The days when I was forced to be a heartthrob in a bloody text

The final exam is less than a month away. After going out to have fun in physical education class last time, there is no such opportunity to make a fuss. I study intensely from morning to night, and even the big recess in the afternoon is occupied by the teachers. , with five months left before the college entrance examination, Xu Shixi resigned from Chu Ningzhou's job and planned to concentrate on the exam.

He didn't wait for Liang Jiaping, but instead waited for a few media companies that he had never heard of. He talked about it in a hype, but where there is no free business, most likely it is just a scam. Whether to sign or not has its own advantages, and there is no need for this at the moment, and there is no good place to find him.

Weibo has gained more than 1 fans, there are still relatively few people, and the comments are relatively harmonious. Most of them are asking if he has filmed other dramas, or asking for selfies, and some people pointed out the way to graduate from the previous class During the ceremony, Xu Shixi only chose a few insignificant ones and responded with a few emojis about the address of his show, and he couldn't say anything else for the time being.

Seeing that the new year will be celebrated in seven or eight days, Xu Shixi remembered that Pei Yan's hometown is not here, so he didn't know where he was going for the new year, so he turned around and asked him during the break, "Are you still here for the new year?"

"Not necessarily." Pei Yan said.

In the past two years, Pei Nianzhong would take Pei Nuonuo and Liu Chunling back to his hometown, and he would stay here alone, or go out for a walk. Later, he saw that she was injured every time she came back, and he was worried that she would go with them alone, so he just He can also go along, but there is no place for him to stay in his hometown, so he can only find a hotel in the town.

"If you are here, come to my house for dinner." Xu Shixi said while pressing the lid of his water glass.

"Okay." Pei Yan nodded.

Xu Shixi accidentally dropped his leg while riding an electric scooter to school at the desk in front of him, and it happened that winter vacation was about to begin, so he took a one-month leave and came back for the final exam. Shen Zhouchuan asked him from the class if he could be in He sat there for a month, and the classmates were easy to talk to. Anyway, he brought all his things home, so he was free to sit there.

When Shen Zhouchuan went out to fetch water and came back, he heard what Xu Shixi said to Pei Min when he turned around, knocked on his table and said, "Why didn't you call me?"

"You're not in China during the Chinese New Year, why are you joining in the fun?" Fang Xiaochun looked at him puzzled.

Shen Pingjiang broke up with his family in the early years because of coming out of the closet. He broke up with his family and went into business by himself. , and only during festivals and festivals would I bring Shen Zhouchuan over there to have a look.

Fang Xiaochun didn't know about those messy things, he just mentioned it casually, Shen Zhouchuan was upset when he heard that, he may not be able to go back, he doesn't know where he can go this year, maybe he will just stay in the hotel by himself.

Near the end of the period, the papers are distributed regardless of Zhang, just take them in a pile, from morning to night, they are doing the questions, and then answering the answers, the teacher will pick the key points in class and then continue to do it. Xu Shixi feels that he is about to do it. Looking at that row of formulas and numbers started to give me a headache.

Fang Xiaochun is also quite wimpy, even if he knows how to do it, he can't write endlessly, sometimes he can't stand it anymore, so he borrows Pei Yan's papers to copy.

On the last weekend before the final exam, everyone was not in a hurry to go home during the Saturday night self-study. They spontaneously stayed in the school for more than half an hour, and waited until the security guards began to clean up the classrooms before packing up and leaving.

When going downstairs, Xu Shixi twisted his wrist and asked Pei Yan, "Don't you feel tired writing so many questions every day?"

"It's okay." Pei Yan turned to look at him.

Xu Shixi still remembered the boxes of exercise books and notebooks in his home, and he was so impressed that he didn't know what to say.

The final exam completely followed the college entrance examination process. The exam time and the rules of the exam room were exactly the same. However, after this semester, everyone felt nothing. Xu Shixi felt that many questions were familiar to him when he got the paper, and it was quite easy to write. There was nothing particularly difficult. Except that the last two big questions in mathematics were not written completely, everything else was fine.

On the evening of the last day of the exam, it started to snow again. When Xu Shixi left the classroom, he saw that the playground had been covered with snow. The dim street lights in the school and the ceiling lights on the stairs were all on, and someone was having a snowball fight on the playground.

Halfway down the stairs, I saw Fang Xiaochun squatting on the plastic track to make a snowman, and took off his woolen hat and put it on his head. Xu Shixi went over to help.

The snowman was almost finished, but the snow on his body was still loose. Fang Xiaochun didn't have gloves, and his fingers were red from the cold. He asked Xu Shixi to help tighten the snow, and walked a little farther and squatted on the steps to take pictures.

