Rebirth of the Boy Jinshi

When did you fall in love with Jiang Hui?He Liming couldn't explain clearly, and he said that the love didn't know where it started, and it went deeper and deeper. He didn't understand it before, but he didn't understand the meaning of this sentence until the moment his heart moved, the moment he fell into lovesickness and couldn't extricate himself.

Maybe it was Jiang Hui's meek and shy temperament that caught his heart, or maybe it was his eyes that looked at you seriously all the time that moved him.In short, He Liming realized that he fell in love with Jiang Hui on the Christmas Eve of the second year of high school.

But there is a problem that should be paid attention to. Jiang Hui is a straight man, and he likes girls.He Liming felt that he needed to take some measures to make the other party like him.If he really doesn't like it, he won't force it, after all, twisted melons are not sweet.

He didn't like Shen Gu's way of pursuing Xu Muyang at all.These two people are flirting with each other openly and secretly, as if they are afraid that others will not know their relationship.But the people around really didn't know, especially those in the dormitory, who didn't notice it at all.

He Liming doesn't like Shen Gu's way of chasing people like that. If he pursues Jiang Hui, it will definitely be a thousand times better than Shen Gu's way.

In the end, he found that it wasn't much better.One advantage of Shen Gu's pursuit of Xu Muyang is that the two sides talked about it openly, but he did it secretly, and Jiang Hui couldn't understand his intention at all.

For example: "It's so cold! Jiang Hui, are you cold?"

Jiang Hui blinked, "It's a bit cold."

He Liming pursed his lips, and discussed with a little confidence: "How about we sleep together at night? Just like Shen Gu and Xu Muyang, it's warm to sleep like that."

"Ah?" Jiang Hui was a little surprised, "My quilt is very thick, so I don't feel cold when I sleep. If you are cold, I have a thin quilt in the box, and I can lend it to you. If you are still cold, I have a hot water bottle , this can also be given to you."

He Liming: ""

What else could he say, he could only stare angrily: "No need! Use it yourself!"

Jiang Hui was puzzled, why are you so angry?Wouldn't it be nice for him to lend him the quilt?

Another example: the exam is coming up recently, Jiang Hui studied very seriously, and Xu Muyang also became serious.He understood Jiang Hui's temperament, he was very hardworking.He is not a very smart person, and he can’t get into the top few exams by just studying casually, so all he can do is to work hard and work hard. The stupid bird flies first, and he has suffered a lot behind the scenes.

Seeing that Jiang Hui lost a lot of weight, he was still studying hard.After twelve o'clock, I was still reading a book with the desk lamp on.Xu Muyang studied with him, and under the backdrop of this learning atmosphere, Jiang Hui learned later.

He Liming once persuaded him not to push himself so hard.

Jiang Hui could only smile gently, "I didn't force myself, I think this state is very good, anyway, the exam is about to take place, so it's good to rest after the exam."

He Liming had no choice but to lose his temper every night, "Aren't you going to sleep at this late hour? The lights are so bright that it disturbs my sleep."

As soon as he said this, everyone complained, and he thought angrily: If you are not your sweetheart, you don't feel bad.

At this time, Jiang Hui would climb onto the bed to apologize to him, look at him with soft eyes full of apology, and then lend him his blindfold.

He Liming had no power to resist the look in his eyes, so he could only accept it cursingly, and it was not good to persuade him not to study anymore.

Since he couldn't stop people's enthusiasm for learning, he worked hard on supplements and bought a lot of brain supplements, pretending that his family bought them for him and he couldn't drink them.

Holding a box of health care products in his arms, Jiang Hui smiled foolishly, "That's so embarrassing, how about I give you the money."

He Liming's face immediately darkened, and he shouted: "Whoever wants your money, I will give it to you and you will keep it, and if you don't want it, throw it away. If you dare to give me money to make you look good!"

Jiang Hui timidly said, "Okay then, I'll accept it, thank you."

There are countless things like this, and He Liming feels that his methods of chasing people are not that bad. Why is Jiang Hui always missing one muscle?Every time he saw Shen Gu flirting with Xu Muyang, his heart was sour.Looking back at Jiang Hui's ignorant and ignorant eyes, he suddenly felt that his road to chasing his wife was very long.

Especially for Jiang Hui to watch movies with He Liu and the others, he was so mad!Although he didn't see much in the end, he still had a reaction in his heart, no, he had to do something.

So on that sunny afternoon, the school only had half a day off in the afternoon, and everyone in the dormitory was gone, leaving only the two of them.

He Liming closed the window, locked the door, and turned off the lights.Jiang Hui was reading a book when the bedroom suddenly became dark. He raised his head, "What's wrong? Why did you turn off the lights?"

He Liming blushed and sat on the bed, "Want to watch a movie?"

