He wags his tail when he sees me

Jiang Che asked the driver to drive faster. Obviously there was enough time, but Jiang Che was afraid that Lin Ji would not want to wait for him. Show panic.

"Young man," the driver, a man in his 40s, opened his mouth and thought Jiang Che was just a child when he saw Jiang Che, "Is it because you are in such a hurry to see your girlfriend?"

Jiang Che smiled slightly, and he didn't intend to hide it. Rather, he just wanted to talk to others, so that he could feel better, "Yeah, you want to break up with me. I'm going abroad this afternoon. I have to find He has a good talk, and he can't take the happiness of the rest of his life, do you think it makes sense?"

"Yes, yes, yes," the driver master glanced at Jiang Che from the rearview mirror, "People have to live clearly, this is the most important thing, people can't do things that are uncertain, it's too risky, just like we drive knowing the red light When you can’t break through but still insist on breaking through, no one will sympathize with you if you die.”

"You are right. It is said that people with a certain amount of experience speak well." Jiang Che flattered each other with a calm face, as if he was not in a hurry, "I think you are not only speaking well, but It’s all university questions, you must have read a lot of books, right?”

"Yeah, sometimes when there is no business, I just sit in the car and read books. It's good, leisurely and comfortable," the master said, "Students like you used to worry about reading and test scores. Afterwards, I still have to worry about love, but who didn’t come here like this, tell me, sometimes there are some things you can’t do deliberately, that’s unnecessary.”

"Yeah, it's unnecessary." Jiang Che echoed, "But sometimes people like to do unnecessary things, knowing that it's impossible."

"Young man," he continued to Jiang Che, "when you want to work hard, you should try hard. People say that love is indifferent to anything. Although I think it makes no sense, I support you. Maybe sometimes you work hard. Take it, and those things you are about to lose can become yours."

"Yes," Jiang Che stretched out his wrist, looked at the time on his watch, and said softly, "Although I feel the same way, I still feel nervous and distressed before deciding to do something that I even think is impossible. "

When I see Lin Ji in a while, how should I talk to him? Should I let him listen to my explanation, or just beg him to give me another chance?But what is there to explain?

Or should I ask him, did he approach me purposefully from the beginning, or did he suddenly find something wrong halfway through and change his mind?

No matter how I speak, it seems wrong. Maybe he won't leave after listening to himself, or maybe he won't give himself a chance to speak in the first place.

Jiang Che leaned against the car window and closed his eyes. He recalled all kinds of things in the past, and remembered Lin Ji's emotions in his own impressions, but only when he seriously thought about the expression on Lin Ji's face, did he I can't remember, the more I try to think about it, the more blurred it becomes.

Jiang Che opened his eyes, he didn't dare to think anymore.

It was exactly twelve o'clock at noon, and Jiang Che stepped into the coffee shop downstairs of the company. He didn't go to work this morning, so he wondered if Secretary Xiao Wang was in a hurry again.

Just as I was about to pick up my phone, I suddenly remembered that when I was eating at Yi Wentao's house this morning, I left my phone on his dining table and forgot to take it back.

It's better to go to the company in a while and call Yi Wentao first, and ask him to put Shanxing's own mobile phone away first so as not to lose it.

Lin Ji was already sitting there waiting. This coffee shop is mainly gray and white, simple and elegant, and the gray is Fifty Shades of Grey. Jiang Che suddenly found that he could distinguish colors again, but he could only distinguish one color. Grey, the kind of high-end gray that penetrates people's hearts, just looking at it makes people feel elegant.

There was a small transparent vase on the dining table where Lin Ji was sitting, and a white rose was inserted in the vase, with some water droplets on the rose, which was clear and energetic.

Jiang Che pulled a chair across from him and sat down. The waiter came over with a list and asked him what he wanted. Jiang Che ordered a cup of espresso.

Lin Ji frowned after hearing this, as if he didn't really want Jiang Che to drink this.

"Are you going to talk first or should I talk first?" Jiang Che asked after the waiter left, "Anyway, no matter what we say, we'll keep it short."

"You know what I want to say, I have nothing to say to you." Lin Ji lowered his head and added three cubes of sugar to his coffee, "If you hadn't come to see me yesterday, we wouldn't be sitting here today say something."

"Hehe," Jiang Che leaned on the sofa, stunned, "A child is a child, why are you fighting with me? You know that your father's death has nothing to do with me, and your mother's escape has nothing to do with me." , why do you want to take revenge on me by leaving me in such a childish way?"

Lin Ji's hand stirring the candy paused for a moment, and then smiled, "Because it was done by your father, and it is only right and proper that the father should pay the debt. If you are not happy, Jiang Jihai will not be happy."

