Rebirth of the Boy Jinshi

It was already late at night, and when I looked out of the window, there were only sporadic windows with lights on, and there was no sound outside, but there was wind, and it made a "whoosh" sound when it blew past.

Xu Muyang closed the windows tightly, and the smell of alcohol in the room was almost gone.There were many wine bottles scattered on the ground, and the furniture was covered with a thin layer of dust. It seemed that no one had cleaned it for several days. There was no spirit in the room, and the breath was cold.Shen Gu collapsed on the sofa, he didn't say a word from the beginning until now, like a puppet, Xu Muyang led him and walked away, let him sit, asked him not to speak, and closed his eyes while sitting on the sofa , I don't know if I am sleeping or meditating.

Xu Muyang picked up those wine bottles and put them aside, walked over, squatted in front of the sofa, stretched out his hand to touch his face, his eyes were full of distress, "Shen Gu, don't feel bad."

Shen Gu remained silent, his eyeballs were moving under his thin eyelids, his breathing was light, his eyes were black and blue, his expression was haggard, he looked like a dying person from a distance.

"Shen Gu." Xu Muyang touched his face, and said softly: "Didn't I tell you? Don't hold back if you have something on your mind, just tell me. I will listen to you and help you solve the problem, uncle Auntie is gone, I know you are very sad, but can you talk to me? It won't be so uncomfortable if you say it. "

Shen Gu turned his head away, facing the back of the sofa, a tear flowed from the corner of his eye.

When Xu Muyang saw that tear, his heart almost broke.He sniffed, held his hand and shook it, "Are you hungry, can I cook for you?"

The ground was full of wine bottles, and there was no lunch box or food bag. He probably drank dryly and seldom ate in the past few days.

Shen Gu still didn't answer, Xu Muyang didn't care, he found a blanket to cover him, and then went to the kitchen.When I opened the refrigerator, there were some vegetables in it, but they were all broken. I cleaned them up and threw away all the broken ones. The only things I could eat were a few eggs, some dry goods, and a bag of unopened noodles.

Xu Muyang doesn't know how to cook. He has never been in the kitchen since he was a child. He wanted to cook a bowl of egg noodles, but his hands couldn't keep up with the movements. In the end, the cooked noodles were all lumpy, there was no soup at all, and the taste was still salty. , can't enter the mouth at all.He is aware of his own cooking skills. If he can't cook noodles, he can replace them with sugar-watered eggs that are not prone to problems.

When the water is boiled, beat the eggs, pick them up and add sugar after they are cooked. This is simple, the main thing is to cook the eggs.When he went out with the bowl, Shen Gu was still lying on the sofa, motionless.

"Shen Gu, get up and eat." Xu Muyang called him in a low voice, "Can you eat a few eggs and then rest?"

"Shen Gu!" Xu Muyang couldn't help his eyes swell when he thought of some past events.He grabbed each other's hand and clasped his fingers tightly, "Shen Gu, do you still remember what you said? You said you were good at cooking, you said you could do everything, and you said that after I was with you, I would You don't have to do anything, you can take care of everything. Why do you want me to cook for you now? Are you lying to me? After you deceive me, you will expose your nature and refuse to treat me again?"

He put his forehead on Shen Gu's wrist, his voice was already choked up, "Uncle and aunt are gone, but you still have me, don't you want me?"

"Bao Bao."

An extremely hoarse voice sounded, Xu Muyang raised his head, and met Shen Gu's bloodshot eyes.He sat up and stroked Xu Muyang's face with the hand on his forehead.

"Bao Bao."

Xu Muyang rubbed against his hand, tears in his eyes, "I'm here."

"Baa Bao." Shen Gu choked with sobs, threw himself into Xu Muyang's arms, hugged him tightly, as if hugging the only life-saving straw, and cried loudly in his arms. "Baa baby, I don't have parents anymore."

Xu Muyang patted him on the back to comfort him, "You still have me, you don't have nothing, you still have me, I will be by your side."

He hasn't shed a single tear since Shen's father and Shen's mother left, and it seems that he finished crying after his parents were buried.Now he still can't accept this fact.Such good parents, respect him, protect him, send him to a training class when he wants to learn painting, and send him to learn a musical instrument without saying a word, and never force him to do anything he doesn’t like matter.Respect his sexual orientation, encourage him to pursue the person he likes, and his parents still support him when he ignores the teacher's objection and goes to the art student.The day before the accident, the family of three were still talking about which school they would go to in the future, but the next day they disappeared.

He told Xu Muyang intermittently about his parents, saying that he was like a walking corpse these days, without mind and energy, resenting himself and the world, why the gods were so unfair and took away his dearest relatives.All the emotions accumulated in his heart can now be vented, he cries, he curses, he scolds, he is like a desperate beast in a cage, roaring at the injustice of God, roaring to vent the pain in his heart.

Xu Muyang listened quietly, knelt on the ground and hugged Shen Gu, his legs and feet were numb and he didn't let go, he couldn't bear to move.He likes this person and hopes that this person will be healthy, healthy and everything will go well.All the things that make Shen Gu unhappy and sad will also make him sad, and he hopes that Shen Gu can bear his sadness and sadness.But he can't do anything for him, he can only say to him over and over again: "You still have me, you are not alone, I will accompany you."

When Shen Gu's mood stabilized, the sugar-watered eggs on the coffee table were already cold.

"I'll go heat it up." Xu Muyang picked up the bowl to take it into the kitchen, but was stopped by Shen Gu, "No, I'll just eat like this."

Because the crying just hurt his throat, his voice was rough and hoarse.

Xu Muyang changed his hand to hold the bowl, and stared at him seriously, "Shen Gu, I'm going to take care of you now, so don't be careless, you will get sick easily if you eat something cold, just sit here, and I'll be fine soon."

Shen Gu stared at him blankly, then slowly let go of his hand, watching the figure from behind enter the kitchen.He leaned back on the sofa and raised his arms to cover his eyes.

A bowl of sugar water eggs was hot quickly, and it was delivered to Shen Gu within a few minutes, "Eat it while it's hot."

Shen Gu lowered his eyes, picked up the spoon and began to eat slowly.This egg is not particularly delicious, too much sugar is too sweet, the egg is too hard to taste, and the taste is not very good.But this was the first hot food he ate during this period of time. He couldn't remember how he spent the time before. He probably found something to eat when he was hungry, and drank some cold water when he was thirsty.The sweet sugar water entered his stomach, as if his internal organs were warmed up. He vaguely thought that someone still cared about him, and he was not alone.