The days when I was forced to be a heartthrob in a bloody text

Gu Cong came over with two boxes of medicine and put them on the chair next to him. In order to avoid being silenced by Pei Yan for knowing too much, he sent him a message without saying anything and left directly.

You can't stay in the hospital all the time, just take the medicine and go out after a short rest.

I don't know when there was a little snow outside. It was the first snow of this year. It was fine and crystal clear under the street lamps. The steps on the ground had been covered with a thin layer. Looking up, the night was glowing red.

"I listened to the weather forecast on my grandfather's radio in the morning and said there was no snow." Xu Shixi put the gauze-wrapped hand in his pocket, and held the other hand with Pei Yan. Occasionally, one or two people passed by and looked back strangely Xu Shixi didn't let go of his gaze.

It's not easy to take a taxi when it's snowing, and I waited a long time to get one. When I got home, Mr. Xu had already gone to bed, and there was a little snow in the yard, so I might get up and clean it tomorrow morning.

During this period of time, the house was heated and the room was very warm. Xu Shixi nailed a row of felt strips on the door a few days ago, and the air did not leak.

I didn't feel much outside just now, but now in the room, there are only the two of them in a small space, Xu Shixi feels a little embarrassed, and doesn't know what to say, and wants to pour a glass of water, Pei Yan took the one in his hand The cup went to the kitchen to pour it for him, and he sat down again with nothing to do.

The temperature of the water in the thermos was just right for drinking. Xu Shixi sat on the edge of the bed and took a few sips with his head bowed. Pei Yan walked over to take off his shoes, so Xu Shixi quickly retracted his feet.

"Don't," Xu Shixi didn't let him move, "I'll do it myself."

Pei Yan put down his hands and sat down beside him.

After he came out of the hospital, Pei Yan hadn't said a word. Although he usually didn't speak, Xu Shixi couldn't bear to say nothing now. There was silence in the air, even a little noise was fine. He touched Pei Min's leg with his knee, "...let's talk for a while."

Pei Yan looked up at him, but still didn't say anything, Xu Shixi sighed in his heart, put the cup on the cabinet at hand, "If you don't say it, don't say it."

He sat back a little, leaned against the raised pillow at the head of the bed, and stretched out his hand to Pei Min. Pei Min leaned over and hugged him and kissed him with his hands behind his head. The kiss was very clumsy when he was in the hospital. After a while, he became a little proficient. Xu Shixi was a little short of breath by him, so he pushed him and said, "Have you not kissed enough?"

Pei Yan still took off his shoes, Xu Shixi's calf dangled by the bed and said, "I'm going down later."

"Where are you going?" Pei Yan finally said, "I'll take you there."

Xu Shixi saw that he had lost a lot of weight in the past two days. Although it was not obvious at first glance, he could feel it when he held his hand. He joked, "You can't hold him, I ate too much today."

"Try." Pei Yan stood up and said.

Before Xu Shixi could react, he stretched out his arms and hugged him, so he could only hug his neck quickly so as not to fall off. Pei Yan gently pulled his leg and put it on his waist, and then hugged him face to face with the heels of his legs, a little It doesn't take much effort.

"...You let me go." Xu Shixi was a little embarrassed, he was already this big, and he was hugged like a child.

"No." Pei Yan raised his head to kiss him.

Xu Shixi hid for a while, just touched his forehead to him, and whispered, "I'm going to get my schoolbag."

Pei Yan really hugged him and went to get it, Xu Shixi smiled for a while and said, "So obedient."

Pei Yan rubbed his nose against his shoulder and said, "You can ask me to do anything."

Xu Shixi couldn't stand Pei Yan like this the most, and seemed to be able to tolerate him without a bottom line. Since childhood, everyone and everything around him told him to be quiet and obedient, not to cause trouble to others, and not to have any demands, no matter whether it was legitimate or not, but It doesn't matter if it seems unreasonable in front of Pei Yan, he won't get angry.

