The villain must spend all his money before he goes bankrupt [Transmigration Book]

Such a radiant, astonishingly talented person completely withdrew from the stage because of that accident.

The movie does not emphasize healing and pain. When the screen lights up again, the camera turns, and it has been more than half a year since the accident.

She recovered very quickly, but now all the glamorous and charming people from before were wrapped in layers of gauze, and what was wrapped in gauze wasn't just the wound, it was Lin Jingque's heart that was wrapped and buried together with it.

Anyone who pays close attention to the entertainment industry knows that all the news about this queen came to an abrupt end when she was 33 years old. The unfinished tour, the unfinished plan, and the unattended award ceremony were all permanently put on hold.

She seems to have evaporated from the world, and people will never know any news about her, neither good nor bad, and no news at all.

And these old things that have been dusty for many years, the decades that Lin Tianhou seemed to have been stolen, finally presented to the public and her former fans one by one in this movie.

After the stage accident, Lin Jingque suffered from severe post-traumatic stress disorder, and completely closed himself off, unwilling to have any contact with the outside world.

Depending on Lin Jingque's emotional state, the picture is very messy, like a broken mural, pieced together but still unable to hide the deep cracks.

All the shots are done independently by the image of Lin Jingque. In this movie, whether she is beautiful and amazing, or covered in bandages and scars; whether she is shining brightly or silent, she is the only vivid image from beginning to end.

If we say that the first half of the film used extremely gorgeous colors to match her stunning, then after that accident, the tone of the film has turned to cool colors, and she is also gray and white in the large-scale white and black, no more. Guanghua.

Except for Lin Jingque, all the characters who appeared on the stage have no frontal faces, and some only have different voices from their backs and when they speak.

But the voice that appeared the most among these voices was not Lin Jingque's voice, but a deep and gentle male voice.

"Good morning, good afternoon, good night."

"The moonlight is very good, do you want to go out for a walk?"

"What do you want for lunch?"

"Do you want to paint together today?"

……

The voice was gentle and slow, full of sunshine. Since Lin Jingque's clear voice stopped abruptly, the rest of the movie was almost completed by this extremely warm tone.

At first Xu Wei didn't know who the owner of the male voice was, until she saw a diary and learned from the diary that the original owner of the voice was Lin Tianhou's childhood sweetheart, Mr. Zhuang.

If this is an inspirational movie, even after suffering such a devastating blow, the protagonist will quickly recover and continue to face life positively.

But unfortunately, this movie is not. It is just a documentary movie. For all the plots in the movie, it refers to the state of the characters at that time, neither exaggerating nor overly beautifying.

Physical trauma may heal, but psychological trauma intensifies over time.

She began to rely on drugs to fall asleep, and the black hair that had grown so hard fell off due to excessive drug intake, and the originally clear white gauze in the room was replaced with thick blackout curtains.

Pain and mental illness made her fall into self-torture for a long time, and even self-harmed in severe cases.

But even though the situation was so bad, even though it was very painful every day, she still tenaciously survived this painful time under the company and careful care of her husband.

After recovering, Lin Jingque began to be enthusiastic about various public welfare undertakings with the support of her husband. Accompanied by her husband, she went to many impoverished mountainous areas and built schools in those places for free for local children. read.

Her husband established many foundations in the name of Lin Jingque, for which he almost lost his family fortune.

Lin Jingque, who walked out of the haze, seems to have not changed compared to before. Even though her face is no longer, even if she is covered with bruises, she is still gentle and bright, and she is full of kindness to the world.

But it seemed to have changed again. That sunny, shining girl didn't know when she got up, and she would wear a thick mask and a pair of sunglasses that were big enough to cover half of her face wherever she went.

She abandoned the cool and beautiful clothes she used to wear, and instead wore thick gowns and trousers that could cover every inch of her body, all year round, spring, summer, autumn and winter.

When filming this part of the plot, the filming technique was changed for the third time.

From the moment she put on a mask and sunglasses, wrapped herself in long-sleeved trousers, opened the door and walked out of the room, the surrounding background, which was originally gray and white, was dyed with bright colors as it should have been in an instant.

Only this time, amidst the bright colors on the screen, that gray and white figure was even more abrupt, as if it didn't fit in with everything around it.

Lin Jingque likes children very much. Every time he gets along with children, he seems to be much happier. It can be seen that he was in high spirits.

But she and her husband never had children, and devoted the rest of their lives to public welfare undertakings. Although the throat damaged by concentrated sulfuric acid can already make simple sounds, she can no longer sing. She began to learn painting from her husband. .

One of her eyes was completely blind because of the accident, and although the other eye was not blind, her eyesight was damaged to a certain extent.

When she saw her holding a paintbrush and struggling to distinguish the colors of the watercolors in front of her, Xu Wei couldn't count how many times she shed tears since the movie started.

It's not that she is emotional, but that this movie is really tear-jerking. The real story, coupled with the director's control over the details, combined with the picture, makes people's eyes sour.

Xu Wei saw the scene on the screen of Lin Jingque, who wanted to reach out to touch the child but hurriedly retracted it when he was with the child. She reached for a tissue, but found that the whole pack of tissue had been used up.

She rummaged through the bag in the dark for a while before finally finding a spare tissue. She was about to wipe her tears when she took it out, but from the corner of her eye, she saw that the eyes of the old man sitting not far from him were also red.

Xu Wei was startled, took a clean tissue from her bag, and handed it carefully to the old man.