"Is it necessary?" Jiang Che asked him, "Do you think it is necessary to hurt me like this? Then do you feel happy now? You start doing whatever you want because I like you, and you start beating me because I like you." It's been half a year, 180 days, Lin Ji, come back when you're tired, okay? You know I love you, right? You obviously like me too, is this farce interesting now?"

"No! Don't be hypocritical to me here. You don't like me at all. If you have a better substitute than me, you will go to someone else. You say the same thing. Your hypocrisy makes me feel sick. Absolutely." Lin Ji stood up abruptly, and knocked over the coffee when he raised his hand, the rich aroma of coffee and the sweet taste of sugar diffused in the small space, he strode forward, and his mood calmed down again, "I'm catching a plane, so I'm leaving first."

"Lin Ji!"

Jiang Che suddenly felt that this scene seemed similar, and suddenly felt that his life seemed to be a reincarnation for ten years. In these ten years, he has been doing the same thing repeatedly, day after day, year after year.

Just like me back then, Wei Qiming back then, Jiang Junchen back then jokingly said they liked me.

Just like when Wei Qiming despised himself for being poor and a man when he was in the most difficult time, Jiang Che never thought that he would help him avoid a car accident, just like now It's like helping Lin Ji stave off a car accident.

Jiang Che seems to be stuck with cars in his life.

"Jiang Che!"

Jiang Che pushed Lin Ji away but didn't dodge himself. Jiang Che suddenly remembered that the driver in the car said that you can't drive through a red light. He knew that you can't drive through a red light but insisted on it. When you break through, no one will sympathize with you if you die.

Jiang Che didn't refute this sentence at all.If Wei Qiming was a yellow light, then Lin Ji must be a red light, and he wanted to break through, so no one would sympathize if he died.

All the bones in his body seemed to be shattered. Jiang Che felt that all the organs in his body were bleeding, swollen and painful. If he wanted to feel better, he had to cough up the blood forcefully.

Hearing Yi Wentao's voice, Jiang Che knew that he should have sent him a mobile phone, but he didn't know if Lin Ji was still there or if there was anything wrong. If he saw himself like this, he might cry, but Jiang Che wasn't sure. .Or maybe, like Wei Qiming back then, he would abandon himself and go abroad first.

It's all uncertain.

This time, Jiang Che closed his eyes without hearing the sound of the ambulance.

He has feelings, and feels that the doctor is sewing and mending on his body, as if he is repairing an extremely broken puppet.

Jiang Che thought that he had finally recovered his color recognition, but now he was lying here. There were still a lot of things to deal with in the company. Secretary Xiao Wang's child hadn't been born yet, and he hadn't seen Jiang Junchen and Ran Wenrui was together happily, and his father was still sitting in the living room at home waiting for him to go back.

Jiang Che heard the doctor say that he had no heartbeat, and asked someone to try to prepare equipment to save him.

Jiang Che wanted to cry, but couldn't.

In this life, Jiang Che had two boyfriends. The first boyfriend loved him for nearly ten years, broke his hand because of him, and gave up his dream because of him.This second boyfriend, whom he only loved for less than half a year, lost his life because of him. Jiang Che suddenly felt that those ten years of his life were really precious, even worth the rest of his life.

When Jiang Junchen and Jiang Jihai rushed to the hospital, Lin Ji was sitting on the floor outside the operating room covered in blood, his eyes glazed over.

Jiang Junchen wished he could lift his collar and beat him up, but now he couldn't do anything, this is a hospital, Jiang Che is still inside, life and death are uncertain.

Yi Wentao was leaning against the wall, still holding Jiang Che's mobile phone, he finally understood why his heartbeat was so fast, he could have prevented it from happening with his own hands, but he ignored it, the god of death seemed to be step by step It's approaching this operating room.

Yi Wentao saw Jiang Jihai and called him uncle.

Jiang Jihai nodded, and glanced at Lin Ji who was sitting on the ground, "Why did you do this?"

"It's not necessary..." Jiang Jihai burst into tears, his voice trembling, "I am the one who should pay for your father's life, so why did you drag Jiang Che?"

Lin Ji didn't say a word, he didn't seem to see anyone, he couldn't hear any voice, his mind was full of the scene where Jiang Che pushed him away in horror, and then blood splashed everywhere, the blood buried his sight, Jiang Che's voice, Jiang Che's smell began to fill his senses.

Everyone is numb.

The lights in the operating room were dimmed, the doctor came out, someone came up to ask, Lin Ji wanted to go over to have a look, but didn't dare, he sat there, only saw the doctor shook his head.