Rebirth of the Boy Jinshi

When Xu Muyang and the others arrived, grandma's house was already full of people.The small wooden bungalow has been dark brown over the years, exuding a damp smell of decay.A heavy black coffin was parked in the main hall. On a small table in front of the coffin were tributes and a black and white portrait. In the photo, the old man had wrinkles and furrows, gray hair, and a dull appearance. He looked dull and lifeless.Xu Muyang followed Yang Yuexin and knelt in front of the portrait, with cries one after another in his ears, mixed with his mother's voice, his grief was unbearable.

He is not very familiar with his grandmother. After all, he has only met two or three times. The old man in the photo overlaps with the grandmother in his memory. It is not very sad, but a little sad in his heart. He has never met his grandparents, and his grandfather died young. The last grandmother also passed away, and I can't help but sigh when I think about it.

Yang Yuexin was so sad that she couldn't stand up from crying.Xu Muyang supported her, affected by the crying, his nose was sore, and he also had the urge to cry, "Mom, don't be sad, grandma is not sick or disaster, she went naturally, and she will enjoy the blessings in the sky, be careful Body, be careful crying and damage your eyes."

"Yangyang." Yang Yuexin leaned on him, her eyes were red, and she couldn't stop crying, "Since I married your father, I have only come back to see your grandma a few times in the past ten years. I regret that I didn't have time Come back and see your grandma for the last time."

"Yangyang!" She let out a long mournful cry from her throat, "I won't have a mother anymore."

This sentence made Xu Muyang unable to control his emotions, and burst into tears on the spot, "Mom, don't be sad, you still have me and Dad."

Yang Yuexin stopped talking, and cried on his shoulder.

Xu Muyang patted her on the shoulder, and his mother's thin shoulders kept shaking. The strong sadness seemed to be contagious, and the mother and child depended on each other, which made him feel sad too.

He stayed at his grandmother's house for about a week. During this period, Xu Muyang saw his uncle, two aunts, and several cousins. These people's faces seemed familiar, while some were very strange.He had never attended his grandmother's funeral in his previous life. He couldn't remember what he was doing at that time, and he rarely saw those relatives again. After all, there was a sense of strangeness.All I know is that since then, Yang Yuexin never came back, and he once asked curiously why he didn't go there.

At that time Yang Yuexin smiled, her eyebrows were gentle but with a trace of blank sadness, "It's so far away, it's inconvenient for me to go back, so I won't bother. Besides, your grandma is gone, what should I do when I go back?"

At that time, he still couldn't understand it, but now he probably understands it. The person he cares about the most is no longer in this world. Uncle and aunt both have their own families.

After grandma's funeral was over, the family struggled for some time on the way back, and it was not until they got on the train that they felt a lot easier.Xu Muyang looked at the hastily passed scenery outside the window, and he was relieved no matter what, he was finally able to go home.But he was worried about his mother, afraid that she would be sad.

Yang Yuexin's attitude was not that sad, she was in good condition, she could still talk and laugh with Xu Lin'an, and talk about what to do after returning home.Noticing the sight of her son, she looked over and asked with a smile, "Why are you looking at me?? Is there something on my face?"

Xu Muyang shook his head, hesitant to speak.He actually wanted to ask why his mother didn't seem so sad. He thought that her mother would be sad for at least a while.

Yang Yuexin seemed to see what he wanted to ask, she lowered her head and pulled the broken hair behind her ears, and said softly: "People have to look forward, the dead have already left, and the living still have to live. .”

Xu Muyang nodded, leaning his head on the glass window, looking at the large fields outside.Confused, he hadn't had a good night's sleep for a week, his eyes were sore and swollen, and he slowly closed his eyes when he heard the sound of the train moving.He had a dream, in which there was chaos, and he knew that he was dreaming, but he just didn't know what to do.

Then, in a blink of an eye, he arrived at a playground.The street lights on the playground were dazzling, the sky was full of stars, the moon was bright and white, it was a beautiful night sky.He recognized it, it was the playground of No. [-] Middle School, he and Shen Gu went out for running several times at night, and had seen such a night sky before.

The lights were on in the classroom next to the playground, some students were shouting wildly, and it seemed that the whole building could be overturned.Then I don't know who started it first, and a lot of paper was scattered upstairs, flying all over the sky, echoing every call, like a large snowflake, covering the mottled ground.

Xu Muyang was stunned for a moment, this was probably the madness on the eve of the college entrance examination, only students who were about to take the college entrance examination would throw down their books and papers so recklessly.What's more, they throw down their desks or stools and set off a frenzy to vent their stress and happiness.

He stood where he was, and waited until the bell rang for the end of get out of class, and the students rushed out in a swarm, and the noisy floor gradually quieted down, leaving only the noise on the floor.He moved, raised his foot and walked over.Stepping on the test paper on the ground made a rustling sound.He walked through the first floor, second floor, third floor, fourth floor, fifth floor, and went straight to the rooftop of the sixth floor. There was only one destination in his mind, and that was to come here.

The wind on the roof was very strong, and the wind was blowing, and the hair was blown into a mess.He didn't know why there was no wind down here, but the wind was so strong here.As far as he could see, the dim moonlight could vaguely illuminate the environment of the rooftop, and in the shadow of a corner, he saw a person.

The man was tall and thin, and his hair was hanging down to cover his face because of his hunched shoulders, so he couldn't see what he looked like clearly.There was an aura of desolation and despair in that figure from the back, which made people's hearts ache when they saw it.

Xu Muyang suddenly found it difficult to breathe, he took a step forward, opened his mouth, and called out a name that made him feel unbelievable.

"Shen Gu!"

The man seemed to have heard someone calling him, and came out from the shadow of the corner, the moonlight illuminated his brows and eyes, it was indeed Shen Gu, but it was not like Shen Gu.

The impression of Shen Gu is always so high-spirited, with open eyebrows and eyes, full of vigor, like a thriving young poplar.But Shen Gu in front of him exuded an aura of decadence all over his body, he was very thin, his bones were pinched, his cheeks were sunken, and his deep eyebrows and eyes were sunken even more, like a desperate trapped animal.His half-length hair was disheveled, and when he lowered his head, it cast a shadow on his face, making it increasingly difficult to see him clearly.

"Shen Gu?" Xu Muyang looked at him in surprise, took a step forward, and stretched out his hand to touch him, "Is that you?"