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It rained heavily this morning.

Shu Yuan tossed and turned in his dream, feeling a dull pain in his heart. After meeting Lu Fei, the sequelae of breaking up in love intensified and reached its peak.

"I'll just play one game."

In the dream, 15-year-old Shu Yuan was lying on the table begging, the pen cap poked a small round dimple in his face.

"The last question is reading comprehension." Lu Fei said, "It has a lot of weight in the college entrance examination paper. When you write the questions, you should pay attention to the main line of this article. First, find the target word according to the topic..."

"Just one game!" Shu Yuan was so annoyed, "I just wrote for so long and can't take a break? There is also a 45-minute break in the 10-minute class!"

Lu Fei put down the test paper: "My class is 90 minutes. You can move freely, eat and go to the toilet, so it's not too long. I promised your father that this test will help you improve your English by 2 to 30 points. Although your basic Poor, but as long as the vocabulary of the questions increases, it should be easy to complete this goal in a short period of time, and the later stage will be the most difficult."

Shu Yuan's ears were about to be cocooned: "Playing a round will not affect the 90-minute class, you can just continue to take it later."

Lu Fei refused: "After finishing the class for you, I have other part-time jobs to do."

Shu Yuan was shocked: "Why do you have to do so much work, don't you feel tired!"

Lu Fei didn't answer, he didn't talk much about his personal affairs.

After only one class, Shu Yuan knew that Lu Fei was no good.

He originally thought that Lin Junci's friends must be similar to Lin Junci, and how big the gap between college students and their high school students is, it is definitely easy to talk.

Who knew that an iceberg came, and people could freeze to death as soon as they opened their mouths.

After Lu Fei finished speaking, he turned around and saw Shu Yuan lying on the bed.

"Shu Yuan." Lu Fei said in a serious tone, "Get up."

Shu Yuan closed his eyes, his eyelashes trembling: "Ah, my eyes are tired after reading too many questions, and my brain is not clear. Teacher Lu, I feel so uncomfortable. I need to rest for a while, or I should be nearsighted."

Lu Fei: "..."

Shu Yuan felt that Lu Fei had nothing to do with him, and thought he was proud of his success, when suddenly there was a cold thing on his forehead.

He opened his eyes and saw that Lu Fei was standing aside, leaning against his forehead with the ice water bottle he brought.

In summer, tiny drops of water emerge from the bottle.

The light reflected some microwave light through the clear water and shone on Shu Yuan's eyelids.

Unreasonable, the iceberg-like Lu Fei asked, "So, are you more comfortable?"

……

The cold touch in the dream quickly passed away. When Shu Yuan woke up, his throat was as dry as if he had just swallowed red-hot coals, and his head hurt like it was about to split open.He barely stood up and wanted to find water to drink, but found that the power at home was cut off.

In the rainstorm, thunder and lightning.

Shu Yuan heard the shrill cat meowing.

Hulu didn't know where it was hiding, but Shu Yuan knew it was afraid, so he looked for it with the flashlight of his mobile phone.

In the corner of the cloakroom, the rattan clothes basket fell on the ground, and the fluffy kitten was shivering in it.

Shu Yuan coaxed it softly, fished it out and held it in his arms, then found Lu Fei's shirt.

pure white.

The fabric has slight dark silver lines, which can only be seen if you are very careful. It is a very elegant style, which reflects Lu Fei's requirements for details.

On the morning when they broke up, Shu Yuan mistakenly wore this dress to Wen Yi's house.

Because the night before, Lu Fei fucked him on the sofa wearing this dress.

When he came back, he threw the dress into the clothes basket in the cloakroom, and never thought of it again.

Shu Yuan took out his shirt.

After so long, there is still a very faint fragrance on the clothes, which is the cologne smell on Lu Fei's body.

This is the last item that Lu Fei left for him, and it is the proof that Lu Fei has lived his life.

He held the shirt in his arms.

Finally cried out completely.

He lost Lu Fei.

And he has more feelings for Lu Fei than he imagined.

That day passed, and Shu Yuan fell ill.

When Wen Yi came, he was so feverish that he was talking nonsense, the cat curled up in his arms, and refused to leave no matter what.One big and one small lived in a dark and stuffy house, as if they were abandoned by the world.

Shu Yuan woke up and was in the hospital, and Shu's mother sat beside him and peeled apples for him.

Talk about an unforgettable love, and then lose love.

Shu Yuan's heart and body are sick together.

Not long after being together with Lu Fei, Shu Yuan also caught such a severe cold and was hospitalized with a fever.

He has a fever-prone constitution, and when he gets sick, his throat and tonsils become inflamed, and the pain is so painful that he can't even drink water.This made Shu Yuan feel very bad, but his body was so weak that he couldn't go anywhere.

This kind of physical discomfort and psychological irritability made Shu Yuan lose his temper with himself.

He called Lu Fei angrily from the hospital bed: "What's the use of a long-distance relationship!"

