He wags his tail when he sees me

"Brother, I want to see pictures of my parents."

Lin Ji never saw the photo of him and Yu Huanhuan after Lin Wang's death. Lin Dongxu put the photo away. Lin Ji never mentioned this matter, and Lin Dongxu didn't want to mention it either. In Lin Dongxu's impression, Lin Wang and Yu Huanhuan It's unloving, and he almost never sees them get along in harmony.

Fortunately, in this silent and oppressive environment, Lin Ji is still so innocent and has no intentions. Lin Dongxu has always cherished the feeling that Lin Ji is the light, and has always regarded him as a lamp in his heart, loving him and protecting him at the same time.

From Lin Ji's birth until now, he has been caring for him with the love that Yu Huanhuan and Lin Wang never gave him. Lin Dongxu knew that he should not think about him other than caring for his brother.

But myself, feed him, dress him, sleep with him, and watch him grow up little by little. As time goes by, some things deteriorate. Become something unique to yourself.

No one is allowed to covet.

"Why did you think of this today?" Lin Dongxu didn't promise Lin Ji to show it to him, nor did he refuse him, but instead asked him, "You've been weird since you came back from outside."

"Did Mom and Dad not take a photo together?" Lin Ji was in a very depressed mood, with many thoughts running around in his head, which made him unable to think.

Lin Dongxu's silence chilled Lin Ji even more. Although he had successfully comforted himself just now, once he stopped, he would start thinking wildly and think of what Yu Huanhuan had said to him before he left.

Jiang Jihai was the one who ruined his family, Yu Huanhuan told him so before leaving, and there were some things between Lin Wang and Jiang Jihai that he couldn't accept.

But that night ten years ago, Lin Dongxu didn't know about the conversation between himself and Yu Huanhuan. After a long time, Lin Ji didn't intend to tell anyone.

"Who told you what?"

"No," Lin Ji scratched his head and smiled, "No, I just remembered something suddenly, so I, I'll go back to my room first."

Lin Dongxu nodded, motioning for him to go back first.Lin Dongxu didn't want to force him to say things that Lin Ji didn't want to say, but he could check them out, as if he could know where Lin Ji was at any time.

The rain outside the window is pattering.

Lin Ji looked at the missed calls from Jiang Che over and over again. He never thought that one day he would be able to resist not answering Jiang Che's calls. Jiang Che was his favorite person besides Lin Dongxu. But this favorite, in his subconscious mind, seems to be outweighed by his dislike of Jiang Jihai.

Lin Ji didn't know the relationship between Jiang Che and Jiang Jihai, and he didn't want to know the relationship between the two.

Happiness cannot be so short-lived. No matter how disgusting the future is, he still wants to be with Jiang Che now.But it's just a picture, seeing is not necessarily believing.

It's better to find Jiang Che tomorrow, it's too late today, he was afraid that Jiang Che had already fallen asleep, so he didn't call again.

Just today they learned some things, and kept some things from each other, but neither of them took the initiative to bring it up, because they were afraid that if they accidentally said something wrong, something unpleasant would happen. Life is already so difficult, why always To think about unhappy things.

Lin Dongxu stared at the ginger soup in his hand for a long time, then picked up the bowl that Lin Ji drank, and took a sip of what he had left.

It doesn't taste good, but it smells like Lin Ji.

Lin Dongxu never deliberately concealed anything from Lin Ji, he has been waiting for him to grow up and understand certain things.

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The next day, He Anshun went to work in the company as usual, Lin Dongxu didn't say anything to him, it was still the same as usual.

"At 09:30, the person in charge of the subsidiary came to talk to you about the bidding for the land in the eastern suburbs. There will be an overseas video conference at [-]:[-], about the follow-up processing results of product project development, from [-]:[-] to [-]:[-] Thirty minutes, the company has a quarterly report, and the heads of various departments have submitted the documents, do you want to read it now, or when we have a meeting later?"

"For a while." Lin Dongxu was busy processing the documents in his hand, listening to He Anshun's schedule with one ear, while talking to him, and paying attention to the extraneous sounds from the outside world with the other ear, which wavelength can interfere with himself Thinking voice, "Play me some soft music."

"Yes." He Anshun was calm on the surface, but he was always worried in his heart.When going to work, Lin Dongxu's public and private affairs are always clearly distinguished, and everything is done according to the regulations, but that's it, He Anshun is worried. He doesn't know how Lin Dongxu will punish himself when he gets off work. However, as long as he is not fired, he will be fine. acceptable.

As long as he can stay by Lin Dongxu's side all the time, He Anshun will be satisfied.

