The days when I was forced to be a heartthrob in a bloody text

Pei Yan's eyes became hot, and he hugged him and kissed his hair. After staying outside for a long time, his hands were cold when he touched him, so he pulled him into his pocket, and then put the scarf on his arm to block it.

It was already noon, everyone was eating at home, and there was no one in the alley, and I only met a few children playing in the snow along the way.

Gu Cong stayed for a meal and didn't leave until the afternoon. He wanted to stay a little longer, but his father scolded him on several phone calls, saying that he was driving around in a car during the Chinese New Year.

Xu Shixi went to the cool room and moved a wooden cabinet out for Pei Yan to put things in. Clothes and books could be put in one cabinet, and there were a few boxes left to hold some sundries, which just happened to be stuffed under the bed.

After packing up the things, there is actually no other change in the room except for the addition of a cabinet, but the extra stack of books on the table and another coat hanging behind the door can be seen together suddenly. traces of a person.

In fact, Pei Yan still couldn't recover. He had thought about leaving many times. When he really left, he found that it was not as difficult as he imagined. He didn't even feel anything. He neither felt refreshed nor relieved. My emotions have been exhausted by the past few years.

I didn't sleep well on the train, and after I came back, I tossed and tossed for a long time. Xu Shixi was very sleepy. I wanted to lie down on the bed and get up to change the light bulb, but fell asleep holding the quilt unknowingly.

He didn't set the alarm clock and didn't know how long he slept. He dreamed that the dark sky was covered with heavy snow, and he barely opened his eyes. He picked up his phone and saw that it was already 07:30 in the evening. It was already dark outside, only a few people in the yard A small lamp was on.

Moving out does not mean that the matter can be completely resolved. Pei Yan saw Xu Shixi fell asleep in the afternoon, so he went out to find Pei Nianzhong, put the money owed to him into a card and returned it to him.

Pei Nianzhong's hands were still wrapped in gauze, revealing the blood on his dark brown fingers from working on the construction site all year round, and his eye sockets were swollen and blue. After the operation before, he seemed to have aged a lot in an instant. , Pei Yan suddenly couldn't remember what he looked like when he first saw him almost ten years ago.

In short, it is different from now. At that time, his father died in a car accident for more than a year. His mother took him back to his hometown to live for a while.

I forgot which aunt it was, and introduced her to Pei Nianzhong, who was still working in a furniture factory at the time. He said that he was very down-to-earth and hard-working, with an honest personality. He had been married once before but had no children, so he thought they were a good fit.

At the beginning, Pei Yan remembered that Pei Nianzhong was also very kind to him, including many of the carpentry work he knows now, which Pei Nianzhong taught him at that time, which is really ironic to say.

"I have already paid back all the money I should have paid you back. According to what I said three years ago, Pei Nuonuo had nothing to do with you before," Pei Yan said in a calm tone, "Will she still want to recognize you after that, or give you money in the future?" Elderly care, I will not interfere."

Holding this bank card, Pei Nianzhong couldn't care less to listen to what he said. He nodded casually and walked to the bedroom. Pei Yan asked him to sign something. He drank too much and was knocked out by hundreds of thousands. Brain, without looking carefully, wrote the name casually, Pei Yan had nothing to say to him, got up and planned to go out, just happened to meet the group of people who came to collect debts before, and went downstairs without a second glance.

When he went back, Xu Shixi hadn't woken up yet, half of his face was covered in the quilt, and he was in a deep sleep. A small jellyfish-shaped night light was plugged into the socket beside the bed, with a warm shimmer, shining on his eyelashes under his eyes. A small shadow fell, and it looked like some kind of very docile little animal.

Pei Yan couldn't help but bowed his head and kissed him on the cheek, and didn't bother to call him. He swept the snow in the yard and saw him awake when he went back to the house.

"Have you eaten?" Pei Yan asked him while sitting by the bed.

