My old enemy from my previous life shared a bedroom with me

Gong Sinian didn't know what he was doing, and after a while, he replied: "Your state of mind has been very good recently, and you have achieved great results in real social interaction and friendship building."

"But I suddenly felt very sad today. I tried my best to control it, but it seemed to be a bit ineffective."

Gong Sinian pondered: "It's normal to encounter sudden emotional problems in life. You can try to tell the people you are close to. You don't have to carry everything by yourself, let alone always think about self-adjustment."

Qin Yuan hesitated for a while: "I can't do it."

"I am used to not telling, so after a long time, I will never tell again, right?" Gong Sinian asked.

Qin Yuan was silent for a while, and then slowly typed: "Not exactly. It may be... There are not many people who are close, so I am reluctant."

Gong Sinian sent a listening emoji: "Reluctance for what?"

"I can't bear to ask him to be sad with me."

Gong Sinian stared at the word "he" thoughtfully: "The reason why a relationship is close is that it can not only share happiness, but also truly bear each other's pain. Isn't it?"

Qin Yuan looked at it quietly for a while, and then replied: "Thank you, Dr. Gong, I will try it. By the way, I wish you a happy new year first."

Gong Sinian replied with a smile: "You too, be happy."

...Just as he put down his cell phone, the person behind him hugged his thin waist, pushed back hard, and stuck tightly to the fiery body behind him.

"Is there anyone like you? Do something else after half of the kiss." Li Yuan's voice was hoarse, and he rubbed his head against his back like a big dog, "Those puberty kids, do you care about this or that? "

Gong Sinian was pinned on his back by a bristly stubble of hair, itching and numb, he couldn't help but snorted softly: "No matter what you do, you're still a student. How many children do you have? I can tell when I look at it , really worry about them."

Li Yuan snorted: "People like us, who came here like this, are much more tolerant now than we were back then."

"I see, enlighten me if you can." Gong Siqing said in a young voice, "I am a doctor."

Li Yuan didn't speak, and it took him a long time to kiss the back of his neck sadly.

"A Nian, will you..." He said cautiously, "You can't be a doctor in a big hospital, but you still can't let it go?"

Gong Sinian smiled slightly, turned his head slightly, and leaned on Li Yuan's belly behind him: "Li Yuan, I really like a movie called "Rogue Doctor". You can watch it when you have time."

"What did you say?" Li Yuan rubbed his fingers casually between his hair.

It gets dark early in winter, the two of them just finished dinner, and Li Yuan's band has no rehearsal tonight, so it's rare to get tired of being together so early.

"It's an old movie from the 90s in Hong Kong." Gong Sinian said leisurely, "It said that there was a genius doctor named Liu Wen who couldn't understand the corruption of the medical system and didn't want to join forces, so he left the big hospital and opened a small clinic in the red-light district of the common people. Practicing medicine, he has cured the diseases of many Lou Fengs.”

Li Yuan seemed to have a stuffy nose, and muttered above him: "Then... what happened to that Liu Wen?"

"Nothing later, the movie is over." Gong Sinian said lazily.

In the movie, the gloomy and handsome male protagonist sits under the lamp, cutting medicinal materials to the melodious gramophone music, and suddenly burst into tears when thinking about his dead lover.

He didn't know whether that genius doctor had any intentions.

But so what?

Healing diseases in poor areas, performing delicate brain surgery under the spotlight, or worrying about the mental illness of little children in elementary schools are all treating diseases and saving lives, so there is no difference How expensive is it?

Li Yuan sighed softly: "You still have to take care of the psychological counseling of those little 'hair' kids during off-duty hours, why don't you take care of the people around you?"

He grabbed Gong Sinian's hand and pressed it somewhere: "I don't care, I also need counseling here."

Gong Sinian's fingers were pulled onto a hot object, and his body froze.

"Guide the fart." He gritted his teeth and swears, "If you play a hooligan again, I'll block you!"

Li Yuan laughed behind his back, and suddenly gnawed hard on his back: "What are you using to block it? Come on, let me see it."

Gong Sinian gasped in surprise, and the place where he gnawed had a dull pain: "Li Yuan, are you a dog?!"

Li Yuan ignored him, and just said nasty words relentlessly: "Your mouth is not big, I'm afraid you won't be able to stop it, and it will overflow later..."

Gong Sinian's whole body went limp, and he pushed forward vigorously, cursing: "Shameless, there's still a ghost in stock several times a day."

Li Yuan smiled smugly, with a wicked look on his handsome face: "Your husband, I'm a seven-time man in one night."

"Have some face and know some medical knowledge." Gong Sinian laughed angrily, "Seven times a night, it's a disease, it can be cured!"

Li Yuan took advantage of the situation and rushed over, and pressed violently on the sofa: "You are the root of my illness, and this illness cannot be cured for the rest of my life."

