The system thinks I lack love

When the two got off the tower and walked back, they accidentally saw a person not far ahead, because the sky was dark and they couldn't see who the other person was just by the lantern in the other's hand.

When the two parties got closer, Wen Yu and Yu Gelan discovered that this person was actually Cui Ziren. Because Cui Ziren wanted to be filial to his mother and concubine, he did not return to the fief for the time being. This time, Cui Zizhe invited him They went to the palace together to celebrate the New Year, nominally to miss the brotherhood, but in fact they just wanted to find out about Cui Ziren's reality.

"Empress, Master of the National Teacher, I am really happy to meet you two here. Although it is a bit late, you still allow me to say Happy New Year." Cui Ziren saluted with a smile. The words are also mellow and elegant, and he looks like a young man.

I have to say that the Cui family's appearance is still very high. The appearance of the two brothers Cui Zizhe and Cui Ziren is extremely outstanding, and according to the portraits, the first emperor and the first empress are also extremely outstanding.

"Tongle, is the Fourth Prince going back?" Yu Gelan bowed back. She had a good impression of Cui Ziren, so her attitude was also very friendly.

"That's right, I chatted with Brother Huang about some trivial matters. I never thought it would be this time. If Mrs. Wen hadn't happened to ask Brother Huang to deliver sweet soup, maybe we would still be chatting now." Cui Zizhe smiled, and there was no one around him. Followers, just simply holding a lantern by themselves, without any pretensions of being a prince.

Wen Yu raised his eyes and looked at Cui Ziren, and said, "Since this is the case, the Fourth Prince must be tired. It is better to go back earlier. You have been away from the fief for a long time, and many things should be planned early."

"What the National Teacher said is, I won't say much here, I will go ahead." Cui Ziren nodded and walked around the two of them.

After parting with Cui Ziren, Yu Gelan and Wen Yu continued to walk back. When they reached Qianfeng Hall, Wen Yu said, "I'm going back first, you should rest earlier."

Yu Gelan hugged Wen Yu reluctantly, and said, "You too."

Afterwards, Yu Gelan stood at the entrance of the hall and watched Wen Yu go away. This is a habit she has developed recently. Every time Wen Yu leaves the Qianfeng Hall like this, she will stand at the door and watch him go away. until out of sight.

After confirming that Yu Gelan couldn't see him, Wen Yu quickly walked in another direction, and met Manjusri not long after.

"Is there anything unusual tonight?" Wen Yu looked at Manjusri and said calmly.

"After the banquet, the emperor had a long talk with the fourth prince in the hall. Not long ago, Mrs. Wen hurriedly led people in, and then the fourth prince left." Manjusri replied.

Today, according to Wen Yu's order, she watched from a distance outside the Chaozheng Hall, paying attention to Cui Zizhe's movements, because she didn't need to watch closely, so no one paid attention to her.

"What happened after that? Is there any special movement?" Wen Yu nodded, which was similar to what he heard from Cui Ziren before.

"Mrs. Wen didn't stay for long, she seemed to be kicked out by the emperor, and there was a commotion in the court hall after that." Manjusri said everything he saw.

Wen Yu stroked his chin and thought for a while, then smiled and said to Manjusri: "I will be out of the palace for a few days, you can help me go to Qianfeng Palace to have a look, if Yu Gelan asks you, tell me I will talk to her father , she will know."

"My servant knows." Manjusri didn't say much, she always did what Wen Yu said, and didn't ask anything else.

Wen Yu turned around to leave, then turned around and asked: "You have helped me guard Yu Gelan recently, it is best not to leave people around, you and Hong Jian take turns to watch, if you see something wrong, you will face this The sky explodes."

After finishing speaking, she took out a pyrotechnic tube from her bosom and handed it to Manjusri. Manjusri nodded and took it, and the two of them stopped talking and turned their heads to leave.

On the second day, Yu Gelan woke up as usual, and unexpectedly found that Manjusri came in to serve him, and asked, "Manjusri, why are you here? Is your lord here?" Yu Gelan looked behind Manjusri.

"My lord, she had something to leave the palace last night, and she was not in the palace for a few days, so she asked her slaves to come and serve her." Manjusri replied, handing over the veil that had been soaked in warm water.

"She left the palace? What happened to leave in such a hurry?" Yu Gelan took the veil and asked with a frown. Wen Yu didn't greet her when she left the palace, which made her feel a little strange.

"Your Excellency said that she and Master Yu have something important to discuss."

"Father?!" Yu Gelan was startled. If it had something to do with Yu Ding, then the matter might not be that simple. Wen Yu also sent Manjusri to his side. Is there something going on in this palace?

Before she heard that Yu and Yu Ding had a relationship, she knew that the two must have made some kind of deal in private, but she didn't ask if Wen Yu didn't tell, because she believed in Wen Yu, even if Wen Yu wanted to harm her, she Also admitted.

……

Three days after Wen Yu left the palace, Yu Gelan was sitting at the table contemplating late at night, her brows were slightly frowned, and her fingers were scraping the table lightly. The uneasiness in her heart has grown more and more these days, but she never waited for it. Hearing the news of Yu's return.

At this time, a notification sound suddenly came from the door: "The emperor is here."

Yu Gelan's fingers scratched hard, making a piercing sound as they scratched the table. She straightened her clothes and got up to welcome Cui Zizhe who came in.

