The days when I was forced to be a heartthrob in a bloody text

When it came to the class, there was a sense of pervasive tension. Perhaps the morale boost from the hundred-day oath was also helpful. In the past two days, there were more and more people reciting books in the corridor, and there were piles of homework on the table. There were endless papers, and no one complained. The countdown passed quickly, and every minute and every second was like quicksand at the fingertips.

The teachers not only looked at the results of their grades, but also inquired about the scores of the No. [-] Middle School next door. Last year’s provincial champion was in the No. [-] Middle School. The same, but the difficulty is almost the same. That girl is three points higher than Pei Yan.

For those in the middle and lower grades, it is actually easy to improve by three points, but if the total score is already around [-], it is very difficult to increase by one point. There are no mistakes in the front. The question, the difference is a thousand miles away.

Pei Yan doesn't have such a strong will to win or lose. His original idea was just to go to university. This is the most sure way out for him at present. As for the ranking, it doesn't matter, but once in the corridor, he heard Xu Shixi go to ask Jiang Ping The matter of the grades in No. [-] middle school made him suddenly feel a little unwilling to just take the exam in one university.

Xu Shixi went to ask quietly by himself, didn't tell him anything, and tricked Yu Zhun to go to the No. [-] Middle School with him to find an acquaintance who had been with him before, and used the money from a barbecue to get a few sets of mock questions made by the No. [-] Middle School teacher himself. come over.

"I ran into it when I went out to buy drinks at noon the day before yesterday. They checked the answers outside after the exam, so I took it over and took a look." Xu Shixi turned back and put the paper on his table and said, "I don't know if it's useful. I went to the print shop to make a few copies."

No. [-] Middle School, like No. [-] Middle School, has several teachers who have participated in the proposition of the college entrance examination, and the papers produced are very valuable for reference. Pei Yan raised his hand and rubbed his hair a few times, and said, "I will do it."

"If you want the answer, it may take two days," Xu Shixi said to him lying on the back of the chair, "I'll bring it to you then."

"Hmm." Pei Yan raised his fingers to scrape the tip of his nose, but seeing his flushed cheeks running back in a hurry against the cold north wind in the middle of the day, he couldn't help pinching, his fingertips were soft and slightly soft. Cool to the touch.

This time was too busy, Pei Yan became more and more taciturn at school, and after quitting all part-time jobs, he spent all his time preparing for the college entrance examination. Xu Shixi didn't want to disturb him, and rarely talked to him. He just looked back at Pei Yan's writing during lunch or during school breaks. Papers for a while.

He has never studied so hard in his life, and he still can't reach the edge of B University, and there are less than a hundred days to separate, and there are not many chances left to watch him calm down in the sunny classroom in the afternoon. Write the question quietly.

Occasionally Xu Shixi would think what would happen if he really met Pei Yan in high school, but after thinking about it, it might not be as good as it is now, probably they won't have any intersection at all, and each is exhausted.

At that time, he still had some enthusiasm for people, but lacked love. Pei Yan only needed to hold his hand, relying on that thin temperature, he could make him love someone like a moth to a flame, but he didn't have the energy and time Talk about feelings.

Now that he can spare a little time, he has no expectations. Although he only wants to make movies, stepping in is a place where Vanity Fair is right and wrong. He can't say for sure that he can be alone, and he can't be so innocent and pure when he looks back. Like and trust someone.

Many things don't know whether to say regret or happiness.

But Pei Yan made up for all his shortcomings. They are friends and relatives who can depend on each other, so that he doesn't want to think about those illusory futures anymore, and wants to fall in love with him, regardless of the outcome, but there is no need to say anything now , There are not many days left, let's talk after An Xin finishes the college entrance examination.

The uniform test papers have always been unified in the whole city. After the test, we stepped up to judge the papers and get the results as soon as possible. When I came out of the test room in the afternoon, I saw half of the snow on the playground below on the outer stairs. The sun shone on the remaining snow stains. The shattered ice reflected the clear light.

The tense nerves from the beginning of school to the present can be relaxed for a moment. After school, I have dinner at the soup dumpling shop outside the school gate, and go home together when it gets dark.

The old bicycle always had problems every now and then. A few days ago, the tire blew out and I hadn’t had time to repair it. During this time, I walked back and passed a cat cafe I had been to once on the way. Xu Shixi stopped by the glass wall outside to look at it. take a look.

"Do you want to go in?" Pei Yan asked him.

"No," Xu Shixi touched the tip of the nose of the kitten that came closer with his fingertips through the glass, "Going in, it's all over again, and I have to wash my clothes when I go back."

"What kind of cat do you like?" Pei Yan took a few steps forward, lowered his head and looked at the little gray cat with blue eyes inside.

This store is opened in this remote corner and few people patronize it. It feels like it is on the verge of closing down. The clerk is too lazy to care about anything. He sits on a chair by the door and plays with his mobile phone. There are only a few customers inside.

"It's all okay." Xu Shixi stood up and walked forward with his schoolbag.

He wanted to keep a cat for a while, but he didn't stay at home very often, and he might not see him for several months. Thinking about it, he was worried, and finally he didn't.

"Be good with the puppet, I like the kind to be hugged." Xu Shixi turned around and said to Pei Yan.

Pei Yan didn't have much impression of the puppet cat, and the only time he had seen it seriously was on Xu Shixi's mobile phone.

The street lights on the street have been turned on after seven o'clock, and all kinds of fried skewers and Kanto cooking food stalls are full of food stalls along the street, and the tangy aroma can be smelled from a distance.