Before he finished speaking, Gong Sinian grabbed the numb tendon on his arm with his backhand, and slammed it hard: "Get out of here, do it twice a day at most, if it's too much, I'll cut it off for you!"

Li Yuan wailed, his arms were so numb that he immediately lost strength, he was not annoyed, he collapsed limply, and fell on Gong Sinian's body, his arms drooping: "The doctor murdered my husband!"

Gong Sinian was heavily crushed by him on the sofa, unable to break free for a long time, and cursed bitterly: "So dead, like a pig."

"Nonsense. Your husband and I have eight-pack abs and a mermaid line. Even if it's heavy, it's still a body of tendons. It has nothing to do with a pig." Li Yuan hummed, his hands restlessly moving on his body.

Gong Sinian's whole body was sore and limp from his touch, his beautiful eyes lost their usual indifference, and turned red behind the gold-rimmed glasses.

Li Yuan stared at him intently, then suddenly reached out to take off his glasses, and fiercely kissed the corner of Gong Sinian's eyes.

"Damn, why twice a day, I want three times during the day and four times at night!..."

……

Qin Yuan turned around and went to the bathroom to wash his face with cold water, lying on the bed, and finally began to type slowly: "Ruan Ruan...Although I only stayed here for less than a day, I already want to go back. What should I do?"

Ruan Qingmu sent him a few WeChat messages but didn't see a reply, and was chatting with Mu Wanli and Sister Yun, when suddenly the phone screen flickered.

He quickly grabbed the phone, glanced at it, turned around and ran into the house.

After closing the door, he flew onto the bed and wrapped the quilt around his body: "What do you want to do when you come back?"

Qin Yuan didn't return immediately.Ruan Qingmu imagined the blushing look on the cold face of the person opposite, and imagined the distressed appearance of the person who could not speak, and rolled a few times on the bed triumphantly.

The cot was too small and almost fell off.

Forget it, he's too embarrassed to say it, so let's help him!

He took a long breath, and typed a series of words: "Do you miss our school, the city where you grew up, and those crazy classmates. There are Xiao Fangli and Fu Songhua too!"

Qin Yuan looked at the "messy" words on the screen, his heart was sore and soft, and he didn't answer.

Ruan Qingmu rolled on the bed a few more times, but slowly stopped.

Although it was not uncommon for WeChat not to reply in a timely manner, for some reason, he felt a little uneasy.

"Hey, aren't you happy over there?" He suddenly asked.

Qin Yuan held the phone in his arms, and for a while, he was in a daze.

He didn't have time to say anything, but did the person opposite him already sense his gray emotions through the screen?

"Ruan Ruan...I suddenly hate myself a little bit." After a long time, he typed lightly, looking calm, but Ruan Qingmu's heart tightened instantly.

"Can I call?" he asked cautiously.

When the phone was connected, Ruan Qingmu's voice was rare and gentle: "What's the matter with you?"

A person who has always been so proud and powerful, is calm and composed on all occasions, even if he is silent in the crowd, he will be the focus of the first sight.

What kind of mood would it take for someone like him to say "I hate myself"?

Looking at the ceiling, Qin Yuan chuckled self-deprecatingly: "My family is rich and stable, my father treats me carefully, my stepmother is kind and gentle to me, and my younger sisters are also lovely and simple."

"My food and clothing, my monthly pocket money, are enough to be envied by most people." He whispered, his voice a little hoarse.

"Whatever I want, I can get it immediately; if there is anything I want to do, there is even a dedicated person to help me take care of it.

"But... I still often feel lonely and dissatisfied." He said softly, with a little difficulty, "My dad just didn't recognize me when he looked at my photo. I actually feel very sad for such a small thing. You Say, am I being hypocritical and greedy like this?"

On the other side of the phone, Ruan Qingmu interrupted coldly: "No. That's not the case at all."

"Don't talk about others, even myself, after thinking about it, I don't like myself." Qin Yuan stopped there for a while, and his voice seemed to cheer up a little, "But it's okay, I just suddenly became "disordered" Think about it, think about it, and it’s over.”

Ruan Qingmu frowned: "You—"

"By the way, how many test papers did you do today?" Qin Yuan quickly cut him off, "There are so many homework during the winter vacation, we have agreed, we will supplement the basic knowledge during this time."

Ruan Qingmu was silent for a while, and said "Yes", "I made a physics paper."

"You have to make up for your physics and chemistry. I will help you sort out your weak points in the past two days. Also, English words and knowledge points need to be memorized repeatedly. You can't just rely on your good memory..."

"Qin Yuan." Ruan Qingmu interrupted him unbearably, "You're changing the subject, aren't you?"

Qin Yuan paused.

"I'm already healed." He repeated persistently. "It's just a sudden emotion. I was wrong. I shouldn't say these things suddenly. You really don't need to pay attention."

