Ma'am, is there someone out there?

The night was dull, and a dead branch was broken by the wind.There is not a single star in the sky, Shen Qing's heart is as lonely as the sky.

Zheng Junrui told him: "Before my cousin returned to Qingzhou with his uncle, he lived in Duke Huan's mansion. At that time, my cousin was colder than now, and he often hid somewhere alone."

The last place I went was on a high rockery in the back garden of Huan Guogong's mansion.

Shen Qing climbed up the high rockery and saw Lu Chen as expected.He was leaning against the slightly recessed stone wall on the rockery, looking at the stars and lights in the distance.

Shen Qing walked over, hung the lantern he brought on the stone wall, then sat beside him, held his hand on his knee, and Lu Chen pushed him away.

Shen Qing sighed, and shouted helplessly: "Xuan Shen."

"Don't call me." Lu Chen turned around, avoiding Shen Qing's gaze, "I don't want to see you now."

He wants Shen Qing to leave.

At this time, Shen Qing must not leave, otherwise it would be impossible to make it clear.

"Let me see you, how about you?" Shen Qing forcefully pushed Lu Chen back, facing each other.There was a crystal light in Lu Chen's clear eyes, he pursed his lips, dodging Shen Qing's gaze.This is not a hero at all, Lu Chen thought to himself.

"You..." shed tears.

Lu Chen stopped back: "I didn't." He just felt hurt in this familiar place.

Lu Chen said no, Shen Qing would not argue with him, but just pulled his sleeves to dry him off, but Lu Chen avoided him again.Lu Chen shrank back a little more, hiding in the shadows. When he came out, he only wore a robe on the outside, and when he shrunk, he looked even smaller.

The cold wind blew, shaking the lantern, and the hot candle oil spilled on the inside of the lantern shade.

Shen Qing couldn't see it: "It's cold here, go back. I'll explain it to you when I go back, okay?"

Lu Chen turned a deaf ear.Lu Chen held grudges very much, he was brooding over what happened during the day.bad stuff.

"If you insist on staying here, I will accompany you. Don't drive me away." The wind on the rockery was even stronger, blowing his hair into a mess, Shen Qing took off his clothes, and wanted to cover Lu Chen, Lu Chen dodged, With a mouthful of resentment in his heart, he waved his hand and knocked Shen Qing's clothes to the ground.

Shen Qing raised his hands empty in the air, and the atmosphere was stiff.After knocking off Shen Qing's clothes, Lu Chen felt guilty.He wanted to apologize, but he was so angry that his face was blue and purple.

Lu Chen didn't speak, and Shen Qing also knew that he must be a little guilty, just when he was about to say nothing, Lu Chen rushed over and pushed him heavily to the ground.

"...Xuan Shen, you..." Shen Qing pressed the backs of his hands on the ground and was scratched by the sharp stone, but he didn't dare to move a step.Lu Chen lay on his shoulder, Shen Qing was afraid that he would dodge him if he moved, so he could only endure the pain in his palm.

"Bad thing." Lu Chen bit him hard, and he didn't let go until he licked a bit of sweetness.

"You can't...you can't do this." Lu Chen finally mentioned this matter, "Do you hate him?" Once he hated the little things in the stomach, and even wanted to kill him.But it's different now, the little thing is not a disgusting accident, but the child of the two of them.Even if it makes people feel ugly and embarrassing, it can't decide his life or death like this.

"Why do I hate him?"

"You lied." Lu Chen lay on his body, pinching Shen Qing's neck with his fingers. He hadn't tried to do this to Shen Qing for a long time.Today, it seemed like he was out of control. He used to use only this move to simply twist a person's head.Shen Qing's neck was very slender, and Lu Chen's cold hands half-strangled him, not daring to exert any strength.

After all, he was no longer the Lu Chen who could simply kill someone.

"I didn't lie to you. He will be as cute as Xiaobao, and I will like him very much."

"Liar." Like why not this little thing.Lu Chen's mind never turns back and forth.He can't learn the entanglement of a scholar.

"It's because I'm too cowardly. I'm afraid that something will happen to you because of his appearance. Before you and him, my choice is only you. The only irreplaceable thing in this world is you." When the child grows up and leaves , he will not stop him, but if Lu Chen wants to leave, he will choose to go together.

Lu Chen let go, the candlelight reflected on his face, his expression was blank, as if he was still digesting why the appearance of a small thing would cause him an accident.

Then Shen Qing hugged him.

"Silly."

"I'm not stupid."

Yes, you are not stupid, just stubborn.