"Well," Xu Shixi was still a little dazed after sleeping for too long in the afternoon, wrapped in the quilt, stretched out his arms and hugged him, and said, "Where have you been?"

Pei Yan probably told him a little bit, Xu Shixi nodded, got out of bed and planned to eat hot food, Pei Yan didn't let him move, went to make it and brought it to the room.

There was no time to put a desk in this room, and it was the old old small wooden table with a chair next to it, but there was a radiator in front of the heel, so it was very warm to sit here in winter.

Pei Yan didn't eat either. He didn't know how to cook and didn't have time before. He usually took Pei Nuonuo to eat out. Occasionally, it was okay to cook noodles, at least cooked. In the evening, he made some longxu noodles .

Xu Shixi remembered that there was still the small fish he fried two days ago in the refrigerator, so he took it out and warmed it up in the microwave oven. Mr. Xu and Pei Nuonuo had already eaten it, so they ate at home by themselves.

A small fish about the length of a little finger, wrapped in batter and fried, is delicious to eat. Xu Shixi looked down at his phone with one in his mouth.

The scandal before Jian Boye turned out to be a bit big. He posted a Weibo to clarify. When he went to the bar and chatted with Chu Ningzhou once in a while, he realized that the actress was Jian Boye's real cousin by blood. She stayed here temporarily for a few days with her parents, Jian Boye's uncle and aunt, before staying at home.

Xu Shixi was finally not disillusioned, he was watching Jian Boye's new drama these two days, and there was an actor in the drama that he also liked a little bit, the screen saver of his mobile phone was replaced with screenshots from the two dramas.

He didn't hear what Pei Yan said to him. Eating the noodles in the bowl was inexplicably unpleasant. Mr. Xu was watching TV in the next room and couldn't see the window at all. Pei Yan put his arms around his shoulders, He leaned over and rubbed his lips to bite off the exposed half of the small fish.

Xu Shixi was stunned for a while, then ate a few noodles in a disguised manner, and said a little embarrassedly, "What are you doing?"

Pei Yan didn't speak, Xu Shixi ate half a bowl of noodles and couldn't help reaching for his phone, Pei Yan asked him, "Do you like him?"

Xu Shixi hadn't realized who he was talking about, and then saw Pei Yan's gaze on his mobile phone, blushed all of a sudden, and said, "Those are all people in the play."

"The people in the play are also played by real people," Pei Yan said.

Xu Shixi suddenly felt that what he said was so reasonable that he couldn't refute it, but it was really impossible to tell him not to watch dramas and movies, and he still felt so handsome looking at the screen saver of his mobile phone.

"I didn't let you see," Pei Yan gave him a piece of beef, "Eat first."

"I was distracted just now." Xu Shixi realized later that he seemed a little jealous. He put down his phone and sat next to him, biting a small fish and shaking it up and down. Seeing that Pei Yan was watching him not moving, he moved closer, but still Ignoring him, just hooked his neck and leaned forward.

It was almost nine o'clock after we had finished eating and cleared up the dishes. Xu Shixi went to the cold room to search and found a table that was about the same size as the small broken table in the house. He cleaned it and moved it in and put it next to each other. It was a place for homework. Can be more spacious.

Although Xu Shixi felt that it was unlikely that he would be admitted to the same school as Pei Yan, he had already said his word, so he really planned to give it a try. He took the notebook that Pei Yan had given him before, and started to read the book and exercise book page by page. review.

Pei Yan had to go to work at the bar at ten o'clock in the evening, and it was almost time to leave after writing two papers. He picked up the coat hanging behind the door and was about to put it on when he saw Xu Shixi leaning on the back of the chair with a smile in his eyes. She took a small piece of orange and looked at him, then hung up her clothes again, went to pick him up and put him on the bed, leaned over and lowered her head to swallow him.

The sweet and sour juice of the orange blossomed between the lips and teeth, and Pei Yan squeezed his wrist and said softly, "Stop making trouble."