Lu Fei said: "Your voice is hoarse, don't speak too hard."

Shu Yuan made trouble unreasonably: "I want to! Don't change the subject, I'm asking you, what's the use of a long-distance relationship? What are we doing like this, I want you to accompany me, and now you appear in front of me, can you do it?"

It took Lu Fei two or three seconds before he stated the facts: "No."

Shu Yuan: "Then what's the difference between having a boyfriend and not having a boyfriend?! Why do we want to be together?"

His voice was very hoarse, and he coughed for a long time after saying this, almost coughing up his eyes.

Lu Fei said to him, "I'm sorry, Yuan Yuan."

As soon as Shu Yuan was apologized by his gentle and pleasant voice, he became half short and changed his words: "Then you buy a plane ticket and come back to accompany me, now, immediately, immediately!"

Lu Fei said: "It's still midnight here, I can't hand over to the place where I work tomorrow morning..."

Shu Yuan said confidently: "Then don't go, just resign!"

Lu Fei: "No."

Shu Yuan: "Why?!"

In Lu Fei's mind, could he not be compared to a part-time job?

"I still have to live on this job," Lu Fei said.

Shu Yuan was upset again: "At worst, you go back and find another job! Besides, who asked you to work, I have money, so I can support you!"

Lu Fei didn't answer.

Shu Yuan hung up the phone and chose the air ticket online. Since he didn't know Lu Fei's ID number, he sent the link to Lu Fei.

He hoped that Lu Fei would stop hesitating when he saw the ticket, and get on the plane according to his words. It would be best if he woke up and saw Lu Fei sitting in front of his bed.

At that time, he thought that if it was Lu Fei who was sick, he would definitely buy the fastest ticket to rush to Lu Fei's side, because this is what love should be like, and he should give for each other unreservedly like this.

But he had a fever and stared at the WeChat interface.

But Lu Fei sent a text message: [Sorry, I can't spend your money. ]

He turned off the phone angrily.

Lu Fei's self-esteem was very ridiculous to him at that time, do we still have to separate you and me when we are in love?

Will Lu Fei ever fall in love?

Shu Yuan's anger never lasted long, so after two or three days, he completely forgot about it.

Lu Fei made a video with him, and he talked coquettishly for a long time before he realized that he was in a cold war with Lu Fei, so he lowered his face: "I'm still angry with you, be serious."

Lu Fei wanted to laugh.

But hold back lest someone blow their hair.

Lu Fei pressed his fist to his lips, it was still night on his side, and the light of night made his face look very deep.

It can be seen that Lu Fei's place has been changed, and it looks smaller than the last one, but Shu Yuan didn't ask him much.

Shu Yuan's face stretched out.

Lu Fei is so good-looking, he doesn't want to be angry with Lu Fei anymore.

Lu Fei tidied up his expression, and said cooperatively, "When will Yuan Yuan forgive me?"

Shu Yuan: "I'm not a three-year-old child, so don't talk to me in this tone."

Lu Fei said: "Mr. Shu, how can you not be angry?"

Shu Yuan has figured it out in the past few days.

His parents still don't know anything about his sexual orientation, let alone his relationship with Lu Fei. Occasionally, when they see him contacting Lu Fei, Father Shu will happily talk to Lu Fei in the video, He said that if he needed any help, let Lu Fei speak up.

If Lu Fei suddenly ran back from abroad to take care of him because he had a bad cold, it would inevitably make his parents feel strange.

Even if Lu Fei really came back, they couldn't get bored in front of their parents.

Shu Yuan couldn't get what he wanted at all.

At this time, Shu Yuan had already returned home, and there was no one else in the room.

He just took a shower after waking up, and his body was still hot, and he felt very fragrant after applying body lotion.

Shu Yuan was sitting in front of the window, the sun was shining on his body, the buttons of his pajamas were ajar, revealing his flat and straight collarbone.

Lu Fei felt a strong hint.

Sure enough, Shu Yuan narrowed his eyes and whispered, "Let me see it too."

The young man has not long been enlightened.

Be very calm about your body's development and reactions.

The camera on Lu Fei's side moved, and it seemed that he had changed the position of the phone, making it even darker. Shu Yuan could hardly see his face clearly, and only heard his voice that became deeper and asked: "Yuan Yuan, what do you want?" do what?"

Shu Yuan looked serious: "Phones*x, haven't you heard of it?"

Lu Fei: "..."

Shu Yuan recalled what he saw in the video a few days ago, and awkwardly began to unbutton himself.

In broad daylight, as he unbuttoned one by one, every inch of his fair and delicate skin was exposed to the air and sunlight.

Suddenly, the screen went black.

Lu Fei cut off the video.

Shu Yuan's face was already blushing, but now he was smoking with embarrassment.

Can Lu Fei do it? !

They were all men, didn't Lu Fei want to?