Shen Zhouchuan came down from the upstairs after the exam, the sky was already dark, under the soft white lights of the playground, Xu Shixi used the sleeves of his school uniform to make a solid snowman, Fang Xiaochun, that idiot, was watching the fun.

He walked over and lightly kicked Fang Xiaochun's schoolbag with the upper of his shoe. The photo with a particularly good angle just now was blurred by his kick. Fang Xiaochun returned and punched Fang Xiaochun hard on his calf. Shen Zhouchuan Feeling the pain in his bones, he held back his anger and asked him: "Don't you pile it up yourself and let him make it for you?"

Although the light is a bit dimmer now, the photo can still be seen clearly. Xu Shixi realized that Fang Xiaochun was taking pictures of him, and threw a snowball at him, controlling the strength just enough not to hit him.

Fang Xiaochun also had a good time taking pictures. He wanted to fix it and post it under Xu Shixi's only Weibo, or to see if he wanted to post it himself. He knew Xu Shixi would not be in business when he saw Xu Shixi. It would have been two days if someone else Post more selfies, at least strengthen your fans.

When he stood up, his legs felt a little numb. Xu Shixi piled up the snowman for him, got up and patted his head, but the nose of the snowman was not inserted properly, and he accidentally slapped it off. He quickly picked it up and put it back again as if nothing happened.

Shen Zhouchuan looked at it and smiled, originally wanted to go to find Xu Shixi, but he has something to do today, so he can't stay here any longer, Fang Xiaochun called him when he was about to leave, raised his head and asked suddenly: "Do you like him?"

Shen Zhouchuan was stunned for a moment, then nodded quickly, and said, "Yes." It's not surprising that Fang Xiaochun would find him, the two of them have really known each other for so many years, even if the relationship is not very good now, just a look can tell Know what the other person is thinking.

Fang Xiaochun lowered his head and didn't speak. When Shen Zhouchuan walked over, he went to Xu Shixi and asked him to come to his house for dinner during the winter vacation. Then he said mysteriously, "I'll show you the skirt."

Xu Shixi thought to himself that I don't want to see you wearing skirts at all, but it's still okay to eat. Fang Xiaochun's parents are very kind, enthusiastic and don't put too much pressure on people.

Fang Xiaochun's whole family knew that he was obsessed with women's clothing, and he couldn't accept it at first, but after thinking about it later, he didn't break the law, and it didn't affect other people. Compared with those kids from other families who were racing and drinking all day long, it was nothing. What he wanted to wear Just wear it, even Fang Xiaochun's grandparents don't care, they still think it's cute, but no one knows how he suddenly fell in love with this.

Fang Xiaochun didn’t tell anyone about it either. In fact, he didn’t have such a hobby at all at first, including the first time he wore women’s clothes to Shen Zhouchuan’s house. , It was only one day that the door to the new world was suddenly opened.

He saw on Shen Zhouchuan's computer that he was on a gay website, but at that time he didn't understand homosexuality at all, and he was prejudiced like many people, thinking that homosexuality meant that he knew how to make up, wear earrings, and dress very effeminately. There will still be people who call homosexuality glass, unlike now, everyone will understand a little bit, at least respect it a little bit.

He still thought that maybe Shen Zhouchuan would like it, but he didn't expect that they would break up completely after that.

Shen Zhouchuan has to say that he is a straight man, but Fang Xiaochun doesn't believe it. Some natural things can't be changed at all. Sooner or later, he will recognize this identity, but it's probably not for himself.

The snow on the playground was very deep, and when he walked out, Xu Shixi turned his head and waited for Fang Xiaochun, only to find that he was crying. After thinking for a long time, he didn't know why he was crying, so he pulled him over and rubbed his back like coaxing a child, and said: "Don't cry, your face will freeze for a while, who bullied you?"

Fang Xiaochun sniffed, and said with red eyes, "You don't want to see me in a skirt and make me cry."

"Don't tell me, don't look at it," Xu Shixi knew that it must not be because of this, but Fang Xiaochun didn't intend to say it, so he didn't ask, and followed his words, "Don't you dare to wear it and I don't dare to look at it?"

"Then I'll call you in two days, and my mother will ask you to drink fish soup." Fang Xiaochun said.

"Okay." Xu Shixi rubbed his hair, and stuffed him with a tissue in his pocket. He was about to go to the school gate, and he couldn't get on the way. He had to go to the carport to pick up the car.

Pei Yan was waiting for him at the car shed. After the exam, he had to continue to review, but tonight, Xu Shixi planned to go to Chu Ningzhou's place with him. Get used to going straight home at night.

It's still early, so I went to the store outside the school to eat a bowl of sour noodle soup, and it was only 08:30 when I came out of the store. On the way to the bar, I saw the video game store, and Xu Shixi suddenly wanted to go in and have a look.

