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f56333: [Take good care of it. ]

When Shu Yuan saw this sentence, he was puzzled for a moment.

What do you mean?

Seeing the word "it", combined with the message he sent last time but did not get a reply, Shu Yuan realized that f56333 was replying to what he said about raising a kitten.Last time Shu Yuan told f56333 in a private message that he was broken in love and that he had a cat.

For so long, f56333 has not responded to his message, and Shu Yuan almost forgot about it.

Shu Yuan wanted to reply to this message, but the other party sent another private message, which was to add a sentence: [And myself. ]

It feels amazing.

This is the first time that Shu Yuan met f56333 who was online at the same time in a private message. In the past, the other party always talked to him by leaving a message. This time, it was probably because he posted on Weibo that he was sick. Bo happened to be online again, so I came to tell him a few words.

Shu Yuan seized the time to type for him.

Shu Yuan Yuanyuan V: [OK. ]

Shu Yuan Yuanyuan V: [Where have you been for so long? ]

Shu Yuan Yuanyuan V: [I thought I was broken in love, and even you didn't want to talk to me anymore. ]

f56333 did not send any more messages and disappeared in an instant.

Judging from the tone, the other party seemed not as gentle as before, but more strange and alienated, a little cold.At this time, looking at the message he sent, Shu Yuan suddenly tasted a hint of farewell.He thought about the advertisement, and now some people still mistakenly think that he has changed, or found the shooter, maybe f56333 also misunderstood.

Others misunderstood Shu Yuan, although he explained, he didn't really care.But f56333 is different. Without the support of f56333 and the reward that is not too much but represents encouragement, Shu Yuan's career may not last long at the beginning.

He explained to the other party: [I really wrote the topic in advance, and when I published it, I caught a cold and was hospitalized. ]

He said "I left my phone in the club", said "I accidentally fell into the swimming pool", said "slept without changing clothes and the air conditioner was turned on at home", and finally said "I saw my ex-boyfriend".

When Shu Yuan typed the words "ex-boyfriend", Shu Yuan deleted and deleted, feeling the dullness and powerlessness of being squeezed and suffocating.

When he told f56333 these things, it was completely different from when he told Wen Yi. Wen Yi would stand by his side and coax him, but at this time he could talk to someone who didn't understand this matter at all, and didn't understand his reality. Who is it in the heart seems to relieve the dull pain in the heart better than talking to Wen Yi.

Shu Yuan continued to send messages.

[Cats did not heal my pain. ]

[Although it's cute. ]

[What to do, I have no way to forget him. ]

[I just had him. ]

Finally, Shu Yuan said: [But, he said he doesn't love me anymore. ]

f56333 did not reply to the message, probably already offline.

After Shu Yuan sent so many messages uncontrollably and said so many personal matters to the other party, he felt very inappropriate.Fortunately, it will be possible to withdraw it soon. Shu Yuan retracted the information one by one from the beginning, and when he retracted to "he said he doesn't love me anymore", his fingers stopped on the screen.

Lu Fei didn't really say that.

When Shu Yuan asked "Do you still love me", Lu Fei's reply was "I'm sorry".

Shu Yuan remembered what Lu Fei said the day he came to ask Lu Fei not to break up - "I broke up with you because I want to start a new life."

So does Lu Fei's "I'm sorry" mean "I still have feelings for you, but I don't want to continue anymore".

Choose between "Lu Fei doesn't love him anymore" and "Lu Fei is disappointed in him", the latter didn't make Shu Yuan feel any relief.Because Lu Fei's life planning is impeccable, and he is terribly clear and rational about his own needs, Shu Yuan is the only accident under his self-control.

When Lu Fei no longer longed for Shu Yuan's response and made such a decision, he truly removed Shu Yuan's accident from his life.

This shows that Lu Fei will not look back.

Shu Yuan has been reflecting these days.

He wanted to find out exactly why Lu Fei was disappointed in him because of those things.He made a table to classify the excessive things he did to Lu Fei by star rating, trying to judge the stars from Lu Fei's point of view.Starting with one star for "a mentally retarded person who doesn't do anything at home and picks and chooses", it ends with five stars for "lost a commemorative ring" and "forgetting the anniversary of Lu Fei's parents' death and making a fuss over a bowl".

Like doing homework in high school, Shu Yuan bit the tip of a pen and filled up the form densely in one evening.

Curious about what he was doing, Hulu jumped into his arms, flicking his tail to act coquettishly.Since the night of the rainstorm, the relationship between one person and one cat has grown by leaps and bounds. Hulu has already recognized its owner. Even though Hulu occasionally pees on the carpet, Shu Yuan is somewhat relieved.

