The days when I was forced to be a heartthrob in a bloody text

Falling in love with someone is very unexpected for Xu Shixi, like the time before when the ending was not very happy, it was considered half a love, and it was not because of how much I liked it, but I just wanted to try it, and after I tried it, I felt It's not interesting, if you have that little time, it's better to take one more drama.

But Pei Yan was different, he was too serious, what he wanted was not to just try it out, which made Xu Shixi dare not agree to anything easily before he was sure of what he thought.

Pei Yan heard his words, but didn't say anything, and hugged him a little closer. After waiting for a while to see that Xu Shixi didn't refuse, he hugged him directly from the waist and pulled him On his side of the bed.

"...I can't fall asleep if I hold her too tightly," Xu Shixi moved away a little.

Pei Yan sometimes felt that he was quite despicable, because he saw that he was soft-hearted towards him.

The curtains in the room are not very thick, and the occasional passing car lights let in the light. In the quiet night, only the breathing and heartbeat of each other can be heard.

Xu Shixi raised his hand to touch Pei Min's neck, and then pinched his earlobe. The feeling of cold fingertips sliding over the skin was very comfortable. Pei Min held his hand and pressed it to his face, and kissed him from the side. palm of the hand.

"I don't want to catch you," Xu Shixi said, "I'm really, my mind is very messed up, I can't figure it out, and I'm afraid I've made a mistake."

"Don't worry." Pei Yan lowered his head and wanted to kiss him again. This time Xu Shixi didn't hide, but Pei Yan just kissed his eyes. "There is still a long time to come. I can wait as long as you want."

"You haven't thought about what to do if you can't wait?" Xu Shixi asked him.

"I can't wait, I can't help but I don't like you now." Pei Yan played with his hand, squeezed it for a while, and suddenly pulled it up and took a bite on his fingertip.

"The boy's teeth are pretty good..." Xu Shixi felt that his teeth had been bitten out, kicked him speechlessly, and turned his back to him to sleep.

Turning over and over, the quilt was almost tossed off. Pei Yan hugged him and didn't want to let go. Xu Shixi wanted to move out, but accidentally touched his leg behind him while moving. He didn't recover at first, but when he reacted, he suddenly He sat up and pulled the quilt.

"...Fuck," Xu Shixi uttered a rare swear word, blushing in the dark, "When did you..."

"It's been a while." Pei Yan said.

He didn't expect to be discovered by Xu Shixi, and he thought he might go down after a while.

But anyway, Pei Yan turned on the desk lamp, got out of bed and said, "I'm going to the bathroom."

Xu Shixi didn't want to talk to him at all, and lay down covered by the quilt and didn't make a sound, but Pei Yan walked around to his side of the bedside table and took a box of toilet paper.

"...You did it on purpose, there are so many papers in the toilet." Xu Shixi pulled down the quilt and said, revealing his eyes.

What Pei Yan used as pajama pants was a worn-out pair of sweatpants. The material was thin and soft, and there was something that could be seen clearly. He was standing by the bed, and Xu Shixi accidentally saw it when he turned around and hid beside Hiding, seeing that Pei Yan was not at all embarrassed, he was always calm.

When he went out and closed the door, Xu Shixi lifted up the quilt, took a look and put it down again. He felt that he was quite a standard size. Pei Yan should have been eating clear soup for the past two years, and he didn't know how he grew...

Now that he couldn't fall asleep, Xu Shixi played with his phone for a while, only to see the word Lin Juan on the trending search.

After clicking in, I found out that it was written by Lin Juan about his experience in the past nine years since his debut.

In the past nine years, Lin Juan has been tepid. At the beginning, he was the most silent one in the group. After disbanding, he made his own original single, and there was no splash. He failed to leave any impression in the eyes of the public, and he is indeed not too young. Under such circumstances, it is unlikely that the company will have any good resources for him. Whether it is a singer or an actor, he has reached a dead end can go to the point.

In the letter, he thanked the fans who had supported him over the years, and the seniors who had been kind to him. Although he may have let them down, the variety show he received in the first half of the year had already been recorded two days ago, and he did not receive any new ones. Work, I want to leave myself some time to learn something, no matter where I am in the future, I will never forget the past years.

He doesn’t have many fans, but those who have been chasing him until now are all true love. Most of the comments are reluctance, and some scold him for self-destruction. Maybe he will pop up again after a while, just for walking around. But it doesn't matter anymore.

Xu Shixi quit Weibo, and there was nothing to read on his phone. He went to cut fruit for a while, and after a few cuts, he became a little sleepy. However, the window squeaked slightly, which sounded quite scary. Xu Shixi put down the phone, and after a while of self-hypnosis, he finally fell asleep.

After I fell asleep, I seemed to have a few dreams. I dreamed that the first time I stewed fish at home, I almost blew up the kitchen. After making a few fish, it turned out to be a black lump, but it still moved when I poked it. , bouncing around on the ground flicking its tail.

He woke up after being bitten by fish several times. He didn't know when it was dawn. He felt that he hadn't slept for a long time, and the warmth in the quilt made it difficult to wake up.

After turning over, he put his hands on the side of the bed, accidentally bumped into something furry, touched it casually, and it was still warm, so scared that he opened his eyes and looked down, only to find that it was Pei Nuonuo on his bed. While squatting, his untied hair was messed up by himself, looking like a little lunatic.

"... When did you come in?" Xu Shixi sat up, since he was sleeping with his clothes on anyway, he carried Pei Nuonuo up to see that she was wearing a pair of wool socks with rabbit ears.

"It's ten o'clock brother, little lazy pig." Pei Nuonuo showed Xu Shixi her children's watch.