"I want to go in and take a look," Xu Shixi said to Pei Yan, "if you..."

He was interrupted by Pei Yan, "I'll go too."

Xu Shixi didn't say anything, went in and bought a small handful of game coins.

There are quite a lot of people inside, probably all students who have just finished their final exams.

He hadn't been to this kind of place much before, and many of them didn't know how to play. He just turned around and looked around. He didn't feel bored, but he thought it might be boring for Pei Yan to follow him. Looking back at him, Pei Yan left Go to the shooting machine and get a basketball.

Xu Shixi had never seen him play basketball at school except in physical education class. He never thought that he could shoot quite accurately. After watching it for a while, he was a little eager to try, but he failed to get in after five consecutive attempts. He was deeply frustrated. No game is suitable for me, it is better to cut fruit.

After more than half a circle in it, there are still a few game coins left, Xu Shixi intends to catch two dolls for Pei Nuonuo, but he failed to get them a few times before, and only caught an ugly lamb when the last coin was left .

After taking it out, Pei Yan took it naturally, Xu Shixi smiled and asked him: "What if I caught myself?"

"Isn't it for me?" Pei Yan said innocently while holding the lamb.

Seeing the smile in his eyes, Xu Shixi pushed his back and walked out, saying, "Yes, it's for you."

Pei Yan is sometimes very naive, but Xu Shixi is willing to see him so naive, without the haze that was hard to get rid of in the past.

It was only when he was about to walk outside the video game city that Shixi heard Pei Yan's phone ringing for a long time. Pei Yan took out his phone and walked a little further away before answering it.

Pei Nianzhong had an operation a few years ago, it wasn't a major operation, and he was almost healed after recuperating for more than a month. During this time, he started drinking again, and said all day long that he was going to die. All the people in this family are murderers.

Pei Yan didn't want to watch his absurd performance at all, but he couldn't change his number all the time. It was useless to block him, and he was afraid that Pei Nuonuo would not be able to find him after shutting down the phone, so he could only endure it.

Pei Yan didn't take it seriously at first, just listened, and half of it felt wrong, there seemed to be a faint cry of a child over there, frowning, he hung up the phone and called Pei Nuonuo, but no one answered.

Xu Shixi walked over to him and asked, "What's wrong?"

"I'll go home first," Pei Yan said.

"Do you need me to go with you?" Xu Shixi didn't know what it was, but he could probably guess a little bit.

"No," Pei Yan was still not sure what the situation was, and told him, "You go to the bar first."

Xu Shixi nodded.

Pei Yan hurried back. Just as he reached the stairs on the third floor, he saw the aunt next door banging on the door of his house, asking Pei Nianzhong to open the door, but there was no movement in the room. Looking back, he saw Pei Yan coming, and pulled him anxiously. Without saying anything, let him open the door quickly.

Pei Yan took the key and inserted it in, but the door couldn't be opened at all, it was locked from the inside.

Zhou Ying was dying of anxiety. When she came back from shopping, she saw the door was open and heard the children beating and crying. She didn't dare to go in by herself. She wanted to ask her son to come out and have a look together. As a result, Pei Nianzhong had already closed the door and couldn't open it, and Pei Yan didn't come back after a long time.

Pei Yan's house is not a heavy anti-theft door, but an old wooden door inside, and a dilapidated iron door with an iron fence and a small window on the outside. He asked Zhou Ying to stand back, raised her leg and kicked the door violently.

The iron door outside was kicked into a dent but still could not be kicked open. He continued to mend a few more feet and kicked directly to the door lock. Half of it fell off, and the surrounding wall ash also rustled down.

Zhou Ying was terrified, afraid of accidents, took him by the arm and said, "Xiao Pei, stop kicking, or call the police."

Pei Yan couldn't wait that long, so he took his schoolbag and slammed it on the door, and finally kicked hard again. The door lock fell to the ground with a bang, and the wooden door inside was also kicked violently without any effort. open.

When he entered, Liu Chunling cried in fright in the living room. Pei Yan didn't even look at her, and opened the doors one by one to look for Pei Nuonuo, and finally saw her squatting next to the radiator in the toilet, with several iron clothes hangers falling on the floor, and then There are red marks all over the back.

Pei Nianzhong was smoking a cigarette outside, seeing him come out holding Pei Nuonuo and shaking slightly, the cigarette ash accidentally fell on his pants, and he calmed down after he patted it off.

At first, Pei Yan thought she was only injured on her back, but when she lifted Pei Nuonuo up, her legs shrank up a bit, and when she lifted her up, she saw that her calf was also bruised a few times.

This is not what Liu Chunling can type out. Pei Yan can hardly hold back the urge to kill the person in front of him, and the hatred that has accumulated countless days and nights surges up in an instant. When his mother did it, he should find a way to make Pei Nianzhong die in the dirty ditch outside the street.

