He wags his tail when he sees me

Lin Ji didn't chase after him right away, as if he had worked so hard for a long time, but finally lost it, the expected embarrassment, the unexpected depression, and he couldn't recover for a while.

In that instant, he suddenly felt how much courage Jiang Che had summoned to bring him to see Jiang Jihai that day, but the emotions he had been brewing for so long had hurt the man who was anxious and full of joy. .

Even on the day when he had a car accident, when Jiang Che met him, he was still accommodating himself.

Lin Ji thought, Jiang Che was not the only one who was injured at that time, even now Jiang Che forgot about himself, and gradually removed himself from his life and memory.

Even though Jiang Che was very injured at the time, he is also with him now.

No one is better than anyone else.

He can't let anyone see him now, or he will collapse.

Lin Ji hurried home in a daze, he and Jiang Che were always one step behind, why?

Why is no one around when I want to cherish it.

He suddenly thought, Lin Wang passed away so early, and Yu Huanhuan suddenly disappeared from his and Lin Dongxu's life, it must be because they knew that he was just a selfish troublemaker.

I am not a person who was expected to be born in this world, and I have poisonous thorns on my body.

Lin Wang shouldn't like himself, but the harder it is to get something, the more he admires it.

Even though Lin Wang didn't like him, even though he was full of disgust from others, he still yearned for his father's care. When Lin Wang was still alive, Lin Ji always believed that his father would accept him one day.

Because Lin Ji knew that Yu Huanhuan loved Lin Wang so much, as long as Lin Wang looked at him more, Yu Huanhuan would love him.

Lin Wang gave him the word Ji, and like Lin Dongxu, he hoped that his brother would rise like the rising sun, but he himself would be sunny after the rain. He thought that his father would one day be like his name, able to love his mother, love his brother, and love him. Myself, all things disappeared in smoke.

Thinking about it day and night is deeply ingrained. It is not unreasonable for Lin Ji to plant the seeds of desire in his heart.

But all of this was because of Lin Wang's death.

Even thinking about this has become a luxury for him.

From the very beginning when he knew that Jiang Che might be Jiang Jihai's son, Lin Ji knew that he was in a mess. How could the person he fell in love with so hard be Jiang Jihai's son.

He thought that his love for Jiang Che could be lower than the trauma caused by ten years, but he still overestimated himself.

He also underestimated the scene that night, when he saw Lin Wang being stabbed to death in the alley by those people in order to protect Jiang Jihai, it was terrible.

Not only was that scene scary, but Lin Ji felt that he was equally scary. In order to avoid many things that he didn't want to face, and to overcome the timidity in his heart, he had been using ignorance and simplicity to cover up his edge that could hurt others at any time.

But how can I do this?He actually hurt the person who loves him so thoroughly for his own selfish desire. He knew it was wrong to do so, but he just couldn't control it.

Time cannot be repeated, and Lin Ji does not expect to be able to do it again.

Ten years ago, at Lin Wang's mourning hall, the young man in a white shirt was standing in the crowd holding a white chrysanthemum, his eyes were full of sadness and alienation from the world, and his face was full of experiences. The sorrow of parting from life and death seems to be more painful than myself.

Lin Ji should have known from the first time he saw Jiang Che in the bar that he had never forgotten him, and Jiang Che's back made him feel so familiar.

The house was empty, and Lin Dongxu was still at the company. Jiang Che suddenly felt that such a large place was empty.

I don't know what to do.

The clothes on his body were soaked with sweat, and it was uncomfortable to stick to his skin now that it had cooled down.

Lin Ji returned to the room, opened the floor-to-ceiling windows of the balcony, and sat on the balcony basking in the sun. The heat was steaming up, and the branches and leaves on the top of the tree were burned by the sun.

I don't know how long it took, but there was a sound downstairs.

Lin Dongxu opened the door and entered the room, but he didn't find Lin Ji's figure. He told him about Jiang Che today, and he might still be with Jiang Che now.

Lin Dongxu originally thought so, but when he went upstairs, the door of Jiang Che's room was still open.

He suddenly felt that something was wrong, so he pushed in the door and took a look, only to see Lin Ji sitting on the balcony staring blankly into the distance, sitting outside in such a hot day, Lin Dongxu was distressed, but he didn't dare to say goodbye He made a loud noise.

"Ji," he pushed open the door and entered, calling his name softly, "Why are you sitting outside? What if you get heatstroke?"

Lin Ji's face was flushed red from the sun, his eyes looked a little dull, and his expression was in a trance.

Lin Dongxu secretly thought it was bad, and wanted to carry him into the house but was rejected by Lin Ji, "Brother, I'll just sit outside for a while, the air outside is good."

"Ji?" Lin Dongxu frowned and patted his face lightly, "What's wrong with you? Look at me."

After hearing this, Lin Ji not only didn't look at him, but lowered his head even lower, and there was no focus in his sickly eyes.