Seeing her salute, Cui Zizhe immediately walked over to help Yu Gelan up. From an angle Yu Gelan couldn't see, there was a dark tide in his eyes.

"Queen, you and I don't have to be so particular in private, just be casual." Cui Zizhe said in a soft voice.

"What did the emperor say? You are the king of a country, and I should respect you." Yu Gelan said politely.

During this time, Cui Zizhe has changed a lot. She never did the things that bored her in the past, and rarely stayed in the palace of other concubines. Instead, she came to her place whenever she had time, and the cynicism of the past was gone in her words. There is a hint of wanting to be close to it.

Thanks to this change, it was much easier for her to refuse.

If it were before Wen Yu appeared, she would have been pleasantly surprised by Cui Zizhe's change of attitude, and she would have hope for this man again.

But it’s different now, with the appearance of Wen Yu, she has tasted the true taste of love, and she also understands that she doesn’t really admire Cui Zizhe that much, it’s just the ignorance of youth when she was young, and she is indeed a little green But it is far from the level of love, it's just that I was too lonely in the past, and when this kind of tenderness appears, I want to grab it so desperately.

Now she sees that Cui Zizhe doesn't even have negative emotions such as anger and complaints anymore, she doesn't care about this man at all, and some are just annoyed that she can't be with Wen Yu openly because of him.

Cui Zizhe's face froze slightly, he sat down at the table and poured himself a glass of water, and said, "Lan'er, do you still remember the first time we met when we were young?"

Yu Gelan didn't answer the words, she even rubbed her arms unnaturally when she heard the long-lost address, but Cui Zizhe continued talking on his own.

"At that time, my father placed high hopes on me, and everyone in the court was full of scrutiny on me. They all said that being an emperor is difficult, but in fact the most difficult thing is to be a prince. As long as you make a wrong step, you will be greeted with eternal doom."

"I was immature, and I was so overwhelmed by these external things at that time, so I sneaked out of the palace in retaliation. It was at that time that I met you who also sneaked out of the house."

"In that peach grove, you were fascinated by the blooming peach blossoms, and you were as excited as a bird just out of the cage. At that time, I was thinking that this woman is really strange, but it's just an ordinary peach tree. What's so good about it? Exciting."

"But when you were looking at the peach blossoms and didn't notice that Lu ran headlong into my arms, I felt that this peach forest is really beautiful, otherwise how could I attract a beautiful woman like you?"

Yu Gelan quietly listened to Cui Zizhe's narration. Of course she remembered what happened at that time. It was the first time she sneaked out of the house so far, so she remembered it very deeply. She didn't understand what Cui Zizhe was talking about now, but Cui Zizhe didn't seem to want to stop.

"Just like that, when I was young, I was deeply impressed by you like that. You are different from everyone else. You are as clean as a piece of white paper. You will believe what I say. When you look at me, your eyes are always It's so trustworthy."

"You never ask me to do anything, as long as I tease you a little bit, you will flush with shame. For me, you are the only color in this gray world, and you are the outlet for me to breathe. I swear in my heart that in the future I must marry you as my wife."

"But who would have thought that everything would change so quickly, and the physical condition of the father was even worse than expected, and the source of his heart disease was your Yu family. Your Yu family is simply too good, so good that the common people can't tell Know who is the one they should respect."

"My father passed away suddenly, and I ascended to the throne without being fully prepared. In order to maintain the stability of all parties, I had to temporarily borrow my strength from the Yu family and agreed to marry the only daughter of the Yu family as the queen."

"Do you know how painful it was on the day I agreed to this request? I locked myself in the room alone and got drunk, recalling your face over and over again in my mind, feeling that I was really useless and couldn't give myself anything. Everything a beloved woman should have."

Yu Gelan was listening to Cui Zizhe patiently. She felt that something was wrong with Cui Zizhe tonight. She actually picked up all the words that everyone knew but kept buried in her heart, and said them in the open. She saw Only Hong Jian and Manjusri, who were standing at the door with their eyes open, felt a little more at ease.

"As a result, when I lifted my hijab full of guilt on the day of my wedding, what I saw was the girl I had been thinking about day and night. My first reaction was disbelief, and then I couldn't stop the ecstasy. As happy as I am, then as painful as I am, I just realized that the girl I have always loved approached me with a purpose from the very beginning, and it’s ridiculous that I’m still stuck in it and can’t extricate myself.”

"I couldn't help but curse at you, but when I saw your injured face, my heart broke, so I ran away. I didn't dare to confirm or believe that it was just a coincidence. I just You can hurt you in clumsy ways over and over again, and then you can only get solace by watching you feel sad for me, it’s not that you don’t feel nothing for me.”

Speaking of which, Cui Zizhe drank all the water in the cup, looked up at Yu Gelan: "But I was wrong, every time you get hurt, I also suffer, and I break down over and over again where you can't see teetering on the edge, and now I regret it."

Yu Gelan watched with vigilance as Cui Zizhe got up and walked towards her. To her, Cui Zizhe's affectionate self-analysis was like listening to someone else's story. Justify everything he did to himself?

Just when Yu Gelan couldn't figure out what Cui Zizhe was going to do, Cui Zizhe looked at him tenderly and said, "Lan'er, let's start over, shall we? Let everything go back to the night when we started wrong."

"Our wedding night."

作者有话要说：感谢在2020-06-1702:31:49~2020-06-1801:34:38期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

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