naive rivers and lakes

I fell into an absurd dream, in which there was a boundless fog, and while I was awake thinking it was a dream, I shouted in panic, and ran forward desperately, chasing two blurred black shadows , but the two black shadows waved at me, and then walked away like that.Then Taofen's sleeves and small hands came into view, and I thought for no reason: This is Tianqing, before I caught it, Taofen's sleeves and hands disappeared and turned into a koi , Swimming away, pulling thick darkness.The air is rotten and stuffed in the lungs, making people want to vomit, the rough fingers brushed over the body, unable to struggle, and the sinister laughter broke into the ears, with malicious intentions, trying to tear people into pieces and swallow them up.

I saw Tianqing's smiling peach blossom eyes, which were so soft that they gave off a charming atmosphere, and the pure and clear smile like gardenia blossoms, like a big illusory dream, which would be broken at the touch of a touch.Then there was a bloody hug, it was so tight that I was about to suffocate, the bloody smell scared me, but I was hugged tightly, and my hoarse voice couldn't help comforting: "Don't be afraid, Be afraid..."

I struggled with all my strength, and finally woke myself up. Before I could raise my head, my head was pressed down. I realized that I was being hugged, and the posture was even intimate. Before I had time to think, my body spontaneously pushed the person away. , my head was buzzing, my head hurt badly, under too much force, I got retribution with a bang—I accidentally bumped into the carriage.I hugged my head, not knowing where I was, buried my head on my knees, sorted out my thoughts, and after finally sorting them out, I wished I could find a place to drill, ah, what's going on?Hua Fan and I were just punching and drinking together, how did the topic deviate, he planned to abduct me.

I think this is a bit strange, what Hua Fan said was too serious, and what do you mean, I provoked him first?

Maybe I buried my head for too long, Hua Fan grabbed my head with his hand, I pushed his hand away resistingly, he raised his eyebrows and slapped me, with a crisp snap, his fingers hooked, He motioned for me to go over, but I looked at him and didn't dare to move.I could only watch helplessly as his fingers slowly moved towards my neck. I was leaning against the carriage, my body was stiff, my heart was hanging in the air, neither up nor down, no matter how gentle and slow he touched my neck, But his other hand was clasping my shoulder, and no one could resist. I gritted my teeth and restrained my urge to knock that hand off.

Ah, suddenly there is an urge to bite this person to death.Don't touch it, okay?This thought came for no reason, and it was in my heart, and I couldn't ignore it. I endured it bitterly, almost anxious.

"Yo - Dude, what's the matter -" I smiled, completely ignoring the ambiguous fingers on my neck, he just looked at me with calm eyes, and said coldly, "Stop laughing."

"Huh?" I asked, not understanding what he meant, but just deepening my smile to support myself, lest I neglect and collapse to nothing but flesh and blood. I am a person with no strength of character, but I can't tolerate myself Showing a little timidity and cowardice, as well as fear.People will be swallowed by their own cowardice and cowardice.

"I told you not to laugh." Hua Fan repeated again, he raised his hand, caressed between my brows, sighed deeply, handed me a pot of tea, then lay down, bent his long legs, I only heard him say: "Drinking tea, remember to drink it."

After drinking the hangover tea, my mind went blank. I think either my memory is wrong, or I was deceived by Tianqing, because my father and Tianqing are people I have never thought of doubting. , Actually thinking about it, my father is full of flaws.He knows a little bit about everything, it seems that there is nothing in the world that he doesn't understand, from swords to piano, chess, calligraphy and painting, there are also a lot of jade and porcelain collections in the study room, and when doing things, he is often careless, speaks unrefinedly, and doesn't care at all. No, he doesn't behave like a decent person. Do you think a decent person would casually throw his son in front of a hungry wolf?Will he teach his son not to act casually and help others?

He asked me to pay attention not to disclose martial arts outside, that is to say, he is above the rivers and lakes, and he may have a bad reputation and many enemies.So he has been living in seclusion for so many years, is it to avoid the enemy, or is it because he has been seriously injured for many years?Why didn't he go and assassinate the Seventh Prince himself, but let me do it?Why don't you tell me the cause and effect?

And my memory, what the hell is going on?I thought my memory was blurry because I was too young to remember things, but why do I have a deep memory of a certain episode?Are Tianqing and Laopa lying to me, or am I really mistaken?

I couldn't convince myself, when Huafan's hands stroked my neck, my heart was full of murderous intent and endless disgust.

"Hua Fan, when have you seen me?" I lay down and asked, Hua Fan blinked and smiled, "Kiss me once, and I'll tell you." I heard this and lay down with my back to him , I was surprised by this person's brazenness and uncertainty, and heard him chuckle, but I was still entangled in this issue, so I regretted it, raised my arms, looked at Huafan, and raised his coquettish scarlet face. The eyes also look at me, the eyes are playful and subtle.