Jiang Hui was taken aback, and waved his hands blushingly, "I don't want to read, you turn on the light and I want to read."

He Liming refused, and sat down to hold him in his arms, "Stop duplicity, didn't you enjoy watching He Liu's movies that day? Why can't you watch mine? Are you looking down on me?" I?"

Jiang Hui shook his head and whispered, "I didn't."

"Nothing?" He Liming didn't care about this, and turned on the video on his mobile phone, "Come on, just take a look, it's nothing, it's normal for boys to watch movies together."

Jiang Hui couldn't break free, his face flushed with embarrassment, and he closed his eyes and turned his head away.

He Liming glanced at him, the music on the phone rang, and then two men appeared, and they started to do it without saying a word. The visual impact was too great, and he didn't slow down all of a sudden, and burst into a foul language, "Fuck!"

Hearing the voice, Jiang Hui glanced slightly, then quickly covered his eyes again, and exclaimed, "What is this? What do you think of this?"

He Liming frantically turned off the video on his mobile phone, and explained in a panic for the first time, "How do I know? I downloaded it from the Internet casually, how do I know there is this?"

Well, he did it on purpose, he just wanted to see Jiang Hui's reaction, but let alone Jiang Hui made a big fuss, even he couldn't stand it.Is this all about Kiwi?

Originally, I wanted to test Jiang Hui's reaction, but now I don't need to test it, because I can't try it at all, so I can only find another way.

Then he really found a way to test him that day, because he was met by Jiang Hui when he was trying to relieve his desire.Everyone is a boy of sixteen or seventeen years old, full of vigor, and sometimes desire can't be stopped when it comes up.He was thinking about how to suppress things, when Jiang Hui opened the door and walked in.

And it's so hard to die, it happens that there are only the two of them in the dormitory.

In an instant, He Liming didn't want to press his things down. He deliberately showed Jiang Hui his distinctive features, and said annoyedly, "Why are you here?"

Jiang Hui noticed his abnormality, blushed all of a sudden, and said falteringly: "I, I'll take something, you go ahead."

"Stop!" He Liming frowned lazily, "Did I let you go?"

Jiang Hui was too frightened to move, and stood there with his head down.

He Liming sighed in his heart, and ordered: "Lock the door."

Jiang Hui stared at him with wide eyes, "Huh?"

He Liming tapped his lower body, "Don't you see that the situation is special? I'm in a hurry?"

Jiang Hui closed the door in a daze, and stood there blankly, not daring to look at him.

He Liming gritted his teeth, bit the bullet and relieved himself.To be honest, he was still a little embarrassed, and the hand had already stopped halfway before touching it. In addition, Jiang Hui glanced at it from time to time, and he was even more ashamed to do this in front of others.

Seeing that the desire was gone, he didn't bother to do it anymore, but the temptation still had to continue.He changed his sitting position, put his hands on the waist of his trousers, and said, "Do you want to come together?"

Why does this sound so hooligan?

Sure enough, Jiang Hui turned around when he heard that his head was shaking like a rattle, "You can do it yourself, I don't need it."

He Liming looked at his back and said, "The one I showed you that day was Kiwi, you know?"

Jiang Hui quickly turned his head to look at him, shrugged his shoulders and said, "I didn't know before, but now I know."

"Ivy, you have seen it too."

Jiang Hui hesitated for a moment, and said, "I haven't seen it before, but I saw a little bit with He Liu and the others that day."

He Liming sat up straight, and asked a little nervously: "Then what do you think of these two kinds?"

"I don't feel it." Jiang Hui whispered: "Isn't that something yinhuiseqing? You can't watch it if you are not full. We are still high school students. This kind of thing should not be watched. It is something that pollutes the mind. As a minor, easily influenced."

He Liming was about to be laughed angrily by him, "According to what you said, there are too many things that you can't do before you are full, so is it not allowed to fall in love?"

Jiang Hui covered his eyes, took a look at him to cover up, and saw that he wasn't really doing that kind of thing, and heaved a sigh of relief, "Of course you can't fall in love, it's something that affects your studies, it's a puppy love."

"Fuck, you're almost eighteen and still have a puppy love, and you're not a junior high school student." He Liming said to him, "Then you don't plan to fall in love in high school?"

"Of course." Jiang Hui asked suspiciously, "Isn't this what it should be?"

He Liming nodded, looked at the mottled stains on the wall and said, "Okay, remember your words."

He felt that it was understandable for a nerd like Jiang Hui not to fall in love in high school. After all, grades were more important than anything else in his eyes, but he was a little reconciled, should he just give up like this?He didn't want to have a showdown with Jiang Hui like Shen Gu did. Homosexuality is a very distressing thing in this county.If I told Jiang Hui, it might cause trouble for him, and besides, he was about to enter the third year of high school, and Jiang Hui's pressure would be even greater if his grades were affected.

