naive rivers and lakes

The third son of Baijiang Qingbai spoke so lightly that I was forced to say nothing. These words hit me with such force that I saw stars in my eyes. I lowered my head and gritted my teeth. I had nothing to say. explain.

It turned out that since I entered the rivers and lakes, I have fallen into this calculated chess game.Maybe not like this, before I went down the mountain, I was in a web of calculations and plots, I thought I was free when I got off the mountain, got rid of my father and my shrewd sister, How could she know that she was missed by her own senior brother and the soon-to-be sister-in-law Bai San.

Tsk, the group of people around me... all of them, they all think about me.

"Then Mr. Bai, what are you planning?" I raised my neck and looked straight at Mr. Bai opposite me. I thought that my condition was not very good at this time, and my chest was full of killing and hostility. The blood is almost boiling, but the brain is weird, sober to the extreme, my brother's eyes on me are alert, he slowly opened his mouth and said: "Naive..."

I didn't let him continue talking, and I didn't want to hear it anymore, so I grinned at him. The usual smile is handy. She looked at me with eyes that I had never seen before, completely unfamiliar eyes.

"I still know how many catties and taels I have. I don't deserve the extra effort of Mr. Bai to calculate." I said slowly, squinting my eyes to look at the indifferent Mr. Bai, who raised his hand and picked it up from the food box. Picking up a piece of sweet-scented osmanthus cake and stuffing it to my senior brother who was about to speak, he flicked his sleeves to shake off the crumbs of the cake on his fingertips.

"You'll know sooner or later. I don't have any hostility towards you. It's just a matter of receiving people's benefits and being loyal." The third young master Bai turned around and gave my brother a piece of cake, raised his eyebrows and said, "Isn't one piece of cake enough? You It's better not to talk, I won't stop you from chasing and killing you naively."

My brother bit the second piece of pastry, grabbed the person's fingers, and rubbed them bit by bit, from the fingertips to the knuckles to the slightly protruding wrist bones, as if he was playing with delicate utensils and antiques. He tilted his head to look out the window, it was cold outside, and there were not many people there. Third Young Master Bai knew that he was running out of time, but he was not in a hurry. The time is boring here, why not separate and find medicines or methods separately?Wouldn't this be faster.

"Master Bai, are you not in a hurry?" I asked suspiciously.

"What's the use of worrying, I'm going to die sooner or later." He said, I turned around to look at him, and saw Mr. Bai lying on his own, leaning on my senior brother's shoulders, closing his eyelashes, eyelashes Thick as a crow's feather, the dark circles under the eye sockets are a bit heavy, but the amber eyes are still exquisite and clear.

There is nothing, the mirror is clean.

My senior brother put his index finger up on his lips and told me not to speak. I tilted my head and smiled and said that this person is really partial. If you care so much, don't make it so hard that Mr. Bai can't sleep well at night.

I closed my eyes and pretended to be asleep, thought about the matter again, and realized that the antecedent began when I was looking for my senior brother, that is to say, I went down the mountain to find my senior brother, and my senior brother went to find Hua Fan to make a deal, and was discovered by the third young master Bai, who was with Hua again. Fan made a deal, my senior brother made the deal with the news of my going down the mountain, in order to let Hua Fan take him in, what did the third master Bai make the deal with?If according to what my senior brother said earlier, I am afraid that Palace Master Huafanhua is not stupid and only thinks about me all the time, then - if this goes on like this, I will definitely be in the scheme of Third Young Master Bai.

Facts have proved that the third young master Bai is indeed plotting against me, so—in other words—Hua Fan really cares about me?

I was frightened by my speculation in an instant. When I raised my eyes again, Third Young Master Bai had closed his eyes and was lying on my senior brother's lap. He seemed to have fallen asleep. My senior brother was not asleep, so I could only talk to him. type, asking questions silently.

Brother, Hua Fan really cares about me?

My senior brother rolled his eyes at me, raised his eyebrows, and said each word slowly, I don't know if it was for emphasis or to torture me, but it was put together, what do you think?Otherwise, how can I make a deal with him?Hua Fan is—he paused, as if he was thinking about how to explain it.

He doesn't even care about his own life or death.

Be careful.Little by little, he silently expressed his worries about me. I think I should set off fireworks to celebrate at this moment. Chu Ge finally remembered that he is my real senior brother.

I habitually wanted to click my tongue, but before I could say anything, my brother raised his index finger again, and advised me, go to bed early, you don't sleep much at night.

After finishing speaking, he lowered his head to look at the sleeping third young master Bai, with long eyebrows like distant mountains and lake light in his eyes.He was so gentle that he didn't look like the one I knew well.

Streamer is easy to throw people away.How far is the distance between memory and present?Is it as long as thousands of rivers and mountains?The senior brother I am familiar with is a reckless person, with a carefree atmosphere, affectionate and ruthless, with a pair of peach blossom eyes smiling, he led me and Tianqing through Huajie and Liuxiang, saying that I will never come here again When talking about such flirtatious love, Tao Hua also had a smile in her eyes. The smile was unfathomable, gentle and indifferent, with a polite alienation. I played until dawn, and when I finally finished playing, the strings finally broke.

There was a clang, like the mournful cry of a sword colliding.Then my senior brother left without looking back, letting the brothel's boss sit on his knees and cry bitterly, and tugged at my arm, urging me slowly: "What are you looking at? Why don't you leave? If you don't leave, you will die." The pastry was eaten."

