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Around 8:[-] pm, the snow stopped and the snowy ground was still present even at night.There are already playful children and adults running downstairs to have a snowball fight and make a snowman.The street lamps were conscientiously on, and the white snow on the printed ground was dim.Heavy snow like this is very rare in City H, and that's why the children went crazy. It was the first time they had seen such a big snow when they grew up.

After feeding Xu Qinglu some warm white porridge, Yan Yan looked at him who had obviously not returned to normal, "Do you want some more?"

Shaking his head, Xu Qinglu looked at him.Xu Qinglu has been looking at him since they came back, and he doesn't want Yan Yan to leave his sight at all. If there is no special matter, he tightly clutches his sleeve and won't let him leave.Yan Yan looked at the time and patted him on the shoulder lightly, "It's late, go to sleep, you'll be warm tomorrow after a little sleep."

However, Xu Qinglu didn't let go, just looked at him blankly, and after a long time, he said tremblingly, "Yan Yan, I am obedient, I will listen to whatever you say, I don't think about it anymore, we will be friends from now on, Don't abandon me, okay?" His voice was broken, and his hoarse voice was even more fragile, Yan Yan didn't want to look at him anymore, he was afraid that if he watched it again, he would really soften his heart.

"Go to sleep first." Yan Yan said.Xu Qinglu's hand tightened a bit, as if Yan Yan would leave if he let go, and go to a place where he can no longer be found, letting him live or die.

"Didn't you say you were obedient? Be good, go to sleep." Upon hearing Yan Yan's words, Xu Qinglu immediately closed his eyes and remained motionless, but his hands were not loose at all.Yan Yan shook his head helplessly, then slowly took off his coat, lay on the bed, and hugged Xu Qinglu's body that was still cold even after being wrapped in a quilt for a long time.

Xu Xiaoxiao looked at the two fathers, jumped onto the bed wagging her tail, then lay down on the soft mattress at the foot of the bed, closed her eyes and snored a little.Yan Yan covered it with a quilt, then reached out and turned off the light.With eyes open and adapting to the darkness of the room, Yan Yan grabbed Xu Qinglu's cold hand and placed it on his chest, as if to pass warmth to him.

The next day, Yan Yan woke up to Xu Qinglu's indistinct moans of pain.Suddenly opened his eyes and sat up, Yan Yan looked around in a daze, the unfamiliar environment made him stunned for two seconds, what reminded him of where he was was the fiery temperature around him.

Xu Qinglu has a fever.

Xu Qinglu was so hot that he could boil an egg, Yan Yan immediately got up and put on his clothes, regardless of whether they were worn yesterday or wrinkled.After wearing it, Yan Yan tried to call Xu Qinglu, but couldn't wake him up.The first time he called an ambulance, Yan Yan helped him to put on his clothes. The clothes he took at hand looked a bit nondescript after he put them on.

The heavy snow hadn't been cleared yet, so the ambulance came very slowly. After Yan Yan changed Xu Qinglu's clothes and wiped his body a little, the ambulance arrived late.

Xu Qinglu had a severe fever, and the thermometer showed that it had reached 40 degrees, and he had fallen into a coma.Yan Yan sat beside the hospital bed, thinking to himself, he should have brought him to the hospital yesterday, he should never have taken him home just because he wanted him to feel at ease when he got sick after being buried in the snow for so long.

He was still asleep, lying on the white sheets in the ward, and the drips on his hands were falling drop by drop, bang bang bang, the yellow liquid medicine bulged up one by one, Yan Yan looked at it, suddenly felt a little tired, Yesterday I ran all day to find Xu Qinglu, and because I was not used to it at night and I had something on my mind, I didn't fall asleep until almost dawn.

Yan Yan smiled wryly, he was really looking for trouble for himself.

Looking at the amount in the bottle, Yan Yan slowly fell asleep lying on the bed, but the sleep was extremely uncomfortable. There was always something in his heart that made him wake up quickly, and he opened his eyes suddenly, Yan Yan was almost caught by himself. He fell to the ground with a big movement, stood up in a hurry, Yan Yan rubbed his eyes, looked at the medicine bottle, it was almost gone.

Reaching out and pressing the call bell to ask the nurse to change the dressing, Yan Yan yawned and rubbed his forehead.The nurse came quickly, changed the medicine and left after asking a few questions. Yan Yan sat by the bed and looked at Xu Qinglu with his chin resting.His finger got worse overnight due to the fever, and the whole finger was terribly swollen. The doctor treated him a little bit, wrapped it with a layer of gauze, and said that the dressing would be changed in the afternoon.

During the period, Xu Qingying called once, and Yan Yan comforted her and persuaded her to go back. She didn't tell her about Xu Qinglu's high fever and coma.The doctor said it was all right, so she didn't want to worry about it.It's just that the time the doctor said is getting closer, and Xu Qinglu has no sign of waking up.Yan Yan frowned, and asked the doctor, but the doctor only said that it was a rough estimate, and the exact time would depend on the actual situation.