"Yeah." Xu Shixi swallowed the small piece of orange that was left, and suddenly felt that he seemed quite annoying. I don't know what happened today, maybe it was because Pei Yan sat a few stops to pick him up in the morning, which inexplicably evoked something. This kind of inexplicable dependence has not been relieved until now.

"Otherwise I won't be able to go out for a while." Pei Yan looked at him and said.

Before Xu Shixi could understand what he meant, he came back to look down, covered his eyes and pushed him, saying, "...Why do you think about this kind of thing every day?"

It always felt dangerous to lie down like this. He supported the bed and moved back. Before he could reach the head of the bed, Pei Yan pulled his ankle and dragged him back, "I don't think about it every day."

"...I have something to discuss." Xu Shixi shook his ankle, but failed to break free, "Let go of your hands and talk about it."

Pei Yan let him go, took the coat and asked him while putting it on: "Can I think about it?"

Xu Shixi withdrew his ankles, got up, went to pull out the chair and sat down, raised his eyebrows and raised his middle finger at him and said, "You can only think about it."

Pei Yan smiled, took his schoolbag and went out.

It would be two o'clock in the morning at the earliest when he came back from work in the bar. When Pei Yan came back, Xu Shixi was already asleep. He planned to read a book for a while. He was afraid that turning on the lamp would wake him up, so he took the book to the next room where he had dinner, and put the book away. Looking at the coffee table, it is colder here at night. After writing the paper for more than an hour, my hands were already freezing cold when I went back to sleep.

He walked to the bed very lightly, Xu Shixi still heard the movement, opened his eyes and moved inside, it was not too warm inside against the wall, Pei Yan pulled him to keep him still.

The cold fingertips touched the warm arm under the quilt, Xu Shixi shivered, dazedly grabbed his hand and covered it with the quilt, his warm cheeks rubbed against his palm, Pei Yan lifted a little of the quilt and lay down Take him in your arms.

It was okay at first, but in the next few days, Pei Yan found that whenever he entered the room in the middle of the night, he would always be woken up, and the door here would still creak no matter how lightly he moved. In the past, it didn't matter that Xu Shixi was in the bar at night. He couldn't sleep well.

Pei Yan left a quilt on the sofa next to the TV cabinet in the dining room, and slept on the sofa there after finishing get off work at night. He put away the papers and was about to turn off the lights and go to sleep when he saw Xu Shixi looking in by the door take a look.

"Why don't you go to sleep in the house?" Xu Shixi asked him.

"I wake you up every day." Pei Yan touched his face and said.

"I woke up and fell asleep again," Xu Shixi pulled him back, "The heating here doesn't work, I'll catch a cold tomorrow after sleeping all night."

Pei Yan could only go with him, sat by the bed and said, "Or I'll go to Pei Nuonuo to get a folding bed."

"It's okay," Xu Shixi said to him, "If I really can't sleep, I will tell you. If I don't tell you, it's okay. I agreed to let you live here, and you will treat it as your own home. You can just read here when you come back at night. I can sleep with a desk lamp, it’s okay.”

Speaking of this, the new year will be in five days. Xu Shixi still remembered that Pei Yan had said before that he would go back to his hometown, but now he didn't know if he should go back. After all, it was not only Pei Nianzhong's hometown, but also his mother's.

Hearing his question, Pei Yan bowed his head and said, "I won't answer."

"Then celebrate the New Year together." Xu Shixi hadn't celebrated the New Year with anyone else yet, and suddenly remembered that he was looking forward to it. The family didn't buy anything for the New Year except the few catties of melon seeds and sugar that Mr. Xu bought some time ago.

"I don't need to go back in the future." There was nothing worth going back to that place, Pei Yan hooked his fingertips and said, "Where you are is my home."

The author has something to say: Thank you little angel for the nutrient solution~