yesterday night

"But it's not a problem I can solve alone." Lin Zhoudu said, "Xie Chengwen, don't think about breaking up and being good to everyone. I don't need your apology, I need..."

Lin Zhoudu's voice became gentle: "I need you to go on with me, this is the premise of everything."

Lin Zhoudu knew that Xie Chengwen would not give any answer now, so he hung up the phone after speaking.They were all right, they already knew what kind of person Xie Chengwen was.Xie Chengwen put the businessman's calculations into this accident, but what was calculated was not the benefits, but the gains and losses of Lin Zhoudu.He has no excuse for those mistakes, of course he knows what he did wrong, so he feels that the only solution is to keep himself away from Lin Zhoudu.If Lin Zhoudu's life was a movie, Xie Chengwen stubbornly believed that he played the role of the villain.The money owner who steals and plunders, the control freak who snoops on privacy, but this person has never thought about the option of correction, and just wants to get a box lunch after the performance.

He thought well, there are still so many scenes to come, Lin Zhoudu will not let Xie Chengwen leave the scene easily.

Lin Zhoudu thought about how long he should wait for Xie Chengwen, three days?five days?Half a month?Waiting for Xie Chengwen to take the initiative to come to this matter is really a long way.To make matters worse, he didn't have time to wait. The movie he and Song Yi was progressing very quickly, and the rough cut had already been completed.There was no need for Lin Zhoudu to watch it, but this was his first film as the male lead, so he went anyway, very nervous, and wanted to see the preliminary results.

The hero in the movie, until he was imprisoned, still maintained his last dignity.He knew that he had done something wrong and killed someone, but at least he killed a murderer who could not be punished by law.On the basis of being wrong, he thinks he is right, and he is doing a righteous thing.Until it was discovered that the murderer was someone else, all the beliefs that could support him collapsed.

Lin Zhoudu looked at himself on the screen, and suddenly remembered some far-fetched things.He thought he understood why his emotions got out of control that day.

For Lin Zhoudu, he did something wrong from the very beginning.It has nothing to do with Xie Chengwen, Xie Chengwen just hinted that it was he himself who climbed into Xie Chengwen's bed in order to become popular.Ten years, he has waited too long in ten years, wanting to reach the sky in one step, wanting fame and fortune.Fortunately, what he met was Xie Chengwen. Lin Zhoudu would feel that no matter how wrong the beginning was, what he got in the end was still good. It sounds gross, but it was love.

So Lin Zhoudu was terrified, if it was false, how would he end up.If Xie Chengwen had been playing with Lin Zhoudu from the very beginning, watching him fall in love step by step, he would pour his heart out to Xie Chengwen.If so, all his actions turn into giant jokes.

Lin Zhoudu can accept many things, accepting that his mother put laxatives in his food, and later put poison, just to "take care" of him; he can accept that his fans were blocked at the airport and caused him to break his foot, because of these People just want to look at him more; he has also accepted many of Xie Chengwen's faults, for example, Xie Chengwen designed Li Yan to mention the variety show to him, and asked him to take the initiative to find opportunities with Chen Jingcun.He can accept it, because there is no such perfect thing in this world, and there is no emotion without flaws, but as long as the emotion itself is true, Lin Zhoudu is willing to accept it.

is that true?

The difference between reality and art is that this is life with flesh and blood, not a dramatic movie.The reason why he was willing to communicate with Xie Chengwen was because he was thinking about it. Xie Chengwen didn't have that need, and he went all out to deceive Lin Zhoudu's feelings.Although there are still many things he can't figure out, but compared to those, Lin Zhoudu is more willing to believe in everything he perceives in his daily life.

Once when they came back, they could only stay for one night. Lin Zhoudu and Xie Chengwen watched a movie together.Halfway through, Lin Zhoudu wanted to discuss the plot with Xie Chengwen, but found that Xie Chengwen was leaning on the recliner, already asleep.The screen of Xie Chengwen's mobile phone was on, and Lin Zhoudu caught a glimpse of the message sent by someone else.It's Xie Chengwen's assistant, telling Xie Chengwen to have a good rest, saying Mr. Xie, you haven't slept for a few days.

Are the feelings real?

If it wasn't for loving him, would he have achieved this level?He could even resist the exhaustion of his body and insisted on watching movies with him that he had watched a long time ago.Just because I want to be with him.

Lin Zhoudu got up from the sofa, edited suggestions for film editing, and sent them to the crew.When he put the phone on the table, he saw the medical record with his mother's name on it again.

He picked it up again and turned it over on its back.After bringing back the medical records, he threw them aside and didn't read them carefully.This is a medical record that has been sealed. It was obviously dug out from the archives, and the envelope was still sealed.

Lin Zhoudu frowned, he finally realized what was wrong.

The seal was completely pasted on it, and even if it rained a little that day, it was firmly stuck and was not damaged at all.Xie Chengwen never opened it.

Chen Jingcun had previously told Lin Zhoudu not to speculate on Xie Chengwen's motives, because if he analyzed it rationally, he would only feel that Xie Chengwen's intentions were sinister.But Xie Chengwen might really just be out of his mind.

Lin Zhoudu now finally understands the meaning of vaccination.He just wants to rush to Xie Chengwen's house now, and tell Xie Chengwen that the neck is not only used to support the head, it also has a vocal cord organ in it to speak, if you don't use it, fuck it.

Doorbell rang.