Ruan Qingmu said softly: "But, you are not wrong."

Whether it's the negativity pouring out on him, or his disappointment with his father, what's wrong with that?

"Your father can't recognize you, of course it's his fault. Even if you are painted as a ghost, parents should find out your own one among a lot of children." There seemed to be a small group in his heart. The fire was burning, and he was in pain and anxious, "If it was smaller, you could roll around in anger and cry like a fool."

"But I'm not a child anymore." Qin Yuan whispered.

Ruan Qingmu shook her head: "No matter how old you are, you are the child of your parents."

On the other end of the phone, there was a rare silence.After a long time, Qin Yuan said softly, "It's all your fault."

"Ah? What?" Ruan Qingmu was a little surprised.

"When you said your father passed away, you spoke in such a proud tone." Qin Yuan said, "That's why the contrast was sharp and it irritated me."

Ruan Qingmu "tsk": "Qin Shaoxia, you are playing a scoundrel. Did you put the blame on me all of a sudden?"

Qin Yuan's voice was soft: "Because I have no one to blame."

These words were originally normal, but when Ruan Qingmu heard it, her heart suddenly felt sore.

"Okay, you're allowed. You can blame me for any unpleasant things in the future." He said slowly, "Anyway, people like you don't have many times like this."

After a long while, Ruan Qingmu asked again: "Then when you come back, do you still dare to listen to my father's heroic deeds?"

Qin Yuan said in a low voice, "Yes. Come to my house and tell me slowly."

"Okay, I've been saying that I'm going to hit sandbags in your gym!" Ruan Qingmu cheered up, "See if I hit you so hard you'll find your teeth all over the place."

Qin Yuan's gloomy tone finally faded away, and he smiled lightly: "There is a thick floor mat in the gym, if you lose the fight, you can lie on it, panting desperately, resting, and slowly talking .”

Ruan Qingmu pretended to be furious: "Hey, why didn't you lose? You were gasping for breath!"

"Oh... Maybe they will all be very tired." Qin Yuan's voice suddenly became strangely hoarse, "But it's okay, if you sweat too much, you can take a bath at my house."

Ruan Qingmu was holding the phone and lying on the bed, as if frozen.

His face was burning badly, as if he had heard something strange.

But it's obviously normal, right? !

After panicking for a moment, he laughed nonchalantly: "I don't want it. How uncomfortable I don't have a change of underwear after taking a shower."

There was no answer for a long while, and just when Ruan Qingmu's heart was pounding, Qin Yuan's extremely low and extremely coy voice came: "You can wear mine. Mine should be one size bigger than yours, you are sure I can wear it."

Ruan Qingmu listened blankly, and suddenly gritted her teeth: "Why are you one size bigger? Nonsense, I'm the only one bigger!"

Qin Yuan's voice became hoarse: "I mean the waistline and size."

He paused, and then asked in a low voice, "What do you think I'm talking about?"

Ruan Qingmu was dumbfounded, and her whole face suddenly turned red: "Of course I'm also talking about waist size, my waist is thick, who the hell is smaller than you!"

The phone on Qin Yuan's side was extremely quiet. After a long time, there seemed to be a strange faint sound, which I couldn't quite understand.

Ruan Qingmu only felt that the temperature in the small room suddenly seemed to rise, and her mind was in chaos.Unable to bear the strange silence, he hastily added: "Besides, who wants to wear your old underwear."

Qin Yuan was silent for a moment: "I mean there is a brand new one at home."

"Oh!"

"But . . . old laundered underwear is more comfortable to wear."

Ruan Qingmu suddenly jumped up from the bed and hung up the phone in a hurry.

After hanging up, he sat on the edge of the bed in a daze, staring at the blacked-out mobile phone, and beat the pillow hard a few times in annoyance.

Ahhhhhhhhhhh, what they mean is that there are brand new ones at home that can be replaced, why did he immediately think of wearing Qin Yuan's old underwear! !

I was beating the pillow, but when I turned around suddenly, I was stupid again.

The little mute pushed open a crack in the door at some point, and was staring at him with wide eyes.I don't know how long I watched it there.

Ruan Qingmu stared at him without saying a word, her face was burning badly.Seeing him standing still, the little mute came closer, and suddenly stretched out his hand worriedly, and touched his flushed forehead.

Stupid, imitating the appearance of adults testing for fever.

Ruan Qingmu picked him up, strided out of the house, ran to the small living room outside, and put the little guy on the sofa at once: "Mom, look at the pile, I'm in the room, don't He sneaked in!"

Mu Wanli looked at him in surprise: "What's wrong?"

Ruan Qingmu blushed, "This kid is too skinny, he overheard me!"

Mu Wanli rolled his eyes at him, amused and annoyed: "What are you talking about, is he deaf and dumb?"

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