"Your hand is bleeding." Lu Chen cried out in surprise, and grabbed Shen Qing's hand that was about to block him.In the light of the orange candle, Lu Chen spread Shen Qing's palms. The palms were full of wounds scratched by stones, and gravel was embedded in the wounds.Lu Chen lowered his head without hesitation, sucked the blood off his palm, spit it out, and then saw him tear off a piece of Shen Qing's sleeve neatly, and wrapped it around his hand.

Shen Qing: "..." My clothes.

Lu Chen's actions were not gentle, and he was still as rude as ever.But there was something tender in his eyes.

"Xuan Shen..."

"Huh?" Lu Chen raised his head, caught a glimpse of the subtle movements of the two, and pushed Shen Qing away as soon as he let go, jumping up as if being burned.Lu Chen secretly sulked, but he was so angry that he was coaxed by Shen Qing with a few words, and even bandaged by him!

What to pack, what to pack.His anger is not over yet.

"Anyway, don't come near me." Lu Chen was three steps away from him, as if he was a wolf.

Shen Qing sighed.

"Don't pretend to be pitiful, I won't believe you." Lu Chen stared at him, "Unless you promise me to keep him."

Shen Qing took a deep breath and looked at Lu Chen who was extremely alert.

"Okay." He agreed, planning everything at the same time.Since grandma was able to deliver the baby back then, he didn't believe he couldn't find another person.

Shen Qing agreed lightly, but Lu Chen didn't believe it.

"Really? Don't you hate him?"

"I don't hate it." Shen Qing explained impatiently, "I know he will be as cute as Xiao Bao." They will all be like you.

"Believe me."

"Trust you for now." Lu Chen looked at him hesitantly, "Come here."

I don't know why, but Shen Qing still came over and stopped in front of Lu Chen.

"You kiss him. You don't like him, the little thing is very sad." Lu Chen took it for granted and said something almost childish.Yes, how childish.Will a two-month-old fetus know what it is to like and what it is to be sad?

he does not know.It's not the little things that are sad, but Lu Chen.

Shen Qing knelt down halfway, put his arms around Lu Chen's waist, pressed his forehead against Lu Chen's abdomen, and kissed his belly through his clothes.

"Go back?" Shen Qing raised his head, the wind was very strong, looking down from this angle, he could see Lu Chen's long hair fluttering, and his very proud chin.

Lu Chen shook his head: "Sit down a little longer, I haven't been here for a long time." They leaned shoulder to shoulder on the rockery and sat down, looking at the stars in the distance.

"Did you see those lights?" Lu Chen pointed to the distance, and Shen Qing followed his fingers to look over there, where the lights were brilliant.

Shen Qing seemed to know where it was.

"It's the palace. When I just left the palace, I was still waiting for my mother to pick me up one day. But I couldn't wait, no one from the palace came. I just climbed to this place to look at the palace, and look at the palace during the day Colorful glazed tiles, look at the lights in the deep part of the palace at night." Lu Chen turned his head, and asked Shen Qing with a little smile, "Tell me, am I stupid?"

"Fool." Lu Chen hugged Lu Chen tightly, Lu Chen's body was very cold, he had to hug him tightly, "Of course you are a fool. You have me and Xiaobao, and you will have this naughty little thing in the future." Shen Qing touched Touching his soft belly, Lu Chen's belly used to be a very strong muscle, but now it has softened a lot, and has grown a little flesh.Suddenly remembered the conversation in the carriage that day.It turns out that it really has grown flesh. Here, there is really a small lump of flesh.

Little things, little things.You must bless your father to be healthy and healthy until he grows old.

"Don't touch it, it's very itchy." Lu Chen flinched sensitively, Shen Qing's movements were so ambiguous that his ears turned red.

"Sitting here, the ground is too cold." Shen Qing hugged Lu Chen into his arms and wrapped him in the clothes just now.Occasionally it's not bad to sit together without thinking about anything.

"I'm so sleepy. But I don't want to go." Lu Chen leaned on his shoulder, unable to explain what he was feeling.The sadness during the day seems to be blown away by the strong wind.Although he seemed to have lost all his strength, he still believed in this person. "Hold tighter, I want to sleep for a while."

Lu Chen's voice became weaker and weaker. He could talk to Shen Qing casually before, but after a while, there was no sound at all.

Shen Qing lowered his head, and saw that Lu Chen had closed his eyes, his eyelids were slightly red, but there was a hint of a smile at the corner of his mouth.He kissed Lu Chen's lips and smiled.

They'll be fine, right?

Right, my baby.