He took a photo of the completed form and sent it to Wen Yi for viewing.

Wen Yi finished appreciating his "excellent history", and told him in voice: "You still lack six stars."

Shu Yuan couldn't think of anything more egregious than five-star. He asked Wen Yi what it was, and Wen Yi said, "You made everyone think he was just a substitute."

Shu Yuan was shocked: "Why do you think so?"

Wen Yi said: "It's not that we think so, it's because you acted like he's not important at all. Even if you don't think that way now, ask yourself, did you regard him as a substitute at the beginning?"

Shu Yuan opened his mouth, unable to answer.

Wen Yi: "Do you think Lu Fei doesn't know?"

What he thought in his heart several years ago, who he liked, seemed to Shu Yuan to be a matter of a previous life.But he had to admit that he did not seriously face Lu Fei's feelings at the beginning of their relationship.Not to mention Wen Yi's "everyone thinks", Shu Yuan looked down at the form in his hand, and could see from the details that he was not serious about Lu Fei.

Something buried too deep will bear fruit, and even if it is not what it seems, the eater will be fooled.

He remembered what Lin Junci had said to him last time.

It took Shu Yuan seventeen days and 21 hours to figure out that Lu Fei didn't want him anymore.

Then it took two and a half months to figure out why.

He wasn't sure if his analysis was correct, so he just threw himself into a new wave of work in confusion.

Lu Fei didn't call him again to make an appointment to meet. He saw from the news that Lu Fei's company had made new moves recently, and it was probably because he was too busy to get away.However, Shu Yuan thought that after experiencing what happened at the club that night, Lu Fei might not want to let himself fall into an unclear situation again, and he should be waiting for an opportunity to completely resolve it.

In September, Lu Fei's company held a press conference for the new system.

As one of the developers, Lu Fei gave a speech rehearsal at the press conference.

This time the speech was bilingual in Chinese and English. Lu Fei's proficient oral English and cool and handsome appearance set off a small climax in the webcast of the press conference.Shu Yuan has always known that Lu Fei's company is very famous. From its debut to its steady listing, this company is almost a legendary existence.

But this is the first time he saw Lu Fei through the Internet and through a public lens.

Lu Fei seemed cold and arrogant, but he used real and humorous words to relieve the drowsy meeting place from being boring.

People in the audience were amused by his venomous tongue from time to time, but he was as calm as a mountain, and elegantly explained all the content that belonged to his rehearsal, which formed a very charming contrast.

Shu Yuan happened to be in the same city as Lu Fei at that time.

It's easy to find out which hotel Lu Fei stayed at that night, Shu Yuan has a dog-headed military advisor like Wen Yi.

It's a pity that because there are too many people in this press conference, the hotel has no spare rooms, and he can't live in the room opposite Lu Fei to have a chance encounter with Lu Fei.But he knew that Lu Fei would stay here for two days, and there was no schedule for the second night.

Shu Yuan booked dinner at the hotel online, and invited a staff member from the brand to taste it together.The other party thought it was some kind of hotel food review about Shu Yuan, and immediately said with great interest that it would also appear in Shu Yuan's article.

Shu Yuan actually didn't know the meaning of what he did.

Perhaps seeing Lu Fei was a relief for Shu Yuan, who had filled out the form and felt guilty.

Shu Yuan spent nearly two hours at the hotel for this dinner.

This led his dining partners to think that he was so dedicated to his work, even an ordinary salt-baked chicken had to be tasted as a Michelin star.

Shu Yuan didn't wait for Lu Fei.

He thought he knew what restaurant the other party would choose, and he thought he knew that the other party would not eat in the room, but he forgot that the other party actually had many other places to go besides the hotel.

They settled the bill.

Shu Yuan bid farewell to his partner at the hotel entrance.

In the evening, all kinds of luxury cars come and go to the entrance of the hotel.

For these celebrity upstarts, the night is the official start of the day.

In order to meet the dining requirements, Shu Yuan wore a formal shirt, but matched it with a pair of jeans. He has never been a man of discipline, so standing at the door waiting for the bus is so out of tune with the people here.

Another car stopped at the door.

It was a very business-like black limousine, and the driver looked familiar, as if he was Lu Fei's assistant.

The doorman opened the car door, and the person who got out of the car was Lu Fei.

Lu Fei also saw Shu Yuan.

The eyes of the two met, Shu Yuan's heart beat faster, and before he could speak, the other person also got out of the car.

That man was slightly shorter than Lu Fei, with short hair, but his peach blossom eyes were still bright, and he was talking to his assistant with a smile.

It was Yuan Jiayi that Wen Yi had mentioned.

That Lu Fei's suitor.

Shu Yuan only heard his name once and remembered his name.