He thought about it carefully, since Jiang Hui didn't want to fall in love in high school, then he just waited, and when the college entrance examination was over, he must pursue it openly.

But things backfired. It didn't take long for Jiang Hui to receive a love letter, and he started getting close to a girl.He Liming suddenly burst into flames and quarreled with him.

"Didn't you say you won't fall in love early?"

Jiang Hui lowered his head and said nothing.

He Liming was furious, "The words are really nice, but the words are duplicity, they are really hypocritical!"

Jiang Hui said with red eyes, "I didn't."

He Liming looked at him contemptuously, "Whatever you want, falling in love is your business, not mine, it's none of my business! Ha! If you want to fall in love, go ahead and talk about it."

After speaking, he left angrily.

Jiang Hui is also full of grievances, he has never been in a relationship.He didn't know how things turned out like this, the girl was indeed pursuing her, but he didn't agree, and then in a bet, everyone in the class made a fuss again, and he had to be that girl's boyfriend for two weeks. friend.

It's only been two weeks, and it's not true. He didn't take it seriously himself, but he can't say it directly, otherwise it will hurt the girl's face.

From then on, the two started a cold war. No, it should be said that He Liming unilaterally snubbed Jiang Hui.In the eyes of the people in the dormitory, He Liming is an uncertain person. It is normal for him to ignore Jiang Hui, but Jiang Hui is the only one who suffers.

When He Liming saw the girl hugging Jiang Hui, his resentment reached its peak, and then he had a big fight with Jiang Hui. Jiang Hui was so stupid that he couldn't quarrel with him. His eyes were red and the tip of his nose was red with anger.

He Liming also felt that he had gotten into a quarrel, like he was drunk, his words were out of his control, his words and deeds were out of his control, and during the quarrel, he bit Jiang Hui on the cheek and was caught by Xu Muyang.In fact, he wanted to kiss, but he didn't have the guts. As soon as his brain was flushed with blood, he bit his face, and then ran away in embarrassment.

Jiang Hui was completely fooled, what does it mean to take a bite?That's what kids fight about.

It wasn't until Xu Muyang told him that He Liming might like him that he suddenly realized, but he didn't dare to face this fact. He didn't know what his feelings for He Liming were, and he might not be able to respond.

The more He Liming thought about it, the more unwilling he became. He turned around and wanted to make it clear to Jiang Hui, but when he heard Xu Muyang want to pry the corner of the wall, he thought it was not possible.In the past, he was reluctant to tell Jiang Hui the truth, but now it's different, if he doesn't tell the truth, his wife will run away.

During self-study next night, he specially caught someone in the next class and dragged him to the grove, hiding in a small corner where there was no one to confess his love.

"I like you! I have liked you for a long time. I liked that girl before she was with you. Why don't you think about me and break up with that girl. My way of doing this is a bit despicable, like a third party, but I’m not convinced. I obviously fell in love with you first. Why did that girl take the lead? I’m telling you this to give you a chance. If you like me, stay with me. If you don’t like me, let’s go our own way. , I won't take care of your affairs anymore. Have you made up your mind?"

He said so much in one go, because he was afraid that he would not have the courage to finish those words.Just say it all at once, and you will die early and be reborn early.

Jiang Hui was stunned and didn't know how to reply.When Xu Muyang told him that this person liked him, he was half-believing, but it was another thing for He Liming to confess in person.It took him a long time to find his voice, "But I don't like men."

"How do you know you don't like it? What if you like it?"

Jiang Hui was dumbfounded by his question, "I, I don't know."

"There is a way to know." He Liming raised his hands to hold his face, "Kiss the man, and you will know if you like it or not."

The lips felt soft, and the scorching breath sprayed on the face, just the rubbing of the lips was enough to make the heart beat and the feet weak.Jiang Hui was at a loss, his body was stiff, his legs and feet were weak, and tears poured down unconsciously.

He Liming doesn't know how to kiss, he only uses his own lips to rub the other two lips.He held his breath and kissed him, touched his face with his thumb, and touched some water stains, "Crying? What's wrong?"

Jiang Hui pursed his lips and shook his head, refusing to speak.

He Liming put down his hands and said hoarsely, "Do you like men?"

Jiang Hui sniffled and muffled his throat with tears, "I don't know."

He Liming took a deep breath, kicked the corner of the wall irritably, gritted his teeth and said, "I know what you mean. Don't worry, I won't pester you in the future. You can do whatever you want. Except for our classmates, we are classmate."

After that night, Jiang Hui could clearly feel He Liming's estrangement. He was not used to it, and felt very uncomfortable, but he knew that since he didn't like him, he couldn't hope that others would treat him well for no reason.He Liming didn't ignore him, but he wasn't as close as before. The relationship between the two of them was really like ordinary classmates, even a little colder, as if they just met each other.

