face, and when those empty eyes looked at Ji Mingyi, they instantly His resentment was sucked away, leaving only sadness which should be the same sadness as the man in front of him.

The hoarse and dry voice forced to speak, and the voice was full of misery and desolation that Ji Mingyi had never heard before, "She said that she was very happy to have us in her life, really!"

At this moment, Ji Mingyi felt distressed, yes!He is not the only one suffering.Slowly approaching the dead man and hugging him in his arms, breathing deeply the smell of Li Li on his body, the box between the two of them contained the woman they loved the most.

Shan Jun looked down at Li Li in the box, "I hate you, and I won't love him. Li Li is sorry!"