Doctor Meng Shiqi

In the evening, Meng Han and Tang Junfeng were servants.

The two of them sat in the servant's waiter and read a book.Looking at Meng Han's thoughts, he didn't know where to go.

'Oh~ I seem to be getting deeper and deeper.When I was running that day, my heart was filled with joy and excitement. The feeling that my heart was going to fly was so good, it was all because of Princess Seventeen.The voice in my heart tells me that I want to see her so much, and want to be close to her so much... She gave me a handkerchief today and smiled softly at me, does it mean that she also has me in her heart?But, she is a princess, can our identities be together?No, Meng Han, you are really stupid. You are all women. This is in ancient times. If the princess finds out, you may even die, let alone being with her.I'm so stupid, stupid...'

Tang Junfeng saw that she was not in the mood to read, so he came over to chat with her.

"Xiao Meng, what's the relationship between you and the Seventeenth Princess? Quickly tell the truth!"

Meng Han was taken aback by Tang Junfeng, and subconsciously pushed Tang Junfeng away, "What does it matter, I have nothing to do with the princess!"

"And said it's okay. If it's really okay, why did the princess give you a handkerchief today? If it's okay, why did you rush to catch up with Lu Xingshou when you heard that Lu Xingshou was going to see Princess Seventeen? If it's okay, why are your eyes dodging now?"

"I didn't dodge it. You got too close. Princess Seventeen and I have met once. The princess is beautiful and kind-hearted. Seeing my sweating profusely, she kindly gave me a handkerchief to wipe her face." So what's the matter with wiping off the sweat? Didn't you think that you haven't seen her for a long time and went to see her? What's the matter, can't you?"

"Haha, of course it's fine. If you like it, just admit it. I won't laugh at you."

"I just admire her. Such a beautiful person, both men and women will like it because of appreciation. Don't you like princesses?"

"Of course I like it, but it's different from yours. I won't be crazy about her, and I won't feel guilty because of her."

"..."

Tang Junfeng patted her on the shoulder, "Okay, I'll go see the princess for a follow-up visit first, think about it for yourself, love between men and women is normal, don't be discouraged by her princess status, brother will always support you!"

"I don't remember you saying that before."

"Times have changed, and now I realize that this life is inherently restrictive. If you add some rules to yourself, it will be difficult for you to move forward. In short, it depends on human effort. You still have to try it out to see if it will have a good result."

"You're so serious all of a sudden, I'm really not used to it. It's alright, go away! Let me be quiet for a while." Meng Han pushed Tang Junfeng out impatiently, sat back on his seat and let out a long sigh.

'It's man-made.Xiaotang seemed to know what was on my mind, and encouraged me to chase the princess.Should I risk my life and escape, or should I follow my wish and try boldly?Just let it happen. '

Meng Han was relieved about the emotional matter.But the next night, in the Jiang Mansion, she saw a man who was really troubled by love.

Jiang Mingcan sat alone in the gazebo under the night sky, with a pot of sake and a few dishes of side dishes, drinking alone in front of the moon, frowning, as if he was enduring endless pain, deeply trapped and unable to save himself.

Meng Han used to sit opposite him. Jiang Mingcan looked up and saw that it was Meng Han. He forced a smile from the corner of his mouth: "Brother Meng is back. Have you eaten yet?"

"I ate with Xiaotang on the way back. Mingcan, what's on your mind? I asked you and you didn't tell me. I'm worried that you're always so unhappy!"

"Indescribable."

"Is it... is it this marriage?"

Jiang Mingcan looked at Meng Han in surprise.

"Don't be surprised. No one told me. I guessed it. You have always been depressed since you got married. When you visited the hall, your expression was as if you were on the execution ground. And I recently recalled the first time we met. You were sad In addition to Uncle Jiang's illness, there is also the matter of getting married! What's the matter? Can't you tell me?"

"Brother Meng, I...I just can't accept Wei Qiu's kindness to me, I feel ashamed of her, and my conscience is disturbed."

"I don't understand, you don't have a sweetheart, and your wife is so nice, why do you have such an idea?"

"Maybe I shouldn't have promised my uncles to get married in the first place, and hurt her. Seeing her depressed every day, but forcing her smile in front of me and being nice to me unconditionally, I feel like my heart is blocked. , I couldn’t breathe, tears all flowed into my heart. I married her but couldn’t love her, couldn’t give her a normal family, couldn’t let her marry like an ordinary woman and live a life of husband and child, I’m guilty... ..." After speaking, he drank another full glass of wine.

"Mingcan, do you have some unspeakable secrets? It must be! Tell me what are your unspeakable secrets? If you keep it in your heart, you will be suffocated. Tell me, I will help you make up your mind, and I promise I will never tell you. other people."

"Brother Meng, why do you have to press so hard?" Jiang Mingcan put down his wine glass, and finally let go when he saw Meng Han's firm eyes. I will keep this secret for me, and it’s okay to tell you. I wanted to take this secret into the coffin, but I didn’t expect to tell you today. Brother Meng, in fact, I, Jiang Mingcan, do not have a good family background as outsiders see. It is true that any man who was born in the Shangshu Mansion, obtained the fame of being a scholar at a young age, and married a gentle lady from a well-established family, a harmonious family, and a virtuous wife, who would not envy? But if you have all these Is it a woman?"

"Are you a woman?" Meng Han usually only thinks that Jiang Mingcan has a slender figure, red lips and white teeth, and he is a handsome man.Unexpectedly, Jiang Mingcan, who behaved without any feminine appearance, turned out to be a girl, which really surprised her.