It seemed to be full of anticipation, but also seemed to be mocking.

I was defeated first, and kissed his forehead, as quickly as a dragonfly touches water, and said directly after the kiss: "Okay, let's talk." This price is small, I can afford it, and this answer is very important, There is nothing wrong with my memory after the age of ten. If I had seen him when I was young, I should remember.

After all, Hua Fan's extraordinary demeanor and complexion and eyes are almost dazzling, which is rarely seen by ordinary people.

"We met when you were four and seven years old." He said, his voice didn't fluctuate, it was just a simple statement without any emotion.Then this has nothing to do with my old man, and neither can Tianqing. I don't dare to say whether my younger sister, who is weird and smarter than me, will hide something from me for some reason.

My younger sister lied casually, her expression matched well when she said it, her peach blossom eyes were soft and charming, she was very innocent.When she was young, what trouble did she get into? Seeing my father's face look bad, she could sob and choke within three seconds, and the moisture in her eyes would dissipate when she turned around.She would also make faces at me who didn't know how to adapt, and begged the elder brother to go down the mountain to buy her some sweet-scented osmanthus cakes to eat—because we were too young to go down the mountain.

Seeing this, Mrs. Zhao would complain about whether the young lady thinks the cakes she made are not delicious, and she would smile, with deep dimples, sweet and innocent and innocent: "I just want to eat for a while, the cakes are all mixed up. Well-known, I’m afraid I’ll tire you out, it’s too hot, you’d better take a rest, come on, eat a piece, open your mouth—come on, ah—” At that time Tianqing was only seven years old, and her words were very sweet.

She will always give me half of things, even if it is sweets that I don't like, I can be forced to swallow by her tearful eyes.Even though I clearly know that my younger sister is the best at pretending to cry.

I remembered that when she was 15 years old and Ji, my father gave a silver hairpin. The silver branches were covered with plum blossoms in a patchwork pattern. There was a yellow moon in the middle. I don’t know what kind of jade it was. Long tassels, with dark red jade beads hanging from the ends of the tassels.My brother was playing, and asked someone to send four interesting hairpins. He passed by a place where there are many porcelains, and he learned how to make them for a while.

At that time, I was very puzzled and peeled a piece of peach wood and carved a magnolia flower. After I carved it, my father made fun of it and said that it was not like it, it was not like it. My father sighed and took it away. The Xueman in my hand, he said I was ruining Xueman, Xueman was turning back and forth between his five fingers, shining sharp and cold in the sun, the life-threatening blade was like a toy in his hand, he just looked at it He touched the hairpin in his hand for a while, showing a horrible expression, his fingers flew fast, and after blowing lightly, the sawdust scattered.

"Okay, you go and give it to Tian Qing, how can you abduct an ignorant little girl after you are so stupid?" He said bitterly.

When I went to look for Tianqing, she was on a big rock by the pool, wearing a bright apricot red dress, looking at the pool as if looking at herself, but she was not. For a while, I complained in my tone that I was cold, and grievances were written all over my face. I snatched the brown wine jar from her hand, and she said with a sad face and aggrieved: "Why are you taking my wine, hiccup."

I sat down next to me and advised her: "It's cold by the water, you should go back, you actually took Dad's Baihua Niang, Dad really spoiled you." I complained half-truthfully, but Tian Qing suddenly changed She turned pale and sneered, she looked at me with a pair of drunken peach blossom eyes, and said: "Pamper me? He doesn't spoil me, this is me, naive, naive, you really live up to your name, so naive. "

Then she tilted her body and leaned on the stone, seeming to think of something and propped up her body again. She picked it up casually, pulled out the expensive hairpin that her father gave her, shook her head, her black hair was scattered all over her body.She snatched the worthless mahogany hairpin from my hand, threw the other one to me, lay down on the rock, and fell asleep.

At that time, I never became suspicious, I just thought she was talking nonsense, even ignoring her complex eyes, Tian Qing was just a child in front of me.

But now that I think about it, my father indulged Tianqing, and my senior brother and I practiced kung fu together. She followed Mrs. Zhao to pick wild vegetables and medicinal materials in the mountains, and caught fish to find edible game. We often played together in the afternoon, but after ten years old, I followed Learning piano, chess, calligraphy and painting, etc., my father said that Tianqing was studying female celebrities and so on, so he wouldn't let me go. In addition, I had too many things to learn, so I didn't pay attention to what she was learning.Azure never told me.

I think I was really careless, but there is no way, they are connected with me by blood, how dare I have the slightest suspicion.

They are me, the undefended ones, the most intimate ones, the ones I want to protect for the rest of my life.