Now, something that belongs to talents, called tenderness, broke into the sentimental and ruthless peach blossom eyes, and settled here, occupying the land as king in his empty and desolate peach blossom eyes.

I think I should congratulate my senior brother, and congratulate him for finally becoming like a human being. My senior brother is the most affectionate and the most fickle, but people can't help but wonder whether he has no sincerity.

This made me even more afraid to think about what would happen to my senior brother if the third master Bai died.

I buried my head on my knees, hugged myself and fell into a drowsy sleep. Recently, my sleep quality is really bad. Because there are too many nightmares, as long as I close my eyes, I will be entangled with the chaotic past. The past is like a ghost that does not really exist. , I can’t see my body, and I pop out from time to time in my nightmares, but these are okay, but in my dreams, I always look like a child. I don’t like it, and I have nothing, only cowardice and fear.

I have almost forgotten the memories of my childhood, but Tianqing remembers very clearly, she can even clearly recall the memories when she was three or four years old. She remembers that there was a yellow-haired dog at home, a big one , stood up and scared her to cry, my father also threatened her to say something, the little girl who loves to cry will be eaten by that dog, she was deceived by the father, she was wronged and dared not cry, until the father sighed , Said I lied to you, bowed her head to coax her, but it was because Mother picked a crabapple flower she liked for her that she was relieved of the grievances in her heart.

It happened on Tianqing’s 15th birthday, and my father still firmly said no, no, but Tianqing stubbornly pulled my sleeve over and over again and said yes, yes, and asked me if I remembered, When I said I don't remember, she was probably too drunk, the moonlight and stars in her eyes were all gone, a teardrop appeared so suddenly, before I could react, she wiped it off, and went to tease Dad Sleeves, laughing at my poor talent, I can forget everything, and said that I am very talented, no matter what, as long as I read it once, I will never forget it.

That's true, my sister is really smart, she can remember any book after reading it once.When asked, he can speak verbatim.

Then, why can't she remember the things that her father told her to tell her?She is still entangled with Bai Qinglian. I selfishly hope that my sister Tianqing will not be fooled by the so-called love, and end up dying of lovesickness. There is a saying in medicine, heart disease is difficult to cure.

The most difficult to cure heart disease.

In the nightmare dream, someone grabbed my sweaty hair, I frowned, I was really tired of the sweat all over my body and the hot feeling that I couldn't get rid of, and called my name, and there was a voice in my ear that refused to let go.

Call my name, he said stubbornly, with a real sense of anxiety in his voice, repeating it over and over again.

call me by name.The cold voice echoed in the ears, scattered in the damp and cold air, mixed with the rotten breath, it was disgusting.

My name was called, my earlobe was bitten lightly, and the tip of my warm tongue swept over, like a child's bad joke, the person on top of me pinched my chin, refusing to let it go, the fire of karma was burning in my eyes, and it was also on my body. People's fingers began to wander recklessly, like scattered sparks, in the nibbles and kisses that seemed to be there, they started a prairie fire, their reason collapsed, and they fled.

call me by name.The cold and harsh sound of the whip fell, the wound soaked in salt water on the back was torn open again, a scream came out from the sleepy corner, fingers wandered around wantonly, the bite that landed on the neck was a real bite, and it walked around His fingers are like a slippery snake, which makes people feel disgusted and unable to break free, as if being strangled and swallowed by a boa constrictor, it makes people panic.

Calling my name, I was completely ignited, my limbs were paralyzed, as if my bones had been pulled out, and I was finally forced to cry out begging for mercy, Ah Jin, Ah Jin, Ah Jin.Then you beg me, okay?The sound scattered in the ear was very bewitching, and finally raised his head, buried his face on the person's shoulder, gritted his teeth, and said every word, mixed with the hatred and humiliation of eating his bones and drinking his blood, I beg you, please...

call me by name.The hands that had been bound for a long time were finally freed, and the body was smashed down onto the cold, damp rough ground. The rough sand stuck to the face, and the wound on the back was stabbed viciously with fingers. I couldn't help it. She screamed, yelling out pain in a hoarse and broken voice, pain, the way is small, the way is small...

When I felt pain in my body, I woke up suddenly, and subconsciously felt that I was palming thousands of miles of wind, but the man dispelled it with a light push, slamming my pulse door, and my head was dragged and violently smashed against the wall of the carriage. Feeling dizzy and having a headache, I looked at my familiar peach blossom eyes, but felt that they were unprecedentedly strange. Those eyes were cold, filled with ice and snow storms.

"What's wrong?" I asked suspiciously.In the ear is the broken cry of a person, in a subtle way.

My brother closed his eyes, and when he raised his eyes, they were still those amorous peach blossom eyes, covered with a layer of watery light, bent to the bottom, full of monsters, he smiled and said: "Go, go and eat your favorite grilled fish." , the fish here is very good—"

"Okay." I replied lazily, and yawned with my back propped up, the bones all over my body crackling.

My brother is still lying to me.Then I'll just pretend I don't know.

Just like in the dream, there was indeed a wound on my back, the scar was quite deep. Last time, Hua Fan groped my spine inch by inch.

My father said that the injury on my back was caused by stones when I was playing in water when I was ignorant.

Tsk, liar.

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