Lu Fei quickly sent a message: [The roommate is here. ]

Shu Yuan: [Are you afraid that he will hear?Could it be that he is Chinese and can understand what we say? ]

Lu Fei: [It's Russian. ]

Shu Yuan's continuous messages are full of anger: [Then? ? ?Just close the door! ]

Lu Fei said: [I live in the same room as him. ]

Shu Yuan was really convinced. No wonder Lu Fei changed houses. Did he not understand that Lu Fei needed to save money to such an extent? !

This time Shu Yuan was really angry.

Seduction - failed to seduce her boyfriend, instead she seemed self-indulgent. Although she was not a girl, he still felt very ashamed.

Lu Fei didn't seem to have thought about what to do in a relationship, nor did he think about the need for private space in a relationship. This kind of long-distance relationship made Shu Yuan feel that his current state is no different from not having a boyfriend, because Lu Fei didn't pay attention to it at all. this matter.

For the past half month, Lu Fei would call and send him messages, and he seldom replied, but Lu Fei didn't seem to mind much, which made Shu Yuan even less willing to reply.

Maybe Lu Fei didn't like him that much.

One month later is Shu Yuan's 19th birthday.

Since he made a fuss about asking Lu Fei to come back when he was sick, but failed, he stopped making troubles with Lu Fei.

He heard from his classmates that studying abroad is not a small expense, even for an ordinary family to support a student to study abroad, it would be very difficult, not to mention Lu Fei's family background.

Lu Fei is so strong.

Even though Papa Shu said many times to help him, he didn't accept it.

Even when he came to home to make up lessons for Shu Yuan, he would not stay for a meal.

Shu Yuan regretfully accepted the fact that Lu Fei would never ask for his money.

On her birthday, Shu Yuan made an appointment to go out of town with her classmates.

Some time ago, he published on a travel website his experience of traveling to niche attractions when he was 16 years old, and he gained a lot of fans, so he was able to take advantage of his birthday to travel and collect some materials by the way.

As soon as their high-speed train arrived at the station, Shu Yuan received a call.

Lu Fei has returned to China and is now at his doorstep.

Shu Yuan was stunned, and it took a while to remember that he was still angry with Lu Fei: "I'm not at home."

Lu Fei asked, "When will you be back? I'll wait for you here."

Classmates are urging him.

Shu Yuan made a gesture to indicate that he knew, and got into the taxi with his classmates: "Don't wait, I'm in City B."

Lu Fei was silent.

"Why didn't you tell me when you came back?" Shu Yuan said, "It's impossible for me to leave a large group of people and come back. Besides, I didn't ask you to come back."

"It's okay, I will tell you in advance next time." Lu Fei said this, and asked him, "How many days are you going to play?"

Shu Yuan: "One week."

Lu Fei responded, and said to him, "Then I'll give the gift to uncle and aunt, you have fun."

Shu Yuan hung up the phone and looked out the car window at the ever-regressing scenery of City B.

When they arrived at the hotel they had booked, Shu Yuan carried the suitcase into the elevator.

The elevator numbers go all the way up.

When they reached the floor where they lived, Shu Yuan didn't get out of the elevator.

Under the surprised gazes of his classmates, Shu Yuan yelled to them, "I'm not playing anymore, my boyfriend is here to celebrate my birthday", and then dragged the suitcase and closed the elevator door.

He ran back to the train station, luckily, he bought a high-speed train ticket to go back on the next train.

He hurried home without stopping, and it was already dark.

Seeing Shu Yuan appearing at the door, Shu's father asked strangely, "Why did you come back?"

Shu Yuan's heart was pounding: "Where's Lu Fei?"

Father Shu said, "Let's go. He said he came back to work, and he can only stay for one day, and the plane will be tomorrow night."

Shu Yuan dropped the suitcase and ran away.

He called Lu Fei on the way and asked which hotel Lu Fei was staying at.

Lu Fei's house has been sold, and the plane is tomorrow night. He is in the city where he was born, and if he doesn't live in a hotel, he has no place to go.

On the phone, there was a voice announcement from the airport on Lu Fei's side.

Neither of them spoke.

Shu Yuan understood something and went straight to the airport.

He didn't call Lu Fei, but looked for them one by one. In the huge airport, he ran more than half of the way before he found Lu Fei who was leaning against the floor-to-ceiling windows in the corner.

Long time no see.

Lu Fei was still the same cold and arrogant look in the past.

He threw his backpack casually on the floor beside him, put a laptop on his lap, and was doing homework with headphones on.

It is no different from many young people who choose to spend the night at the airport to save money.

It's just that Lu Fei needs to save more money, he just plans to stay here for nearly two days and one night.

Shu Yuan paused and walked over slowly.

He knelt down beside Lu Fei and gently called Lu Fei's name.

Lu Fei asked: "Aren't you going to celebrate your birthday with someone else?"

Shu Yuan said obediently: "With you here, how could I choose someone else."

Lu Fei lowered his head, looking at him with calm eyes like water.

Then, Lu Fei brushed his soft lips with his thumb, and said in a low voice, "Yuan Yuan, you really owe it to me."