Thinking that Xu Qinglu opened his eyes to eat, and when he was unconscious, he could only take nutritional supplements. Yan Yan asked the head nurse here to watch him, and first went home to cook a pot of soft porridge, and then brought it over in an insulated bucket , in case he wakes up to eat.

It's just that the porridge in the thermos bucket is slowly getting cold, and Xu Qinglu hasn't woken up yet.

Gently poking Xu Qinglu's forehead, Yan Yan sighed, "Why are you still awake?"

Immediately afterwards, he saw Xu Qinglu's fingers move, Yan Yan was taken aback, and then pressed the beeper, Xu Qinglu uttered a hoarse voice, frowned, and slowly opened his eyes, as if struggling want to sit up.Yan Yan quickly supported him, raised the bed, and let him lean on the bed.

Immediately afterwards, Yan Yan heard a voice that made him feel that his heart was about to break. He said, "I'm sorry Yan Yan, I'm bothering you again, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to." His voice was hoarse and fragile, slightly like I have no strength.Yan Yan opened his mouth, but before he could say anything, the door opened, and doctors and nurses came in through the door.

After waking up, Xu Qinglu's fever also subsided quickly. Fortunately, he was in good health and was buried in the snowdrift for a night without being frozen to death.

On the third day, the doctor told them that Xu Qinglu could be discharged from the hospital. Before he left, he specifically told him not to nest in the snowdrifts again. Some have accepted it.Yan Yan nodded in agreement, saying that he would definitely watch him in the future, but Xu Qinglu said nothing.

Without going through the discharge procedures immediately, Yan Yan took Xu Qinglu to the top floor, which is the psychological clinic of the hospital.Xu Qinglu followed Yan Yan slowly, and stopped suddenly when he reached the top floor. He grabbed Yan Yan's clothes, obviously not wanting to go any further.

"Yan Yan, can we not go?" Xu Qinglu looked at Yan Yan pleadingly, trying to soften his heart.

Yan Yan turned around and hugged him, saying: "Why don't you go in? What are you afraid of?"

Xu Qinglu clutched his sleeves, leaned against his arms, and murmured after a while, "I'm not sick, Yan Yan, I'm not sick."

He is not sick, he can't be sick, he is no longer worthy of him, and if he is sick, he can't find a reason why he can be worthy of him.

Yan Yan smiled and said, "Good boy, didn't you say you would listen to me? Don't be afraid, I will accompany you."

Xu Qinglu finally let go, and was led into the clinic by Yan Yan.Sitting on the seat, he lowered his head, his face was expressionless, but his fingers kept moving, and the gauze on his fingers was almost rubbed out of shape by him.The doctor wanted to have a private chat with Xu Qinglu, Yan Yan comforted him a few words, and then went out, followed by a long period of silence.

An hour had passed since the doctor came out, Yan Yan quickly stood up, "Doctor, how are you?"

The doctor sighed after pushing his glasses, and said, "It's more troublesome than I imagined. He should have suffered psychological trauma when he was a child, because without proper guidance and treatment, he developed a personality defect."

"Then what should we do?" Yan Yan was really frightened by what Xu Qinglu said this time.

"He is very good at hiding. When I talked to me, I almost thought he was a very normal person. According to what you said, I guess it was because he was usually too depressed, and suddenly broke out, and the accumulated psychological burden suddenly took him away. Overwhelmed." The doctor continued, "He is a fully developed adult, and this kind of psychological counseling that has been buried in childhood lasts for a long time and is slow to take effect."

Yan Yan turned his head to look at the doctor's room, Xu Qinglu stood by the window and looked at him, his eyes were empty, as if looking at him had become Xu Qinglu's instinct.Yan Yan suddenly remembered that the day he woke up, his eyes were humble, looking at him as if looking at the whole world.

"Then is there any way to get results quickly?" Yan Yan still didn't give up, it was too scary, Xu Qinglu is such an excellent and likable person, how could he become like this.

"Yes, find him a psychological pillar to support him through this period of shadow, but this pillar must not be abandoned halfway, otherwise all previous efforts will be wasted, and he may be further destroyed. People's hearts are changeable, so this method There are too many variables."

Yan Yan nodded, thanked the doctor, then went into the room and pulled out Xu Qinglu, and said to him: "Okay, let's go home."

After being discharged from the hospital and taking out the remaining money paid in advance, Yan Yan led Xu Qinglu out of the hospital and stopped beside the bus stop sign at the entrance of the hospital.

"Yan Yan, do you dislike me? I'm sick, very sick." Xu Qinglu said this suddenly, his tone full of loneliness.

Yan Yan turned around, smiled at him, stroked his soft hair and said: "How could it be? Xiaolu is not sick, Xiaolu is just a little excited, as long as I am with Xiaolu gone."

Xu Qinglu opened his eyes slightly, as if doubting what he said, and then tears fell down suddenly.

"So, don't cry, we are together, we will never be apart, okay?"

Yan Yan smiled and wiped away the tears from the corners of Xu Qinglu's eyes, his smile was extraordinarily gentle.