He did not expect that He Liming would leave in the second semester of his senior year.When the other party came to him and said goodbye, his mind went blank, and he couldn't utter a single word of urgency.He could only nod stiffly, "Are you leaving?"

He Liming's face was ugly, "Yes, I'm leaving. Whether we can see each other in the future is a question."

"You can come back and see us."

He Liming chuckled, "Come back? What are you doing here? There is nothing worthy of my nostalgia here."

Am I not?Jiang Hui moved his mouth, swallowed the words, and showed a forced smile, "Anyway, you have stayed here for more than a year. If you can, come back and see my classmates in our dormitory."

He Liming looked at him for a while, then said softly, "It's okay."

He stretched out his hands and asked, "I'm leaving soon, give me a hug."

Jiang Hui's tears fell down a little, and he gave him a hug, "Goodbye."

"Goodbye." He Liming patted him on the back and encouraged him, "Come on for the college entrance examination!"

"Well, I will."

When He Liming left, Jiang Hui felt that half of his heart was taken away. He would often think of this person, feel sad and miss him. At this time, he vaguely knew that he should like him.But he woke up too late, if he could have come earlier, there would have been a happy ending.In order not to let himself think about it, he spends all his time studying and distracting himself, so that people will not feel so uncomfortable.

What happened afterwards was so sudden that it could be described as chaos.The fact that Shen was gay was exposed at school, and even He Liming didn't get along well.After witnessing the criticisms of everyone and seeing the pain of Shen Gu, Jiang Hui was extremely grateful that He Liming had left.

I saw He Liming again at Shen Gu's school entrance banquet, which was organized between them.He didn't know when He Liming came, until he saw the person hiding behind Shen Gu, he had the illusion that it was really He Liming.

Maybe after going through a lot, Jiang Hui was able to face He Liming calmly on the surface, but his heart was turbulent and it was difficult to calm down.

He Liming was still the same, but he avoided the other party deliberately.He wanted to see Jiang Hui, but he was embarrassed. The other party didn't like him, so it didn't make sense for him to hang around, as long as he could take a look at him from a distance.

They drank a lot of wine that night, Jiang Hui was not good at drinking, so he drank two glasses, his cheeks flushed quickly, his eyes were misty, the corners of his eyes were slightly red, and he was slightly drunk.

He Liming started drinking in junior high school, and he was still sober after a meal.When going out, Shi Leqin, He Liu, and Liang Jingjing huddled together, and he half helped Jiang Hui out.

He has no place to live here, he booked a hotel.He was supposed to send Jiang Hui home, but he didn't know where the other person's home was, and he didn't let go after asking several times. He had no choice but to take him to the room he had booked.

Jiang Hui was drunk, but not completely drunk. He knew where his home was and how to get there, but he just didn't want to say it, and he didn't want to tell He Liming either.With a little selfishness, he followed him to the hotel, then sat on the bed, staring at He Liming intently.

He Liming poured him a glass of warm water, "Drink a glass of water to sober up."

Jiang Hui obediently finished his glass of water, holding the glass and not letting go.

"Give me the cup." He Liming reached out to him, "I'll take it and put it away."

Jiang Hui blinked, as if he didn't understand what he said, he stretched out his hand and put it in his palm, "Here you are."

He Liming was stunned for a moment, his heart beating wildly uncontrollably, he squatted down, and was at eye level with Jiang Hui, "What do you give me?"

Jiang Hui tilted his head and thought for a while, then said, "Give me to you."

He Liming's eyes widened, suspecting that he had heard it wrong, "Why did you give it to me?"

"Ah." Jiang Hui grabbed his palm and said slowly, "Because I like you, do you want me?"

"Yes!" He Liming said quickly, "I want it."

Jiang Hui pursed his lips and smiled, "Then do you still like me?"

He Liming laughed along with him, "I like it."

He got up, put the cup on the stool beside him, and then fell onto the bed with Jiang Hui in his arms.This is the first hug, between lovers, between the two of them.

"do you like me?"

"I like it." Jiang Hui closed his eyes and yawned, "Can we be together?"

"Can't?"

"Why?" Jiang Hui opened his eyes.

"Because I'm not good enough." He Liming touched his face and said, "Wait for me, when I get into your school, shall we be together again?"

Jiang Hui thought hard, and reluctantly said: "Okay, then you have to hurry up, you can't make me wait too long, I will be unhappy if I wait too long."

"Okay." He Liming responded with a smile, patted his back and said, "Go to sleep, I won't keep you waiting for too long."

Jiang Hui snailed into his arms and closed his eyes.In the dream, in the summer when the cicadas were singing and the sun was hot, he stood at the gate of the university and saw He Liming approaching him with a smile, holding a bouquet of elegant daisies from a distance.

He thought, He Liming really didn't keep him waiting, that's great!