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On the third day after arriving at her hometown, Zhong Li came back, sent a text message to Fang Qingqing, and made an appointment to gather by the pond in the south of the village the next morning. Fang Qingqing happily replied that there was no problem, and it seemed that she was invited to follow Put the rhythm of the ducks.

Early the next morning, she set off with her straw hat, and everyone in the family knew that she and Zhong Li were close, and every time they came back, if they could catch up with each other, they would go out to get together.

Fang Ruzhen was led by the eldest brother to go for a walk in the meadow in the south, and happily went out on the big red horse with her two little nephews.

They walked south together, and when they got to the pond, they saw Zhong Li had driven the ducks into the water and was sitting on a tree stump to rest alone.

Everyone greeted each other, and then several boys continued to move forward. Fang Qingqing followed Zhong Li to the tree where she put the mat and water bottle, and looked up at the dense poplar tree. I'm afraid that the insects on the tree will accidentally blow down.

"Why, you're still afraid of bugs, how old are you?" Zhong Li teased her with a smile.

"What does this have to do with how old you are? Can this fear be changed?" Fang Qingqing also laughed, but sat down anyway.

"When you are not sensible, fear is pure fear, and there is nothing you can resist. When you grow up, you have something called reason. You can judge what harm such a small bug can do to you?" Zhong Li pinched her face, smiled and sighed, "The skin is so good, youth is invincible."

Fang Qingqing helplessly let her get over her hand addiction, then moved her cheeks, and said, "Haven't you heard that caterpillars don't bite people?"

"That's because you didn't ask for anything. If there's something on a tree that you really want, or if you run into a caterpillar on your way to escape, you'll care about those little bugs compared to things that mean a lot to you." Is it?" Zhong Li continued, as if she didn't intend to let this topic go casually.

"Isn't there nothing more important now?" Fang Qingqing said a little shamelessly.

"Aren't I?" Zhong Li turned her head and looked at her with a smile, but Fang Qingqing saw a hint of danger from this smile.

"Of course you are the most important, so I'm not sitting down honestly." Fang Qingqing immediately found a way out, showing a flattering smile.

Zhong Li really laughed happily, and the two happily finished the opening stage of unilateral success, and then began to chat about each other's recent situation.

Zhong Li has nothing special. As always, she goes to work, leaves work, rests in the town, occasionally returns to the village to visit her parents, and checks her father's body.One person as always.

SARS did not have a big impact on the small town. It was sparsely populated, and it was not a tourist city, and the population flow was not frequent.The hospital has strengthened the isolation standards for medical treatment, but fortunately, no cases occurred, and the patient survived without any danger.

Fang Qingqing's life is actually nothing to talk about, there are three points and one line on the university campus.Regarding Shen Xiaoya's matter, she hesitated and didn't know what to say.

Zhong Li watched her calm down, and didn't ask any more questions. She held a small whip for driving ducks in her hand, and flicked it aimlessly.

Fang Qingqing looked down at the grass for a while, then looked up at the pond in front of her, and asked in a daze: "When you were young, did you think about what kind of life you want when you grow up?"

After a long time, I heard Zhong Li say: "When I was young, I hoped to get out of this small village and go to many places. I could see the places of interest and natural scenery in geography textbooks. After entering college, I hope I can find a good job after graduation, be able to support myself, and not depend on anyone. I have worked for so long, and now I only hope that the people I care about can live healthily, and I don’t know where I can go.”

After finishing speaking, looking at Fang Qingqing's still blank eyes, he smiled and said: "I don't have much choice anymore, you don't need to refer to my life. The opportunity to live what kind of life you want is in your own hands. It takes work."

"I can work hard on my matter. What if it's a matter of two people? Does the harder you work, the closer you will be to happiness? I don't even know what I can do." Fang Qingqing said with a helpless and self-deprecating smile.

Zhong Li didn't say anything, just patted her head.Then he fell back on the mat, put his hands under his head, raised his legs, squinted at the big tree above his head, and the little sunlight shining through the leaves.

Fang Qingqing was also lying next to her, holding the freshly pulled grass in her hand, which was in stark contrast to the big tree in front of her when she lifted it up.She said emotionally: "I feel like this little grass, and the problems I have to face are like big poplar trees. The contrast is so different that I can't know where to start."

"What kind of metaphor." Zhong Li patted the grass in her hand, and the grass fell directly into Fang Qingqing's neck. She felt as uncomfortable as a bug falling, and frantically touched the grass and threw it to the side .

Seeing her flustered appearance, Zhong Li laughed heartily without any sympathy. Tired of laughing, and having seen enough of Fang Qingqing's state of frenzy, she said with a smile: "There is no metaphor that can explain that you want to If the essence of the things to be explained can be clearly explained, then there is no need for metaphors, right?"

Fang Qingqing didn't respond to her sophistry, but just gave her a blank stare.Zhong Li still smiled and continued: "You are on the edge of a dead end, maybe you don't know what to do now, but that is only now, your greatest wealth is that you have just reached the starting point, and you still have enough time and opportunities , to fight for what you want, to achieve the life you want. You may be weak now, but one day, you will be strong enough to protect your own happiness."

Fang Qingqing listened carefully, Zhong Li still looked at the big tree above her head, and said in a slightly deeper tone: "Besides, the happiness of two people is never a matter of one person, what you think is good, the other party may not think the same. Do you know what the other party wants? What is everyone's happiness, only you know, you don't need to make decisions for the other party. You just need to do your part, and then..." Zhong Li paused, Fang Qingqing turned to look at her with doubts in her eyes, as if waiting for her to continue.

Zhong Li sat up, stretched her arms, and said with a smile: "Then, it's really 'I'm lucky, I'm lost'."

Fang Qingqing continued to lie down and look at the sky, she probably understood what Zhong Li said.Maybe, I had too many worries, so much that I covered up what I really wanted, and also blurred what Shen Xiaoya wanted.