Pei Yan stretched out his hand to grab Xu Shixi's schoolbag strap, and when he stopped, he put his hand on his shoulder, and pretended to take it in his arms casually, but he didn't seem overly intimate.

"I'll give you a hug too." Pei Yan lowered his head slightly and said to him.

Due to the height difference, when standing close, Xu Shixi always had to look up to meet his gaze, bumped into him when he heard his words, looked at the fruit stand on the street and said, "You're not that cute."

Speaking of cats, Xu Shixi thought of the little orange cat that always came to touch porcelain at the entrance of the bar before. He hadn't been to the bar for a long time, and he didn't know if it was still there.

"If you want, you can take it home and raise it during the summer vacation." Pei Yan remembered seeing it years ago.

When we got home, it was completely dark. Xu Shixi just entered the door and saw Pei Nuonuo running around in the yard wearing Pei Yan's full-fingered racing gloves. When he saw him coming, he jumped down from the steps and ran to him, holding his hand. caught.

"Guji Guji Guji." Xu Shixi couldn't understand the language of which planet she was speaking, but he saw a lot of wear marks on the fingertips of the gloves, and he didn't know how long it had been used.

After the first model exam, there are still two and three models, and then the college entrance examination will be taken in a few days. There is no time to rest, and I still keep memorizing and brushing the questions when I go home.

After finishing homework until after eleven o'clock in the evening, Xu Shixi went to take a bath, and the pear soup boiled in the kitchen had cooled down, so he poured a cup for Pei Yan.

He remembered that Pei Yan didn't seem to be in the top five of the grade in the college entrance examination before, and no one had a body of iron, and he was overwhelmed when he dragged it to about one model, and he was homeless at the time, and he couldn't sleep well at night, so he couldn't do it again mistakes.

Xu Shixi hadn't seen Pei Nianzhong again after the Chinese New Year. He didn't think that Pei Nianzhong would just let it go and not make trouble for the time being. It was probably because the money Pei Yan gave him hadn't been spent yet, and they were away from school during the day. Xu Shixi entrusted a few idle gangsters nearby to help keep an eye on him, in case someone came to tell him, but he still hasn't heard from him.

To deal with people like Pei Nianzhong, it is useless to reason or fight, and there is no point in threatening him. He can only let these people wander over and stare at him from time to time.

He knew the address here, and it would be a trouble sooner or later. He couldn't move for a while, so he had to be careful first.

Xu Shixi hasn't mentioned it before, but Mr. Xu told him about moving. After all, there were only two of them living here, and now there are two more children. It will be inconvenient for Pei Nuonuo to grow up in two years. You can't squeeze into the small cubicle where the door doesn't close tightly to take a shower and change clothes like them.

It's just that there is neither time nor so much money now. Xu Shixi calculated the money in his current card at night, plus a little cash, it was only more than 5 yuan. If Liang Jiaping can give a salary, it will probably be enough for a while. I'm afraid he doesn't have enough funds in the later stage, Xu Shixi wants to make this movie even if he doesn't need money.

"What are you looking at?" Pei Yan finished the optional inequality questions on several sets of papers, and looked back at him while checking the answers.In fact, the usual test is more inclined to the previous parametric equation, but occasionally the inequality of the real question for a few years is very simple, and there is still time now, so we cannot let go of this type directly.

"Calculate my money," Xu Shixi sighed while holding the card, lying on his side and said to Pei Yan, "I suddenly realized that I am so poor that I can't even afford a cat."

I really can’t afford it. It costs nearly 5 yuan to buy a puppet, as well as daily things like cat food and cat litter. If I get sick, [-] yuan is like running water. I only regret that I didn't raise it before, and touching a cat's hair is a bit extravagant now.

He doesn't really care about being poor, and it's not that he's never been poor, and he'll be at ease when he comes, but he suddenly feels emotional when he thinks about it.

After sorting out several sets of papers, his eyes were a little dry. Pei Yan got up and sat on the edge of the bed to hug him. When he lowered his head to kiss him, he didn't kiss anyone. He only kissed the cold bank card that Xu Shixi was blocking in front of him.

"But fortunately, the tuition and living expenses of the university are settled, so there is no need to worry." Xu Shixi raised his hand to cover his eyes, and stroked his eyelashes twice in the palm of his hand, slightly itchy.

Pei Yan got up and went to the drawer to get the black card bag. There were three cards in it, totaling nearly [-]. One of them was the usual living expenses, and the rest was what he planned to leave for Pei Nuonuo. If something goes wrong, at least she can hold the money so that she won't go hungry, but she doesn't need it now.

Xu Shixi didn't know how he took his own death so lightly, but he felt a little uncomfortable looking at that card.

"If I don't go to open field races in the future, I won't have any accidents on the regular track." Pei Yan told him.

"Do you still want to drive?" Xu Shixi asked him.

"I can take you for a ride." Pei Yan reached out to touch his earlobe, saw that half of his fair neck was stained crimson, and handed him the cards.

"What are you doing?" Xu Shixi didn't answer.

Pei Yan knew he wouldn't want it, but a long time ago, from the day he went to Shangxian Road, he wanted to give it all to him. He didn't have much, and Xu Shixi wanted to hold it all in front of him if he wanted it. Do not want any.

"You raise a cat, I raise you."

The author has something to say: Speaking of which, the clicks started to drop sharply last week, and I thought the writing had collapsed, but after the defense, I had time to steal the article, only to find that I had been stolen by N websites and there were no pants left... I hope that even this work words were stolen

感谢在2020-05-1418:02:55~2020-05-1617:59:23期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: 13 bottles of orange juice;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!