Wait till the sun rises

Xu Jiming shouted outside: "Xia Yang, I've already prepared the rice, hurry up."

"Here we come." Xia Yang turned over and stood up from the bed, quickly put on his clothes and walked out.

Xu Jiming was walking towards the dining table with a stack of scrambled eggs with tomatoes. Seeing him raise his eyebrows, he said helplessly, "Master, can I please hurry up?"

Xia Yang scratched his hair, grinned, and quickly flashed into the bathroom.

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After Xia Yang finished washing, Xu Jiming handed over a pair of chopsticks and said, "How long has it been since you cleaned up the house? It took me all morning to finish it, and why is there nothing in your refrigerator? Eating takeout all the time is not good for your health." , the nutrition is not balanced, I will go to the supermarket with me to buy some things in a while."

Xia Yang lowered his head and glanced at the porridge in front of him. It should be the only rice left at home, and clear soup with little water can't be called porridge.He picked up a chopstick of vegetables and ate them slowly.The atmosphere is very harmonious, as if returning to the past, the feeling of home.

Xia Yang raised his eyes and glanced at Xu Jiming who was sitting across from him, and he was still sensitive to the fact that something was different.

For example, when Xu Jiming talked to him today, his tone of voice was still as gentle and natural as usual, but he avoided his eyes from the beginning to the end and did not meet him.

After all, you mind!

Xia Yang's eyes were dim, and he placed the chopsticks neatly on the bowl, trying to make his voice sound natural and casual.

"I just remembered it when I was in the bathroom." He said, Xu Jiming glanced at him with a hum and then looked away, indicating that he was listening.

Xia Yang put one hand on the table, his bright smile concealed his uneasiness: "Yesterday, I seemed to kiss you again, didn't I?"

Xu Jiming was silent.

"Hey, why don't you stop talking? When I was brushing my teeth, the picture flashed past. So it's true?" Xia Yang's voice was full of a little smile, but when he listened carefully, he could feel the innocence in his tone. A slight tremor.

Xia Yang said: "I thought I had good wine at first, but I didn't expect to do such a thing. Well, if I have time to buy you a drink, it's an apology, and you too, um, don't take it to heart."

Xia Yang said: "Really, this time it's not because I feel bad and I want to hold you back, but because I drank too much and I don't drink well. Don't go away for another seven years because of this. I'm really the first I drank so much wine for the first time, and I didn't know I would do such a thing, everyone is a man, so... don't mind, let's make it a joke, okay?"

You said, I was drunk.So can you not take seriously what you do when you are drunk?I kissed you, you didn't push me away this time, does it prove that in your heart my status as a friend is very important?

"A joke?" Xu Jiming lowered his eyes and repeated the word with a voice as calm as water.

Xia Yang wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes, no matter whether Xu Jiming could see it or not, he nodded and said in a hoarse voice: "Yes, you watch those TV dramas and movies, men and men kiss, don't everyone... Is it a joke?"

Yes, don't you think it's a joke.

But what's so funny about that, what's so funny about them?

Xia Yang felt his nose was sore, he bit the tip of his tongue hard, and suppressed the soreness from the bottom of his heart.

He sat up straight and tried his best to make his voice sound the same. He said, "You don't mind, do you? Then, can you beat me up?"

Xu Jiming laughed, and said in a low voice, "Why should I hit you?"

Xia Yang said, "Really? Did you forgive me?"

Xu Jiming nodded, Xia Yang's voice became tense, and he said, "Then, look at me."

Xu Jiming sighed, looked straight into Xia Yang's eyes, and said, "I don't blame you, okay? Eat quickly, it's cold."

Xia Yang breathed a sigh of relief, picked up the chopsticks again but saw Xu Jiming standing up.

He looked up and asked, "What's wrong?"

Xu Jiming said: "I finished eating, and suddenly remembered that I brought you something and left it in the car. I'll go get it now."

Xia Yang stood up and said, "What is it? Shall I go with you?"

Xu Jiming waved his hand, took the coat on the sofa and walked towards the door: "No, I'll do it by myself. You should eat quickly, it's really going to be cold in a while."

Xu Jiming changed his shoes, put his hand on the doorknob, but didn't pull it away. After a while, he said, "About what happened yesterday..."

Xia Yang's heart tightened, and he forced a smile, "What?"

Xu Jiming looked gentle. He stared into Xia Yang's eyes and said, "About what happened yesterday, I don't think it was a joke. It was just... an accident."

"Don't worry, I won't mind. I used to be young and unsteady, but now I won't. How we are now will not change in the future."

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The dishes on the table were cold after all, Xia Yang still maintained the posture just now, he half twisted his body and looked at the closed door, his eyes were covered by his slightly longer bangs.

— "I don't think it was a joke, it was just an accident."

That's great, Xia Yang laughed.He thought, I don't think it's a joke either, but that's not an accident either.

He finally picked up the chopsticks and ate all the cold food on the table.

The slightly cold water washed the dishes clean, and the words Xu Jiming just said came back to Xia Yang's mind.

"What happened in the past will not change in the future." Xia Yang repeated this sentence in a low voice, smiled softly, and said with a sigh: "But, it has been different for a long time."