Xu Shixi smelled a scent outside, put on his shoes and said, "Come on, let's go out."

Pei Yan went out to buy something early after nine o'clock. Seeing that no one was awake, he stayed in the living room to do the questions first.

After washing up, the soup dumplings will be warmed up, and there is still a box of egg tarts on the table. Pei Nuonuo went to reach for the box, and Pei Yan pressed her forehead and said, "Definitely."

Pei Nuonuo didn't move without blinking. He watched the egg tart box being taken away from his hand before raising his arm, but it was useless, and Pei Yan put it on the top of the refrigerator.

"Eat." Pei Yan carried her to the table and sat down.

Xu Shixi watched and smiled for a while, and said, "Will it stop moving after poking it like this?"

"It's okay now, but it won't work in two days." Pei Yan said with a smile.

The soup dumpling also comes with two kinds of dipping sauces. Xu Shixi couldn't help but want to eat spicy ones, but he only ate one. His throat is really bad. It's good to say a few words less, otherwise it won't take half an hour. dumb.

After eating, Pei Nuonuo carried the box of egg tarts and dragged Xu Shixi to her room as she wished. There was a small crib when she entered the door, but now it was used to pile up toys.

This room was about the same size as Pei Yan's room, but it was warmer, and there was a small heater by the wall.

Xu Shixi used to live outside the school, but at least once a month he would go back to the orphanage. He was quite good at coaxing the children and didn't find it troublesome. He played with Pei Nuonuo for half the morning, and she didn't pay much attention to him when he went out at noon. Stretched, he grabbed Xu Shixi's trouser pocket and did not let go.

Pei Yan has never had time. He was busy from morning to night, and when he could only walk, he would also think about problems. When he took Pei Nuonuo out, he would always tie a rope around his wrist, in case she would get lost. He brought it with him today, but it didn't work. use it.

Xu Shixi looked at his leash with a few puff flowers hanging on it and said, "Give me a play."

Pei Yan took it and handed it to him.

Xu Shixi has never pulled a child like this before, and it feels like walking a puppy. Pei Nuonuo is quite energetic, and he can't pull him when he insists on running forward.

"I also bought the kind that can be tied around her waist." Pei Yan said.

Xu Shixi also saw it on the street, and thought it was quite fun, but it seemed to be used by a child younger than Pei Nuonuo, and now Pei Nuonuo is probably not willing to tie it.

After the exam, there was relatively little homework this weekend. I had a meal outside at noon and went ice skating in the nearby shopping plaza for a while, and returned to Pei Yan's house to pick up things after four o'clock in the afternoon.

After going out for a long time, I have to read books quickly when I get home. It’s already dark after finishing the few papers I left behind. This weekend and next week Xu Shixi has to go to the bar of the friend that Chu Ningzhou asked him to help last time , The school is far away from there, and it can be half an hour late at night, but it should be as early as possible on weekends.

The light in the bar was dim. I went to the back to get tonight's playlist and found a birthday song. I don't know whose birthday is tonight. The store prepared a birthday cake with five or six floors, and it was still in the kitchen. .

Xu Shixi didn't need to worry about that, he just waited until twelve o'clock to pick up the birthday song, and there was still an hour left.

He was sitting in the corner tuning the guitar, and when he looked up, he saw a somewhat familiar face at the opposite table. After thinking about it, he realized that it was Li Chao who had gone to Chu Ningzhou with Shen Zhouchuan before.

But Shen Zhouchuan was not here this time, and he didn't know the few people sitting with him very well.

After adjusting the tunes, I sang a few songs first. I don’t know who ordered them. There are a lot of Cantonese songs tonight.

"Even if there is a dark light in the room, it can't penetrate my body.

still reflect your heart..."

Xu Shixi casually looked down the stage, and this time he saw Shen Zhouchuan who walked over to sit down with a wine bottle, but to his surprise, Zhou Yuanchuan was also there, bowing his head and talking to the person sitting on the far right.

As if he had noticed his gaze, the man raised his wine glass to this side, evoking a slight smile.

It was Xue Sheng, Xu Shixi finally remembered the name.

Shen Zhouchuan and Xue Sheng have never been able to get along, but they have to come on some occasions. Today is Li Chao's birthday, and we came here together after having dinner at Li Chao's house.

He heard from Xu Shixi that he only came here temporarily, but he didn't expect to be there today.

With Zhou Yuanchuan around, Xu Shixi packed up his things after singing and wanted to leave as soon as possible, but when he went out from the dressing room, he happened to meet Xue Sheng outside the door.

"Long time no see, don't you remember me?" Xue Sheng was only in his early twenties, wearing a motorcycle leather jacket, and spoke frivolously.

"I'm sorry, we probably haven't seen each other before." Xu Shixi was a little annoyed, he couldn't remember when the original owner had anything to do with Xue Sheng, and he had already returned the money to Zhou Yuanchuan, so he didn't want to be entangled anymore.

Xue Sheng passed by the billiard hall that Shen Zhouchuan often went to more than a year ago. Xu Shixi met there. At that time, he couldn't catch up with Shen Zhouchuan. The original owner must have been rejected.

At that time, he didn't take it to heart, and later he let Zhou Yuanchuan go to trouble Xu Shixi because he wanted to get rid of Shen Zhouchuan, but today he happened to see Xu Shixi singing here, but he was suddenly amazed, and he even wanted to change his mind a bit.

The author has something to say: ps: The Cantonese song is "Undercurrent"

Chapter 23 of Xue's plot mentioned it, I think everyone may have forgotten (..)

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