The days when I was forced to be a heartthrob in a bloody text

When the meal was almost over, Xu Shixi received a call from Yu Zhun.

"Fuck, Brother Xi, there is indeed a police car passing by, but the alley next to it." Yu Zhun was a little flustered, probably still smoking a cigarette, and his voice was slightly vague, "It's late at night, I don't know how to catch it." Who is going?"

"It's fine if I don't catch you," Xu Shixi went to pick up a cup of tartary buckwheat tea brewed in this shop, "Where's Chen Jiaming?"

"That bastard left long ago," Yu Zhun scolded, "I didn't want to go with him at first, I owed him once before and this time I made up for it, and there will be no such thing in the future."

Xu Shixi listened to him rambling for a while, and said that he was safe now and was going home soon, so Yu Zhun hung up the phone.

Seeing Xu Shixi put down his phone, Pei Yan asked, "Are you going to the bar tonight?"

In fact, it doesn’t matter whether you go or not. Xu Shixi told Chu Ningzhou that he would come the next day. If he was free, he would go there and stay for two more hours, "Will you come over later?"

"Well," Pei Yan nodded, "I'm on duty today."

"Then I'll go too." Xu Shixi hesitated and said.

Anyway, he was still doing his homework when he went home, and there was Gu Cong at the bar who could discuss the topic a little bit. Before he left last time, Gu Cong added him as a friend. I snatched my wallet, and we can live in peace for a while.

Chu Ningzhou also asked them if they wanted to write in the private room. After all, it was quieter there, but neither of them agreed. Private rooms have a little impact on business.

In fact, Xu Shixi quite likes this place. He was used to being in a noisy environment before. He can block out the noisy music and human voices around him. What is left is the soft sofa in this corner, a few warm yellow lamps and a stack of papers. , The partition door at the side is also very safe. If you can ignore Gu Cong who is fishing and playing games next to him, it will be almost perfect.

Before the start of school, Xu Shixi sorted out a stack of materials, which were the real questions and function questions in various simulations in recent years, adding up to [-] to [-] pages. During this time, I have done more than half of the bits and pieces, and I want to find time to finish writing tonight.

He concentrated on writing his question and didn't pay much attention to the time. His phone rang when he received a spam text message. He looked at the lit screen from the corner of his eye and found that it was past eleven o'clock.

Tonight, I always felt that something was not quite right, Xu Shixi pinched his sore fingers, and then remembered that he hadn't seen Pei Yan much since he came to the bar.

He looked back into the bar, Gu Cong asked him puzzled: "What are you looking for?"

"Is Pei Yan off work?" Xu Shixi looked around but didn't see anyone.

"No, he probably went to practice driving with Brother Chu." Gu Cong lowered his head and said while writing the paper.

"...practice?" Xu Shixi hadn't reacted yet.

"I have to go to the racing track this weekend night. I just took time out to practice these two days. Didn't he tell you?" Gu Cong thought that Pei Yan would tell Xu Shixi, but Xu Shixi didn't know anything, and suddenly felt that he had slipped his tongue, so he took it silently. He took a drink from the water glass and didn't speak again.

It was about 12:30 when Pei Yan came in from outside the bar. Xu Shixi had finished his homework and leaned on the sofa to sleep for a while. When he woke up, he saw him coming and went home with him.

Pei Yan didn't mention the racing car along the way, and Xu Shixi didn't ask him either.

It was past one o'clock when Pei Yan got home, and the lights were not turned on. With the light from outside, he could vaguely see a human figure lying on the sofa in the living room. There were wine bottles and messy cigarette butts on the floor, and seven or eight sets of bowls and chopsticks were placed on the dining table. , probably Pei Nianzhong took his group of workers to drink at home.

He walked around the pile of tatters with his schoolbag in his hand, and gently pushed open the door of Pei Nuonuo's room to take a look. There was a small quilt on the bed, with a little foot wearing half a sock hanging outside, as if he had fallen asleep. , Pei Yan walked over and pulled up the sock, then closed the door for her again, and went back to her room.

The homework was finished when he was in school. He turned on the desk lamp and took a notebook from the bookshelf to organize the notes of the past two days. The notebook is almost an index, sorting the content of the book and all the useful questions that he has done by category and page number Write it down, after opening it, there are all kinds of abbreviations and numbers on it, and no one except himself may understand it.

Every time I come back from the racing track, I am very tired. Every muscle in my body has to be mobilized to cope with the motorcycle under my seat.

He wasn't too worried about what would happen on the field. It was almost impossible for everyone to do anything, unless Tan Dong didn't plan to come to this place again. But privately, how Tan Dong wanted to solve it with him was another matter, for sure. It won't be as disciplined as it is on the field.

After finishing the notes, Pei Yan found an old photo album from the drawer, which contained the old photo that Xu Shixi accidentally saw last time.