But not now, he had to send Pei Nuonuo to the hospital.

Without saying a word, Pei Nuo carried Pei Nuonuo across the two smashed doors and went downstairs.

There was a sudden storm outside, and Pei Nuonuo couldn't cry after crying for too long. Hearing that her heartbeat was still steady, Pei Nuo raised his hand to stop the car on the side of the road.

Went to the hospital to go to the emergency room, Pei Yan hugged her and let the doctor see her, and found that the injury was not serious, none of the scars were broken, and there was almost no swelling, and it would disappear after a few days, Pei Nuonuo more The thing is to be intimidated.

Pei Nianzhong has always been aggressive. Pei Yan doesn't think he is reluctant, but more likely because he is afraid that he will call the police and send him to jail. Pei Nuonuo's custody is still in his hands, so he has nothing to do with him.

Pei Nuonuo is only seven years old now, and it will take 11 years to get rid of him. Pei Yan doesn't know what else he can do to protect her, at least grow up safely.

Pei Nuonuo cried too much and didn't want to cry anymore, took out a piece of chocolate from his coat pocket and broke it in half, stuffed half of it for Pei Yan, and sucked the other half for himself.

After going to get the prescribed medicine, Pei Yan found a hotel near the bar to take her there. He couldn't ask for leave, and he had to pay full attendance wages for this month, so he could only buy some food and let her stay by herself for a while.

Xu Shixi went to the bar by himself first, played two games with Gu Cong and then was kicked out of the team by Gu Cong, so he had to cut his own fruit.

Cut half of the game and saw that there were private messages on Weibo, he didn't care, he continued to watch after finishing the game, clicked on and saw the words Liang Jiaping sat up from the sofa all of a sudden, Gu Cong was frightened by him For a second, I thought something was wrong.

Xu Shixi had followed Liang Jiaping before, but he couldn't say anything hastily. After all, no one knew about this movie except for the actors Liang Jiaping had found himself.

Liang Jiaping is completely lucky, he can't get sponsors, he can't give much salary, plus he is unknown, actors with a little bit of fame will not come to make his movie, and students who go to the film school to stop and ask He was reluctant to come, but a few had auditioned, and his acting skills couldn't hold up, so he could only cast a wide net.

Xu Shixi is too young. Although the hot searches in the past few days made him familiar with this name, it was not in his consideration at first. After all, the characters in the movie have a relatively large age span, and the change in appearance can be solved by makeup. A teenager The look in the eyes of the year-old child is completely different from that of the criminal policeman who has been hunting criminals for more than ten years, but he is poor and wants to try if he has a little hope, so he came to ask.

In the private message, he briefly talked about himself and the situation of the film, and asked Xu Shixi if he had any intention of auditioning, and he could discuss in detail if he had any questions, and then left a contact information.

Xu Shixi added that account and waited for him to pass the application.

The excitement hadn't subsided yet, and when she saw Pei Yan coming in from outside the bar, she asked him, "What happened when you got home?"

"It's nothing, it's ready when I go back." Pei Yan told him.

It shouldn't be a big deal if he can still come to work. Xu Shixi didn't think much about it. Liang Jiaping quickly sent him a part of the script. Xu Shixi went to sit and watch it. He read it very attentively. After reading it twice, he went to ask It's time for Liang Jiaping's audition.

Xu Shixi breathed a sigh of relief after confirming these things. Liang Jiaping asked him to go to the audition next Wednesday. There are still a few days left, and he just needs to go back to school after the final exam.

Waiting in the bar until Pei Yan got off work, Pei Yan saw that he seemed to be in a good mood, so he asked him, "What did you watch just now?"

Xu Shixi briefly talked to him, and Pei Yan was stunned for a while and said, "When are you going?"

"Next Wednesday," Xu Shixi said, "I might have stayed for a day or two before coming back."

The two of them stayed in the dressing room, Pei Yan went to lock the door, put his hands on the cabinet behind and kissed him with his head down, Xu Shixi always felt that his mood was not right, Pei Yan grabbed his wrist, struggled a little bit, and there was nothing wrong with him. Breaking away, a little breathless, Pei Yan stopped after a while and pinched his cheek.

Xu Shixi was a little confused and asked him, "What's wrong?"

"It's okay." Pei Yan hugged him and glanced at the sparsely lit and snowy window, kissed his forehead, and said, "I will probably think of it every winter from now on. I love you so much."

作者有话要说：感谢在2020-05-0518:27:12~2020-05-0620:30:43期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the grenade: 1 dim;

Thanks to the little angels of the irrigation nutrient solution: 5 bottles of Qing Shao Xiao Yu; 2 bottles of Faint White;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!