"...I'm hungry." Xu Shixi touched his face.

"What do you want to eat? I'll go buy it." There is a shop on this road that is not closed at night, and many people who are off the night shift will go there to eat. There is not much cooking at this time, but there should be buns that are not sold out during the day.

It was impossible for Xu Shixi to really let him go out to buy food for himself in the middle of the night, so he shook his head, smiled and said, "I just said it casually, let's see if you are lying to me."

Pei Yan stood holding him for a while, Xu Shixi lowered his head and touched the corners of his eyes with his hands, still a little red, and said, "Let me go."

It's almost time to go to bed. Pei Yan put him on the edge of the bed and sat down. He went to get the quilt and spread it out. Under the dim light of the desk lamp, it became more and more obvious that Pei Yan's eyebrows and eyes were very deep. Sometimes, even if you look at people without any warmth, just relying on these eyes will appear affectionate.

Xu Shixi hooked his fingers, struggled for a long time and said inexperiencedly: "...can you stay here with me for one night." Just look forward to it.

When Pei Yan was about to speak, Xu Shixi suddenly regretted it, leaned over to hug him, smiled and said, "I'm just kidding, I'm going to bed, what are you doing here?"

"Pei Nuonuo's stomach hurts these two days, I have to go back and have a look," Pei Yan saw the disappointment flashing in his eyes, and lowered his head to tell him that the pain was gone when he went out, so if Pei Nuonuo doesn't If you feel comfortable, call him. If you don’t call now, there should be nothing wrong, but you still don’t feel at ease. “If there’s nothing wrong, I’ll come back later, okay?”

"Go, don't bother so late, I'm just talking nonsense," Xu Shixi glanced at the snow outside, it was a little heavier than when he just came back, "are you riding a bike, the road is not slippery now, the key is in my coat pocket."

"I..." Pei Yan hesitated.

"She's the only one at home?" The more Xu Shixi thought about it, the more worried he became. He was mainly afraid of the railing on the balcony of Pei Yan's house. Although he had told Pei Yan to strengthen it before, it still made him uncomfortable thinking about it for no reason. It was a psychological shadow, especially now that it was winter. , pushed him up and gave him the key.

"I'll come over tomorrow morning." Pei Yan took it and said.

Hearing the gate of the yard creak and the lock was hung from the inside, Xu Shixi didn't know if the stitches on his hand had broken. It started to hurt not long after he came back, and he couldn't see it because he was wrapped tightly in gauze. , it seems that there is no bleeding.

He was really a little hungry. He got up and looked for nothing to eat. He went to get the can of beef jerky on the desk. The lid was too tight, and he couldn’t unscrew it with his bad left hand. He went to the kitchen and got a handful of dried noodles. , anyway, there is beef sauce, just boil it in water, take it out, mix it and eat it.

I didn’t feel full after eating a bowl, and I realized that the beef sauce was spicy after eating, but it was too late, and I even wanted to have another bowl, but I finally held back and sat in the kitchen for a while, not wanting to sleep .

The cat next door didn't come over when it snowed. In the yard, only the falling snow could be seen under the eaves lights. If you stepped on the ground a little, you could already see footprints. I don't know how thick it will be until dawn.

Fortunately, tomorrow is the weekend and there is no need to get up early, and it doesn’t matter if you go to bed late. He suddenly worried about how to write this week’s homework. He went back and tried to write two questions with his left hand. The writing process is completely crooked, and I can't read it at all. Writing English is even worse, and the letters are all jumbled together.

Xu Shixi sat on the edge of a chair with a pen in his mouth, and wrote down the simple ones where the answers can be seen directly, and the rest can only be discussed tomorrow, so he can't play the guitar, and singing alone doesn't affect What.

When I went to school on Monday, I didn't know what Yu Zhun and the others would think, maybe they would think that the boss had come out of the rivers and lakes again.