He opened the door with the photo and went to the balcony, looked at the moonlight, and the word "Galaxy" in the corner was clearly written. He thought about the worst outcome many times, but after thinking about it, he found that the worst was just like this, even I can't make any waves in my heart.

The ointment that Xu Shixi gave him had some effect, the scar on his wrist was no longer so hideous, but it was still very conspicuous, as if it had been scalded.

In the next few days, Chen Jiaming didn't come to class six again, but Xu Shixi vaguely heard a lot of rumors that it was Chen Jiahe who had entered the juvenile detention center, and some even said that he had killed someone to enter.

During the break between classes, Xu Shixi went to the playground to practice running, and occasionally ran into Chen Jiahe a few times on the way, and saw a few boys who might be from his class, walking next to him and imitating him, wringing their throats and making strange noises.

Because Chen Jiahe was in the same class as them at the beginning, although they didn't stay for a few days, most of the people in the class still remembered him. They knew that Chen Jiahe and Fang Xiaochun had a good relationship. She was collecting homework by the window when she was pushed from behind by a boy and bumped into the corner of the table.

The impact was a bit hard, and the pain in the thigh was severe. There were not many people in the classroom. Fang Xiaochun was surrounded by several boys and did not dare to speak. He squeezed out from the side with his homework.

When he returned to his seat, Xu Shixi saw that his eyes were red, and he lowered his head and did not come over to talk to him as usual.

Xu Shixi took out a piece of toffee from Fang Xiaochun's schoolbag, poked Fang Xiaochun's face lightly with it, and then saw his tears streaming down, turned to face the wall and raised his sleeve to wipe it.

He usually pretended to cry when he was joking around, but this was the first time Xu Shixi saw him really crying, and suddenly didn't know what to do, so he handed him a pack of tissues from behind.

Chen Xu was also around there just now to join in the fun, and when he was returning to his seat, he passed by, his shoulders trembled with laughter, he broke off half of the chalk end and smashed it on Fang Xiaochun's table, just as he was about to speak, Xu Shixi picked up his collar and slammed it back With a slam, he fell and almost knocked over the table behind him.

The classroom, which was still chaotic just a second ago, suddenly fell silent. Chen Xu smashed his palm on the corner of the table. Just about to scold someone, he raised his head to meet Xu Shixi's indifferent gaze, but in the end he couldn't scold. After a few words, go back to your seat and sit down.

Xu Shixi went over to put the two tables back to their original positions, feeling suffocated, and Fang Xiaochun was also frightened, but he didn't cry anymore. After he sat down, he put one hand in the pocket of his school uniform jacket and lay down on the table without making a sound. .

The students in the class came one after another. Lu Pingping took the biscuits made at home and distributed them to them. Seeing Fang Xiaochun's red and swollen eyes, she didn't ask anything. She went back to her seat and took a pack of cold milk for him to apply on his eyes .

Xu Shixi stayed on his seat all day long except to go to the bathroom, and no one came over to make noises. When it was almost time for school to end at night, he lowered his head and asked Fang Xiaochun, "Shall I take you to the school gate?"

Fang Xiaochun shook his head, stuffed him with a handful of candies, smiled at him, carried his schoolbag and left.

This semester's Saturday night after school time has also been adjusted as usual. I was going to play basketball in the afternoon, but now I can't play, so I made an appointment to have a barbecue after school. Xu Shixi is not in the mood to deal with those people anymore, why not Go to a bar and sing a little longer.

When he got near the carport, he was stopped by Yu Zhun and the others, and Shen Zhouchuan was also beside him. Chen Xu seemed reluctant, but he went over to apologize to Xu Shixi, "I was impulsive this morning, I'm sorry."

"I don't need to be angry, you want to apologize and go to Fang Xiaochun." Xu Shixi pushed the car and planned to go out.

"Fuck, I feel disgusted when I talk to him," Chen Xu suddenly became angry, "You have taken the wrong medicine, who the hell doesn't know that he is gay, if he is sick, he doesn't go to see him, he stays in school to deal with it Who? Or are you just like him, don't get involved with him..."

His words were too harsh, Shen Zhouchuan frowned and looked at him, and said, "Have you said enough?"

Chen Xu still couldn't bear that tone, turned around and left by himself, only then did Xu Shixi say, "You guys go and eat, I can't go today due to business."

After he finished speaking, he pushed the bike towards the school gate, crossed the road and was about to ride on it, but someone grabbed the back seat, and when he looked back, it was Shen Zhouchuan.

Xu Shixi didn't really want to talk now, and wanted to stay by himself for a while, but after all, Shen Zhouchuan didn't do anything, so he couldn't offend him, so he slowed down a little, and asked him, "Is there something wrong?"