He grabbed Lin Dongxu's hand and leaned on his arm, "Brother, brother... Jiang Che is gone, he doesn't want me anymore, just like Mom and Dad, he doesn't want me anymore. How can he..."

"How could he not want me? He clearly promised me that he would be with me, how could he go back on his word..."

Lin Ji's voice became weaker and weaker, Lin Dongxu was startled, and quickly hugged him, "Lin Ji? Ji!"

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"Young master is fine," Dr. Song put away the medicine box, and said, "The heat outside is too biting, I'll keep a few medicines to dissipate the breath here, and I'll take it after dinner, and I'll take it after I sleep. Nothing serious."

Doctor Song came over, and He Anshun was so frightened that he followed.

"Thank you, Doctor Song, please walk slowly." He sent the doctor out, and then turned back.

Lin Dongxu sat beside Lin Ji with serious thoughts, his face full of solemnity.

Lin Dongxu never showed these little emotions on his face, except for Lin Ji's matter, he couldn't hide it anyway.

"Master, don't worry. Doctor Song said that the young master is fine." He Anshun stood beside Lin Ji's bed, looked at Lin Dongxu and said, "Why don't you go and rest for a while, and I will take care of the young master here." , do you think so?"

"No need, you don't need to come here." Lin Dongxu seemed to be thinking about something, so he said a few words casually, "I'll just take care of Ji here."

"..." He Anshun immediately felt that he was back in the past. Lin Dongxu would always say such things to himself in such a tone. He smiled and tried to stabilize his emotions, "Then I will go back first."

Lin Dongxu didn't answer him, but just stared at Lin Ji.

He Anshun closed the door and prepared to leave lightly.

This room is so big that it can always expose the sound of my heartbeat.

There is nothing in the kitchen, I don't know if the two will call their aunt over tonight.

After thinking about it, He Anshun went into the kitchen to cook something light for Lin Ji.

As soon as the fire was fired, there was a sound of hurried footsteps in the stairwell.

Thinking that something happened, He Anshun quickly took a look, and saw Lin Dongxu looking towards him, the panic in his eyes instantly calmed down, and he returned to the usual coldness he saw.

Lin Dongxu walked towards He Anshun. He didn't listen carefully to what He Anshun was saying just now, so he just said a few words casually. He was afraid that He Anshun would take it to heart. He thought he really left, but he didn't expect the little guy to be in the kitchen Get busy.

He Anshun watched Lin Dongxu walking towards him, forgot how to react for a moment, and stood there not daring to move.

"Didn't you say you're leaving?" Lin Dongxu smiled yuppily, and walked more carefully when approaching him, "What are you doing in the kitchen?"

"Ah, I don't know what the young master and the young master will have for dinner, so I just want to make some preparations so that I don't have to ask my aunt to come over." He Anshun looked at Lin Dongxu's expression, and his soul was taken aback for a while. Yes, the words start to go out of the brain.

Seeing his reddish ears, Lin Dongxu suddenly felt warm in his heart. He stepped forward and clasped his hand, hugged his waist, leaned closer to him, bowed his head and gave a soft and long kiss, "You always It's so considerate."

He Anshun had no place to rest his hands, looking at Lin Dongxu's dark eyes that seemed to be able to suck people in, he couldn't help but quicken his breathing, "I, I just do my part."

"I didn't ask you to come back to let you be my aunt." Lin Dongxu looked at him.

He always had that kind of meaningful smile on his face, which made He Anshun dare not easily refute his words.

Every time Lin Dongxu said something, He Anshun would wonder what it meant, whether he was being too sentimental, or whether Lin Dongxu was deliberately molesting him.

"I, I'm not an aunt." He retorted slightly, but the tall man in front of him laughed softly, which made He Anshun's blood surge and his chest trembled in fright.

"Stay here tonight." Lin Dongxu held his hand, and inadvertently clasped his fingers together, causing He Anshun to shrink back, "Just assume that I said something wrong just now, and I will apologize to you."

He Anshun raised his eyes to look at Lin Dongxu, and quickly turned his eyes elsewhere. Lin Dongxu stood in front of him like this, talking to himself, He Anshun suddenly felt that his head was empty and he couldn't think of anything. He put his free hand behind his back and tugged at the corner of his clothes, and he nodded obediently.

He Anshun always felt that he was worthless in front of Lin Dongxu, as long as he gave him a good face, he would be happy to be like anything.

Lin Dongxu looked at him with a smile, and suddenly said something in his ear, He Anshun immediately covered his ears, looked at him with a flushed face, "No, no."

"Huh?" Lin Dongxu bent slightly, looking at his strand of black hair that was covered by the sun, "Just one chance, otherwise I'll regret it."

Lin Dongxu was about to leave, but He Anshun refused to let go, and called softly, "Dongxu..."