yesterday night

Lin Zhoudu asked: "Didn't you go to the hobby class?"

Xie Qi poured himself a glass of lemonade and was drinking it. He was a little puzzled when he heard it: "What kind of interest class are you going to? I went on a trip with my friends. It's hard to take a vacation, so I don't want to stay at home and watch my dad every day."

Xie Qi said: "I have never been to a hobby class, because I am smart."

Lin Zhoudu felt that Xie Chengwen, who hadn't arrived home yet, was a bit miserable.Thinking about Xie Chengwen, who was still trying to maintain his parental dignity in front of him, being ruthlessly exposed by Xie Qi like this, it seems that the misery index has skyrocketed again.

Xie Qi, who came back from the trip, threw the suitcase into the room, looked at the time, and said goodbye to Lin Zhoudu: "I'm going to the junior high school reunion, you tell my dad, I won't come back at night!"

Xie Qi ran away quickly, leaving Lin Zhoudu alone.Lin Zhoudu went to take a shower, and after he got out of the shower, he ordered a takeaway for himself. While eating the takeaway, Xie Chengwen came back.

Xie Chengwen seemed to already know about Lin Zhoudu's arrival, so he was not surprised.The takeaway ordered today was delicious, Lin Zhoudu even found a bowl and shared half of it with Xie Chengwen.

Xie Chengwen sat at the table and listened to Lin Zhoudu calmly telling him that his mother passed away, the funeral was held, the urn was selected after the cremation, and where was the cemetery to be buried... When Lin Zhoudu was talking, Xie Chengwen Looking at his face all the time, there is no doubt that it is filled with obvious exhaustion.But outside that, there is no waves, like crumpled waste paper, like a spring that has dried up.

On the way back, Xie Chengwen thought about how to comfort Lin Zhoudu, he was not very good at these.But it seems that there is no need for this. From the outside, Lin Zhoudu has already dealt with all his emotions, and he can start working immediately after getting enough sleep.

As expected, Lin Zhoudu soon became sleepy. By the time Xie Chengwen entered the bedroom, he had already slept for a round, and opened his eyes in a daze when he heard the movement.Feeling that Xie Chengwen was on the other side of the bed, he habitually leaned over and hugged Xie Chengwen's neck.He is like a puppy, Xie Chengwen thought, rubbing against each other once in a while, as if he was getting breath.Today's weather is neither very hot nor very cold. In the bedroom, there is only the scent of sandalwood that Xie Chengwen just lit. The lighting is also very good, neither dazzling nor dim.Xie Chengwen thought, everything is fine, especially the people around him.

Unfortunately, Xie Chengwen soon found out where Lin Zhoudu's hand was touching.

This is not right, Xie Chengwen had a headache, and stopped Lin Zhoudu while he still had reason.

Lin Zhoudu was stopped by him, so he came to his senses in confusion, and looked up at him. From this angle, his eyes were especially beautiful: "Don't you want it?"

It's not a question of whether you want to or not.Xie Chengwen didn't know how to speak.

"You should rest." Xie Chengwen said, "You are very tired."

Lin Zhoudu suddenly smiled at Xie Chengwen.

"Do you think I'm abnormal?" Lin Zhoudu asked, "Do you need me to cry?"

Of course not.Xie Chengwen said in his heart.

Of course he knows that no one can fully express their emotions in front of others.Lin Zhoudu did not have the obligation to cooperate.But Xie Chengwen always thought that Lin Zhoudu could relax a bit with him.I thought it was easy, but now that I think about it, it seems to be a more difficult request.

"Should I cry?" Lin Zhoudu seemed to be finally aroused, and insisted on asking, "Should I go out tomorrow with swollen eyes instead of having heartless sex here?"

Lin Zhoudu's eyes gradually turned red, but it wasn't because of tears, but rather he gritted his teeth and wanted to wait for an answer.

Xie Chengwen had no choice but to say, "You are your own."

Lin Zhoudu left.

It's true that he still has work tomorrow, and he even has to catch an early flight.The news of the death of a loved one has also been reported in a small area. Maybe it's a good idea to show up tomorrow with crying and swollen eyes.

Xie Chengwen couldn't sleep either, so he got up and went to the study.Xie Chengwen found a hard disk from the bookcase and connected it to the computer. It was backed up before he emptied the computer - he backed up everything, including Xie Qi's games of course.But what is the need to tell Xie Qi?

Xie Chengwen actually remembered what he wanted to see very clearly.Remember not only folders, but all contents.It is precisely because he remembers so clearly that Xie Chengwen has so many doubts.He even wondered if he was old and remembered many things wrong.

Xie Chengwen opened the first video, which showed a desolate village. The host said that this was Lin Zhoudu's hometown.

The story begins here, and the host begins to look back, the father who died unexpectedly not long after the child was born;

This is the whole story about how Lin Zhoudu grew up.

Then we talked about Lin Zhoudu's studies, and interviewed his head teacher, who said that he had good grades and was admitted to a key high school in the county.But the family had no money, and his mother said that he must be allowed to study, but Lin Zhoudu dropped out of school sensiblely.

No matter from which corner this story is told, it will be touching.Mother touched the bracelet on Lin Zhoudu's wrist, and she said: "I kowtowed in the temple to ask for this, as long as it can keep him safe..." Everyone else cried.

Xie Chengwen has never had any doubts about this, these are all well-documented real processes.Lin Zhoudu's high school entrance examination scores that were close to full marks are not fake, nor is it fake that his mother brought him up alone, he worked hard to make a living, and it's not fake that he was discovered in a small advertisement.He even told Xie Qi to let Xie Qi know how lucky he is.Xie Qi said: "Why can't I log in to my Steam account?"

Xie Chengwen was forced to change the subject, admitting that he was playing games with Xie Qi's account.

Xie Qi said: "Look, Lin Zhoudu came out to work and earn money when he was 15 years old, and you are 40 to [-] years old, and because you don't know how to recharge online, you are using my game account!"

Xie Chengwen's bedtime inspirational story failed completely, and the evil came out of his guts, and he almost sent Xie Qi to an Internet addiction school.

This is the Lin Zhoudu that Xie Chengwen knew. Even though Lin Zhoudu was always talking nonsense in front of him, he always thought he knew what Lin Zhoudu was like.He thought that with his internet skills and curiosity, as well as the itinerary of Lin Zhoudu delivered to his desk every week, he had already outlined the shape of Lin Zhoudu.

But now Xie Chengwen knew that under the surface story, there must be an inner story.In that story, something must be false.About his mother, about his upbringing.That false fulcrum built the whole world, just like the wall that Truman touched.

But what Xie Chengwen didn't know was whether Lin Zhoudu was willing to let Xie Chengwen enter that world that was more real than reality.