When Pei Yan returned home, he found that Pei Nuonuo was squatting in front of the refrigerator and stealing chocolates. When he came back, he quickly stuffed the bag in, but it was too late.

"Don't you have a stomachache?" Pei Yan picked her up, "Why don't you sleep?"

Pei Nuonuo hesitated and didn't say anything. Seeing her like this, Pei Yan suddenly realized something was wrong, and asked her, "Does your stomach really hurt?"

Pei Nuonuo usually doesn't lie much, but once in a while she can't hold back anymore, and sells Gu Cong for a long time.

Gu Cong coaxed and deceived Pei Nuonuo with his rhetoric, and Pei Nuonuo agreed to help pretend to be sick. The main reason is that he couldn't think of anything else to call Pei Yan away. This was the only way, but it didn't feel right. Important, I didn't tell Pei Yan just now.

Pei Yan asked Pei Nuonuo to brush her teeth again, and asked her, "Does it really hurt?"

Pei Nuonuo nodded, carrying her big radish on her face and rubbing some fragrance on her face.

Xu Shixi is very soft to everyone on the surface, but there seems to be a hard clam hidden in his heart. It is too difficult to pry it open. It took Pei Yan the whole summer and autumn to finally let him loosen a little. See if Pei Nuonuo really has a belly It's not uncomfortable, so let her go to bed first, put her mobile phone on the table next to her, and call if she has something to do.

"Do you want to turn on the light in the living room?" Pei Yan asked her before leaving, Pei Nuonuo shook her head, she was not afraid of the dark, after all, she was a child who dared to run away from home in the middle of the night when she was very young.

Pei Yan squeezed her chubby hands, closed the curtains and got up to go out.

He has the key to Xu Shixi's house. When he entered, Xu Shixi was still asleep. He was lying on the bed watching a movie. It was a movie that Jian Boye had filmed before, and he watched it many times. Especially after adding the aura of people.

"Why are you here?" Xu Shixi froze for a moment.

Pei Yan probably told him about it, but Xu Shixi forgot about it, unexpectedly Gu Cong found a foreign aid.

Pei Yan saw the picture on Xu Shixi's phone. Although he had never seen it, he knew Jian Boye. Xu Shixi's phone screen saver had been a still of Jian Boye wearing this outfit for a long time, but he finally changed it once. At first glance, it was a still from another movie of Jian Boye.

"Go to sleep." Pei Yan touched his phone.

"Yeah." Xu Shixi lay down and moved back the progress bar for a minute and a half, and then put down the phone after reading that paragraph again. Pei Yan hesitated to speak, but finally remained silent.

Coming in from the outside with a cold air, Pei Yan took off his coat and put it on the hanger next to him, but the clothes inside were also cold to the touch, so he went to the radiator to bake for a while before going to bed.

I just finished my homework and didn't feel sleepy while lying down. Xu Shixi was watching a movie to pass the time. I didn't expect Pei Yan to really come over. I regretted talking nonsense. It was already so late and it was still snowing outside. The hot quilt was moved to him.

"Aren't you sleepy?" Pei Yan saw that he hadn't fallen asleep.

"It's okay," Xu Shixi said, "I'm sleepy after a while, go to sleep and leave me alone, I'll fall asleep after lying down for a while, did it bother you?"

Pei Yan shook his head and hugged him from behind. Xu Shixi turned around and put his arms around his back. After a while, he asked him, "How long can you like me?"

"I don't know." Pei Yan couldn't easily come up with an answer. What Xu Shixi wanted probably wasn't a frivolous eternity, and he wouldn't believe it if he said it.

Many people said forever when they were young, but when they finally looked back, those two simple words had already been scattered with the evening wind and disappeared without a trace.

"I love you every day of my life." Pei Yan said.

作者有话要说：感谢在2020-04-3016:12:35~2020-05-0119:29:03期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

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