"Yes, I am a woman. My colleagues and the common people all envy me that I was born in the Shangshu Mansion, but no one knows that my mother was originally a prostitute. , making a living by weaving in the countryside. In order to prevent our orphans and widows from being bullied, my mother dressed me up as a boy until my mother was very ill when I was ten years old. My father found us because the elder brother born to the original wife died young and he needed A male inherited the family business. I continued to return to the capital with him as a boy in the hope that he could save my mother, but the doctors tried their best, and my mother still left, leaving me alone in this strange place. The world envies When I was weak, I was admitted to the imperial examination, but I didn't know it was all because I had only books as my best partner in the Jiang Mansion for more than ten years. When I entered the mansion, my father didn't want to see me, because I was his disgrace, the key to life. Stain. But then my aunt passed away, and my father gradually grew older. He began to accept me from the heart and treat me well with his heart. But everything in the past can’t be erased. The forgotten days, lonely days, and sad days made me get used to it Even if I respect and love my father in the future, I can’t let go of that lonely feeling. Besides Weiqiu, the world envies me for marrying a beautiful wife who is well-matched and beautiful, but no one knows me The sadness in my heart. I involved the innocent girl for my own self-interest, and let her bear the pressure and pain that I should bear for me. I wanted to let her find a good marriage after half a year of living in peace, but things went completely wrong. It's beyond my expectation. I don't know why she will follow me wholeheartedly and treat me well even if I don't appreciate it. I don't know why she will be kind to me. I can't accept her kindness. I can't afford it. Sometimes I wish I was really a man, so I don’t have to feel guilty about my father, don’t have to worry about my identity being exposed, and don’t have to suffer because of Wei Qiu, and it would be nice if everyone had a happy ending.”

Jiang Mingcan lowered his head, two lines of tears dripped down his cheeks.

"Mingcan...it's not your fault."

"Whether it's my fault or not, the current situation is because of me."

"You are emotionally unstable now, and it is probably difficult to listen to persuasion. Since you have told me the secret of your life experience, I will tell you mine as well."

Meng Han picked up the empty wine glass next to him, poured himself wine, one glass after another, and only after drinking three glasses did he speak: "A fledgling boy cured the emperor's illness by chance, was conferred the title of medical saint, and became a doctor." I became the youngest deputy head of the Imperial Hospital in history. How lucky and what an honor. The folks passed on me like a god, and the people imitated me and wore forehead bands on their heads. But all of this is like a bubble, a beautiful dream. When the bubble bursts, the dream will wake up. Everything is false. I am not worthy of the title of medical saint at all. I have no medical skills at all. The ridiculous thing is that I I used to be complacent about these bubbles, and I still want to enjoy it all. But I am living on the edge of a cliff." Meng Han took another drink.

"Mingcan, I once told you that I am not from here, nor from Qi. I am actually from a world that you don't know. That world can be called modern. I have lived in a happy family since I was a child. , but when I was 15 years old, my parents both left. I lived in my uncle’s house and lived a life of being dependent on others. During the painful three years, I studied hard and finally got admitted to a first-class university and went to other places. It was okay, but I crossed over and came to the unheard of state of Qi. God really treated me well in this life. First, I met Brother Luo and his daughter, then you and Uncle Jiang, and then I met The Seventeenth Princess, Lu Xingshou and Xiao Tang. Each of you is my noble person, who made me change from a drug seller to today's medical saint and the deputy head of the Imperial Hospital. But it is also because of your help that I I pushed myself to the edge of the cliff, and if I didn’t pay attention, I would be crushed to pieces. Maybe you don’t think it’s so serious, yes, I don’t know medical skills, and I can fish in troubled waters, but I’m just like you, and I’m a woman who is as good as a fake. You I have committed the crime of deceiving the emperor! Not only that, I even fell in love with the princess in a wishful thinking. This is really a big joke."

"You are also a woman?"

"Yeah, I think it's incredible. Although I didn't behave like a man you grew up with, I knew a lot before. I usually deliberately imitated men's walking and standing postures, and I even lowered my voice when I spoke."

"No wonder I didn't even see it."

"How is it? How do you feel after listening to it? Is there a feeling of being connected with fate? In fact, you are much happier than me. At least now you still have your father, who can be your strong backing, love and protect you, and Wei Qiu Sister-in-law takes care of you wholeheartedly, and you are a candidate for the exam by yourself, and the position of servant of the household department is also based on strength. What about me? I have no father, no mother, no support, no long-term possessions, and only these nine Great Immortal Grass. The relationship has gone off the rails, and the title of Medical Saint is also a fluke. Mingcan, you should be content and cherish all this."

"Brother Meng, why do you say you are helpless? The Jiang Mansion is also your home. If you don't mind, Mingcan is willing to sworn brother Meng with you. I know in my heart that we are sworn sisters, but Mingli is still called a brother. You see how?"

"Mingcan, are you pitying me? It's ridiculous to even take out the plots of the sloppy rivers and lakes. Are you pitiful for me, Meng Han? I am a dignified doctor, the youngest deputy head of the Imperial Hospital in the world, Go out and inquire, does anyone know the name of the medical sage Meng Han?"

"Brother Meng, you drank too much..."

"I didn't drink too much. Listen, I don't need sympathy, whether it's the past, present or future, never!" Meng Han stood up, wobbled, pointed at Jiang Mingcan, and then walked towards his room in a nonchalant manner after saying this. .

Looking at Meng Han's back, Jiang Mingcan felt a little sad, his eyes gradually moistened, not wanting to let his emotions down, he blinked, sighed, and ran forward to catch up with Meng Han's footsteps.

The author has something to say:

Ming Can and Meng Han have similar lives but different destinies.How will the story of Jiang Mingcan and Li Weiqiu develop?How will their relationship affect Meng Han?

Every family has scriptures that are difficult to recite. Everyone has their own stories and their own past.Who is easier in this world?What kind of experience does the seventeenth princess have?

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