The old man froze for a moment, then stretched out his trembling hand to take the tissue, and thanked Xu Wei, "Thank you."

The movie is only two hours long, but it plays out a person's life.

In the last stage of her life, Tianhou Lin spent most of her time in the hospital due to illness. In the last few days, she packed up her things and returned to her long-lost home with her husband.

It was a sunny morning, Lin Jingque was sitting in the rattan chair, the sun was shining on her body through the window, it was warm and bright.

She, who was gray and pale for the whole second half, was colored by the sun, and the halo shone on her face wearing a wide mask, which was very beautiful.

She turned her head, looked at the husband who had accompanied her through the whole life, waved to him, and when Mr. Zhuang approached, she whispered something in his ear.

The voice was too soft, as if it was a secret between the two of them, even the audience outside the camera would have no way of knowing it.

A generation of queens lived her life peacefully.

What ended with Lin Jingque's life was the diary that her husband Zhuang Shaohua kept for many years.

"On June 2171.6.26, [-], my wife was shocked. This is the first time you have spoken to me since you were ill. You asked me if your voice is hard to hear now. Of course not. When I heard you call my name, I was so excited I almost shed tears."

"2171.8.14 My wife was surprised. A few days ago you said you wanted to learn painting from me, so I bought a lot of paints and searched in the attic for a long time. I finally found the previous textbooks. I don’t know if you still remember them. Those textbooks are still with you. I went to pick it together."

"2172.5.3 My wife was shocked. Recently, your illness has been repeated and your mood is very unstable. When I was cleaning the room yesterday, I found a small knife under the bed. I gave it to you to sharpen your pen, but it was stained. I can't describe my feelings at that time, I wanted to ask you with it, but when I walked in front of you, apart from heartache and powerlessness, I couldn't say a complete sentence."

"2173.5.23 My wife was shocked, your condition is very bad, and self-harm behaviors are becoming more and more frequent. This morning you cried and said to me, you live very tired and hard, and asked if I could relieve you, I'm sorry , I am silent."

"I know you are working hard, I know it, but please forgive my selfishness, I... really can't do it."

The handwriting is a bit messy, and the pain of the person who wrote this diary can be felt through the messy handwriting.

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"2175.7.21 My wife was shocked. A few days ago we went to Yunhua Village in Huating Mountain, T County, City J. The people here are simple and friendly, and the villagers are enthusiastic. It can be seen that you like this place very much. After you came back, you said you wanted to build an office there The school, I readily agreed, and immediately started to go through the relevant procedures. If it goes well, the construction can start in about a year, and then we will go back and have a look together."

"2179.11.6 My wife was surprised. We revisited the old place today. After four years, you said that Yunhua Village has changed a lot. We visited that school together. It has spacious and bright classrooms and a large playground. , when we went, the students were in class, you didn't want to disturb them, you just looked away for a while and then left. But who knows, the students in class noticed, and as soon as the class bell rang, we were swarmed The students who arrived were surrounded, and they said thank you word by word."

"It's been a long time since I saw you at a loss. You are as cute as ever."

"2186.9.24 My wife was shocked. Today is the day when our 52nd Dashan Primary School was completed, and it is also the [-]th anniversary of the establishment of our charitable foundation. We have done many things and traveled a long way in these years. See you I met a lot of different people, and in the process of doing these things, I can't express how happy I am when I see you gradually becoming more cheerful."

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"2193.7.12 My wife was surprised, today is your second month in hospital, and it is also your birthday. I went to the flower shop early to buy a bunch of flowers for you, but when I went to the flower shop, I saw all kinds of flowers. Difficult, there are hundreds of kinds of flowers, but I don’t know which one is suitable for you.”

"With the help of the clerk, I personally inserted a bouquet of flowers for you. Holding the flowers along the way, I was like a guy who is dating a girl he loves for the first time. I am looking forward to and apprehensive. I am looking forward to your reaction when you see the flowers. I was worried about whether you would like it. Fortunately, when I handed the flowers to you, you smiled and sniffed the bouquet, and told me that you liked it very much."

"On August 2196.8.8, [-], my wife was shocked. When we were painting together in the studio a few days ago, you suddenly told me that you felt dizzy, so I took you to the hospital. I just wanted to have a routine check. It's been more than a month, but you don't need to panic too much, the doctor said that you are recovering very quickly, and you will be discharged from the hospital soon, and then we will paint together again."

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"2199.11.21 My wife was shocked. When we were chatting this afternoon, you tugged on my sleeve and told me that you wanted to go home."

"I know, we don't have much time. Even though I have already prepared myself, you have talked to me about death and farewell many times, but when the day of parting is approaching, I still inevitably feel a little bit sad."

"I want to stop time forever, but I know it's impossible, just like you can't be with me forever, I know it."

"2200.1.3 My wife was shocked. The heavy snow for several days stopped, and the cloudy day suddenly cleared up today. I carried you to your favorite wicker chair to bask in the sun."

"You took off your thick mask and glasses, and when the sun shines on your face through the snow-covered window, I was in a daze for a while, and I just felt that today you are against the snow outside the window and wisps of sunshine , the beauty is thrilling."

"I'm a little happy, but more sad. I'm happy because after so many years, you are finally willing to remove these covering things in front of me. I'm sad because I'm about to say goodbye to you just now."

"You waved to me, your warm breath hit my ear, I heard you ask me in a low voice, do you look good?"

"nice."

"It's not just beautiful, it should be the most beautiful."