Accompanying Lin Dongxu to run on both sides, helping him sort out the materials needed for the meeting, making him coffee, etc. He Anshun is really an assistant secretary who does both sides of the job. Fortunately, this is the case. If there is another person beside Lin Dongxu now , I may be even more unwilling to face such a scene.

"Coffee," Lin Dongxu knocked on the table without taking his eyes off the computer. "The coffee is too bitter."

"Yes." He Anshun went out again to make him a cup of coffee, and added several cubes of sugar to it.Lin Dongxu didn't seem to be sleeping well. In fact, He Anshun didn't sleep well either. He didn't know what to do, but Lin Dongxu had promised him that for the sake of his father, he wouldn't bother with him about some things, but these things might Not including Lin Ji, he is special, according to Lin Dongxu.

For He Anshun, Lin Ji was also special to him.

In order to better understand Lin Dongxu's heart, He Anshun began to delve into Lin Dongxu's preferences a long time ago. He likes the style of clothes, and when he writes, he will habitually click twice on the page, as if doing something. A big and sacred decision.

Lin Dongxu doesn't like the smell of perfume, so he doesn't spray it on. Even the shower gel he tries to choose is not too strong, because he is afraid that when he bends down to approach him, the other party will avoid him because he doesn't like it.

He even worked hard to deal with Lin Ji for Lin Dongxu's sake. He Anshun has studied for so many years, but after all, he didn't find anything. He pretended not to care about anything for so many years, but he was still defeated in front of the person he loved.

He Anshun and Lin Dongxu had physical contact because he was drunk, so Lin Dongxu hugged him naturally.Lin Dongxu is a very gentle man, even though there were some fragments, the two of them had a serious talk the next day because of what happened that night.

Because of his father, Lin Dongxu said that he didn't want to be sorry about his father. He Anshun's father has done many things for the Lin family diligently over the years. What he was most worried about was actually whether he called out Lin Dongxu's name that night, that name that had been repeated in his mouth for thousands of times but he dared not say it after all.

Young Master, He Anshun has always called him that.

That's what happened that day.He Anshun told Lin Dongxu indifferently that it didn't matter, and said that if he could, Lin Dongxu could ask him to do it if he wanted to.He doesn't want Lin Dongxu to be responsible, won't get pregnant, won't pester him to ask him to give him money, he just wants to repay the Lin family for helping the He family when they were most lonely.

That was He Anshun's quick-talking thoughts. Repayment is just an excuse. He Anshun just wanted to find an excuse to get in touch with him. He thought Lin Dongxu would think he was ridiculous and disgusting, but in the end he didn't say anything. Did not say.

Two weeks after that, they did it a second time, then a third time, a fourth time.

Over the past few years, it has always been like this. When Lin Dongxu's emotions are all vented on himself, He Anshun doesn't know what he thinks, whether it is more happiness or more pain.

I was a little annoyed, wondering if my future self would become more and more greedy. It wasn't until last time when Lin Dongxu suddenly mentioned the matter of his girlfriend that He Anshun woke up from the fantasy he made up.

Lin Dongxu didn't belong to himself in the first place, he had a person in his heart, the enviable person.

Send the re-brewed coffee to Lin Dongxu's office, put the coffee cup on his right hand, when the ceramic bottom hits the wooden table, the pointer on the clock dial "clicks", exactly pointing to ten thirty .

It's time to go to the meeting room next, and the coffee has to be re-made.He Anshun pushed his glasses, took the materials he handed over, and followed Lin Dongxu to the conference room to prepare.

The person in charge of the department had already arrived, and Lin Dongxu had timed it very precisely. The moment Lin Dongxu stepped into the meeting room, he suddenly paused, turned his head and whispered to He Anshun: One sentence, "After the meeting ends at 11:30, you go to the office and wait for me."

"Yes." No matter how disturbed He Anshun was, he had to remain calm. Lin Dongxu was very close to him, and He Anshun was afraid that his breathing would be noticed by the other party even if his breathing was a little disturbed.

He Anshun always pretended to be cautious and indifferent in front of Lin Dongxu.

The quarterly report was done well, Lin Dongxu couldn't see the expression, he always had a cold face in front of others, even when he was doing it, his expression didn't change much, but at that time, He Anshun kept suppressing Seeing the longing in his heart, he wanted to scream, wanted to see Lin Dongxu would show a little change for himself, even if it was only a little bit, He Anshun felt that he could feel it.

The meeting ended perfectly, He Anshun tidied up in the conference room, Lin Dongxu had already gone out first, He Anshun followed him out calmly, and followed him into the office door.

The crisp sound of his leather shoes stepping on the ground hit He Anshun's restless heart one by one.