"...Aren't you angry with what Chen Xu said just now?" He actually wanted to ask Xu Shixi what you thought, but in the end he couldn't find a suitable way to ask.

Xu Shixi knew in his heart that some places were only glamorous on the surface, and the inside might be a mess, but if he really stayed in this place and met him, he would still inevitably get angry.

"I'll be fine after a while. If I like someone, it's my own business. What other people say has nothing to do with me." Xu Shixi felt that he was really suffocated after this day, staying in this place covered by tree shadows, There was no one passing by, so I suddenly wanted to say a few more words.

He took a cigarette and lit it, and moved the car close to the side of the road, "There's nothing wrong with liking someone. It should be a very frank thing. I'm born like this, and I don't think I'm abnormal."

"...You are right." Shen Zhouchuan said after a while.

After finishing that cigarette, Xu Shixi suppressed his anger, and said a little embarrassedly: "I have to go first, how do you go back? Take the bus? How about I take you to the front stop sign."

"No need," Shen Zhouchuan said, "there is a car to pick you up."

"Then I'll go first."

"it is good."

Pei Yan took a day off and didn't go to school. Xu Shixi didn't see him when he entered the bar, so he sat down and asked Gu Cong, "Where's Pei Yan? Don't you only go to the racing track on weekends?"

"Go test drive with Brother Chu, he said he will come over in the evening." Gu Cong pulled Xu Shixi and asked him a few words.

Xu Shixi was a little absent-minded, Gu Cong gave him a glass of water and said, "Did you fight with someone today?"

"...How did you find out? It's not considered a fight." Xu Shixi said.

"Murderous." Gu Cong pointed at him and said.

Xu Shixi took a photo with his mobile phone and didn't see any murderous look, but his face was indeed a little cold. When he rarely had emotions on his face, he drank a glass of water and pressed down, saying: "I am so peace-loving." people."

"Pull it down, I still remember the foot you kicked me, my intestines were numb." Gu Cong said.

Xu Shixi couldn't help laughing, Gu Cong wanted to pat him on the back very well, just as he raised his arm, the sofa was pushed back, and the whole person fell on his back, without even touching Xu Shixi's sleeve.

Pei Yan let go of the sofa and let the sofa fall back, then kicked his calf and said, "Make room for me."

Gu Cong still wanted to ask him what kind of car he picked in the end, but he remembered that Pei Yan didn't seem to tell Xu Shixi about the racing car, so he didn't ask now.

Xu Shixi took the guitar and went to the stage to sing, Pei Yan went to the bar to get a few bottles of wine and a few empty glasses and sat where he was just now, Gu Cong couldn't understand how he was mixing the wine, so he took the paper and asked He: "What did Tan Dong say?"

"Come out of the game tomorrow night and go to the winding road." Pei Yan put a slice of lemon into the cup.

Gu Cong froze for a moment, dropped everything in his hand, quickly picked it up, and said, "Damn it, do I have to call you an ambulance in advance?"

Shangxian Road is a place for driving wild cars. There is a section of gravel and dirt road in the middle, which twists and turns. There are several broken belts near the end of the road, and there are several curved ditches in the shape of a crescent moon. Some people overturned near there last month.

But this is indeed Tan Dong's solution to the problem. He has lost several times since Pei Yan arrived here. Even if he doesn't care about the bonus, he has to earn back his face. Otherwise, even if Pei Yan leaves in the future, he will still be the second child in ten thousand years. It's different if you dare to take a trip to Shangxian Road. Even if you lose, no one will say anything. Of course, it's better to win.

Pei Yan didn't speak, but mixed a glass of wine and handed it to Gu Cong.

"How sure are you?" Gu Cong asked hesitantly.

Pei Yan didn't know either, he hadn't been there before, so he went there with Chu Ningzhou today to get acquainted with the environment.

When Xu Shixi came down, Pei Yan handed him a glass of dark blue wine with froth on it, and he took a sip of it, the taste was slightly sweet, without much wine flavor.

After he left the bar, Pei Yan still didn't say anything, and pushed the cart down the steps. Xu Shixi grabbed him and said, "Take me with you."

"Where are you going?" Pei Yan turned around and asked him.

"Don't play dumb." Xu Shixi said.

He can probably guess what's going on from Gu Cong's few words and what Chu Ningzhou said about the racetrack before. He always has to pay a price for what he wants. It's hard to give up.

"I just want to go and have a look. I don't want to stop you, just go and do whatever you want." Xu Shixi felt a little annoyed, and didn't understand what he was annoyed about.

"What if I lose?" Pei Yan said.

Xu Shixi sat on the stone pier by the side of the road and looked up at him, the fireworks between his fingers were dimly lit.

"I don't know." Xu Shixi looked at him quietly, and finally sighed, probably feeling sad.